I wonder why I'm scared
My heart beats fast
whenever I'm by you
but then it's broke into two
when I hear the dreaded words
So why don't you feel the same
it feels like you do
but then you say one thing
and do another.
My eyes long to seek yours
and my hand stretches to hold
but then my heart starts to strain
as I reach for your love
it pulls back when my lungs collapse
after hearing the painful words
My breath is sharp as I fall deep down
not sure what to do,
of what to say...
of what to feel.