| Chapter 16 - I'll Never Brake Your Heart |
| "I live here" Jessica said as she turned to see Vivian and Nick on the coach. "Well, yeah but you didn't come home yesturday and I didn't really think you'll be back" Vivian said as she enveloped her friend into a hug, a hug that Jessica did not return. "I should go" Nick said as he got up and left, hugging the girls goodbye. "We gotta talk" Jessica said "Yeah" Vivian agreed. "What the hell is your problem?" Jessica started sreaming, getting mad all over again. "Wha" Vivian said, surprised at the outburst. "How could you do that to me? Of all the stupid things Vivian. Why him, of all the guys why him? you are like a sister to me, how could you turn around and sleep with my boyfriend? I mean for God's sake's. I'm just so mad right now, i feel like smacking you. We always said that our friendship meant more than any boyfriend. I just, how could you do this to me V, your like family, we've been friends for almost 10 years, how, why did you do this to me?" "It was an accident, i swear, i'm so sorry, please J find it in your heart to forgive." Vivian said close to tears. "of course it was" Jessica said sarcastically "I'm really sorry J, I never wanted to hurt you." "I know your sorry. YOu know I want to be mad at you. But I can't, but things will never be the same, ever. I don't think i'll be able to trust you s much as i used to." "I know and i totally desearve that." "Do you love him" Jessica asked "I care about him, alot" "oh" Jessica said, not wanting that to be the answer. "I really want to try it with him" Vivian said, hoping Jessica wouldn't kill her. "But I won't, not if it means losing you for it." Vivian added, meaning every word of it. "I don't know how i feel about all this, i mean this is really awkward. But if you really care for him, and he cares about you, then i'm nobody to stand in the way." Jessica said, knowing full well that if she said anything else she would be a complete hypocrite when her situation with Justin was really similar and AJ's. Vivian couldn't believe that after all she did, Jesica still forgave her. "So uh, how's everything with you and Justin, I know you spend the night with him, did anything happen?" "Well he told me he loved me again, and then i told him i loved him but that i couldn't be with him." Why?" "Because, i thought that by being with him, i'll be betraying Britney in a way, but then i talked to her and she was fine with it. So now all i have to do is talk to Justin and hope that something could happen. Maybe he hates me for rejecting him, you know how men egos are"Jessica said refering too an old childhood joke. Vivian started laughing, which set Jessica off and for a second it seemed like old times, but it wasn't, and they both knew it. "I have to go talk to Justin" Jessica said deciding she shouldn't waste too much time. "ok" "You should go talk to AJ" Jessica suggested "Are you sure?" "Positive" Jessica said as she hugged her friend. She went upstairs to take a much needed showe, change of clothes and left. Vivian was already gone. ~*~*~*~*~ ~With Vivian~ She took a deep breath and knocked on the door. AJ came to the door, looking tired, and surprised at Vivian's visit. "Hey, what are you doing here?" he asked gesturing for her to come in. "I was in the neighborhood, and decided to check on you. Are you ok?" Vivian asked concerned for her friend. "I'm better actually" AJ lied, the truth was he was still hurting over what Jessica told him. "How about you?" AJ asked knowing this whole thing must have been hard on Vivian, "Better actually, i talked to Jessica and she forgave me, of course she said she'll probably never trust me again but that's understandable right? Have you talked to her?" Vivian asked. "Yeah, she actually came a couple of hours ago. She forgave me too, why i have no idea but she did. She also told me she's in love with someone else, Justin I pressume." "Yeah." Vivian said, knowing full well it was killing him just saying those words. AJ started crying and Vivian tried to confort him. He looked at her and kissed her. Just like that. When the kiss ended, AJ led Vivian to the bedroom. ~*~*~*~*~ "Please don't be too mad at me" Jessica thought as she knocked on Justin's door. A red eyed Justin opened the door. He didn't say anything. "Can I come in?" Jessica asked Still nothing "We need to talk." Not a word. "Can I please just come in, i won't stay for long i swear." He stepped out of the way and turned around. Jesssica closed the door and followed Justin to the living room "I'm sorry" she started "I never wanted to hurt you Justin, It's just that, I was scared. But I really do love you, and I want us to try something. I'll understand if you don't want anything to do with me, But I love you and I need you to know that." Jessica said hoping Justin would undertand what she meant. He didn't say anything It seemed like forever passed but he still didn't say anything. "I'll go then" Jessica said, thinking that she ruined the only chance she ever had with Justin. "I love you too" Justin said when Jessica's back was too him. She turned around really slowly almost afraid she heard wrong. "What did you say?" She asked trying to make sure. "I said I love you" Justin said as he walked towards her. When they were standing right in front of each other, she looked up at his eyes and knew that he was telling her the truth and that this was the beginning of a new life. She was so happy. Everything was finally perfect. If only she didn't have that small annoying voice in the back of her head telling her that she will always love and belong to Alexander James McLean Home Gone Next |