| Unbreak My Heart |
| It was like Deja Vu. She couldn't stop crying. No matter how many times she tried to stop the tears just kept coming back. Jessica hadn't slept at all. It was 3:00 AM already, and she still hadn't slept. "Maybe a little water would help." It didn't it. "Maybe a little fresh air will help" she thought She went out to the back yard and sat down on the table. It wasn't working. Nothing seemed to work. No matter what, she couldn't stop thinking about him. She loved him. She couldn't help it. What the hell was she supposed to do now? "I have to tell him" she decided. "I have to or i'm going to go crazy" She went back inside, put her shoes on and started to write a note to Justin so he won't freak out if he woke up and she wasn't there. Dear Justin: I went to do something, i should have done a long time ago. Don't worry about me, Jessica She got her car keys and left. ************************************************************************************************************************* "I can do this" she told herself "I can totally do this." She stepped out of her car and went to the door. All his lights were still on. "Why is he still awake. He should be asleep, so i could find an excuse not to do this" she muttered under her breath. She nocked on the door and waited. "It just had to rain" She said to herself when the sky opened up. She heard him opening the locks to the door. "This is it" she thoughas the door started opening. "What are you doing here." A tear stained AJ asked. "Um, if this is a bad time, i'm sorry. This is a bad time isn't it, i'm sorry i shouldn't be here. Bye." she said quickly and turned to leave. "It's not, please come in, we have to talk." Aj said, he was going to beg if he had to she had to forgive him. She stepped in and followed Aj to the living room. "I'm so glad you're here. I'm so sorry Jessica. I love you I really do. Please forgive me" Aj started. "AJ Stop, just stop." Jessica said close to tears this was going to be harder than she thought. "Just tell me what to do so you can forgive me. I'll do anything" AJ said "You hurt me AJ, you hurt me more than you will ever know. You slept with 2 woman when we were together, even though you said it was only Amanda. And out of everybody you could have slept with, you slept with my best friend. How could you do that to me? Why didn't you tell me? Why?" Jessica said sudenly angry. "I'm sorry Jessica, i'm sorry it happened, and i'm sorry i didn't tell you. You're right i should have told you, but i didn't want to lose you. I don't want to lose you Jessica, you're too important to me. I love you, i will always love you. Please forgive me" AJ said feeling like he was going to cry all over again. "I forgave you a long time ago AJ. That's not why i'm here. I have to tell you something very important." Jessica said, she was going to tell him, this was going to be really hard. "You can tell me anything"' AJ said, getting scared, this wasn't going to be good, he could tell. Jessica sat down on the coach, AJ followed suite. "AJ, we've been through alot. You were my first real relationship, you were my first love. And I care about you more than you will ever know, But, oh god, AJ, i'm not in love with you anymore. And, I don't know what to do. You know part of my heart will always belong to you. But I have to move on. AJ i'm sorry, but when I found out you slept with Vivian, it was like a small part of me was realeved because I knew that I could use that as an excuse to never see you again. But I know I can't do that, because I care about you way too much., I know you're sorry AJ, you don't even have to tell me that for me to believe you. But I can't go back to being you're girlfriend, becouse, becouse, i'm in love with someone else. I'm sorry AJ, now i'ts me asking for you to forgive me" Jessica said, as the tears started coming out of her eyes. Aj had his head down, so she couldn't see how he was. "It's late I better go." Jessica said getting up. "I'll walk you to the car." Aj said getting up with her. "You don't have to." she said "I don't mind." he replied obviosly very hurt. "Goodbye AJ" she said. She got on her car and left. She left AJ alone. Alone. With nobody. And he thought he desearved it. He hurt her. So he lost her. Again. For good. And he cried. Because he knew, that the second she left, he lost her. He lost the woman of his life. He lost her to another man. A man, that loves her. And trusts her. And respects her. He lost her. To her best friend. And it was all his fault. He made a huge mistake. And there was no way, he could take it back. He couldn't turn back time. He couldn't uncry tears. She won't come back and bring back his smile. She will never say she loves him again. She wouldn't take back that sad word goodbye. No matter how much he wanted. She couldn't Unbreak his heart. Next Back to Gone Back to Fanfiction Back Home |