| My Little secret |
| Vivian stepped out of her car and went up to the door. She had to talk to him. She needed to know what he was thinking. Why he was doing the things he was doing. Why now. After everything they've been through. She still loved Nick. But there was something special about him. She knoeked on the door and waited for the answer. Less than a minute later he ansswered only wearing a muscle shirt and sweat pants. "What are you doing here?" he asked "Hi AJ can I come in?" "Yeah" He stepped a side so she could come in. "We need to talk AJ" "What about?" he said though knowing what she wanted to talk about. "what arew you doing?" What are you taking about Vivian?" "I'm talking about the fact that your trying to get back together with Jessica after you promised me you wouldn't!" "That's none of your buseness" "of course it's my buisness. She's my best friend." "She didn't seem to be your best friend a couple of months ago when you were hugging me, kissing me, making love to me." ""that was a cheap shot AJ and you know it. Why are you bringing that up now AJ?" "Vivian since it's happened, even though ytou said it wouldn't it affected ou friendship. we're not as close as we used to be and it hurts. i used to be able to tell you anything, you used to tell me anything and after we had sex everything changed. We made a mistake Vivian, we where drunk and in pain and we needed confort and we made a mistake." "i know. But you made a second mistake and slept with Amanda and nowyou can't be with Jessica. You just can't so stop trying to get back together with her." "or you'll do what?" "i'll tell Jessica what happened between us. She'll forgive me and you know it but you, knowing it wasn't the first time you chested on her would never forgive you." "Your really willing to ruin your friendship with Jessica just so you couls ruin my chance of getting back together with her?" "we're like sisters AJ. She'll eventually forgivr me." "What about Nick. You know Jessica would tell him. Are you willing to sacrifice that relationship" She didn't know what to say so she just left. She knew it wouldn't work. It would take more than her blackmailing AJ to make him forget about Jessica. But she had ro do something. It killed her seing them together. And in a sick way she was happy to find out that they broke up. She didn't want to ruin her relationship with Nick, or her friendhip with Jessica, but she would if it meant that she would be with AJ again. That night had been the best night of her life. She wanted more. She wanted to be with AJ again, and nothing was going to stop her again, not Jessica, not even Nick. She didn't love AJ. She knew that. But she loved his sex. Sex that Nick didn't want to give her, becaose of his "morals." Nick. She loved him. But he didn't love her. He was too busy cheating on her with Willa Ford to love her. "bastard" she mutered in the car. She was going to go home, and help Jessica realize that the perfect guy for her was Justin, not AJ. Then she'll have AJ all to herself. All to herself, no Amanda, no Jessica, and on her part, no Nick. Maybe then she'll be happy. Mayb wit time he'll love her, and maybe she'll love him back. But she knew That anything was better that her being in a relationship was better than what she had with Nick. A relationship in which se loved but was not loved backj "your going to be mine Alexander James McLean" She said as she drove home "your going to be only mine" |