Spring is one of my favorite seasons. It’s the season when everything starts regrowing with all their vibrant colors. Grass is no longer the brown color, it’s a bright green. It’s no longer the crisp, brittle pieces that crunch under your shoes, it’s soft and lush. You can walk around barefoot, as each blade of grass cushions your feet.
    Spring also happens to be prime wedding season. I married in April, and married a wonderful man named James McDonough. He was a hot shot up and coming director. We had two beautiful kids- Ava who was five and Caden was 2 months.
    That was when James decided it was over. It was the end of March, Caden was one month old. My parents had just left for Boston, where both of our families are. His parents had only come out for a few weeks and had left earlier that month.
    James came home from set, a copy of newest book under his arm. He went straight to the bedroom, packed himself a bag, laid a manila folder in front of me and said he’d be staying at a friend’s.
    I was being divorced. He was leaving me, right before our anniversary. It was in the few following days that I came up with this list- The Top Ten Reasons It Sucks To Be Me While Divorcing (which, by the way, has been going on for way too long…) by Meygan Cable
 

    10. I have two kids running around to care for, the oldest being five and still requiring a lot of attention. Attention that I used to be able to give her but now must split between ten thousand different things. I do love my kids though, so there isn’t total suckage here…. It probably should have been worded different….
 

    9. Divorcing really makes it harder to write romance books. You can’t really be inspired to write romance if you don’t have a romance.
 

    8. My ex, the great man that he is, has already moved onto his newest obsession- some actress on some soap opera that he met through turning my latest book into a movie. She’s blonde, tall, toothpick thin, and at the age of twenty, is the age when I had my first kid.
 

    7. Said ex is allowed to come and go through my house as he pleases, due to the fact that we are unable to divorce without being separated for a certain amount of time. My best friends do already have the countdown going to when it’s official.
 

    6. I have a deadline for my newest book slowly creeping up on me, and I’m dealing with a very bad case of writer’s block. I still have time, but my agent has already had to color her hair three times. Twice before a book is published is her record, so far….
 

    5. I had started to finally losing my baby weight with Caden and now it’s all slowly creeping back on. Now, I have to work out twice as hard to keep it all off.
 

    4. I think the guest bedroom’s bathroom needs something fixed and I’m not sure how to fix it. I was never the one to be able to fix things like that. I was never really a fixer of anything.
 

    3. The kids want a pet. Or more specifically, Ava is saying that she wants a dog and she swears that Caden wants one too. Though, I highly doubt a 2 month old really knows what a dog is, let alone if he wants one.
 

    2. Ava’s kindergarten teacher keeps calling me by the soap star’s name every single time she sees me. She always corrects herself but come on! It’s April, the school year is almost over, you should know who I am!
And the number one reason it sucks to be me while divorcing is….
 

    1. My friends swear I need help, or more specifically, I need a nanny….
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    “You know, nannies are for anyone who can afford them. People who don’t need to have a nanny can have a nanny.” Sam mentioned as they all sat in Meygan’s living room. Ava was at school while Caden was down for a nap.
    Samantha, affectionately called Sam, had been Meygan’s friend since college, when they had met working on a newspaper. Sam had chin length brown hair that was usually pulled back from her face and green eyes. She tended to dress with a more vintage style that had a few hints of punk rock to it.
    Phoebe had met Meygan when Meygan had just moved out to LA with her new husband. Phoebe was younger than most of the girls, but she never acted younger. She fit right in with all of them, and felt like she was the same age as all of them. Phoebe had green eyes and auburn hair. She tended to wear jeans and t-shirts.
    Cassidy had moved to LA from Texas and had met Meygan on set. Cassidy was working as a tutor for one of the kids who were in the movie and the two had instantly bonded. Cassidy had light brown hair that came to her shoulders. It was pulled back when she worked, but when she was just hanging out, she left it down. She also dressed rather casual, with jeans and a t-shirt.
    Joey, short for Joelle, had known Meygan for a short time, but they felt like they had known each other for years. They had instantly hit it off from the moment Meygan had walked into Joey’s bakery. Joey had blue eyes and she had blonde hair that she usually kept falling to her shoulders. Like everyone else, she usually kept it pulled back when she was at work, but when she hung out with friends or they all went out to party, she left it down or did something decorative with it. She had more of a punk rock style, but she kept it casual still.
    “Besides, what about your book tours? And when you’re on the set when your books are made into movies?” Cassidy asked.
    “Guys, she doesn’t need a nanny.” Joey spoke up.
    “Thank you!” Meygan said, excited that someone saw her point of view.
    “You need a manny.” Joey quickly replied.
    “I am not worried about my hands right now.” Meygan quickly replied. She turned her attention back to the blank page on her laptop that she hoped would turn into a book at some point.
    “No, not a manicure. You need a male nanny.” Joey informed.
    “Ooo, that would be good. I mean, it assures that Caden will have male guidance that isn’t your brother, or Shane. And if he’s still here with Ava starts dating, he can give the guys the scare for you.” Phoebe added.
    “We’ll even help pick one out.” Sam tossed in.
    “There can be an ad in the paper, and an interview.” Cassidy said. “It could be amazing!”
    “I don’t need a male nanny.” Meygan said.
    “He can fix whatever is wrong with the guest bathroom.” Sam added in a sing-song voice.
    The four girls watched as Meygan closed her laptop. She took a deep breath and looked at her friends. “Do you think I need help?” She asked as the front door blew open and Ava walked by.
    “I hate my Dad, by the way.” Ava quickly said as she walked through the room. The four girls turned back to Meygan.
    “Need we say more?” Joey asked.
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    “What are you guys doing here?” Meygan asked. Her best friends all stood on her front porch. It was so early that Meygan could swear she still saw the sun rising in the horizon, but all four girls looked chipper.
    “You have an interview.” Sam said as they stepped into the house.
    “And we want to make you look less soccer mom and more mother I’d like to…” Joey started.
    “But I don’t always look glamorous and everything.” Meygan cut in before Joey could finish her sentence. “Wouldn’t you rather the guys see me as I’d normally look?”
    “Not this guy.” Cassidy said.
    “Trust me, you’ll thank us.” Phoebe added as they pushed her towards her bathroom.
    A few seconds later, Meygan sat on her vanity chair in front of her bathroom mirror. Joey was working on Meygan’s make-up. Sam was piecing together an outfit while Phoebe was working on her hair. Cassidy was getting snacks ready to sit out on the coffee table in the formal living room and giving opinions when she came into the room.
    They dressed her in a pink paisley print tank top. It tied in the back, the edge of the top coming to the pockets on her tight blue jeans and the ribbon flowing down to mid thigh. On her feet were simple pale pink high heels. Her brown hair was pulled back from her face with a pink hairclip and then had been curled into soft waves. Her make-up was natural, with a light brown lipstick and peach eyeshadow.
    “Girl, a guy would have to be Shane to not want to jump you when you’re dressed like this.” Cassidy stated as they started back towards the living room.
    “I thought I was going to be looking for a nanny, not a boyfriend.” Meygan grumbled a little.
    “Wait till you see this guy. You’ll change your tune.” Sam said as there was a knock at the front door. Sam headed to the door while the others led Meygan to the formal living room.
    “Miss Cable, this is John Krasinski.” Sam said, as she came into the room with a guy.
    Meygan looked up from the plate of cookies that Cassidy had made and set out. She smiled a little at the brunette man who stood head and shoulders above Sam’s petite frame. ‘He has to be over six foot’ Meygan thought. She noticed his nervousness was slowing filtering from him, leaving a shining pair of brown eyes and a smile on his face. “Come on in John.” She said, watching as he strode across the room and took a seat across from her. “I’m….” She started, extending a hand out for him to shake.
    “Meygan Cable, or as your pen name says, Shay Cable.” John said, shaking her hand.
    “A fan?” Meygan asked, raising a now perfectly manicured eyebrow at him.
    “Not me, but my mother and sister-in-law are huge fans. They have loved that all your books are set in Boston.” John answered.
    “Well, my next one may not be. I’m not quite sure yet.” Meygan said, smiling. “So, you apparently know about me, let’s hear a little about you.”
    “Well, my name is John. I’m from Newton, Massachusetts. I don’t have any kids of my own, but I have a godson, who is also my nephew.” John said.
    “Any siblings?” Cassidy asked.
    “Two brothers, both older.” John said and then chuckled. “I know I don’t have a lot of child care experience. And, I’m sure you’ve probably seen other people who have more experience than I do. But, I have been taking care of my dog, Finn. I know it’s not the same as a child, but I believe it shows I can care for something. And, I promise not to tell any of your plot points to the fans in my family.”
    “Mommy?” A soft voice asked from the doorway. Meygan turned and motioned for Ava to join them. Ava raced over and climbed into Meygan’s lap. “Who’s this?” Ava asked, motioning at John.
    “Why don’t you ask him?” Meygan suggested. Ava turned her brown eyes on John.
    “I’m Ava, what’s your name?” She asked, smiling as John smiled.
    “I’m John.” He replied. “You look a lot like your mother, you are both very pretty.”
    “Thank you.” Ava said. “Mommy, can Rachelle come over to play tomorrow?”
    “Sure, we can get her after we all get up and have breakfast.” Meygan said. “Ava, do you think you would like John to come and hang out with you and Caden on a daily basis?”
    Ava thought hard for a second. “I don’t know.”
    “Why don’t you discuss it with him, ask him some questions.” Meygan suggested.
    “Do you like playing tea party and dress-up?” Ava asked.
    “Of course!” John said. “Though, I might have to get a new tie. I think my old tea party tie got lost in my move.”
    “Do you like watching movies and reading books?” Ava asked.
    “I do very much enjoy both of those.” John said.
    “Would you help me with my homework?” Ava asked.
    John watched Meygan for a second, and kept his eyes on her as he answered. “As long as your mother wouldn’t mind.” He replied.
    Ava smiled at Meygan. “I like him.” Ava whispered loudly to Meygan.
    “Thank you Ava.” Meygan said as Ava slid out of her mother’s lap and raced towards the playroom. “My kids are here full-time, with Ava visiting her father every other weekend. Caden stays here, so there will rarely be down time from kids. Also, there will be some traveling involved at times.”
    “Doesn’t sound like anything I can’t handle.” John replied.
    “Well, thank you for your time Mr. Krasinski.” Meygan said, as she stood up and rand her hands over her jeans. She extended a hand out for him to shake as he stood up.
    John shook her hand and then placed a soft kiss on it. “Thank you for interviewing me.” John said, as Meygan quickly took her hand back and walked him to the front door.
    “I’ll let you know when I’ve made my decision.” Meygan said.
    She watched him drive off before she shut the door. “I need a cold shower.” She said as she walked off.
 

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