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| ~*~* Sound Asleep *~*~ |
| Sitting on the porch....scared to ring the bell. I wait for you to see me....I sit scared as hell. Rocking in the chair....hoping the squeaks will bring you near. I wait for you to hear me....I'm alone so filled with fear. Pacing on the hardwood....not knowing what to say. When you see me pacing....when you make your way. Laying on your welcome mat....not feeling very welcome. I guess you're in there sleeping....you're so peaceful when you sleep. Freezing on the outside....so cold but yet so sweet. Your body's on the inside....I'd kill to feel your heat. Dailing on my phone....the number of your phone going home. Walking towards my car....I want to kill myself. You make me feel complete....At the same time I'm me. I'm so always not complete....without you I'm never free. Free from depressive states....of mind, body, and soul. Free from sad days with me....free from sad says alone. Turning on my ignition switch....bright lights start shinging through. My eyes blinded momentarily....Holy Shit....It's you! Sitting on the porch together....not worried about the bell. We're looking into each other's eyes.... I'm no longer scared as hell.... This night will be a memory.... One that's sure to keep. I didn't want to wake you. I thought you were.... Sound asleep. |