TITLE: Secrets

AUTHOR: Jess (aka SpikedAngel)

PAIRING: Angel/Spike

CHAPTER: 8

RATING: R

SUMMARY: Spike and Angel used to be friends before something tore them apart. Can they work out their differences?

DISCLAIMER: I don't own any of these characters, they belong to Joss but let me play with my boys.

WEBSITE: www.geocities.com/jess_lair

 

A/N: Figured I should get my ass around to updating this one… I haven’t been able to lately cos of school and work and such so here it is.

 

 

“Glad to see someone decided to finally get their asses out of that room,” Cordelia said when Liam and Will eventually rejoined the rest of the group.

 

Liam ignored her and grabbed Will’s hand, brushing his own slightly against the boxers that Will had grudgingly put on. He looked around the room, Wes and Doyle were in boxers too and Fred and Cordy were in a pyjama top and bottom set. Liam was slightly surprised that they had all actually gotten changed into their pyjamas, he didn’t think Cordelia especially was the kind to wear pajamas around.

 

“So anyone feel like starting on one of those movies?” Cordy asked.

 

“Yeh sounds good,” Will replied, “we’ll watch it out in the lounge room.” He finished and they all trooped off in that direction.

 

“So which movie first?” Wes asked looking over the movies they’d picked.

 

“I so wanna see Urban Legend,” Will said.

 

“Final Destination.” Liam argued.

 

“I don’t really mind,” Fred said quietly.

 

“I’m with her,” Wes said, “I meant as in I agree, not with with, although I am… ok shutting up now.”

 

“I’m not fussed.” Doyle said, ignoring Wesley’s stammering.

 

“Looks like you boys are battling it out between yourselves,” Cordy commented.

 

“I’ve never seen Final Destination,” Liam said, flashing Will a cute smile.

 

“I’ve already seen it twice,” Will replied.

 

“C’mon then, what’s a third time?”

 

“I really don’t feel like watching it,” Will said screwing up his face.

 

Liam had an idea and leaned into Will’s ear, “If you let us watch it I promise you a blowjob before the night is over.” He whispered.

 

“Final Destination it is then.” Will said quickly and looked back over the others.

 

“Liam you so cannot whisper,” Cordelia said and the others looked everywhere but at Will and Liam.

 

Liam just shrugged, they all knew it was going to happen anyway. “How about we drag some mattresses down here to lie on?”

 

“There are couches,” Doyle pointed out.

 

“Mattresses are more fun,” Fred replied.

 

“Works for me,” Will replied, still grinning about the blowjob he’d been promised.

 

The guys decided that they would bring down the mattresses and the girls could get some snacks. Wes, Doyle and Liam started heading upstairs and Will went to follow him.

 

“Whoa, where are you going?” Liam asked.

 

“Upstairs to get the mattresses,” Will replied giving him a confused expression.

 

“Will, you’re injured.” Liam replied.

 

“Ok I am so not getting involved in this one,” Cordelia said raising her arms in the air and walking off, the others following suit leaving Liam and Will alone.

 

“Will I don’t think you should be lifting anything, particularly on stairs.” Liam said carefully.

 

“What do you mean? It’s just a mattress Liam, its cotton and spongey stuff, I’m not that weak.”

 

Its just that… I’m worried about you…”

 

“Well you shouldn’t be, you don’t have to be that overprotective of me.”

 

“Yeh I do.” Liam said softly, “You’re finally mine and after all this lost time between us I don’t want anything to happen to you, its bad enough that you’re injured as it is but I coldn’t stop that and this I can, so just let me ok?.”

 

“Fine,” Will said. He couldn’t help but melt at Liam’s words but he pretended he was giving in because he couldn’t be bothered arguing.

 

“Besides, if you end up in hospital again your parents will come home and that means we won’t be able to fool around whenever we want.”

 

“Good point,” Will said seriously, as though the matter was of grave importance.

 

Will wandered into the kitchen and the girls looked up at his arrival, he hoped they wouldn’t say anything about it.

 

“Liam won eh?” Cordelia said, tactful as always.

 

“He pointed out that if I got hurt we wouldn’t be able to fool around as much and that if I went to hospital I wouldn’t get the blowjob I got promised.”

 

“Lovely,” Cordelia replied making a face.

 

Fred pretended she couldn’t hear and changed the subject, “So which flavour chips you guys want?”

 

“I’m in the mood for icecream,” Will commented opening the freezer where they had stored it.

 

Cordelia rifled through the bags, “why did you guys buy so much topping, there’s more topping here than there is ice cream.”

 

“The rest of the topping is for recreational use,” Will said delighting in the reaction it caused from Cordelia.

 

“What kind of recreational activity would require top- oh none of my business then….” Fred said before finally getting exactly what Will had meant.

 

Will grinned even harder, for some reason he just loved telling them all about his and Liam’s activities. He imagined how thrilled Liam would be about it but he didn’t care, he finally had someone he really cared about and damn if he wasn’t going to tell everyone.

 

Cordelia took a deep breath, “ok I think this should be enough food, lets head back to the lounge room. Will, you’ve been very helpful with getting yourself a bowl of icecream and telling Fred and I way too much information.”

 

“No problem,” he replied teasingly.

 

By the time they got back to the lounge room the guys had already brought down a few double mattresses.

 

Liam lay down on one and pulled Will down with him, the bowl of ice cream Will had in his hand slipping and landing upside down on his naked back.

 

“Thanks Liam,” Will said, “now I’m going to be all sticky.”

 

Liam was looking at him with a lust-filled expression using every scrap of willpower he had to not move closer and lick it off. It looked so yummy.

 

“Liam,” Will said talking slowly, “why are you looking at me like that?”

 

Nevermind,” Liam said and stood up, grabbed Will’s hand and fled back to the kitchen. “I’ll help you clean up, it’s the least I can do.” He turned back to the others, “start the movie without us, we’ll be there soon.”

 

As soon as they got back into the kitchen Liam moved behind Will to where the icecream was running down Will’s back. He removed the larger scoops and looked longingly at the melted parts left behind. He opened his mouth and bent down to reach Will’s back.

 

“What are you doing?” Will asked but was silenced by the feel of Liam’s tongue pressing against his back. “Oh god, that feels good.”

 

“Lie down,” Liam instructed. Will was in far too much pleasure not to obey so he lied down on the kitchen tiles and let Liam continue, only interrupting him with his groans of ecstasy.

 

Liam stuck his tongue out as far as it would go and pressed is against Will’s flesh. He could taste the chocolate flavoured icecream and something that was purely Will. He could feel himself hardening at the very taste.

 

“Fuck Will, you make me so horny.” He whispered.

 

Will shivered at the feel of Liam’s hot breath against the cool icecream that was still on his back and pushed his back up against Liam’s mouth, wanting more. “God I want you, Liam.” He said.

 

Liam continued licking him slowly and could see that it was driving Will absolutely crazy. They both needed relief and fast. He turned Will over and pushed down the boxers he was wearing and kissed a trail down his chest, licking all the way to Will’s fully erect cock.

 

Ohhhh,” Will moaned.

 

Liam swirled his tongue around the head and licked the underside creating a trail down to Will’s balls. He gently sucked on both of them and was pleased to see Will writhing with pleasure underneath him. Liam turned his attention back to the precum dribbling down Will’s cock and licked it all up, his tongue moving back to the head.

 

Will could feel his whole body shaking with pleasure and it wasn’t long before he could feel himself coming. Liiiaam!” He called out as he came. Liam kept his mouth wrapped around Will swallowing the come that Will’s body produced. Will sighed with relief and could feel Liam’s own erection pressing against his leg.

 

“Want some help there mate?” Will asked.

 

Liam didn’t reply but moaned Will’s name.

 

“I’ll take that as a yes,” Will replied looking at the tent Liam was making in his boxers. “Why are these things still on anyway?” He asked before pulling them off Liam and flipping him around so he was on the top. Will straddled Liam and leaned forward to kiss his shoulder, pecking kisses down his right arm, leading on to Liam’s hip and then around to his groin. Liam groaned and threw his head back, pushing his crotch into Will. Will licked his lips and set about devouring Liam’s cock. He lapped up the precum that was drizzling out the top first before taking him entirely in his mouth and sucking like he would a popsicle. Liam kept moaning and thrusting towards Will’s mouth, wanting Will to completely consume him. Will kept swirling his tongue around and started to hum. Liam couldn’t take it anymore and came spurting come into Will’s waiting mouth. Will swallowed all of it and then licked Liam lean before wriggling up to his side.

 

They lay there in silence, both completely spent for the time being and quite content to lie there at eachothers sides, on the kitchen floor completely naked. Liam wrapped his arm around Will, “God I love you Will. There’s just something about you, it’s not the sex-”

 

“But the sex is good right, cos if I’m not mistaken you did enjoy yourself back there…”

 

“The sex is great, but its other stuff too. It’s you and me. Something about you makes me want you to completely possess me. I want to be consumed by you. I don’t know how to say it.” Liam continued, frustrated at his inability to express his feelings.

 

“Its okay, I think I get it” Will replied, pausing before continuing, “It’s exactly how I feel about you,” Will finished, making Liam just want to melt. Liam bent his head down and kissed Will’s head. Will snuggled in closer and pressed their hot sweaty flesh together and flung an arm across Liam’s stomach.

 

Their moment was interrupted by the sound of the kitchen doors opening and the others coming through.

 

“Oh god!” Wes said, paling slightly at seeing them naked on the floor together.

 

“Fuck.” Cordy said and shut her eyes.

 

“What the heck,” Doyle said and turned around quickly going back out

 

“Oh my....” Fred said and shut her eyes, following Doyle out blindly.

 

Liam and Will quickly got up and scrambled around working out whose clothes belonged to whom and eventually just picked a pair of boxers and used them to cover themselves.

 

“Ever heard of knocking?” Liam asked.

 

“It’s the kitchen,” Cordelia replied, “I’m not exactly expecting to see you guys doing it on the floor here.”

 

“I’m with her on that one,” Wes said and walked out to join Fred and Doyle.

 

“Ok point taken and all of that but do you mind, we were kind of in the middle of something…” Will said.

 

“Actually that looked like you were kind of at the end of something,” she commented.

 

“Not that kind of something,” Liam said referring to the moment they had been sharing.

 

“I wasn’t exactly going to hang around anyway,” she replied, “we were just going to tell you that we were going to start the movie without you.”

 

“I already told you to,” Liam said.

 

“Yeh but we decided to wait while you helped Will clean up, or get dirtier as the case may be and apparently was.”

 

“Oh,” Liam said.

 

“Ok well tell everyone we’ll be out there soon.” Will said. Liam looked across at him surprised that he wanted to go back out straight away, Will looked back at him and shook his head, their moment had been ruined.

 

Cordy caught the looks going back and forth and decided that she was obviously interrupting something and left to find the others.

 

“What’s wrong Will?” Liam asked when she left.

 

“Nothing.” He replied.

 

“That isn’t a nothing look on your face.”

 

Its just that we were in the middle of something and it kind of got wrecked.”

 

“No it didn’t, it was good.”

 

“But everyone came in.”

 

“And did you see the looks on their faces?” Liam asked smiling. Liam was surprised that he didn’t care that they had walked in on him and Will completely naked, even though he knew that the others knew they were together he thought that if they had seen him and Will together like that then it would make him feel different, but surprisingly he didn’t care.

 

Yeh,” Will replied brightening up, “but I figured they were bound to walk in on us sooner or later. With hormones like ours we’re always doing something.”

 

Its almost like we’re horny teenage guys,” Liam replied.

 

“But at least we both have the same kind of sex drive,” Will replied.

 

“Yeh that kind of works out well.” Liam replied. “So off to watch the movie?”

 

“Yeh, I guess I got my blowjob,” Will replied grinning.

 

“That’s not all you’ll be getting by the end of this night.”

 

“I’m going to hold you to that.”

 

“I’m counting on it.”

 

 

 

 

Liam and Will rejoined the others later after sneaking back to Will’s room and changing into some other clothes.

 

“Hey guys,” Will greeted them, fighting back a laugh at seeing the embarrassment across the others’ faces.

 

“Took your time didn’t you,” Cordelia said, breaking the ice.

 

“Not really, that was more of a quickie,” Liam replied.

 

“Ok I cant hear you,” Fred said trying to convince herself that she couldn’t.

 

Will plopped down on the mattress that he had picked out for him and Liam to share earlier and grabbed Liam’s hand and pulled him down next to him. Liam snuggled up closer to Will despite the heat and wrapped his arm around him. Will felt his heart skip a beat when Liam pulled him closer, as much as he loved fooling around it was little things like that that made him feel special. He looked up at the movie, they were nearly up to the part where the plane was about to explode and he was determined to make Liam miss that part.

 

He grinned wickedly, “You look so tense, pet, let me give you a massage.”

 

“Ok,” Liam agreed happily, perfectly willing to let Will have his hands all over his back. Will moved out of Liam’s arms and crawled behind him.

 

Will placed a hand on Liam’s thigh and traced it all the way up to his boxers, he was going to give him a massage all right, he never mentioned where. He slipped his hand inside the boxers and made his way up to Liam’s balls taking one in his hand and massaging it gently.

 

Liam arched his back and wriggled away, “What are you doing?” he whispered.

 

“Massaging,” Will replied and slipped his hand back in.

 

Liam stifled a moan and turned around to face Will just as the plane exploded on screen. He heard Fred make a noise and quickly looked back at the screen but it was too late. “Will, you made me miss the start.”

 

“Oops,” Will replied cheekily.

 

Shhhh,” Doyle said, hushing them.

 

“I wanna watch the movie,” Liam said in a lower whisper.

 

“You can.” Will pointed out.

 

“Not when you do that… when you do that I can’t concentrate on anything.”

 

“And neither can we,” Doyle replied.

 

“Fine,” Will grumbled and moved his hands onto Liam’s back. He wasn’t that upset, he had another idea.

 

Liam sighed as Will’s talented hands worked out a muscle knot. He felt Will climb onto his back, straddling his butt and was about to mention the unable-to-concentrate thing again but he realised Will was just getting a better position.

 

Will continued kneading the muscles in Liam’s back. He loved Liam’s back, the way it was just so perfect, the skin was so warm and soft and his back looked so strong and muscular, he was getting hard just thinking about it. He let his hands trail to Liam’s lower back and shuffled down a bit so he could give Liam’s ass a ‘massage’ (some might call it a grope) also. He heard Liam let out a soft moan and took that as a sign to continue. He was definitely quite aroused and he knew Liam could feel his erection poking into his thigh. He wriggled back onto Liam’s ass and moved his groin against it slightly, being rewarded by Liam gasping slightly. Will went back to work on his back but as he reached Liam’s sides he let his hands wrap around so they were clutching Liam’s stomach. He slid his hand down and underneath Liam’s body, feeling his snail trail and tickling the hair slightly.

 

Liam stood up abruptly and turned around, “Will and I are going to be back shortly.” He said, not facing them so they couldn’t see exactly why they were leaving, not that anyone would have noticed; Cordelia and Doyle seemed to have snuck off during the movie and Wes and Fred seemed glued to the screen.

 

Will smiled, “I thought you wanted to see the movie…”

 

“I’ll watch it later,” Liam replied, giving Will a look, “I’ve already missed the start.”

 

“Well then, off to my room?”

 

“Oh yeah.”

 

Will grabbed Liam’s hand and led him to his room. They shut the door behind themselves and Liam pinned Will to the wall and ravished his lips with his own.

 

“Fuck Will, you make me so horny.” He whispered against Will’s mouth as he quickly removed the little clothes they were both wearing. Will pushed Liam back until he felt Liam collapse back onto the bed. He felt Liam begin to wrap his hands around his cock and start to fist him. Gods it felt good.

 

“I’m not going to last very long,” Will said.

 

“That’s the idea,” Liam replied.

 

“Wait,” Will said.

 

Liam stopped and looked up at him, “What’s wrong?” he asked, puzzled why Liam would want him to stop.

 

“I want you inside me,” Will said somewhat nervous as to how Liam would react. They’d done almost everything but that and after their talk before Will couldn’t help but want more of him but he didn’t know how Liam would rect. Even though Liam was comfortable with being gay he still might think it was gross or wrong. His thoughts were interrupted by the feel of something wet touching his ass. Liam had turned Will onto his side and was pressing wet kisses against Will’s pale skin. Liam extended his tongue and started licking Will’s ass in small circles listening to the moans Will was giving him. He began kissing his way back up to Will’s neck and nibbling on the rim of Will’s ear.

 

“I love you, you know that don’t you?” Liam asked.

 

“Yes, but if you don’t make me come soon I’m going to explode.”

 

“Can’t have that, can we?” Liam replied, grinning. “I’ll be right back,” he said and went off to fetch some lubricant.

 

“Top drawer,” Will replied and pointed to the bedside table.

 

Liam smirked, trust Will to have lube in the top drawer. He opened the tube and squeezed some out onto his hand, it was cold so he rubbed his hands together and warmed it up a little and coated his fingers. He snaked his hand through Will’s legs and positioned his index finger at the front of Will’s entrance and slowly pushed inside.

 

Will cried out, it hurt a little bit but damn it felt good. Liam carefully watched the expressions on Will’s face and saw a look of pain flicker across, he was about to pull back before he saw the look of ecstasy on Will’s face.

 

“Another,” Will panted, desperate for more of Liam.

 

Liam wasn’t about to deny him and so he added another finger and waited for Will to adjust before scissoring them slightly. Will arched his back, pushing back onto Liam’s hand. He could see that Will was still in a bit of pain but the pleasure factor was clearly ruling him.

 

“Gods I want you Liam,” Will said. Liam grinned wickedly and looked at the weeping cock in front of him. He couldn’t help but want a taste. He used his tongue to catch the precum dribbling down the side and licked it up in a straight line along Will’s cock. Will threw his head back in ecstasy, he knew he couldn’t hold off much longer with the feel of Liam’s mouth on his cock and his fingers inside him. Liam probed his fingers around inside Will and found what he had been looking for, Will’s sweet spot. He brushed his finger against it lightly and felt Will writhe underneath him. Will’s cock was right in front of him, raw and needy, just the way Liam liked it.  He gave Will’s cock another flick of his tongue and Will couldn’t help but lock his fingers in Liam’s hair, part of him wanting to fuck Liam’s face and another part wanting to hold off. He felt so good he felt like he was about to explode.

 

“Please, Liam,” Will begged desperately. He really wanted Liam to take him and make him his but he knew his resolve wasn’t going to be able to keep him from holding off much longer. He could feel the pressure building up to an almost unbearable limit inside his balls, he needed release so badly.

 

Liam realised that Will wasn’t going to last a lot longer and had one more lick and withdrew his hand. He squirted some more lubricant onto his hand and used that to coat his cock. Will saw what Liam was doing and got on his hands and knees, wanting to give himself entirely to Liam. Normally he would feel a bit like a poof or a woman doing this but he wanted it so badly he didn’t care. He didn’t care about what anyone else would think, he didn’t care if they would think he was a faggot or something, he didn’t care about anything; all he cared about was Liam and how much he needed him.

 

Liam saw Will in front of him, completely ready for him and his cock literally dripped at the sight. He kneeled behind Will and positioned his cock at Will’s entrance and slowly pushed it in the tight hole.

 

Will could feel Liam slowly filling him and relished the burning feeling it gave him.

 

“God you’re so tight Will, it feels so good inside you,” Liam said, his words barely tangible.

 

He had never felt so full before. He pushed back so his body took in the rest of Liam and whimpered slightly when he felt himself being stretched even more. Liam slowly thrust in and out, letting Will adjust to having his cock inside him. Will was in such a state of ecstasy that his knees felt weak, so he let himself fall onto the bed and pulled Liam down too so they wouldn’t separate. Liam was slightly worried about Will but judging from the way Will was gripping the back of him he gathered that nothing too major was wrong. He pushed in again and felt his member press against Will’s prostate. He loved watching the effect it had on Will as he continued to press against it.

 

Ooohhhh,” Will moaned and caught his lip with his teeth to keep from screaming in pleasure. Liam continued pressing against it erratically and reached a hand around and grabbed Will’s cock, creating a fist around it and slowly working it to the rhythm he was making inside Will. “You feel so good Liam.”

 

“Fuck Will, I’m gonna cum soon!”

 

“Cum with me,” Will panted, knowing he was about to blow his top. He squeezed his cheeks together, creating a tightness that sent Liam over the edge, cumming with Will and filling Will with his spunk. Liam collapsed on top of Will and let himself soften before pulling out and curling up beside Will and wrapping an arm around his waist.

 

“That was unreal,” Will said and leaned back into Liam’s chest, letting Liam pepper his face with soft kisses.

 

“It was very real for me,” Liam said smiling.

 

Will grinned back.

 

“You sure you’re ok?” Liam asked, slightly concerned about Will experiencing pain because it was his first time, on top of his injuries.

 

“I’m fine,” Will assured him.

 

“Back to the it being real thing, you know we’re going to have to tell everyone sometime.”

 

Will knew exactly who Liam meant by everyone: their parents. “Yeh we will, but for now stop brooding and lets just relax and pretend that the others didn’t hear you screaming my name like some pansy.”

 

Liam knew that Will was bringing a joke into it to lighten the mood and he was more than willing to go along with it, “I was not screaming your name like a pansy.”

 

“But you were screaming my name,” Will said playfully.

 

“Yeh, I was,” Liam said and drew him in closer.

 

 

 

A/N: Sorry it took me so long to get this chapter out. Please give me heaps of reviews, I need cheering up.

 

As for the dedications: Andrea, Jake, Jenn, Mana and Midnight – I love ya’s all.

 

 

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