TITLE: Family

AUTHOR: Jess (aka SpikedAngel, ethi)

PAIRING: Angel/Spike

CHAPTER: Family is Protecting, 5/?

RATING: R... eventually, this chapter is PG

SUMMARY: Angel comes back from hell, Spike helps him recover.

DISCLAIMER: I don't own any of these characters, they belong to Joss but let me play with my boys.

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A/N: I decided to update all my fics as a birthday pressie to myself, for those of you who are reading the Secrets series that update may come a little later cos I lost what I had done so far compliments of my stupid computer. I don’t really care whether or not my layout of the Crawford St mansion is right, actually I’m fairly certain its not but I’m kinda over it. I also think it may be a tad on the corny side but ah well.

Family is Sacrifice

Angel looked back up at Spike and saw the sincerity written across his face and vowed to himself that he would prove himself, no matter how long it took, hell he had an eternity.

They just looked at each other for a few moments in complete silence, both trying to work out where they would go from here.

“Sooo...” Angel started.

“Yeh,” Spike said averting his eyes, trying not to look him in the face.

“Spike, there’s something I need to tell you,” Angel started.

“You’re not pregnant are you?” Spike asked jokingly.

“What? No!” Angel said a little startled at Spike’s attempt to break the ice that had created a barrier between them. “I was just going to say that I will show you. No matter how long it takes, I will.”

“I’ll be waiting,” Spike said lighting a cigarette and turning to leave.

“Wait, where are you going?”

“I’ll be around,” Spike said.

“Stay with me?” Angel asked.

Spike just looked at him as though asking if he’d just missed their previous conversation.

“Uh, Angel...” Spike said thinking that maybe Angel didn’t get it.

“That’s not what I meant,” Angel said sensing Spike’s misinterpretation. “I just meant as somewhere to stay, there are plenty of rooms at the mansion.”

“Yeah, ok,” Spike said figuring that at least this way he’d have somewhere to stay. “But Angel?”

“Yeh Spike.”

“I’m not going to drink animal blood.”

“We’ll both bag it then,” Angel said.

He didn’t particularly like animal blood either and he’d done it mostly for Buffy’s sake, he remembered her telling him about how it was so gross of him to drink human blood and about how she thought that he must think of her as a meal.

She had never been able to accept what he was, always acting as though he wasn’t a vampire, instead just a super-strong human who had an allergy to light and a phobia of pointed wooden objects. He didn’t want to think about her anymore, she was out of his life and he wasn’t going to let her continue to try and control him.

They headed back to the Crawford St mansion in silence, neither knowing exactly what to say.

The next few days they slowly became more comfortable around each other, adjusting to the sexual tension that was between them and pretending like it didn’t exist.

Spike enjoyed the time he and Angel spent talking, reminiscing about the trouble they used to cause together. He was surprised that Angel’s soul would let him talk about it but he noticed that Angel never talked about any of the particularly horrific things they’d done.

One afternoon Spike got out of bed and got dressed, wandering down to the lounge room to see Angel already sitting there on the couch, reading a book. He noticed the way Angel looked so hot while he was concentrating so intently on the book. He would have stopped there on the stairs and kept watching but he knew Angel would have sensed his presence already.

“Morning,” he greeted Angel.

“Afternoon Spike,” Angel said looking up from his book and smiling.

“But it’s our morning,” Spike said, pausing to wonder if morning actually referred to when the sun rose or the actual time. “You eaten yet?” he asked, walking over to the fridge to warm up some blood.

“Nah I was gonna wait for you.” Angel said, closing the book and placing it down on the coffee table.

“Uh, mate, I think we’re out of blood,” Spike said poking his head up over the refrigerator door.

“Really? I usually keep an eye on that,” Angel said, “ah well, wanna head out and get some?” He asked, standing up and grabbing his coat.

“Sure,” Spike said, “we might have to go through the sewers though, I think it’s a little too bright out still.”

“Yeh,” Angel said agreeing.

They walked through the sewers, remembering the last time they’d been there. Angel sniffed the air and held out his arm, motioning for Spike to stop.

A large blue demon came into view and Angel racked his brain trying to recognise its species and work out if it was violent or not. He noted the spikes protruding from its arms. Shit. Definitely the dangerous type, particularly since those spikes were wooden.

“You fight your own kind,” the demon said acknowledging him.

“Well looking at you can you really blame him?” Spike taunted.

“You will pay.”

“Same old, same old.” Angel replied and pushed Spike out of the way as he launched himself at the demon. He managed to knock the demon to the ground, but the demon quickly recovered, noticing the way Angel had protected Spike.

“This one is different,” the demon noted gesturing at Spike, “you protect him.”

Angel replied giving the demon a kick. The demon moved out of the way so Angel’s kick barely scraped his side. Spike responded by throwing a punch at the demon just as Angel kicked him again. Spike was now standing between the demon and Angel. The demon went to tackle Spike, letting the short, wooden spear in his arm jut out, preparing to stake him.

“Noooo!” Angel yelled and jumped in front of it, letting the demon skewer him.

Spike saw what the demon had done to his sire and responded with a renewed vigour, ripping the demons head off.

Spike crouched down to where Angel had fallen to the ground, thankful that there wasn’t a pile of dust which meant that Angel was still alive... or undead.

He lifted Angel’s head up onto his lap, “Angel, are you ok?” He asked, concerned.

“I’m fine, he missed.” Angel said, leaning his head into Spike’s lap.

“You’re bloody insane, you know that! You could have been dusted!” Spike admonished.

“He would have staked you,” Angel said.

Spike looked into his eyes and realised exactly why Angel had done it: to save him. Although he had seen it with his own eyes, somehow Angel saying it made it more real. He found it interesting that Angel saying something would make it more real than actually seeing it, but it didn’t exactly surprise him.

“You saved me,” Spike said shocked that Angel would risk his own life to save him. “He nearly killed you.”

“You’re worth it,” Angel said, his eyes involuntary shutting from the pain. Even though the demon had missed it still hurt a fuck of a lot.

Spike leaned his head down and brushed his lips against Angel’s, giving him a soft kiss. Angel opened his mouth, taking Spike’s lips in his and forgetting momentarily about the gaping hole in his chest. Spike’s tongue snaked into Angel’s mouth and he entwined it around Angel’s. Angel let out a soft moan into the kiss and Spike pulled back.

“Did I hurt you?” he asked worriedly.

“Different kind of moan,” Angel said.

Spike grinned, “maybe we should get home and fix you up, we can get the blood later.”

“Yeh ok,” Angel said grumbling that their kiss had been interrupted.

Spike stood up and helped Angel up, wrapping an arm around him to give him support.

Angel looked at him trying to work out if Spike had regretted what had just happened and Spike looked at him, their eyes meeting. Spike saw the doubt that was written across them and planted a kiss on his mouth.

“Don’t worry so much, Peaches, once you’re all nice and fixed up we’ll pick up where we left off.”

A/N: I was going to end this chapter right after Angel jumped in front of the wooden spike thingy but I decided not to be that cruel. Hope it doesn’t seem too corny.

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