Thursday, February 25, 2007 |

i should have titled it "lets called it a week but i guess it will not fit as my story goes mostly and think only during weekdays only so weekdays and not week hahaha^-^

oh yea before i continue im planning to write about my profs in my college and my school life since birth hahaha....

anyway....

so here it goes....

monday....

well, as far as my fading memory is concern this is our first formal meeting as her students(oh yea i forgot the name but ill make sure to remember it next time^-^),it our psychotherapy professor....oh well i think it is last week that we met her hahaha im just a bit confused^-^....

tuesday....

gee a close companion ask me to go out with her hahaha....

how sweet of her....

actually we should have been 3 in that day....

and it should have been the two of them only without me simply because it is not just me to go interrupt someone's moment hahaha just kidding(and of course i have my ojt which i just recently make a half day hahaha) but just as unfortunate as i may have prognosticate, my childhood acquaintance will be going alone....

so when that playmates of mine text me....

i said to her, oh how sad, come here to cute, and cute will give you a kiss hahaha of course i dont said that(just in the back of my mind hahaha just kidding^-^)

you know i dont do this a lot, actually twice only before this event....

oh well she is like a bc to me and me to her....

so just to make her day, i jus said....

go suicide hahaha just kidding(but i did said that to her

hahaha^-^,but of course she knew its a joke, or was she?hahaha)

anyway i said to her, ok ill go half day today:),but you gotta kiss me for that hahaha (one thing is that, they never kiss~ in cheeks they just kiss in lips hahaha joke^-^)....

(ps: there will never be date starting now hahaha....but it does not neccessary mean that the story goes chronologically, oh gee my memory is fading....)

well, after that even without prior notification, i make a half day hahaha in my ojt but of course an hour before i already said it^-^, actually less than an hour haha^-^.

well it was such a nice out with my childhood companion....

well during that day

also, i lost my precious wallet hahaha (yea it's precious^-^)....

that moment ended nice and good....

oh yea we have a quiz in my educ psy....

the quiz is not that really hard, but the essay gee cant think well hahaha....

gotta go check my wallet in the mall....

luckily, when i came back in the mall, a good samaritan found it(a staff of the mall/cinema)and luckily nothing was lost....

i would like to meet that person but is not there....

well, actually up until now i havent check my wallet if there is something missing because my wallet is a little bit wrecked^-^....

(i hope i dont forget something this time....^-^)(gee i doforgot hahaha)

my wallet contain many things from lowest to highest....

from nothing^-^to something....

oh yea that wallet is with me since elementary....and i made it my self....and it has something to do with my bc lis....

something beyond material....

it might just be a words but it is something....

and that is one of the 4 reason why it is impt^-^....

of course it contains some of my money and during that time, it is 2000+ but you know money is expendable hahaha.....^-^(talaga lang ah hehehe)

also, it contains some of my id....

and yea my last out of the two invitation in my js prom during high school....

oh yea ue did have a js prom in high school hahaha thats nice^-^ i though they are very unreasonable strict^-^.....

but i wonder if there is something like that in college especially the 4th year or graduating students? hahaha i heard other school have js in college but how about ue?

something more exciting? hahaha.....

it's not the place that matters, it's the thought^-^ and doing so^-^

i also have the pocket or small praying book and what my acquaintance said to be a luckily charm hahaha....he gave it to me in our last year even though he is not my classmate that year. his my classmate for 1 year(3rd year)and he is my one of the very few acquaintance during that year.

oh yea the second main reason is this....

there are two impt small notes in my wallet....

one given to me by my companion during high school in our last year, i think it is march....

it is a thank you note....its been a long time but hey i do keep a good notes given to me by my good companion^-^

and i think if given a chance, we can be a very close companion^-^.

the next note is about my birthday....

just a simple greeting and take note with drawing hahaha....

it was given to me of of course in the day of my bday, it's in our zoo 101 class, i think outside our room(most of us are outside our room for some reason i cant vividly recall to say^-^)....

it also included some pictures....

of course the pic of my family....

solo pic my my father(younger pic^-^)

solo pic o my mother(younger pic^-^)

and of course a solo pic of my brother(younger pic too^-^)

and me? hahahaha nope^-^....

this 3 pic is in the other side of my wallet, with the prayer booklet.

oh yea there are 4 other pic....

the one is just given to me suprsingly^-^....just an id pic....from my acquaintance

next is i asked for it....

for the mouse to be scared.....

from the goddess of *cough cough*beauty so she said hahaha

the next two is another main reason....

the 3rd pic is i ask it also....

that gal is the most fascinating person ive ever seen in my life^-^.

the last one is the pic of my bc, alice....and it is the last pic i have in her....lis pic is hidden in my wallet, in the side of my family's pic....

(oh yea i orgot tomention that in my wallet there is a neg. pic which i ask hahaha,if the pic is a damage atalaeast i have the negative hahaha.also there are some staff inmy walley that somehowhard tyodesribe annot really that valuable^-^, if there is/are something i forgot to mention that is/are somehow impt.,it is accidental ^-^.the tickets,registration andmany more.)

oh yea i also watched the movie,

"Bridge To Teribithia"

and you know what?

i never liked a movie like this before hahaha....

oh well i mean i really like this one....

it is one because the main character have a cute name, a name-well it should be a nickname^-^- that will marry a princess someday if

kalawao (hey there is really a word like it^-^)forget his i mean her i mean hahaha the promise that he make to a princess. oh well a candy will do^-^(i think im bad/awful......................)

but it is because of the story....

well it is not really the story of that main character i like but somewhat the story of his friend, the girl named Leslie.

you know what? her behavior/attitude is seemingly like with lis(oh well a little bit bizarre than leslie^-^)but it resembled her too....

and the way her story ends is somewhat just a little different with lis....

oh well thats not only the reason why i liked it but the whole story too! very much different from narnia....

it can happen in real life should i say? hahahaha....

oh well the fact is.....

its good....

beyond good?^-^

i see that there is also a book about it....

was it much interesting to read? that i dont know^-^....

just read or watched it....

oh well it is not everyone will welcome or be like about but it is worthy for me....

(oh yea it is outside the weekdays but i just want to say that i also watched a movie entitle "One Night With The King" and it is a good movie too. a nice one to watched. the main character is Esther of Susa. from the bible....it is not a boring one. it is worth watching too....oh yea i think it is an old movie....just watched it in home)

oh yes there are also in our psychotherapy the coin one....

a coin that we will give to someone....

well.... our prof said to give it to someone....

did she said one person? hahaha....

well, whether she did said one person does not matter now, coz it is already done^-^....

when i heard that....

3 people just went into my mind....

but couldn't just think which of the three....

it was postpone when my time comes so it is continue next meeting and the next meeting was there....

my turn....

i gave my coin to mr kalawao....

i gave it to him not because he is a he(oh well a she too^-^) and the other two is a she.

not because he is above the three

or that he is in the middle...

and especially i gave it not simply because he is the nearest person out of the 3.

i can give 3 coins if i want too....

go out of reality and give 3 coins....

but i dont want it to be....

i want to stay in the reality where there is only one me....

one me to distribute my time....

only one me....

one me to care and to care about....(susginuu ang drama hehehe^-^)

so i said that there are actually 3 person i want to give the coin, to split it equally(well something like that^-^)

one is with ms jest^-^....

i like her....

she never seems to give up....

she still have that guts to go on....

the humor to make....

she seems to be a tough and firm person....

able to stand the test of time....

industrious....

and most of all a nice and good companion to be with....

next is mr kalawoa....

this person seems to be a very sturdy one....

determined....

even though he is bite by his anxieties, somehow he was able to remedy it....

actually i never like a same sex person(oh well just biologically if you say so hahaha^-^)especially the third sex....

but guess what?

he manage to....hahaha^-^

after everything else,

ms princess....

well, i just simply like her....

why?

oh well thats a big secret that if my future me forget is sorry for my future self hahaha (and oh yea i bet my life is in very misery if ever that i forget this secret^-^)

you know future self? i starting to like.......

hahaha my prof in psychotherapy^-^no one else(",)

all the cockroach in our house will be gone if I lie^-^

oh the next event is about the election coming this 28 in ue....

oh well they campaign in our room, in our class,in our time, just like our psychotherapy prof said, you an always said no^-^ but our prof said yes so it is not awkward to ask some questions and after all they want our votes^-^....

just like i wanted to asked every person want to run in the election,

what difference will you do? hahaha oh well i asked something like that....

what guarantee me that your promise will be implemented unlike the others that preceded them?

actually i have thought about asking when their auditor spoke, something that he said make up my mind to ask....

but when their pres spoke, somehow ok i will not ask, but later in the speech, something got it hahaha so i think it again....

then the last one, i think a campaign manager spoke, idealistic did he said(oh well thats not the reason why i ask, i just mention it hahaha and actually that is what im about to say^-^).

dont know if they become a bit defensive^-^but i think not^-^....

well i dont care about malacañang saying something about what they said or what a senator's opinion, just like our prof, prof index(sshh it's a secret^^)said, they are different from ue, from our organization, just different.

the answer in waiting for is somewhat they already said....

just a simple answer but i think they have said it after i asked....

the old group might be old and big, been there in ue for so long....

and look what deeds and action they have done? one cant focus alone in tuition and in few things, one must see even the most simple things to do, after all great things can start from doing something simple....

what im trying to say that i want to hear is....

just to trust in us.....hahaha stupid me^-^

we might be new but hey look the old one, they are old and what? just old hahaha^-^....

try us for a change what i mean^-^

after all change is not an option.

thats all thank you, oh yea dont forget jesse for president^-^.

oh yea i haven't able to borrow the book i want to borrow i haven't able to finish it because of some busy time hahaha not enough time to read(well not really not enough time but it is due and have not able to renew it.)

i have paid the amount but still i cant borrow the book. it is more than a week now but still not? oh come on hahaha....

one thing i like about ue is, it is systematized in their computer(somehow hahaha excluding the our batched registration^-^ and all related to it^-^)but now? hey? was it not in the computer that i already paid that? give me a break.......

i plan to read two books in ue but will i ever finish it in time? hahaha

oh yea the js prom was also held this week....

oh the high school have their js, how sweet^-^..

i wonder if the college have something like that too?

i would love it^-^.........

for our course only? hahahaha

for our batched only? (aysusginuu hahahaha grabe na to!^-^)

the psy org? oh life............

oh what else to tell about my weekdays?

oh yea, i almost talked alone to someone very very as in to the highest level, to the fullest, to the max^-^ special unique exceptional person

oh well just almost alone hahaha....

but hey im not speechless hahaha....

and when i looked at her....

gee.............

nu comment^-^..............

that ends my weekdays

_Jesse







Thursday, February 25, 2007 |