hay life naman talaga....

eto ako may naiisip....

naaalala....

i still remember the time that i misses someone so much during my second year first sem in college and just afew days after that here she comes i saw her in the corridor in the second floor of educ building near the elevator with friends.and yea she remember my name back there though she didn't see me for a long time back then and some of her friends(our classmates~we arenot classmates foroneyear that timeincluding her)forgot my name hahahaha but she,she didn't hahahaha........what a life....

first i thought it will never happen again then there goes the second sem of second year. i still remember our original room in the chemistry~Educ 402 and yea she remember me again hahahaha what a life!^-^  though i forgot the name of one of her friends back then,i think its grazielle?hahaha,i forgot it twice(second one is in the exp psy^-^).then our room was tranfered in educ 409?or was it 411 or 12?hahaha....

and i still remember too that i seated first in the 1st table near the door but for some reason(ahem^-^)i just make some excuses to myself hahaha theni transfer in the 3rd table starting from the door~the view there was not good so i transfer hahahaha though others might think that i transfer because my group is there and people i know (some) are there but its not the reason actually^-^.

actually i would like to stay in the middle table(always the front table im talking about)but for some reasons i decided not(baka mahalata ako nun^-^)and not only i have a very good sight of a princess in the 3rd table i also have a very good view of an angel a.k.a. dream soulmate hahahaha im getting crazy now^-^....

oh yes i remember the really first time i have thought about saying something stupid to her^-^. i think its in the exp psy.

i still remember that one time my prof asked me who is my crush?(hahaha).actually there are two person that came up in my mind back then. and ofcourse she is one of them.i would really do something stupid back that time,i said to myself,"this may be the time".

and of course she is the one im going to tell,but when my mind is refresh that time, i saw her seat empty~was she absent,late or just got outside cant recall that much but i think she is late that time very late or was she really absent or just got outside that time?

but that time when i was asked, im just going to do it,yup do something stupid but oh well she is not there so i decided not to tell hahahaha^-^(but really im going to tell it that day).dont know what came into my mind why im going to tell it that day but thendecided not to(was it simply because she is not there thats why or what, that i do not remember well now^-^)

yea im going  to continue it someday i said to myself,this sem perhaps because i always(well oftenmay be)saw her talking to our prof,about what?that i do not know^-^,i plan to talk to our prof but i cant recall well now why i didn't talk to our prof about her....

oh yea i remember the second time i was asked by the same prof andit is in the guidance subj......

is she there that time?i think yes but why not tellit that time?a thesis to accompish hahahaha.......so i tell someone but i dont lie of course cozireally like the person i mention and what i said back then is true.....

oh yea i remember too thenot good moment hahaha......

i remember the day she said something.........

gee!its ouchy hahaha.......

just a week or so after latter event or before christmas(december may be^-^)

a text came to me.............

and its really ouch!

cant believe it!

dont know why she text something like that.........

did she sense something or eveding something?i even asked my fellowtexter back then if there is something wrong with the text i text i them(some even thought its a qoute and not a question hahaha).

she said its not good especially with a situation back then(groupmate.......)

i didn't ask more...........

i think she still know my number beforenew year that time coz i still text her one time in xmas and new year hahahahakulit ko wag na nga daw mag text sa kanya tinitext pa xa^-^........

but after that i think its feb she didn't know my number anymore=( coz i text her,business one^-^ then she asked whoi am so i said its me suprised^-^ and she said "sabi na nga ba eh kaya parang familiar yung number......~just asi thought thats why the number looks familiar..."something like that........

oh what a life.........

and yea one time during the ride totheir house she seems avoiding me hahaha and one time too in the ride to theirhouse again the topic is courting but when i said our workinfilipinopsychology is text courting she stop talking hahahahah what a life........ and in their work or activity in the fil psy.........she said something unusuall.......gee!dont want to remmeber that time hahahaha.....

do she know something?is there smething i need to know?or something i must see that is already laid in me but imjust stupidnot to see it?hahahaha

oh well theres no used trying to remember the past hahahaha.........

hay.................

life where do you want to take me?

take me to her hahahaha....

life why the heck you brought me to her then there goes nothing....

hay!

miss ko na pala si hannah!^-^musta na kaya xa?

i just simply love a "candy"^-^