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I Thank God and Two Things I Just Can't Comprehend
Wenedsday, November 22, 2006 |
-I Thank God-
hay sobrang dami ng dumaan saking life at eto pa din ako buhay pa din naman at ok pa din(kahit parang lifeless na hahaha xempre juk lang yun^_^) minsan may mga pangyayari na talaga nga naman mahirap unawain at gawin.... mga bagay na kala mo nasa maling landas ka o kaya naman eh mas maganda sana dun sa ibang paraan o landas na di mo tinaha,na di ko tinahak pero kung titignan ko sa malayuan at matagalan eh maswerte pa din ako xe tinggin ko naman sa lahat ng aking pinag daanan,sa lahat ng pagsubok na humamon sakin,sa lahat ng aking ginawa,sa lahat at aking makakayang magawa at ibinigayko at sinusubukan ibigay eh tingginko di ako pinapabayaanng Panginoon na laging sa, di lang tamang landas kundi sa maganda at makakabuti sakin ang lagi kong natatahak na daan.... minsan kalako nga na parang mas ok sana na ginawa ko yun o ganito sana nalang ginawa ko o kaya naman sana ganito na lang nangyari(at mga something like that)pero di din naman naglalaon eh para bang loves talaga ako ni Lord^-^ xe naman ang lahat ng kinalabasan eh maganda o kaya naman e ok.... im not a very religious person but i don't forget that God is out there for me^-^.. again,i know i don't need to say this but.... Thank yu God for everything you have doneforme and will be doing for me!
Two Things I Just Can't Comprehend
there are just two thing till now that i just cant comprehend.... just two things.... i dont wander and anything or want to discover why we are here or what life means,its not just for helping people that we are here.... not just to be good.... we are here coz(it may sound silly but....) coz we are here to spread love^-^.... i dont need much explainations on so many things that people want o answercoz sometimes just like why we are here(that i just answer somewhat....),i just feel somewhat already the answer hahahaha^-^.... but two things that keep bagging me.... the first one is about my bestest friend......alice..... i miss herso much........miss that i just want to see her right now(kahit magparamdamna xa^-^)...... i can't believe that of all people some despicable things would happen to her.... you know,bat xa pa........ bat ganun kaaga..... di ba pwede sa iba na lang muna mangyari yun? lamko medyo irrational na yung pag iisipko ngayon xe naman..... alice lammo gustong gustona kita makausuap.......kaso di na yun pwede.... dami ko sanang makukuwento sau..........lam mo yun feeling ko nasisisraan na k nag bait hahaha xempre juk lang yun....... hay........... di pa din ako makapaniwala na sau pa yun nangyari....... kaw xe di ka naging maalaga sasarilimo.....makikisan kita sana nun^-^.... bat ba xe ng life ganito..... lam mo yun ikaw na ata yung pinaka perfect person na nakilala ko at pinakabestsets na nilalang kahit kaw din pinaka nakakatakot hehehe^-^ at higit sa lahat kaw yung pinaka nakakakilala sakin^-^........ there are so much to discoverin life tas bigla na lang na kaboom wala kanapala dito saking tabi.... minsan tuloy naiisip ko tama ba na di ako umaten at makita ka man lang sa huling beses pero tinggin ko,gaya ng sabi mo at ng gusto ko nun ehmas ayos na din yun....tutal naman ako ata yung pinaka huling nasa tabi...........tik nga ako pa yun hehe juk^-^........ hay........... tama n amuna about that......... its not that good napag usapan ang mga bagay na ganyan ngayon baka nga dalawin ako nun tumindig pa balahibo ko^-^..... hay! lis.........love you so much!eto kiss oh!mwuah!^-^ tas yung pangalawa naman eh........ kung yung una eh about sadness.... ngayon about craziness hahaha juk lang^-^........ ewan ko nga ba bat ba xe nararamdaman ko ang ganitong bagay ngayon....... kung bakit kailangan pang makakilala ako ng isang taung candy^-^..... bat ba xe kailangang may mga bagay na ganyan pa.... bat kailangang dumating pa ang ganitong pangyayari kung kagaguhandin naman pala hay!!!!!!!!!!! bat ba xeang life ganito.... di mo naman hinihingi........... di mo naman hinahanap......... di ko naman inaasahan.......... ayaw mo nga eh.......... tasyan biglang tik na........... tas yun pala nasadream land ka lang pala hahahaha^-^........... oh pleasei hate this kindof feelings......... i hate this kind of situation.......... i hate it.......... but i just cant get rid of it......... and oh siyete!i dont want to let it go........ i just cant............... it's like masochist........liking the the feeling even though it really hurting you now hahahha just kidding^-^.............. what can i do ba talaga na.................. im losing my sanity na xempre juk lang yan^-^....
God that the only two thigs that i just cant understand why it is happening.... why do it have to come....... why? why? and why? somethings are just meant to be the way it should be but why on earth should it be like this?hahaha juk lang..... what i mean is..... things are not just for preparation for bigger things like what many believe.... do i take the wrong path?make a wrong move?make a mistake?or something like that? i guess life is not just whatsome believe...... life life life what aheads of you? whats in you?
_Jesse
Wenedsday, November 22, 2006 | 2006-11-22 09:50:16 GMT
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