Edited all color green~(some are not anymore in green)

My Ideal Girl

As the name suggest it….

Ideal….its only a dream girl and just hope and hope but no one will be like it, just a dream one….of course that’s only a joke that no one will be like that coz, coz nothing….

height? I don’t really mind the height,not really, whether she is the same height as me or im taller than her or she is taller than me but of course it would be nice if she is not taller than me of more than may be 4-5 inch but if she is taller than me like that it is still ok. I don’t really mind it. Actually there are 5 person that really spellbound me all throughout my life^-^….1 in elem,1 in hs,and 3 in college and 1 of them is the same height as me or im taller but not that noticeable and 3 are im taller than them or is noticeable difference and none still that is taller than me….

Hair? it does not count in the characteristic/s of my ideal girl,actually there is only one characteristic im looking for and ill tell it later….whether its long hair or not is ok and actually 2 of the person whom ive been fascinated to are short hair,2 is somewhat medium or not short but not long,the other 1 is somewhat long so hair is not impt for me.

Eyes? i like color blue and in eyes of course blue eyes is good but still for an obvious reason all of the person who mesmerized me are not blue and its not impt whatever the color of the eyes are,afterall it’s the color of the eye only.

Voice? for an obvious reason all of their voice are very appealing for me hahaha but still its not the one im looking for….

Sexy? ahem….of course its not too….out of 5 only 1 is very slim and the other 2 is ok and the other two still ok^-^.

Front? ahem….hahaha believe it or not its not too and I don’t mind it and all 5 of them dont have a very big front^-^ oh well,ican say one of them slightly hehehe,but and im not into that thing, well in fact, believe it or not I prefer the one that is not very big hahaha^-^

Beautifulness/prettiness? If this is the last one may be yes but its not the last one and the one im looking for have only one characteristic so its not either but of course for an obvious reason they are all seems pretty for me….

Skin color? its definitely not. color is not very impt., 2 out of 5 have a fair complexion if not a little dark and the others have white complexion.

Morality/goodness? for some obvious reasons all of them are good but of course we can never can tell, well there is one that is very special for me but not my crush nor included in the 5 imention, just awestruck me hahaha ^-^ and she is my bf~bestfriend~alice and she is the most sinister and scariest person ive ever knew in my entire life hahaha^-^.

Intelligence? it might be but its not still.well not really that impt but somewhat of course I like those that have their own principle, can decide on their own and alike and I think the 5 of them are all that but in the end its not the thing that im looking for….

Affectionate/sweet? ummm of course it would be nice and good if she is like that but its not still .in 5,3 are somewhat like that,1is somewhat in between and the other one….dont know still but something tells me that she can be in between or beyond^-^

Social class/history? ahem,it might be one but its not,I don’t care wherever she came from or her background might be.

So what am I really looking for?

Cute? ahem hahahaha it definitely add so much^-^ but its not the main one^-^.it might be that I cant resist such person^-^ in fact for an obvious reason they all seems cute to me^-^ but its not really the thing im looking, its just like a complete twist of fate or coincidence^-^ and it really is not, really it’s not^-^

So if its not cuteness what the heck im looking for?

Oh well just like I say awhile ago in my intro,ideal can be a dream one or that you can just hope for it to come….

It might sound silly or foolishness or stupidity and alike but the thing im looking for is very simple only as in and it is somewhat like a magic one hahaha yup just like a magic one, meaning it will just something like just pop up,come up,arise and alike that I don’t really have that complete control of it, it will just unexpectedly or all of the sudden will appear just like magic, its somewhat hard to explain verbally but what im trying to say is that is that I like the person as she is and I don’t mind whoever she might be or her background is and that its not that individual thing im looking for but the whole her and to some extent makes me feel complete^-^ and makes me whole all over and over again no matter what.....

In short and somewhat can be a silly thing^-^, I will just feel this stupid thing hahaha….

~and yea being a real person is really good, i mean i know it is very hard to know when a person is being real or not but what am trying to say is that, like i just said awhile ago you will just feel it, yup, just feel it so other than the cuteness that adds so much^-^, looking so real can adds so much too....well not just looking so real but being so real too of course!

So just hopefully, just hopefully that my ideal girl would be my kind of girl but this is where the dream will come completely in the story….

My Kind Of Girl

Well I cant repeat the thing I have already said here so this one would be very brief than the previous one….

So what can be my kind of girl?

It is somewhat related to my ideal girl of course….

Well just like I said….dream hahahaha….

Its like the 3 person you will meet in your life,

The one is the one you love, the other one is the one that love you and the last(the my kind of girl thing^-^)is the one that you love and the one that love you too! and just hope to meet….

So what im attempting to say is that like my ideal girl I don’t mind any other characterictic at all but what is impt is that this person had break through in me(hahaha^-^) or that she can pierce me in one struck hahaha of course that is….dont know^-^

In other words, she just accept me as I am as I accept her as she is ^-^, in short a person that will love you/me as is it, meaning a complete dream hahaha of course that’s, that’s a joke only(was it really?^-^)

Just like a candy, even if you like a candy but if this is out of your reach, you just cant, just cant hope for it….