Monday, November 06, 2006 |

 

 

There’s this one maiden that is really different, diverse, and have an unusual impact on me….

So strange and astonishing that even though and how hard I’ve tried to let it just pass by, I just learnt that I just can’t do it, it always return and just return….

Like it was meant to be………….. (don’t know....)

I’ll just give her a pseudo name of Dream Soulmate, I mean “Candy”, just like Candy….

There’s something in her that I perceive her differently with others that I’ve met, something that is unusual….something that is somewhat unexplainable….

Ms Candy, just like almost everyone that I’ve met except for my b.f. Alice, the first time I’ve seen her, she seems ordinary to me but the time goes by, don’t know what happen but it seems just like magic^-^, yea seems like its magic that when I noticed it, she got my focus….

It’s like an enchantment, yea seems like it but only trouble is, she doesn’t know that she had already cast it^-^ but then again may be no its not and it’s just a misleading thinking so it’s better be forgotten than suffer from nothing^-^….

But I think time, future or the destiny itself doesn’t permit it as the twists of fate just get me closer to her^-^….

First of course there’s this General education, then the Psychometric of life or the Psycho Testing of life then there goes the Chemistry of life but before it came the Social behavior of life which for the first time makes the first grouping and marks the stupidity^-^ of texting episodes….

After all of that, some Major lessons of life that accompany some Anatomy of life then this is where everything just get complicated, and if this is what coincidence means, well I don’t know if this is the best luck or what that had ever came and might perhaps will come in my life^-^ and so the exploration of life came which came in two waves….^-^

Just as I thought that it is over now, then the wind of life just make fool out of me^-^….

All I can say is….What a coincidence is it really! hahaha^-^….

May be if I were a little earlier that time (that I guess I just can’t do it^-^), things would really change hahaha….but I guess that is the way it should be….

It’s a like a composition or masterpiece that was pierce apart hahaha that I guess it was (might seems to be stupidity and foolishness) fated….

and somehow I like it anyway, somehow….yea that is the way it should be now, I would have regret it someday if that will not be the way….

I guess fate just give me this chance to not let it just pass by….

At first, she seems to be a very serious person and schoolgirl (of course serious in school is ordinary^-^). She seems to be not that so friendly and that somehow have a very very high standard one like hard to approach, like a very very serious one, she looks to be snobbish, and something like thin-skinned….

As each passing moment, she seems not like that and she is not like that^-^….yea she may be a little bit serious, oh well serious one sometimes but i know she can be humurous too....

And a sparkling is starting to draw closer….

There is one part where we are going to be paint in the face and many more including the Natural Science of life, and in the social behavior of life where she is in front of me^-^

She may look snobbish but not really….

At first, she may seems to be non affectionate but then again hahaha I don’t know^-^ but somehow there’s a child in her and my little funny bones tells me that there’s some very humorous and something sweet^-^, something beyond about her, something within (I guess she’s not that too expressive, but I never can tell….)

And yea she is a very friendly person that I think she even befriend some employee staff and handymen in the campus. amd i think a responisble person too.

I don’t know but somehow these lass manage to lay something within me….

Something that I could never imagine^-^….

Something that is so beyond my expectation….

Made me feel something….

Something that I could not explain easily….

May be something that I just can’t comprehend….yea may be something just hard to comprehend, to decipher in thoughts….

May be someone that I was hoping for to meet….

I could have never anticipated that I would ever come at this point….

No one's ever touched me and made me feel this so much,

quite the way she did it….

I never really looked to a person’s eyes except to Alice but don’t know I just want to look at her in her eyes and….

Don’t know, there’s something in her eyes that just sparkle when I looked at it….

It might be the first time but then when I looked at again it never faded or go….

It’s like I was mesmerized….

Yea I was captivated by it….

May be im just exaggerating things around now but this is what my mind is telling me just right at this moment so whether im overstating things around now is out of the question….

And yea I also love the way she chuckle, laugh and smile now and then^-^

And yea I like the way she sing^-^

She is very different from any person that I’ve met, beyond to what I see to the most sinister person that went into my life^-^….

She might not have noticed it but somehow, somewhat she made me feel glad….

And happy….

And somehow complete……………

Now our path may go separated now but I just hope someday, somehow, somewhat, somewhere when the road of life we’re walking crosses again, to see her happy (and we can never know~ we might never get separated and im one reason why she is happy~ hahahaha dreams are free isn’t? ^-^)

“For as long as I will lived, I’ll never forget that once….

               Once I met a Candy in my life”

 

 

 

_Jesse

 

 

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