Im just an ordinary person
Who, have been touched by your extraordinary presence!
Something Id never feel before, something Ill never forget till the end.

Its been too good and hopes its true.
Will it ever happen again?
No? Yes? Dont know, but theres something in it,
I know cause I feel it but then I ask;
Am I in reality?!

They perceive me as too obsess,
Others think Im an idiot, some say a psychotic.
Dont care what it is. Dont care, was it a sin?!

Is it necessary? Is it just come? Is it like this?
Is life is life? Is life is & or a journey? Is life like this?
Will anything ever change?
Have felt the strangest thing of all!

Our path crossed & they say its just simply a coincidence,
Destiny & fate is just a mere hallucination so they say.

Now and then I ask;
Can coincidence repeat itself that our path might cross again
And may know whats true & whats not & what to do.
But will it do any good: will it do any good now?!

Guess you heard, guess you know;
I just know it more than anyone will ever know;
Might never know it, might never understand it.

Time so numb and selfish & run so fast.
Life so harsh & really like this & dont know what to do!
Was it late, a hallucination or just simply a mere fact that never at all!

Just wish I am what they think & that I am what they say & perceive
Just wish Im a psychotic & never feel & forget everything.
Just wish Im an idiot & never to know & never understand at all. Or
Just wish Im just too obsess so I can find a cure or be treated

Dont know what to do, dont know what to say.
I think Im losing my way.
Can someone tell me whats next?

But then again I ask;
Am I in reality?!
Getting to know it, getting over it.
Wishing its just a crazy dream!

(wishing I am just robot, a defective robot!so I may undestand why it is happening to me now!)

          By a nonsense human^-^;

                                   J.M- - - - Jess