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Kakaibang Linggo--An Ambiguous And Ambivalent Day!--What a day!(3 post combined,1 is of special^-^)
(Oh ito na ata yung huling xenxa naoanu eto na....) Friday, August 11, 2006 | =Kakaibang Linggo=Grabe tong linggo to! kakaiba talaga ang isang buong linggong nagdaan na to.... damin mga di inaasahang bagay na nangyayari.... una mgiging maganda ang araw tas ilang oras o minuto lang buiglang magbabago magiging di maganda o(positive o negative)magiging kakaiba at di ko talaga inaasahan.o kaya naman kabaliktadan anamn ang nangyayari. isa to sa cognitively na exhausting para sakin.... kahit ako minsan nalilito na din.... well di naman lahat cognitively exhausting.... may mga cognitive good thing din naman at mga overt na magaganda.... meron dyan na bigla na lang ako tinext at naalala pa pala ako^-^.... o kaya may taong kilala pala ako,ako di naman siya kilala hahaha grabe yun. tas yung mga kakaibang nalaman ko at natutunan.... tas may nakilala pa kong bago.... o kaya yung nakakaanun test hahahaha yung ballpen ko kasi tangga e nagkakamali pa ng sulat=).... meron din naman na postpone yun test namin,di pa namna ako masyadong preperado dun. merun din na natapos na din namin sa wakas yungproblema sa aming research. tas meron ding biglang nagbrown out sa ue....tas cas lang ata alang kuryente nun....tas mga piling lugar lang ata yung alang kuryente gaya ng kawawang mcdo na alang kuryente at yung katapat nilang isa pang kainan e may kuryente ayun nagsipuntahan sila sa kabila. dami.....sa dami para tuloy akong nagkakaruon ng internal sensory overload hahaha(merun ba nun?^-^) tas yung iba ayoko ng maalala pa baka matuluyan na kong mabaliw^-^.... hayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...... unusual talaga naman ngha ang araw na to.... para bang may gustong ipahiwatig sakin na di ko naman masyadong maintindihan.... something must have change sabi ng aking lintik na intuition.... i got this gut feeling na di ko malubos maisip hehehehe grabe.... may senses tell me im wrong.... kakalito tal;aga lintik naman xeng linggong nagdaan.... lalong lang pinapalala^-^.... is there such thing as something were mean to be?? hay! well.... just gotta go on habang pinag iisipan^-^.... --jess-- Friday, August 11, 2006 |
Thursday, August 10, 2006 | =An Ambiguous and Ambivalent Day!=Reorganized--aug 11 date aug 08....(dedicated to the princess who made me smile somehow)
im in the middle of the operation,well not really in an operation yet,just a briefing. the time is night and we're in a small room and we had just finish doing one of our test, that is to make some report of what we are doing now.Now our officer is briefing us about the things we need to know about the actual operation we are going to do. the day seems to end in a good one, our team had just resolved some problems in our report we're going to pass about a month now and that the practice we're going to make before the briefing was postpone(not really prepared to take it^-^). and that's good too for we can be better prepare for the practice we're going to take. Every thing seems to run good.... The briefing is not really a briefing for it is very long for a briefing but what can we do,all should be said, for us not to make any mistake in the field or else we might regret it later. better concentrate in the topic than other things.... the topic is about something we're going to think of a difficult situation and and face it(all throught our mind only----kind of cognitive fighting hahahaha).... but suddently out of nowhere a mysterious lady appear outside our briefing room.She looks like the girl in my dream,the girl that always appear in my dream.She's like the girl of my dream,the one i want to talk to but can't do it....hahahaha stupid of me.....(like I said only a dream girl and can never be mine....)my thougts said to me.... "Hey!She is the one!Gotta do something!and fast!".... i said.... "hey!you gotta be crazy!I can never have her..never...." but of course there's no used trying to fight myself this time.... i look at her again,it seems that she want to call someone,a spy?maybe not,she seems familliar to me.when i look at her again,her face seems to frown.... im a bit suprise for the looks in her face, i dont know if she notice me(just wonder do she even notice me?hahahaha kidding....) but i think this time(in my thought) she notice me and that's why she frown.... ummm dont know if she really did notice me and that she really did frown(or maybe that it's just her ordinary sometimes looks---but even she look frown---she looks beautiful still) I've seen her sometime to have not a happy face but her look s that time seems to be different, something tell me that itis really different(i wonder is it really different?....) seems that im not able to concentrate in the briefing coz somewhat im wondering what does it mean? hmmmm but in a second thought does it have any really meaning?or just really her normal sometimes face.... its exactly the time that i look at her is the time that her face seems to frown.... then one soldier(a she one,and seems to be a humorous one) in my rigth front got up and met her outside the briefing room. after that i dont remember what happen for somewhat im a bit preoccupied for the discussions of our officer and for the thought of what does that frown face really means. but in the end i come up with no explaination at all. dont know if that day seems to be really good or not or if there is some meaning or whatsoever with the all the happenings in that day especially that "one". perhaps there's no used trying to figure out things like that.... but is it really the right thing to do? maybe not.....better do something about it.... but how? guess im end up today with no good endings.... just a.... good luck to me hahahaha.... -- jess-- Thursday, August 10, 2006 |
Friday, August 04, 2006 | =What a day!=Inayos--aug 11 ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh kakainis ang araw kahapon aug. 4..... sa buong buwan ata na to ito na ang pinaka malas kong araw!kung may mas mamalas pa sa araw kahapon lintik na!talagang what a day yun!as in grabe yung araw na yun kung merun man!di ko malubos maisip yun!hahahaha! from 12 midnight kahapon(gising pa ko kahit papanu)hanggang sa oras na ako'y makatulog....lintik nga naman oh!bat ba xe may araw na ganito pa hahahaha.... tinggin ko merun dapat magawa na.... ahhhhhh nakaaano talaga ang araw kahapon.....lintik na kasi may araw na ganun pa talaga sabay-sabay....dapat ba ganun?ahhhhhhhhh....mula ng unang sigundo ng araw kahapon(kahit gising pa ko nun)hanggang sa aking pagtulog nakakainis ahhhhh.....naaalala ko ulit ang aking dating hilig sabihin na "how come"....ahhhhhhhhh how come na ganun ang araw ko kahapon.... sana yun na ang maging pinaka nakakaanu kong araw itong buwan na to at sa susunod na buwan din mas lalo............sana alang nakakainis na araw sa susunod na buwan lalo na wag sa araw ng sept 21....please lang sana wag dun sa araw na yun hehehehe.....
-jess- Friday, August 04, 2006 | additional--aug. 5-6-- lintik na buhay naman to oh! pati pa ba sabado at linggo inaabot na kamalasan!
grabe!ayaw ata ako tigilan ng lintik na!!!! hanggang linggo pa ba?!aabutin pa ba to hangang lunes?wag naman sana!!!! ahhhhhhhh kainis!
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hay salamat di naman ganun kasama ang araw na to.... sana magbuti buti na naman at wag ng umabot pa hanggang setyembre.... --jess-- Friday, August 04, 2006 | 2006-10-30 19:16:29 GMT
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