Second: You're completely right about the term "religious" being way too general. You know what though? So is the term "christian", which you are so quick to label yourself under. I understand the point your making, and what truth is there to know? And what the hell do you mean by "with religion you follow the laws, but you don't have a relationship with god"? This being followed by "in order to actually follow laws, you need god". Explain this to me? So you're saying these religious people are following laws, but they have no relationship with god, and because they have no relationship with god, they can't follow the laws, because they need god to do so. You do realize that you just talked your way into a circle. You see, unlike you, I don't just pull things out of my ass to justify my arguement. And in the process, at least I make an ounce of sense. So god knows your not wrong? I'm surprised that god can even understand what the hell you're talking about.

I'm not your friend, and you're right that you're not wasting my time, I'll give you that. But one thing is for sure, I know damn well that I'm wasting your time, or you could be wasting your own time. Your purpose here is to make me "see the light" and follow the path of jesus and god. Well guess what, you failed. I believe in jesus and god just as much as I did before (and I'm not telling you how much that is). You've done nothing but adding fuel to the fire, and corrupt my soul even more. Good job. I'm sure god is pleased with you now. I guess you've taken a lesson from me and decided to not be accepting to other people's beliefs and opinions, which would make you just like me. Did I just hit you where it hurts? It doesn't matter. What matters here is that you've done nothing for me or anyone else for that matter. Do you think that by trying to save me specifically is an amazing feat and you'll earn a merit badge or something? Am I the only corrupt soul or are there other people that you're pestering with your views? It seems to me you're being nothing more than a parasite.

I know there's more to life than what I can see, and more to death than whatever the hell bullshit cliche you're spewing out. If that's the case then where the hell did you dig up this crap about me realizing the "truth" instead of being blinded by all of this falsehood and sinful nature? What the hell is the truth? Where did you find the truth about god being all kind and generous? And even if you did find truth, how do you know it wasn't just made up and god is actually trying to make you a follower and trying to make you believe he's good when he actually could be evil? I'm following my own path, you on the other hand are following blindly with no questions asked. Send me this so called truth and maybe I'll understand, but not likely.

Surrender my life to christ? So you had to surrender? Why couldn't you just go on your own accord? You make it sound like you're being controlled, like you're a zombie or some shit, which I guess technically is not far from the truth. Look, that whole "setting me free" shit just wouldn't work. Setting me free from my pain, my misery, it's all just some stupid placebo. It's a false sense of hope. Anyone who is living in any condition that should lead them to misery and pain, isn't actually being freed at all. They're believing that they will be free so they're making themselves feel no pain on their own power. I'm probably the only person who realizes this, and therefore would actually not be freed of anything. I'm not saying that there is anything wrong with having a false sense of hope, as it does have a tendency to help people get by, I'm just saying that it won't work on me because of what I believe. The only way for someone to truly be free is to die and hope to be reincarnated into something with no natural or unnatural predators. Otherwise, we're all fucked.

I have to hand it to you, you really did take my website pretty well, I'll give you some respect for that. But the point here is that I don't want to have to follow anyone's ideas of what is right and what isn't. I do my own thing, believe my own thing, and that's good enough for me, and that should be good enough for everyone else. Don't try and push what you think I should do and be on me because it just won't work. I wouldn't have a problem with your beliefs if you didn't tell me that's what I should believe. Try to help someone who really needs it, and stop praying for me, because I'm fine, my life is fine, and I don't give two shits about my soul.