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I am Me (also known as Jennifer *smiles*) I don't let people push me around or try to make me become someone I'm not.

I think like a 6 year old. Sometimes I wish i never had to grow up, which is why My blog is called Neverland.

I know that I know nothing (damned philosophy class). I like my classes at school, and I enjoy philosophy actually.

I want to be happy. Sometimes I am, but I'd really like to make that more permanent.:)

I have more than I could ever wish for and i know i should never complain. I also know it's human to be unsatisfied and to find reasons to complain.

I wish everyone could see how beautiful life is. Sometimes, the most amazing things are right under our noses and we just don't see them.

I hate people who are shallow, they miss out on all the great people because of it.

I miss my grandmother. I guess I will always miss her. She was everything.

I fear the future because I have no idea where I'm going or what to do with my life.

I hear music in my head and sometimes different songs get mixed together and i get all confused.

I wonder why I can�t help everybody. I want to make people happy, i hate seeing people sad, cause I feel helpless when i can't help them.

I regret not spending more time with the people I love, i know I should take advantage of the time I have...but the world just seems to get in the way.

I love music. And that, my friends, is an understatement.

I ache for a better understanding of the world, everthing should make more sense!

I care about my friends, they are always there for me.

I always try to find myself beautiful, but a lot of the times, it isn't easy. I still try.

I am not fat. It took me a long time to convince myself of that.

I dance like nobody is looking. I don't care what i look like, as long as I'm having a blast.

I sing all the time. This is also an understatement. I'm in 2 choirs, I sing in class, I sing at church, i sing along with the radio or mp3s, and i sing in the shower.

I cry too much. Sometimes I don't even know why i'm crying. I am VERY emotional.

I do not always have a reason for the things I do. you know when you just have the feeling that something is right, but you have no real reason to do it other than that?

I fight for my friends. I don't let people push the people I care about around, don't mess with me or my friends.

I write poetry and short stories. They are always packed full with my emotions, it's the easiest way to let everything out.

I win at monopoly. For some reason...I'm good at that game.lol

I lose my mind, if i haven't already lost it yet *grins*

I confuse everybody (including me). I don;t understand half of the things that go on inside my own head, but thats ok with me.

I listen to everything I hear. sounds are an important, imagine the world, or even just a movie without sound.

I can usually be found in front of my computer. I am often siting here doing homework or other things, talking, posting, or even just listening to music.

I need more time to appreciate things. I hate rushing...i can't really spend the time I want to on some important things, like looking at the cloods and the stars.

I am happy about butterflies and sheep(and my new life at College). that stement kinda..speaks for itself...In a wierd kinda way.

I should always be honest about my feelings, even if I feel too much. can you say overemotional???But I love it, makes life interesting.


More stuff about me.

I like to read, I especially enjoy books that will make me think and things that are supernatural. The Narnia books are some of my favorite.

I like little kids because they need to be taken care of and I like taking care of people. I hate feeling useless.

I care a lot about my friends, but if they do something to purposely hurt me...I won't forgive them very easily.

I don't usually care very much about myself, but I've been trying to change that.

I play guitar to amuse myself, I don't aspire to ever be very good, but if I can keep a tune and sing along to it for myself, I'm quite happy with that.

I like video games. The original Mario is my favorite, the one that came on the same game cartridge as Duck hunt.

I own over 100 CDs in various styles of music: alternative, rock, pop, punk, country, rap, classical, opera and musicals...not to mention various children's movies sountracks.

I have an obsession with kids stuff. Books and movies, I collect them.

I like the color pink, i wear it alot...it goes well with my complexion, besides...I like being girly.

I love being a girl(or woman...whatever you consider me...i guess, lol)

I'm 5'4"(or just slightly under) I have brown hair, which i like long(it's past my shoulders) and brown eyes(that have some yellowish and greenish specks in them).

I am NOT thin, but I don't want to be. I may be somewhat overweight, but I'm proud of how good I KNOW I can look.

I am proud of myself for the many things I can do well.

Some people have told me I'm beautiful...I'm starting to believe that. *smiles*

I like my smile.

I enjoy being happy and I appreciate it more than some people might understand.

Violence, whether it be in movies or in front of me, makes me shake and sometimes cry.

Swearing makes me nervous.

Escalators Roxers my Soxers.
I have an obsession with sheep...Baaaa