| December 15, 2003 New page...set up a new page, I should just get an open text and do that and it'll just ramble on and on and on and...well you get the pic. I'll be back later tonight :) 9:11PM Well I told you I'd be back. So my business plan is finally falling into place. I just hope that it's what they want. I don't want to make it more than they need, because after reading everything, I'm sure they would get tired of reading all the bullshit that people put in that they THINK these people want to see. Anyway, it's so quiet in my house, it's actually really nice. My tree is winking and blinking like a toad eating lighting, which is a good thing considering that I have it on flash mode! I'm getting up early tomorrow and heading to the gym,...sheeesh hope Santa brings me an elliptical trainer, it really sucks going to the gym when it's cold out, you don't even want to set foot outside the house. Anyway I'm gonna head to bed just because it's so wonderfully quiet here, guarenteed that the moment my head hits the pillow, the phone will ring, and it'll probably be my dad. He cracks me up, he phones about 5-10 times a day, for real! He doesn't have anything to say, he just calls to see how everyone is, how things are going. Then if he gets the voicemail he curses it and tells me there is no reason for me to have a phone because of my stupid computer. I should just throw my computer out..lol... gotta love him! So many people know him and think so much of him, That makes me proud. I love being a Pagonis! :) Anyway, I better get to bed before I hear the mice stirring! LATAH.. EMAIL ME PEOPLE!!! TELL ME YOUR FAVORITE GIFTS! December 16, 2003 9 DAYS!!!!!!! December 19, 2003 what can I tell you today...hmm, I have some presents under the tree, apparently I am going to LOVE one a lot. I'm gonna think it's REALLY cool! I can't WAIT! I can't wait for the kids to open their gifts! I LOVE watching people opening their gifts! It makes me really happy when people really like their gifts. I remember one time I bought this Fox fleece for someone, and he was wearing it when he was riding his bike and some lady hit him with her van, and the paramedics cut it off him, he was so mad! So I tried to order another one, but there were no more in stock..how sad! I made me smile cuz he really was pissed at the paramedics for cutting it off him...lol My tree is blinkin and winkin again. I love sitting here watching it. I turn the lights off, and just watch the ones on the tree. When it's so quiet here and it's just me and the tree, it's SO NICE. I love sitting in the quiet. Anyway, I should get off here, I have one more thing to make for a Christmas gift... I can't tell you "WHAT" it is until after Christmas!!! TA TA December 21, 2003 Well, here I am 4 days before Christmas, I'm baking chocolate chip cookies, cleaning my house like a mad woman, doing more laundry than you can shake a stick at, and hoping that I didn't forget anyone. I'm sure I didn't, but you know how it goes. My kids are bought for, Steve, my mom and dad, sister, Craig's mom...the rest of them! I have to go to Jae's today and pick up a gift that is in her garage. I can't say what it is right now, JUST INCASEMENT! I just tasted one of the cookies that I made...they SUCK! I think that this reciepe isn't very good. It has a funny taste, like they are old...wonder if there was some ingredient that was "old" that I used.?? hmmm. Too late now. If I was really mean and dark hearted, I could give them away to someone and let them eat the shitty cookies...MUWAHAHAHAHAA actually the rest of the batter is going to hit the garbage, and so are the cookies. I'm gonna let someone else try them, maybe it's just me. I'll wait, not throw it out just yet. Other than that, there are presents under my tree with MY name on them and they are yelling out to me each and every day, a little bit louder, OPEN US...OPEN US. So I have to be stronger that the words of the presents! I have hold out! My mom called here not too long ago, said she was doing laundry, said she was going to stop by after the laundry was done. I asked how much she had, she said "ENOUGH!" and said I'm folding one, ones in the washer and one's in the dryer, and that's it. I laughed...3 loads..THAT'S IT!!!! HOLY HOLY!!! I WISH I only had 3 loads! I found this new site that I have been checkin out it's called flylady you should go check it out. It has a lot of really great ideas about cleaning, and how to get ahead of your house. She seems to be obsessed with shining your sink, I'm gonna try it though. Sense of accomplishment she says. Hmm who knows, maybe there is some truth to her maddness! Anyway, these cookies are just about done. They kinda remind me of the cookies I made for my first cookie exchange this year. I ended up calling them "smelly cookies". It was so funny, cuz when me and Jae were making our cookies, we did them here, and we were so tired we just had one of those laughs where you laughed your ass off, but it really wasn't THAT funny! Those are the best laughs! Anyway, I better head back to my stove, and finish up the smelly cookies. So if you get cookies from me..BEWARE!!! LOL December 21, 2003 CON'T So I was talking to an old friend tonight, we were talking about good old times. And just life in general. It was good to chat. It made my heart feel strong that there ARE good people out there, and no matter how many months, years, days, hours, seconds go by, that person will be there for you. Even at the crack of dawn (sorry SWAN! HA HA). One of my other friends said that you have to go back to your past and disect everything, and find out WHY things happened the way they did. I kinda argured that, you generally KNOW why things are the way they are or "HOW" they happened. But she disagreed! That's ok too tho! Anyway, I'm heading to bed, I feel really run down and my eyes are exhausted. I think I'm gonna dream about cookies tonight. I made a whole wack more because I didn't like the smelly cookies! HAVE A GOOD SLEEP! I CAN'T WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS!!!! ME December 22, 2003 Only 3 more days, CAN YOU BELIEVE IT! My presents are STILL yelling at me. I didn't get much sleep last night. I think I worry too much. I worry about everything. And that's not good. I don't want my kids to be worriers (is that a word?) I know I got it from my dad. He's a worrier. Like father like daughter I guess. Went up to the hospital and visited Sam yesterday for a few minutes. I feel so bad for him. He's probably thinking that he's never going to get out of there. I question if he will. It's hard to tell. Anyway, I'm gonna head up there tomorrow (he's not suppose to have any visitors, but I'm just gonna take him a little something for christmas. My daughter and I decided that a snowglobe would be perfect because each time he shakes it, he'll know that we are thinking about him. I feel really happy today. I mean now that the kids are in bed! HA No I just had this happiness throuhg me all day today, something telling me that I'm gonna have a really good go in 2004. I have to say only 4 months till Dawn the Swan moves here! I can't WAIT! I think things will be good when she gets here. She is going to help decorate the store with me, and we are going to a buying show to pick out stuff for the store! I can't WAIT. This is so exciting. My friend told me last night that he can see me doing this, and making it work, he said he knows that i'll do it. So needless to say that was encouraging. Anywy, I guess that I have to make another page here. So I'll write more later :) ME! |
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