Warning:  This story involves rape.  Read at your own risk!

Danger I Encountered

This is a story about a girl who got her life changed around when a guy from the Internet raped her.  The guy is from another country.

My class is going by so slow.  Tick-tock, tick-tock, the clock ticks on.  I am so ready to go, my mind is restless.  Thoughts of you go through my mind.  Tick-tock, tick-tock, only ten minutes have gone by.  I long to drive home and see your smile as I pull up the driveway.  When I hop out of my car, I want to directly hop in your arms.  I never can, you are too far away in another country and the Atlantic separates us.  I want to feel your heart beating against mine, your lips against mine.  I want to hold you and never let you go.  My love for you runs deep in my veins, I want yours to run in them, too.  OH I LOVE YOU!  Did you hear me say that?  It’s so true, I love you.  I long to hear you respond back I love you, too, but I never do.  I have never seen your face, never seen your smile and never heard your voice.  The computer screen is in the way.  I received your e-mail.  You’re coming here!  10 AM, Gate 12, I’ll be there.  The next morning I wake up and get ready.  I made a sign with your name, so you will know whom I am.

            Oh my!  There you are, you came right to me.  You are so handsome and cute.  I take you to your hotel room.  What’s next?  Dinner and a movie, sounds good to me!  7 PM comes; I’m ready, let’s go.  The dinner was great, now time for the show.  A romantic comedy, how did you know I loved those?  I had a wonderful time; I’m not ready to go home just yet.  Some quiet time with you sounds great.  Alone with you in your room, an adventure I’ve been waiting for so long.  Finally your lips pressed against mine, your heart beating against mine, you, finally in my arms.  I’m enjoying this, but you are squeezing me too hard.  Stop!  That hurts!  I try to push back, but you pull me back, hurting me more and more.  Finally I break loose and try to run, but you catch me by my arm and pull me back.  I try to scream, but you cover my mouth up.  You pick me up and put me on the bed.  Why are you undoing your pants?  Why are you taking your shirt off?  Why are you tying me up?  You have turned on me.  I ask you why, but you don’t answer.  I ask you again and you still don’t respond.  You stare at me with a dark, cold look.
            You never looked at me like that earlier that day.  You start to take rip off my shirt and undo my pants.  Oh God, please help me!  I close my eyes and try not to move.  I feel so dirty with you inside me now.  I try to scream, but I can’t.  The next morning I wake, I’m still tied up.  You are asleep in a chair.  I try to move, but you hear the squeak of the bed.  You come over and kiss me really hard, forcing your tongue in my mouth.  When you went to take a shower, I worked my way free.  I ran to the police, then to the hospital.  The day in court has arrived when you face your judgment for your awful crime.  I tell them how nice you were and then how you turned on me.  25 years with no chance of parole.  The law is different over here than it is where you are from.  People warned me of the dangers of the Internet, but I did not listen.  Now I am carrying your child, to teach myself a lesson.  As soon as it is born, I’m going to put it up for adoption.  I have been taught a lesson; never fall in love with a computer screen.  I’m paying the price for doing that.  Please learn from my mistake, and don’t do what I did, because you will have to live with it for the rest of your life.