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My name is Jenny and I'm a 29 years old male working in Singapore. I'm married to a very beautiful wife. I'm also a crossdresser. Unfortunately, my wife doesn't really understand how to live with a crossdressing husband, though she knows of my crossdressing tendency before we got married. She doesn't approves me dressing up when I'm with her. It's difficult to explain to her about my urge to dress. Since I'm working in Singapore and I have a housemate, I dress up occasionally alone in my room and have no where to go to or have no one to talk to. It's very risky for me to reveal my crossdressing tendency to anyone because of my professional job. I really have no one to talk to and I have been very depressed lately. Many negative thoughts came to my mind. Sometimes I think of ending my life. Sometimes I wish I will not wake up the next morning.
I'm financially stable and can afford almost anything I want. But there's only one thing I wish very hard for and money can't buy. That's to be accepted by my wife, my family, and society in general. I have always please my wife in everyway I can.
My relationship with my wife has been very bad lately mainly due to my reservation to talk to her on my crossdressing issues. She gets frustrated very quickly which gives me a cold shoulder to continue my conversation.
I love my wife more than anything in the world. She very protective of me and wants all of me to herself. Also because of the nature of my job, I travel most of the time to other countries, she would like to hug and kiss a husband rather than a "feminized husband" when I come back. |
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