I play the part of loving husband and father most of the time, but this more feminine (real) side of me has always existed below the surface. I am a Christian (though probably not a very good one), and I believe with all my heart in the love of Jesus Christ.
Somehow, I am certain that my gender concerns fit into all that... I just haven't completely worked out how. I'll let you know if I figure it out.
Don't misunderstand! I'm not all tea and crumpits, ya know. There's a little bit of she-devil in me, and she loves a good party. I openly admit more than a little fascination with kink... I especially LOVE corsetry (have one... but have no one to lace me up... arrghh!), and a little B&D never hurt anyone... wellll! I'm also taken with all things "strange;" something you'll get a small taste of on my Links page.
By nature, I am a very creative person. I used to be an accomplished musician, and still bear the common traits. I studied classical violin and majored in Music in college. I play (or played) a number of instruments through the course of my development including keyboard, electric bass, all the major strings, a number of wind instruments and some percussion. Sadly, I have forgotten most of it.
Just recently bought a new synth - okay, it's not new... but I'm in love anyhow! It's a board that I lusted after as a kid, but could never get my hands on... a Yamaha DX7. Next, I plan to pick up a new Bass (don't know what kind yet), and begin to relearn the things I used to know. I would love nothing more than to get a little group together (possibly a "girl band..." hee hee) just for kicks and maybe eventually a gig or two.
My real hope is to find some things in which I can incorporate my femininity. To date, my life has traveled so far off that path, that I can't even see the old road anymore. It's gotten to a point where I've started to question whether I have a life, or if I am just a pawn in someone else' life. I don't like that feeling, and I desperately want to recapture a few small pieces of me.
I hope this gives you a little picture of Kera. I know it's not the traditional bio, but I think it says a lot more about who I am than a list of stats ever could. Anyhow, if you've ever read a TG bio, you've heard most of the anecdotes I would be sharing! Who said there's no such thing as the "Collective Conscious??"
