THOUGH DREAMS can be deceiving
like faces are to hearts
they serve for sweet relieving
when fantasy and reality lie too far apart
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thursday, march 28
11:08 PM
i secretly want to get the new kylie minogue cd. i know. stop me. but i just love that single that is out. it makes me shake my bootie everytime i hear it. and the video makes me want to lick her through the tv screen. she is so cute, she really is a little fairy, just like in moulin rouge. i wonder if i'll ever meet her through luca. perhaps.
i also secretly (well not secretly) want to be on trading spaces. although the british version is much better, with better designs, some of the dudes on TS do a pretty decent job. like that vern guy. he's pretty good. he's asian. of course he's good. but i'd rip in my own design ideas and blow him away. in fact, i want to be on the show, like ON the show as a permanent fixture, as one of their highly acclaimed designers. i can sew and paint and hammer and peel with the best of them. if they only gave me a chance.
and finally, i secretly want someone to host me for free. i know none of you are involved in the web, but if you know someone with some extra server space that would be kind enough to host me, please put me in contact. this girl only needs a few megs of space anyhow for her thoughtless ramblings. for the time being, methinks i'll have to move to blogspot ridden with ad banners. i secretly and outwardly hate ad banners.
ta ta for now.
tuesday, march 26
10:31 AM
last night i slept with an aching heart. it shouldn't have ached so much, but you can't control what your heart does. after all, the heart is an involuntary muscle, or maybe it's even subconscious.
btw, geocities is changing their free web hosting plan. no more ftp access after this month, that means no more blogger for me. so that means i'm moving my site. i'll let you know where if you're nice.
friday, march 15
1:52 AM
grace treated me to a movie today. it's nice to have a sister with a paycheck. we saw monster's ball with a very naked and horny halle berry. i was actually quite disappointed to see her in this role. i wonder if the drunken sex scene was cut if everyone would've made such a big deal about her performance. i think not.
so it's nice to be back home finally. after 16 hours riding planes across oceans and then getting on planes again to nyc and back, all you really want is your bed. beds are so yummy. if i could i would build a room that was just one giant bed that covered the floor. i would cover it in soft bedding and pillows and down comforters with silk duvets. i would lounge and read and eat and nap and girate my body to good music, all while lying down. then it would be lovely to roll over and have someone there to hold. someone to caress the skin on my neck and brush the hair off my face. someone that could whisper things that i can unwrap like secret little morsels for my soul that i can intimately cherish and savor and chew and digest and absorb into my greater being.
friday, march 1
5:54 PM
three more days and the depression is already settling in. these last few days will be spent exploring the city with ethan and then evenings with ciula at testaccio. and that alessandro never did take a liking to me. it's such a shame that man will be wasted on these young, unappreciative, italian girls. i do have three more days however... perhaps i should launder my underwear tomorrow and keep my fingers crossed.
capri and ischia were wonderful. riding out to the islands by ferry was exhilarating. i've fallen in love with boats and sailing now. ethan says one day he will take me sailing down the coast of this large boot of a country, and i can soak up the mediterranean sun til i'm burnt crisp as a crostini. and i trust that he will. he's good like that. it's a shame he lives here and i live there. he seems to fit rather nicely on this wandering girl.
ciao italia.
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