| "These Ghosts That Haunt Me" This is based on this guy I know who had a lot of shit going on in his life. There were things haunting him that he couldn't seem to find peace with. |
| I want you to be happy but think I'm the one to make you happy I don't want to be alone but I don't want anyone else My grandmother would call me, "fickle" I lay in bed all day thinking about what might have been I have moments when I want to give in but I'm not suicidal I'm terrified of rotting in Hell My grandmother would say, "Some days are better than others" I know you think about me sometimes but not everyday It makes me feel good that certain songs remind you of me I need to believe I stand out to you but fear you love her more than me These memories are like ghosts haunting me I'm just existing and don't know what to do I don't want to live in the past but it seems so much better than the future Aren't I pathetic? |