1/8/03
I have not been writing much lately, for whatever reason. I have been missing the Marellas and Kendall. I miss being in the "family" and the "Keep On Loving You" night. I want kids and to be in a family. My poor dad. He tries so hard to be nice and to please people (including me), but I just push him away. Where does that come from? Over the holidays I visited Christi in Louisiana. Dave lives there now, and Sara came down from Oregon. I had a good time and lost myself in having friends, but Christi said I was still different. Why/how? While there we watched the Winthrop home video Christi had made. Abby was in it a lot, and I was reminded of good times with her...and liked her again. It was nice seeing Sara, and I want to stay in better touch with her. She's so easy to talk to. |