Title: Sweet Dreams 1/? Author: Jaime Rating: NC 17 sexual content Disclaimer: Don't own, don't sue Summary: Jeff to the rescue! Distribution: Just ask!

I felt arms around me, comforting me. I pulled back, and was surprised at who I saw. "Jeff?", I asked. I had met Jeff a few weeks earlier. My parents held important positions witht the WWF, as well as many other major companies. I had been around celebrities my whole life, and had even dated a few. I had just found out that my most recent boyfriend, the man i thought i was truly in love with, had cheated on me, and gotten another girl, his ex-girlfriend pregnant. Jeff had found me in my room crying on the floor. I had just broken up with Joey.

The day I had met Matt and Jeff, I had just discovered that Joey cheated on me. Needless to say, it was not one of my best days. I was a crying mess. Nice first impression. Anyways, getting back to the present. "Jaime, what's wrong? ", Jeff asked softly. I told him how I had just broken up with Joey. Jeff listened to me, and handed me kleenex when i needed it. "I'm sorry," I sobbed. "For what?", Jeff asked. "I'm complaing and whining and feeling sorry for myself", I said still sniffling. Jeff smiled at me. "You feel free to do all that with me. You've been hurt, and you have every right to react this way. I wouldn't blame you if you wanted to set all of his belongings of fire!". I had to smile. I looked up at him. "You have nice eyes", I said, completely out of the blue. He smiled and said thank you. "Can I ask you something Jeff?". "Sure," he said. "Why are you here?" I asked. "We have a house show at the SkyDome tomorrow", he replied.

Title: Sweet Dreams 1/? Author: Jaime Rating: NC 17 sexual content Disclaimer: Don't own, don't sue Summary: Jeff to the rescue! Distribution: Just ask!

Jeff stayed with me for awhile, and we just talked like we had known each other forever. I looked at the clock, it was 2am, we had been talking for over 3 hours! Jeff got up off the floor to leave. He gave me a hug and told me to hang in. God, he smells good, I thought to myself. "Oh, I'm so glad this day is over", I groaned as Jeff helped me stand. "Happy freakin birthday to me", I mumbled. "Today's your birthday? Why didn't you say anything?", Jeff exclaimed. I looked at him and said "There wasn't much to celebrate." Jeff put his hands on my face. "He isn't fit to breathe the same air as you. You are so amazing. He let the best thing in his life go, and he has no one to blame but himself", he said seriously. I gave him a half smile. Jeff bent down to kiss my forehead. I closed my eyes and sighed. His lips were so soft. "God, he is so sexy", I thought to myself. I realized Jeff's hands were still on my face. I opened my eyes and saw that Jeff was staring at me. "What is it?" I asked. "You are so beautiful", he whispered. "Holy Shit!", I thought. Did I hear him correctly? "What did you say?" I asked softly. My heart was racing in my chest. "You're beautiful", he said with a smile. My knees were starting to feel like jello.

Title: Sweet Dreams 1/? Author: Jaime Rating: NC 17 sexual content Disclaimer: Don't own, don't sue Summary: Jeff to the rescue! Distribution: Just ask!

"Say something,QUICK!!!", my head screamed. I couldn't think of a single thing to say. I just kept looking at him. It was then I noticed Jeff's bottom lip. It was cut and swollen. I brushed my finger over it and asked him what happened. "I got hit with a ladder, and it busted open", he drawled. I grimaced at the thought of a ladder hitting his beautiful face. "WAIT!!!!! What am I thinking????? I have been single for what, 3 hours, and I'm already attracted to Jeff?" I thought. "It wasn't that bad", Jeff said, bringing me out of my thoughts. "What wasn't so bad?", I asked, with my head still in the clouds. "Getting hit with the ladder," he said. I made a face and Jeff smiled. "Do you want some ice for it?" I asked. "Naw, it'll be fine", he said. I could listen to him speak all day. His voice was so sexy. His accent totally turned me on. I put my finger to his lips again, it just looked so sore. I had been so upset earlier, I hadn't noticed it. "Promise me something?" I asked him. "What?", he replied. "The next time someone throws a ladder at your face, you'll duck?" I said smiling. He laughed. "I'll try", he said. I was so attracted to him. I always thought he was hot when I saw him on TV, but now that he was so close, and wearing a white t-shirt and leopard print silk pj bottoms, he was so sexy. "I should really let you get to sleep", Jeff said. Damn!! I didn't want him to leave. "I guess I should try and rest", I replied trying not to show how disappointed I was that he was leaving. "Try?", he asked. I shrugged my shoulders. "I haven't been sleeping well", I confessed. "If I do fall asleep, I usually have these nightmares, and then I wake up and either have anxiety attacks, or I toss and turn all night. If I'm lucky, both happen all in one night." I said, trying to make a joke. Jeff pulled me in for a hug. I put my arms around his waist. His body was hard as a rock. I imagined myself kissing every inch of his hard stomach. JESUS!!! What the hell was I thinking???? Geez Jaime, get your mind out of the frigin gutter. I didn't want to let go. "What happens in your nightmares?" he asked softly, still holding me. I told him about how they were always the same. I would walk into a bedroom, see Joey and Kelly having sex, and I would scream at them to stop. But, it was as if they couldn't hear me, because they just continued, and I would just be there crying, begging them to stop. "He can't hurt you anymore sweetie", Jeff said. Sweetie?

Title: Sweet Dreams 1/? Author: Jaime Rating: NC 17 sexual content Disclaimer: Don't own, don't sue Summary: Jeff to the rescue! Distribution: Just ask!

I pulled away from him. He's probably just being nice to me, I thought. He dosen't even know me. I wondered if Paul or Joanie put him up to this. "What's wrong?", he asked. "You don't have to be nice to me", I said. "I really appreciate you staying with me, but if Paul or Joanie asked you to do this, you don't have to", I said quietly. "No one made me do anything", he said. "I want to be here. I want to be here with you," he replied. I was stunned. He was so intense. "I want to prove it to you", he said softly. "How?", I asked. Jeff put his arms around my waist, and slowly brought his lips to mine. He kissed me so softly, I could barely feel them. He pulled away, and looked at me for confirmation. I put my hands on his face and brought him closer to me. He smiled. This time he kissed me passionately. I could feel his tongue in my mouth, searching for my own. It was incredible. When our kiss ended, I thought I was going to fall. My legs were shaking!!! God, he is an AMAZING kisser, I thought.

"I really should get going", he said. But, he made no movement. He stood there in front of me, with his hands on my hips. We kissed again, this time, the kiss was endless. Jeff easily picked me up and carried me over to my bed.

Chapter 5 -continued- Jeff was an incredible kisser. "I really should get going," he said. But, he made no movement. He stood there in front of me, wih his hands on my hips. We kissed again, this time, the kiss was endless. Jeff easily picked me up and carried me over to the bed. He placed me down gently, and crawled on top of me. My hands were slowly moving up and down his back. Jeff began kissing my throat and nuzzling my neck. He slowly started sliding the strap of my silver tank top off of my shoulder. "Jeff?", I said breathlessly. "Hmmmmmm?", he replied still kissing my shoulder. "Jeff, wait", I said softly. He lifted his head, and kissed me on the lips. "What's wrong?", he asked. "Well, um... I need to tell you something," I replied shyly. "What?", he said still nuzzling my neck. "I, uh, well.....I've um.........", said, feeling embarrased. "What is it angel?", Jeff asked sweetly. "I've never had sex before", I said quietly, looking away from him. Jeff put his hand on my face to make me look at him. I bit my bottom lip nervously as I waited for his reaction.

Chapter 6 "We don't have to do anything," he said with a smile. "I shouldn't have pushed you, I realize we hardly know each other, and you're going through alot right now.", Jeff said seriously. "I don't want to take advantage of you when......" I didn't let him finish. I kissed him and told him that I wanted to do this. "Are you sure?", he asked. "Jeff, I want to", was my response. He looked at me with those intense green eyes. After searching my face for confirmation, he said "We'll take it slow. If you want to stop, promise me you'll tell me?" "I promise", I said.

He kissed my forehead and sat behind me. He started rubbing my shoulders, and all the while, whispered in my ear that I was beautiful, and that my skin was so soft. He slowly lifted the tank top over my head. Jeff took off his own shirt and gently laid me back on the bed. At first, I was very self conscious. No one had ever seen my naked before and Jeff would be the first. He was so wonderful. He looked at me and said "You are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen." Jeff began kissing my breasts. First the right, and then the left. He teased my nipples between his thumb and fore finger, creating the most amazing feeling through my body, causing my back to arch. I watched him as he slowly kissed his way down my stomach. I had my fingers tangled in his red and purple hair. With every inch of my body that Jeff kissed, I knew that this was right. I wanted him badly. As Jeff approached the waistband of my pj bottoms, he lifted his head and arched his right eyebrow, as if to ask "Do you want me to continue?"

Title: Sweet Dreams Author: Jaime Rating: NC 17 Sexual Content Distribution: Just Ask Chapter 7

I nodded my head, unable to speak. Jeff lifted my hips and gently tugged my pants off. I was completely naked, except for my black satin panties. "Lovely", he murmered as he bent down to my waist. I had begun trembling slightly. Jeff started kissing all of my exposed skin. When he got to my legs, he opened them, and began kissing the inside of my thighs. He was driving me insane!!!! I was softly moaning as I buried my arms in the pillows on my bed. Jeff then put his hands on my hips, and slowly removed my panties. He threw them on the ground. He stood up and removed his leopard print pj bottoms, I was surprised to see he wore no underwear. Jeff lay down beside me and kissed my forehead. "Are you sure this is what you want?", he asked, taking my hand in his. I smiled as he kissed my fingers. "Yes, I'm completely positive", I said. With that, Jeff knelt in between my open legs, and very slowly entered me. Pain raced through my body, and I gasped. I bit my bottom lip to keep from crying out in pain. Jeff noticed and reassured me it was alright, and that I just needed to give it a moment to adjust. Jeff very carefully continued to enter me. When I had adjusted to him, (and it took some time, Jeff's cock is quite large), Jeff began to thrust his hips, in and out. He pumped them faster and faster, until he knew I couldn't take any more. My moans were making him go faster. Finally, my body exploded with its first orgasm, and then another. Jeff came right after. Our bodies were limp, and we were out of breath.

Jeff pulled himself out of me and kissed me. He laid on his back and pulled me close to him. I lay with my head on his chest. "Are you alright?", he asked softly. I smiled and kissed his chest, and told him I was fine. Jeff began playing with my hair until we fell asleep.

Chapter 8

A few hours later I woke up, just before my alarm went off. I shut it off, not wanting to wake up Jeff, who still had both of his arms wrapped around me. He looked so peaceful. His lip was still quite swollen. I pushed a few strands of his purple hair off of his face, and tried to move his arms off of me without waking him up. "Don't go", Jeff said, still half asleep. I smiled and kissed him. "I have to", I whispered. Jeff squinted as he opened his eyes, and looked at the clock. "We just fell asleep 2 hours ago!!" he exclaimed as he sat up to stretch. I was wrapping a blanket around me, trying to pick up all of my clothes that he had thrown around the room. I was looking for my panties. "I know we did, but I have to be in class in 45 minutes", I replied, still searching for them. "Looking for these??", he teased as he held my panties up. I smiled and walked over to him. I tried to take them from him, but he pulled them back. "Nu-uh", he said. "Jeff, please, I don't want to be late", I pleaded. "Not until I get what I want", he said with a smile. "And what exactly is it that you want, Mr. Hardy??" I asked. "This", he said and kissed me. "Please come back to bed", he whispered, as he started pulling the blanket off of me. I tried to protest, but it didn't work. I wanted to be with him. I was lying in his arms, thinking about what we had done just a few hours earlier. "Jeff, can I ask you something?" "Anything", he replied. "What happened between us last night?" "What do you mean?", he asked. "Well, did we have sex, or did we make love?" Jeff chuckled. "What do you think?", he asked me. "Well, since I've never done either, I'm not sure. In order to make love, you need to be in love, and since we're not even dating, I guess that rules that option out. But, sex just dosent seem to be the word to describe it either." I said. Jeff smiled. "Why do we have to give it an official title?" he asked. "I think we should just say that something incredibly beautiful happened between us."he said. I smiled up at him. "I think that's perfect", I said. "But," I said, "I really need to get going". Jeff frowned. "Will you come to the show tonight?" he asked. "I have to work after school." I said. "Where do you work?", he asked me, now stalling, so I wouldn't get up. "I work with kids with multiple disabilities in a group home", I replied getting dressed and grabbing all of my books. "You're incredible", he said getting out of bed, and standing in front of me. "Why do you say that?", I asked. "That is such an admirable job, I'm sure you're wonderful with the kids", he said with a smile. "Can I see you after work?", Jeff asked. I smiled and looked at him. His hair was all tangled and disheveled, he had no shirt on, and the blanket that I had used, was now wrapped around his waist. "Yes, you can. Do you want to come back here, or do you want me to go to the arena?", I asked. "Could you come to the arena, we have to leave town tonight?" Jeff answered. "Sure, I'll be there around 11pm" I told him. "We can talk then", he said. Jeff grabbed my hand and pulled me in for a hug. He held me tightly, and it only reaffirmed my thought that being with Jeff for my first time was the best decision I had made in a long time.

**same as the past 8 chapters** Chapter 9

The remainder of my day was a right off. I was completely exhausted, both physically (from Jeff!!) and emotionally(from Joey). I was in my own world all day, and had a permanent smile on my face. I felt something inside of me that I hadn't felt in weeks: peace. My mind wasn't racing, and I wasn't thinking about how Joey had cheated on me. Frankly, I hadn't thought of him in over 10 hours, which was some miracle. I left work early that night, because we were overstaffed, so I got to the arena around 10pm. I had changed after work because I'm always convinced I smell like dirty diapers! I was wearing black dress pants, my boots, and a baby T that says "Tattooed In Places You'd Love To Lick"! (I don't have any tatoos, but no one knew that......well, actually, I guess Jeff did now!!) I had my leopard print coat in the trunk, and seeing as it was March and still cold, I threw it on.

When I arrived at the arena, the show had just ended, so there were lots of people around. I saw Paul talking to 2 blondes, which I soon identified as "Edge" and "Christian". I stood behind Paul and wrapped my arms around his waist, as E & C looked at me curiously. Paul turned around and said "Jaime!!! Your here! I was gonna come over and see you but, " , I cut his off. "You weren't sure if I would want company, right? Well, Mr. Helmsley, you damn well know that anytime your in town, you'd better come see me!" I said. "Don't be a smart ass with me young lady," he scolded. "I will have you know that I am 22 years old now Paul. Don't 'young lady' me", I said, with my hands on my hips. "Edge" and "Christian" laughed. "Since Paul here hasn't bothered to introduce us, let me: I'm Adam, and this is my best friend Jay". "Hi, its nice to meet both of you, I'm Jaime." I said as Paul stood behind me with his hands on my shoulders. "Don't hang around these two for too long", Paul warned. "Why not?", I asked. "You don't want to end up 'reaking of awesomeness', or anything", he joked. "Oh, come on Hunter", I teased, "leave Edge and Christian alone", I said with a smile. Adam and Jay looked at each other and raised their eyebrows. "An educated woman", Adam said. Paul snorted, "She knows more about wrestling then any of us!!", he said. Jay and Adam looked at me. I shrugged my shoulders. "I've been watching it since I was 8. I'm hooked, what can I say?" Jay put his arm around my shoulder. "So, since your such a fan of the WWF, is there anyone you would like to meet? I have a few connections you know", he said with a smile. "Now that you mention it, I'm here to see Jeff", I said. "Ahhhh, the young Hardy lad. He's got a way with the ladies," Adam said in the most horrid Scottish accent. I laughed. "What, your not here to see me?" Paul asked, trying to pretend he was hurt. "Oh Paul, you know you've always been my second favourite.", I teased. The three men laughed. "Seriously though, does anyone know where I can find Jeff?", I asked. "I'll walk you to his dressing room", Paul offered. "Great thanks", I said. "It was nice to meet you", I said to Jay and Adam. "You too Jaime, take care.", they said.

Chapter 10

Paul and I walked down the corridor, past many of the WWF superstars. "So, how have you been?" he asked me. "I'm doing much better than the last time you saw me." I told him. "I broke up with Joey. I couldn't be with him, even though he says it was a mistake and that he's not with Kelly. I can't trust him.", I said. "I'm glad, he dosent deserve you", Paul said. I smiled. "Thanks dad", I teased. "So, can I ask why your here to see Jeff Hardy?", he asked. "Well, he came over to the house last night, and I had just broken up with Joey. He found me crying, and listened to my cry and complain." I said matter-of-factly. "Nothing else happened?", he pried. "Well, nothing besides us eloping," I said with a smile. Paul shook his head at me, and stopped outside a door that said "Hardy Boyz". "I guess I could have found this on my own!" I said laughing. "It was no problem", Paul said with a smile. He banged on the door. "Open up Hardy, you've got company!" Paul yelled through the door. I rolled my eyes a him. The door opened, and there was Matt. He looked like he had just gotten out of the shower. He was only wearing a pair of jeans, with no shirt on. I tried not to stare at his chest, but JESUS, those Hardy Boyz were built! "What the hell are you yelling at..." Matt said, suddenly realizing I was there. Matt looked me up and down, I didn't think he recognized me, but then his face lit up and he said "Oh my God, Jaime!! How've you been?" I smiled and told him I was good. "I didn't think you recognized me", I told him. "Well, I hope I look better than the last time you saw me, I'm not crying, my eyes aren't red, and my nose isn't running!" I said with a laugh. "You look great", Paul said. "You look happier than I've ever seen you", he said. "Jaim, I'm sorry, but I've got to go get my stuff together. If I'd known you were coming, I would have done it earlier", he apologized. "Promise me you'll call me if you need anything?", Paul asked. "I promise, I will, and don't apologize, you didn't know I'd be here." I said, giving him a hug and a kiss. Paul took off, leaving me and Matt. "So what brings you here?" Matt asked me. "Actually, Jeff asked me to come", I told him. Matt looked disappointed. "What's wrong?", I asked him, putting my hand on his arm. "Oh, I just thought of something, really, it was nothing",he said, forcing a smile. "You want to come in and wait for Jeff? I've got to go talk to Adam and Jay", he said. I followed him in and sat on a bench while Matt threw on a shirt and shoes. "Hey Jeff, you've got company", Matt yelled into the bathroom when he heard the water stop. "Ok", Jeff replied. "Is it ok if I leave you alone?" Matt asked. "Don't worry about me", I said. "Will I see you before you go?" Matt asked me. "I will make a point to come and find you before I leave", I said smiling at him. Matt smiled and walked out. I stood up and paced around the small room. I turned around and Jeff was standing next to me. He was wearing khaki pants and a tight, white tshirt. He looked good. Very good.

Chapter 11

I suddenly felt akward being around Jeff. I mean, here's a guy I know nothing about, yet I've already had sex with him. My stomach started to turn. "Your here early", Jeff said as he sat down to put his shoes on. I sat down next to him. "Yeah, they let me leave early", I said. There was a difficult silence between us. "Man, this is weird!" Jeff said. I looked at him. "How do you feel?", he asked me softly. "Strange", I answered honestly. "Me too", he said. "I never meant to force you to do anything Jaime", he said not looking at me. "Jeff, you didn't force me to do anything. I wanted to be with you last night. It was a crappy night for me, but somehow, you made me feel better. I felt safe with you. You gave me everything I needed, and more." I told him. "You don't regret what we did?" he asked. He seemed genuinely concerned about how I felt. "No, not at all", I said. Jeff let out a sigh of relief. "I can't believe I was your first." Jeff said. "Neither can I", I said with a smile. "You don't have to answer this, but why did you wait so long? You said you dated Joey for over 8 months. You never thought about sleeping with him?", Jeff asked. "I never did it, because the timing was never right. I rarely saw Joey, and every time I thought it was going to happen, something stopped me. I'm glad though. This whole situation with Kelly would have been so much worse if I'd lost my virginity to him". I said thoughtfully. "Any you don't think that you'll feel the same way about me?" Jeff asked. "No, I don't." I said. We sat in silence for a minute. "Where do we go from here?", I asked quietly. Jeff sighed. "I really don't know darlin'", he drawled. "I know I like you Jeff, but I don't know how you feel. But, I'm also sure that I'm not ready to try anything right now. I'm still hurt and confused." I said truthfully. "I understand. I like you to. It was so weird last night. When we got here, I knew I had to come see you. But, my life is so crazy with all of the travelling we do, I don't know if I'm ready for anything either." he said. Jeff took my hands in his. "Just because we had passionate, mind blowing sex last night, dosent' mean you're stuck with me", he kidded. "But seriously, " he said, "Would it be ok if I called you sometime?" he asked shyly. "Of course it would", I said immediately with a smile. "I'd like that". I gave him my number and he gave me his. "Anytime you need someone to listen, call me, day or night", Jeff said. "The same goes for you", I told him.

Chapter 12

There was a knock at the door, and it opened. Matt poked his head in. "Can I come in?", he asked. "Why are you knocking man, its your room too?" Jeff asked. "I just didn't want to interupt anything", Matt said glancing in my direction. I stood up. "I guess I should be going", I said to them. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean you had to leave", Matt said. "No, I know. I just realized its late, and you guys probably want to get going too", I said. "Well, you're right. We do have a long drive tonight", Matt said. "It was really nice to see you again Matt", I told him, giving him a hug. "It was good to see you too, sweetie", he said. "Am I going to be seeing a lot more of you?" he asked, while looking at Jeff. Jeff gave him a punch in the shoulder, and Matt laughed. "Come on, I'll walk you to your car", Jeff said, taking my hand and pulling me out the door. "Bye Matt", I called. "Bye Jaime, come back soon". Jeff and I walked back to my car in silence. "Well, here I am", I said when we got to my car. Jeff still hadn't let go of my hand. My back was to my car, and I was facing Jeff. He grabbed my other hand and looked me straight into the eyes. "Thand You", he said. "For what?", I asked. "For last night", he said quietly. "It was amazing". I looked down at the pavement, feeling slightly embarrassed. "You were amazing", he said still looking into my eyes. It was if he could see my soul. I had butterflies in my stomach. He smiled at me and kissed my forehead. I felt so safe with him. He wrapped his arms around me, and helf me for a moment. "Promise you'll call me?", I asked quietly. "I promise", he said. I kissed him softly on the lips, and then opened the car door and got in. As I drove off, I couldn't help think about the night Jeff and I had spent together. I had sweet dreams of Jeff all night.

Chapter 13

Jeff called me the next day, and pretty soon, we were calling each other on a daily basis. Despite the fact that on the outside we appeared to be total opposites, our inside feelings and beliefs were very similar.

Jeff had a few days off coming up, and flew up to see me, since I had just written my last exam. I didn't know what to expect from our visit. It was still strange. Knowing that we had shared something so wonderful together. Whenever we spoke, we never brought that night up. As I waited for him, I was watching Raw from the previous night. Matt and Jeff were in a Tables match, and I spent the majority of the match with my hands over my eyes. Normally, I would have been glued to the TV, but Jeff and Matt weren't just wrestlers anymore. They were my friends and watching them get thrown through a table, was too much for me. "You know your missing the best part", a gentle voice drawled. "Are you dead?", I asked him still covering my eyes. "Only one way to find out", he said, moving my hands away from my face. I slowly opened my eyes. Jeff was on his knees, leaning on my bed, looking at me with a dopey grin on his face. "Just tell me who wins", I said to him. "We do", Jeff said. With that, I got up off the bed and turned the TV off. I turned around and Jeff was standing behind me. I smiled and threw my arms around his waist. He laughed, and wrapped his arms around me. "So what do you want to do today?", Jeff asked me. "Absolutely nothing." I replied. "Sounds like a plan to me", he said.

Jeff and I spent the day talking and watching movies. He was flying back home to Cameron at 11:30pm. After we had eaten, we decided to watch one more movies before he left. Jeff was sitting on the couch, and I was lying on it, with my feet on his lap. Jeff was starting to rub his neck, and roll his head from side to side. "Tense?", I asked him. "Naw, I've got a headache", he said trying to smile. "Come here", I instructed. I motioned for him to rest his head near me. Jeff laid down next to me with his head on my chest. He closed his eyes as I rubbed his neck and gently stroked his hair. I could feel his body relaxing, and within minutes, his breathing slowed down. Jeff had fallen asleep in my arms. I tried not to stir, as I didn't want to disturb him. He and Matt had been killing themselves the past few months, and they were finally starting to get the recognition they deserved. I sighed thinking about how they punished their bodies on an ongoing basis. As I took a breath in, the smell of Jeff's cologne invaded my body. I had forgotten how good he smelled. I smiled at the memory. Jeff had been asleep for about a half an hour when I stopped rubbing his neck. My hand had gone numb!! "Mmmmmmm...don't stop, that felt soooo good..." he mumbled. "Jeff Hardy!! You've been awake this whole time??? I have been trying not to move for the past 30 minutes so you could sleep, and you were up the whole time??" I asked pretending to be upset. Jeff lifted his head to my face, grinning. "How else was I supposed to get back on top of you??", he asked, still grinning. My jaw dropped. Was he serious?

Chapter 14

My eyes widened at Jeff's comment. He was still grinning, and brushed a piece of hair off of my face. "I can't stop thinking about that night", he said. "I know you might not feel the same, and I'm ok with that, but Jaime, I want to be with you", he said. Jeff propped himself on his elbows, and looked me staight into the eyes. I didn't know what to say. I had been thinking the same things aobut him for weeks now, but I didn't want to ruin our friendship. "What's going on in that head of yours", he whispered. I shivered. He was so sexy. "Jeff......", I began, but suddenly unable to speak. "What is it?", he asked. I placed my hands on his face and pulled him closer to me. Our lips met, and I could feel Jef's lips curl into a smile. Our kiss deepened and my hands began to roam Jeff's body. He pulled away and took my hands in his. I looked at him questioningly. "What's wrong?", I asked breathlessly. "Nothing", he said. I was just wondering if that meant you want me as much as I want you?", he said coyly. I bit my lip and smiled as I nodded my head yes. "Come home with me" he blurted out. Jeff looked just as shocked as I was that he had asked me. "Wow, where did that come from?", I asked. He laughed and said "I'm not sure, but I'm glad I asked. Will you come home with me for a few days?". "Jeff, I can't." I told him. "Why not? You have the next week off, why can't you?" Jeff asked me seriously. I sighed. I had no real reason. "I want to Jeff, but...." I started. "No buts", Jeff cut me off. "If you want to and you can, you're coming with me." He said triumphantly. "Go pack your stuff, your coming home with me!" Jeff pulled me off the couch and dragged me to my room so i could pack.

Chapter 15

I was pretty quite on the plane ride to Cameron. I was nervous. I was worried that maybe I was rushing things. Hell, I knew that we were rushing things, I'd already slept with the guy and we'd yet to go on a date! My mind was racing the entire flight. Jeff noticed, but didn't say anything. I think he knew my fears, and he held my hand the whole way to Cameron.

Matt picked us up at the airport. He seemed a little surprised to see me with Jeff, but didn't say anything. "How've you been?", he asked as he hugged me. "I'm good", I said forcing a smile. "You sure?", he asked, looking concerned. I nodded, as Matt grabbed my bags. "Hey Jeff, Dad's waiting at the house for you", Matt said. This only increased my anxiety level. What was I supposed to say to him? "Hi Mr. Hardy, I've slept with your youngest son once, and as he was lying on top of my earlier, we decided we wanted to give our relationship a chance?" Oh god. What have I done???? Jeff put his hands on my shoulders and gave them a squeeze. "Don't worry. He won't bite." he whispered. "He already knows how I feel about you, he'll be happy about this. Trust me. " he said. I took a deep breathe and I think I lost about 20 pounds of stress. I smiled at Jeff. I did trust him. I trusted him with my life.

Matt drove us to Jeff's house and Gil was waiting for us at the front door with Liger at his feet. Jeff ran to play with the dog, and give his dad a hug. I stepped out and surveyed the area. Matt stood next to me and noticed I was staring at something on Jeff's front yard. "What's that?", I asked him, pointing to something on a hilltop. Matt laughed and said "A volcano". I looked at him and raised an eyebrow, a smile forming on my lips. "A what?", I asked. "Jeff built a volcano on his front lawn." he said. I laughed out loud and shook my head. "I should have known", I said shaking my head with the smile still on my lips. Matt put his arm around my shoulder and guided me to the front steps. "You sure you know what you're getting yourself into?", he asked with a laugh. "I have a feeling I have no idea", I replied back as we both laughed.

Chapter 16

We walked up the stairs and Jeff came and stood beside me. "Dad, this is Jaime", he said with a smile. Gilbert looked at me and smiled. "It's nice to meet the girl that my son has been talking about". Gil pulled me in to hug me. At that moment I realized I had been an idiot. I was worried about nothing. Neither Matt nor Gil judged me, and they did everything they could to make me feel welcome. We sat outside on the deck until the early hours of the morning talking. Gil told me stories about Matt and Jeff when they were younger, and Matt told me stories about Jeff, which Jeff pretended didn't make him happy. Around 2 am Gil decided to leave, so Matt took him home. Gil made me promise that I would get Jeff to take me to his house the next day for dinner, and I said I would. Jeff and I watched them drive away. We walked inside and Jeff locked the door. When he turned around, I kissed him, practically tackling him to the ground. "Not that I'm complaining, but what was that for?", he asked breathlessly. I smiled at him and said "For making me come with you. This is just what I needed." Jeff took my hand and led me to the bottom of the stairs. "Are you tired?", he asked. I made a face and said "A little". "What's with the face?", he asked laughing. "I'm afraid that if I go to sleep, when I wake up tomorrow this will all have been a dream", I said. Jeff kissed my forehead and told me "I promise it isn't a dream". We walked up the stairs and Jeff stopped outside a door. "You can sleep in here if you want, and I'll stay in the spare room" Jeff offered. I had been dreading this time, when we would go to sleep. I didn't know where I would be sleeping. "I can sleep in the spare room Jeff, its your house. You need to sleep in your own bed" I told him. "It's not right. You're the guest, you get my room", he replied. "Jeff, you are sleeping in your own room tonight, and that is final", I said firmly, as I tried to push him into his room. "Fine, but if you need anything, will you come get me?", he asked. "I will", I told him. I kissed him goodnight and went into my room.

Chapter 17

I lay in bed tossing and turning. I couldn't sleep. I was exhausted, but I couldn't fall asleep. I sighed. I turned over once more, praying I would soon drift off. Just as I found a comfortable spot, there was a soft knock at the door. The door opened and Jeff poked his head in. "Jaime?", he whispered. "I'm awake", I said groaning. He pushed the door open and came and sat on the bed. Why aren't you asleep?', Jeff asked, taking my hand in his and kissing it. "I don't know, I'm tired, but I can't seem to fall asleep", I said softly. He knew how to drive me crazy. A simple kiss on my hand was turning me on. "Me neither", he said. I sat up and looked at him. His hair was tied back in a ponytail, and he only wore pyjama pants. He looked so sexy sitting Indian style on the bed. "Will you come sleep with me?", Jeff asked shyly. I nodded my head yes, and he kissed my forehead. Jeff grabbed my hands and led me across the hallway to his bedroom. Jeff crawled into his bed and pulled me in next to him. He wrapped his arms around my waist, and nuzzled his head by my neck, kissing it ever so lightly. I shivered from his touch, which evoked a chuckle from Jeff. I sighed contently, knowing that this was why I couldn't sleep in the other room. I wanted to be in Jeff's arms. Soon after, Jeff and I were fast asleep.

Chapter 18

When I awoke later that day, Jeff was still asleep. I was lying on his chest and he had his arms wrapped around me. I smiled and snuggled closer to Jeff's warm body. "Comfy?", a soft voice asked. "Extremely", I replied smiling. "Good Morning Sweetie", he said. "Good Afternoon", I corrected him. Jeff opened one eye and looked at the clock to see it was 2:45 in the afternoon. Jeff smiled and asked "Did you sleep well?" I looked at him and smiled. I nodded and said "Especially when I was in your arms". Jeff raised his eyebrow and grinned evilly. "Really?", he asked. I shook my head yes and bit my lip to keep from laughing at him. He was so hot, especially first thing in the morning!! "I can arrange it so that you sleep in my arms every night", Jeff said seductively, as he began rolling his body on top of mine. Jeff started kissing my neck, and I wrapped my arms around him, urging him to continue. Jeff raised his head and looked at me. "You are so beautiful", he whispered. He pressed his lips into mine, and used his tongue to explore my mouth. "Do you trust me?", he whispered, suddenly pulling away from our kiss. I looked at him. I didn't trust too many people, but I knew that I trusted Jeff. "Yes", I said breathlessly, "Why?", I asked. Jeff grinned that evil grin again. "I want to do something for you", he told me. I looked at him questioningly. "You just need to relax, and trust me, OK?", he said. I nodded, wondering what he was up......

Chapter 19

Jeff started kissing my neck, slowly, in almost a teasing manner. When he got to my shoulders, he slowly slid off the straps of my tank top. I watched him hesitantly pause over my breast, and kiss it through the thin layer of sating that covered it. Jeff inched his way down to my waist, and carefully lift my hips off of the bed, in order for him to remove the pyjama bottoms I wore. He threw them somewhere across the room, and began placing butterfly kisses on my lower stomach. I had my hands intangled in his multi-coloured hair, urging him to continue. When he got to the top of my panties, he looked up at me. Gone was the evil grin. It had been replaced by a look of passion. His eyes were intense, he was focused on his task. Jeff hooked his thumbs on the sides of my panties, gently taking them off of me. Again, I felt self-conscious, maybe even a little embarassed. Jeff climbed back on top of me, and gazed into my eyes. He gave me a soft kiss, and whispered "Trust me". I nodded, trembling slightly. Jeff returned to the spot he had previously been. He started by lightly touching the insides of my thighs. I shivered. He created feelings in me that I didn't know existed. Jeff began kissing my inner thigh, making me yearn for more. I had begun moaning softly, which seemed to encourage Jeff. Jeff looked up at smiled at me, seeing that I was in ecstasy. He dipped his head back down, his tongue licking and sucking on the very core of my being. I moaned and called his name, as he managed to evoke yet another new feeling in me. Something exploded inside of me. My hands that had been intwined in his hair, were now making fists in the sheets around me. Jeff continued by slowly sliding two fingers inside of me, and rapidly gaining speed. My eyes were closed, and Jeff had moved closer to me. "Open your eyes baby, look at me", he whispered. I slowly opened them, suddenly realizing that the room was spinning. Jeff's fingers continued to pump in and out of me. I could feel that I was about to explode, and Jeff must have sensed this. His fingers seemed to move faster, in and out. Jeff began licking and teasing my clit, before I screamed his name, and my body shook. I was breathless, lying there. Jeff crawled up my body, and lay his head on my chest. I wrapped my arms around him, trying to compose myself. Jeff raised his head and asked if I was alright. I whispered yes, as Jeff moved to lay next to me, pulling me close to him. As I lay with my head resting on him, I wondered what else he had up his sleeves. I couldn't WAIT to find out!!

Chapter 20 My trip to Cameron was incredible. I felt like I belonged. Jeff, Matt and Gil, were normal people. They didn't have maids, servants, drivers, cooks or people to work in the garden. This was so strange to me. I new I was spoiled, and I tried my best to learn to do everything for myself. I had always seen on television that my family's way of life was not "normal", but I had never really experienced it for myself. The Hardy's were a "typical" American family. It was the oddest thing to me. On my last afternoon there, Jeff and I went to his dad's house. Matt was mowing the lawn when we arrived, and Gil was working in the garden. Jeff and I got out of the car, and I stood there in awe, watching them work. "Babe, what's wrong?", Jeff asked looking concerned. "Nothing, its just that.....", I trailed off, still dumbfounded that Matt was a WWF superstar, and still cut his own grass!! "It's just what?", Jeff asked looking worried. "Matt's cutting the grass", I said in shock. Jeff looked at me, then at Matt. "Yeah, so?", he said, I'm sure I confused the poor boy! "I don't know anyone who cuts their own grass, let alone someone famous!", I said. Jeff burst out laughing. I smiled. "Dad would kick our asses if pulled any kind of attitude!", Jeff said. I continued to smile. I loved being here. It gave me a new perspective. Matt and Jeff were so down to earth, I couldn't believe it. Jeff and I stayed for awhile, visiting with Matt and Gil. I loved the way they interacted with each other. All of this was so new to me. Gil would tell stories, and Matt and Jeff would listen intently. Matt and Gil would sometimes get into discussions, and Jeff would sit back, and watch with an amused look on his face. I loved that they were an actual family. My own parents barely acknowledged my own existance. I had a better relationship with their assistants, then with my mom and dad. If I actually saw my parents, I usually ended up being in tears. They didn't approve of me working at any of the jobs I had ever had. My first job was in a Italian Deli, the second in a mall, once I went to college, I began working in a shelter for homeless families, that was the one they berated the most. They didn't understand I wanted to help people. The job I have now, I absolutely adore. I work with kids with multiple disabilities, both mental and physical. The kids are all in wheelchairs, and cannot do anything for themselves. I absolutely love me job, my parents don't. They tell me, mostly through their assistant's mouth, that the work I do will never bring me satisfaction or prestige. They couldn't actually comprehend doing something because you love it, even if you only make $14.50 an hour.

Chapter 21 Before Jeff and I left, he took me out back. "I want to show you something", he told me. Jeff grabbed my hand, and guided me into the backyard. We walked until I could see it. There was the trampoline ring that Jeff and Matt had learned to wrestle in. Jeff sat down on the grass and pulled me down in between his legs. "So this is where it all began?", I asked. Jeff had told me tons of stories about how he and Matt would wrestle in this ring as kids. "You know it seems like only yesterday Matt and I dreamed about being in the WWF", Jeff said softly. "And now we are. It's unbelievable. I feel so lucky", he said. I smiled. Matt and Jeff were truly thankful for the opportunity they were given. They never took it for granted. I was so impressed by this. Jeff and I sat there for awhile, not saying anything, but something changed between us. We grew closer. Jeff was able to trust me enough to show me an important part of who he is, and I felt so honoured by this. Before I had to leave, we went back to Jeff's. I was packing y things in his bedroom, and I could feel him watching me. I smiled and turned towards the doorway. Jeff stood there, with his arms folded across his chest. He was wearing a "Deadman Inc" shirt, with black Adidas pants. His purple and green hair, was being held back by a white bandana. "What are you looking at?", I asked him, while folding a shirt. "How beautiful you are", he answered. I could feel myself blush. Jeff walked towards me, and he placed his hands on my shoulders. "I don't want this to end", Jeff said softly in my ear. I shivered. This man made my entire body tingle. "Neither do I", I said. Jeff sat on the side of his bed. He pulled closer to him, and wrapped his arms around my waist, and rested his head on my stomach. I played with his hair and sighed, knowing that in a few short hours we'd be apart.

Chapter 22

Jeff sat with his head against my stomach for a moment, and sighed. "When do you have a few days off?", he asked me. "I think I have Wednesday and Thursday off next week", I replied. Jeff frowned, and said "We have shows both of those nights". This was going to be hard. Not being able to see each other as much as we wanted to, sucked. "Jeff, I can always fly out to see you on my days off, it dosen't matter if you have a show. As long as we see each other for a little while, it's better than not seeing you at all", I told him. Jeff raised his head from my belly, and looked up at me. "Your right. I just don't want to leave you, now that we're finally together", he said. "You won't lose me", I promised him. Jeff got that look in his eye, and arched his eyebrow. "What time do you have to leave?", he asked me for the tenth time that day. "9:45pm", I told him, looking at him strangely. "Well, its only 6:15pm now, so we have some time to kill", he said coyly. I smiled down at him. "Any idea what we could do?", I asked him softly.

Jeff kissed my stomach, as he began rubbing my back. I bit my bottom lip and watched him, as he slowly lifted the bottom of my shirt up. Jeff stood up and raised my arms up, and pulled my shirt off. He threw it on the floor, and began kissing my neck, as he walked me over to the bed. We lay down and soon all of our clothes were piled on the floor. Jeff worked his way down to my hips. He caressed my body with his hands, ever so lightly. I trembled as his hands touched my most sensitive parts. He gently lifted my hips off of the bed, as he pulled my panties down. His hands found their way to my opening, and as his mouth found my clit, he slid 2 fingers inside of me. I gasped and grabbed on to the pillows that were on the bed. I moaned and sighed as Jeff continued his sweet torture. Jeff raised his head, but continued pumping his fingers in and out of me. He kissed me deeply as an incredible orgasm ripped through my body. I moaned into his mouth, which tasted like me. I fell back onto the pillows, as Jeff lay beside me. "Are you ok?", he whispered into my ear. I nodded as I sat up. He looked at me questionly. I straddled his waist as he looked on amused.

I began to lower his pants off of his hips, and his boxers soon followed. "Baby, what are you doing?", he asked. I smiled, but said nothing, as I lowered my mouth to his semi-erect cock. I began licking and sucking, as Jeff gasped and moaned. I could feel that Jeff was about to cum, and just before he did, he lifted my head off of him. I raised my eyebrow at him. Panting, Jeff said "I don't want to cum in your mouth, I just can't". I wondered if I'd done something wrong, after all, I'd never done that before. Jeff must have known what I was thinking, because he kissed my forehead and said "That was incredible, and later we're gonna talk about where you learned to do that", he said with a sexy smile, "But for right now", Jeff kissed me and lowered me back on the pillows. "I want to make love to you", he murmered into my ear. And did we ever. Those 3 hours were over before we knew it!

Chapter 23

For the next few months, I would try and see Jeff at least once a week. It was sooo hard not to be with him. If we weren't together, we were on the phone. Our cell phone bills were astronomical!!!! But it all seemed to work. If Jeff could, he would come to visit me, which was rare because of his schedule, and flying all the way to the Toronto area was difficult. On one occassion, Jeff surprised me by coming to my work. I wasn't sure how he would react to the kids. Some people don't know what to do when they see a child who is blind, has brain damage, and is in a wheelchair. Jeff embraced them, falling in love with them immediately. There is one girl, Breanne, who is 10 years old. She is beautiful, and Jeff fell in love with her. I showed him how to pick her up, and cuddle her, and he spent 3 hours holding her, and kissing her. It brought tears to my eyes. Jeff was amazing with all of the kids, and it showed me another side of him that I had never seen.

I had watched Jeff with some of his younger fans before and he has always been sweet to them, but there was something about this. Maybe it was knowing that he was so open minded and not judgemental at all. We took a few of the kids out for a walk that day, and it is disgusting how many people stare or point at these kids. I feel like the kids I work with are my own, because I spend so much time with them, and it angers me to no end how close minded people are. Jeff noticed this, and commented that he had never seen me so passionate about something before. I told him how it upset me when parents grab their own children's hands to keep them away from the kids, like they are going to catch blindness or cerebal palsy. "The world needs people like you to educate them in how to act around children with disabilities. You absolutely glow when you are around these guys. I think you're one of the most amazing people I know", he said softly, while staring into my eyes. I looked downwards, not knowing what to say. Jeff took my face in his hands and kissed me. All of a sudden we heard a giggle, and it was Breanne. For someone, who the doctor's say doesnt know or understand what is going on around her, she sure had quite the timing when it came to interupting things!!!! We laughed and headed back to the house.

Chapter 24

When we got there, Matt and Amy (who I had grown quite close to over the past few months) were just arriving. I hugged both of them, while Jeff continued to maul Breanne. "Hey Matt!" Jeff yelled, "Come see the most beautiful girl in the world! Well, maybe its a tie", he said, looking at me with a smile. I smiled and shook my head as I showed Amy around the house and introduced her to the kids. When my shift was over, I had to pry Breanne out of Jeff's arms, and as soon as she was placed back in her wheelchair, she began to cry. I mean, full blown crocodile tears. Jeff felt so bad, he wanted to take her with us. I assured him that she would be ok, she just loves to be held, so if she gets put back in her chair, she thinks that no one loves her. I walked up to Bre and gave her a kiss on the forehead and rubbed her legs, she just loves to be touched. She settled down, and Jeff was finely able to leave. Any time they can, Jeff, Matt and Amy will come to work with me, and volunteer. They take the kids out for walks, or just cuddle/maul them while they are there. The parents think its a hoot, especially Matt and Jeff, 2 big tough wrestlers, who become absolutly mushy when they get these kids in their arms. My feelings were growing stronger for Jeff every day, and that started to scare me.....

Chapter 24

During the summer, I tried to alter my work schedule so I would work several days in a row, work 12 hour shifts, in order to have 3 or 4 days to spend with Jeff. I would travel with Matt, Jeff and Amy, and I grew so close to them. Matt became "My Mattie", and Amy became my partner in crime.Since I was travelling with Team Extreme I began to see alot of all the wrestlers. My favourites were Adam, Jay and Andrew. All 3 of them grew up close to where I live. When Jay was younger, he worked in a drugstore, and I recently found out that my best friends mom was his manager!! (Editors Note: This is actually true!!!! When Jay was younger, he used to work in a Shopper's Drug Mart in Orangeville, ONT!!!!!!!! I nearly peed myself when I found out a few weeks ago!!) Also, when Andrew was starting out in the WWF, he used to come to the store I worked at in the mall, and buy silver chains, that "Test" used to wear to the ring (Editors Note: This is another true fact...When Test first came out, he still lived in Whitby ONT, I'm not sure if he still does, but he used to come to the store I worked at!!! He always came to me cuz I used to gush all over him!! This was about 2 years ago now, just before he was supposed to marry Stephanie. He was always nice to me, probably because I always gave him my staff discount, not that he couldn't afford it, I was just a loser!!!! OK, back to the story!!!), and I liked to tease him about how he always thought he was a big shot!!! I, of course, taunted him to no end!!!

Chapter 25

Occassionally, after a show we would all go out to a club. I don't like going to clubs, I always seem to attract the 40 year old drunk me, but I love to dance. Going out with Jeff, Matt, Adam, Amy and Jay was quite the experience! You wouldn't believe the amount of girls that throw themselves at the boys!! I never got jealous of the girls that tried to get with Jeff. I suppose I should have, but I actually trusted him, which was a new feeling for me. Jeff was always pleasant to them, but would inform them that he was with someone. he would usually look at me and wink after they tried to pick him up.

I've been called a "bitch" and a "skank" numerous times. This really bothered me, but I supposed I could understand why they were doing it. I might possibly feel the same, if I wasn't with Jeff, and I wanted to get with him! On more than one occassion Matt and/or Jeff would hear the girls comments, and Matt would end up telling them off! Jeff would wrap his arms around my waist, and just glare at them. No more mister nice guy!! It was almost amusing to watch them stand up for me. I was just sorry that it had to happen so often. There were days when I wouldn't want to go out, just because I knew what would happen. Jeff always told me "I want to be with you, not them. If they want to be immature and call you names, without even knowing you, I'm not just going to let it go." He would hug me, and hold me, telling me how important I am to him. It was hard to accept sometimes. I kept thinking that this is what it was like with Joey, before he slept with Kelly. Jeff knew that it was difficult for me to trust him, and I always felt bad for not completely believing in him. It was very frustrating for both of us.

Chapter 26

One night, we were in North Carolina, that was the night I met Shane and Shannon. The guys and Amy had gotten to the club before me. I had been at my best friends (who is like a sister to me) family reunion, and had flown down to NC after. When I arrived it was almost 1am. I called Jeff's cell phone to let him know I was at the club. Amy greeted me at the door, and brought me to the VIP area where the boys were. "You've got to see this", she told me as she grabbed my hand and let me through the crowd. We walked past the bouncer, who nodded at Amy. Suddenly, Amy stopped and pointed. "Look!!", she yelled above the music. There in the middle of the dance floor, shakin' his bon-bon, was none other than Matt Hardy!!!! My jaw dropped!! Matt and Jeff rarely danced at clubs, they usually hung around the bar, and would maybe have a drink.

"What happened to him?", I asked incredulously. "About half a bottle of tequila", a sexy voice responded. I turned around to give Jeff a hug and a kiss. He was wearing leopard print pants, and a tight white tshirt. Every time I looked at him, I wondered how I got so lucky. He was kind and compassionate, and so frigin sexy!! "Hey sweet angel", he said softly while hugging me. I took a deep breath. I loved the smell of Jeff, it didn't matter if he was wearing cologne or not. He always smelled good!

"What happened to Mattie?", I asked still shocked. Jeff grinned that sexy grin and said Tequila. I gave Jeff a quizzickle look. "But Matt dosen't drink", I protested. "He does when he loses a bet", an unfamiliar voice said. I turned around and found myself face-to-face with 2 men. One was taller: dark hair and a beard, and the other was shorter with dark hair, and blond streaks. He was adorable. He looked like he could be a Backstreet Boy. "Jaime, I'd like you to meet Shane Helms and Shannon Moore", Jeff said. "You know, the ones who got my brother drunk", he said with a chuckle. Shane grinned at me. "Its great to finally meet the girl that Jeff has been going on, and on, and on, and on, and...", Jeff playfully punched him, "er, the girl that Jeff speaks very highly of and respects endlessly", he said. I had to laugh. Shannon pulled me in for a hug, and said that he felt like he already knew me, from all that Jeff had told him.

Chapter 27

We walked over to the bar where Amy was. "So, how exactly did he get like that?", I asked pointing to our little dancing machine. Shannon grinned, as Shane laughed, and said "We dared him to do a few shots. Apparently, he can't handle his alcohol." I laughed and looked over at Jeff who was shaking his head with a smile on his face. We stood there chatting for awhile until Amy decided she wanted to dance. She grabbed my arm and we headed to the dance floor. We stood there for a moment, watching, ok frankly, we were laughing at Matt. He had all of these girls hanging off of him, and he was just in his glory!! The next song to be played as the song from Moulin Rouge, Lady Marmalade, and Amy and I decided to have fun with the liquored up Matthew. We walked towards him, and when he noticed us, he quickly pulled away from his adoring pack of females, and picked both Amy and I up. "How are my favourite girls?", he said, only slurring slightly. "Mattie, will you dance with us?", I asked coyly, giving Amy a knowing look. "I would be honoured", he replied seriously.

Good Lord, I thought, he's loaded!! Amy and I began dancing with Matt, and we put on quite the performance. We had our hands all over him, grinding our hips, and doing just about anything we could think of to embarass him at a later date. Matt appeared to be getting a little to excited, if you know what I mean, but that made Amy more determined. By the time the song was over, we were out of breath, and as I looked towards the bar, Shane, Shannon, Jeff, Adam and Jay all had their mouths gaping open. Adam was the first to recover and began whistling and clapping!! Since that night, every time I hear "Lady Marmalade", I think of Matt!! Ironically, every time Matt hears it, he turns the most unique shade of red!!

Jeff and I spent every minute that we possibly could together. It was when we were apart that hurt. I didn't realize how important he was to me, until he wasn't physically with me. I missed his smile, his touch and just knowing he was there. I knew I cared about him deeply, but I was scared. I was scared I was falling in love with him.

We had been together since April, and it was nearing the end of August. Jeff's birthday was in a few days, and I had no clue what to get him. I had tried asking Matt and Amy what they thought I should get him, but their ideas didn't appeal to me. Matt and I went out for dinner one night, while Jeff and Amy had to wrestle in a house show. Matt hadn't been wrestling much because he had injured his collarbone, and it was causing him a lot of pain. I was wracking my brain, trying to find the perfect present for Jeff.

Matt laughed at me. "Jaime, you know he will love anything you give him", Matt said with a smile. "But, I want it to be something special Matt", I said with my hands rubbing my temples. This gift was causing me serious stress. "Hey", Matt said gently, as he took one of my hands in his own. "Jeff told me that as long as he has you with him on his birthday, nothing else matters. If you really want to give him something, give him something from your heart", he said. I sat and thought about it. Matt was right. Jeff had all of the material items he could ever want, so what I needed to do is give him something near and dear to me. I knew what I wanted to give him. I smiled and Matt and sighed. "Thanks Mattie", I said leaning over to kiss his cheek. "What for? Not that I mind you kissing me", he joked. "I know what I can give him", I replied. Matt raised his eyebrow, as he took a sip of coffee. "Care to tell?", he asked. "My lips are sealed." I replied

As we drove to Cameron that night after the house show, I began thinking about my relationship with Jeff. I had just realized that we had been together for about 5 months. The time had flown by, it felt like we'd only gotten together a few weeks ago.I also thought about how comfortable I had become with Jeff. 5 months ago, the thought of him, or anyone, seeing naked would have given me an anxiety attack, along with many sleepless nights. Nowadays, it was rare if I slept with any clothes on at all!! A smile must have formed on my face, because I felt Jeff's fingers trace my lips. "What'cha thinkin' about sweet angel?", he asked softly. "You", I replied just as quietly. "Oh yeah?", he asked with a smile. I nodded, noticing the clock said it was 3:58am. "You tired baby?", I asked him, while gently massaging his neck. "A little", he confessed. "What were you thinking about me?",he asked returning to the previous topic. I smiled and replied "That since I've been with you, i've done some pretty risque' things." A coy smile formed on his beautiful lips. "Really, like what?", Jeff asked smiling. "Well, lets see..there was the first time we made love, after meeting each other twice, the first time you, um, 'pleasured' me, " I paused as Jeff's smile grew, "when we made love down by the river, that time we 'accidently' locked ourselves in the bathroom at WWF NY...." I trailed off. Jeff was staring at the road, but had a wicked grin on his face. "What?", I asked. "Well, those were fun times, but they happened awhile ago.", he pointed out. Where on earth was this man going with this? Jeff's right hand moved to my thigh, as his left hand was still on the steering wheel. I figured we were about 15 minutes from Jeff's house, and just before I could ask him if I was right, I felt his hand moving up my thigh. His touch was tender, and Jeff massaged his way up my leg. Jeff remained focused on driving, but a slight smile remained on his face. Soon his hand crept up under my red skirt. I took a breath in, and bit my lower lip. Jeff made me feel things I didn't know I could possibly feel. Just a simple touch from him could bring me endless pleasure. His hand made its way up my thigh until he reached my panties. His fingers gently traced the edge of them, and I could feel Jeff pushing his fingers underneath the soft material. Jeff's fingers softly touched my skin, sending shivers down my spine. I let out a gasp and my hand clentched the door handle. "Its ok baby, relax", Jeff whispered. I took a deep breath and let it out as Jeff's fingers continued to probe my most sensitive area. Finally, Jeff's thumb found my clit, which was in need of being touched. He started rubbing his thumb over it slowly as 2 of his fingers found their way inside of me. I moaned in pleasure as Jeff's thumb continued to stroke my clit.

He started out slowly and gently, and then his touch became more firm, driving me insane. My head tilted back, and my eyes closed. "Oh God Jeff", I panted. "Please Jeff, I need you", I moaned. "Not yet baby", he said softly. He continued his sweet torture, and my moaning and heavy breathing seemed to have an effect on him. I opened my eyes to watch him shift uncomfortably. A sly smile came across my face as I noticed the bulge in his pants. Jeff saw my looking and said "What, you think being this close to you and touching your beautiful body wouldn't give me a hard on?", he asked smiling. "God Jeff!!", I said groaning as his fingers continued to torture me. "Please, I want to feel you inside of me", I begged. "Almost baby, almost", he said pulling into his driveway. His hand left my body, as he ran out of the car to my door and opened it. When I stood up, I turned to get our bags out of the trunk, but Jeff's arms grabbed me, and he sat me on the hood of his car. I looked at him, as he bent down to kiss me. I pulled him closer to me as our tongues met. Jeff had parted my legs, and was standing in between them. Again, Jeff's hands went exploring up my thighs, and he began kissing my neck and throat. I could feel him tugging gently at my panties, trying to get them off. "Jeff?", I whispered. No response. "Baby, what are you doing", I asked softly. Jeff mumbled something incoherent, as he continued kissing my neck. I had to laugh! "What was that?", I asked. He stopped, and looked up smiling. "I said, I'm trying to corrupt you."he replied.

**Rated NC-17**

I raised my eyebrows and kissed him on the lips. "Baby, I think you corrupted me a long time ago", I said with a slight smile. Jeff chuckled, and continued to pull on my panties. After finally realizing what he was up to, I said "Jeff!! We can't do this out here! What if someone sees us?" Jeff looked at me amused, as my panties fell to the ground. "Who in the hell do you think is watching?", he teased, motioning around to the uninhibited land he lived on. "Smart ass", I replied, playfully smacking his arm. Jeff grabbed the bottom of my white tank top, and pulled it over my head. Noticing I wasn't wearing a bra, Jeff bent down and kissed my breasts, first one, and then the other. His hair had been tied back in a messy ponytail, which I quickly freed, and tangled my hands in the green and yellow strands. Jeff had left my breasts, and was now kissing a trail down to the top of my skirt. He started to take it off, but then decided against it.

He lifted my legs so that the heels of my feet were on the hood of the car. He placed his hands on my face and kissed me ever so lightly. My hands roamed to his chest, I could feel the hardness of his stomach. I slipped my hands under his tshirt, and carassed his lower abdomen. That was Jeff's "special" spot I had learned. He groaned into my mouth as a smile formed on my lips. Jeff pulled away, and tore his shirt off his body. "Do you want me baby?", he asked in a husky voice. I bit my bottom lip and nodded. He had no idea how badly I wanted him. Jeff started undoing the buttons on his cargo pants, and slid them down his hips. I shivered watching him. Jeff lifted m face up so I could look him in the eyes. "Tell me you want me", he commanded. "I want you Jeff", I whispered. Jeff's hand went down to my most sensitive area, and I could feel his fingers in my pussy to see if I was wet enough for him, which I was. Jeff took his place in between my legs again. I wrapped my arms around his neck and gazed into his eyes. Jeff's hand were on either side of me, steadying himself. He entered me slowly, and he groaned. "My God, you are so tight", he grunted. I smiled and kissed him. Jeff began pumping his hips, slow at first, and then picking up speed. I closed my eyes, and enjoyed the feeling. I moaned and encouraged Jeff to continue. His cock was thrusting in and out of me, and I could see beads of sweat forming on his brow in the moonlight. I could barely see straight, and I knew that I was about to cum. Jeff must have sensed this and whispered "Cum for me baby". I gasped as the orgasm shot through my body, my head flung back, and my back arched. Jeff was right behind me, with a final thrust he groaned and spilled his seed into me. I sat there panting, as Jeff rested his forehead against mine. I carassed his face with my fingers, as he whispered "I love you sweet angel". I was shocked. He had never said that before, and is scared me......

"What did you say?", I whispered. Jeff looked at me and said "I know you're scared, but Jaime, I love you. I think I've loved you from the first second I saw you. I know you've been hurt, but you know I'd never hurt you." He took my hands and kissed my fingers. He was right. I was scared. I think that in my entire life I had told 3 people that I loved them. One of them broke my heart. But, Jeff was the one who put the pieces back together. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have blurted it out", he said, bowing his head down. I kissed his head and rested my chin on it. "Did you mean it?", I whispered. Jeff raised his head and looked me straight in the eyes. "Yes", he said. I gave him a half smile. "Well, I was going to save this until your birthday, but I guess now's a good time", I said. Jeff looked at me questioningly. "I love you too", I whispered. Jeff took a sharp breath in. "What did you say?", he asked softly. "I love you too Jeff", I replied. I swear I saw tears in his eyes, and I knew I had some in my own. He wrapped his arms around me and held me.

The sun was starting to rise, and I suddenly felt exhausted. Jeff gave me his shirt to wear, as he picked up our scattered clothing that lay on the ground. We decided to leave our bags in the car until later, and walked into the house. We went into Jeff's room and disrobed before falling onto the bed. I fell in Jeff's arms, listening to him whisper that he loved me.

I awoke a few hours later, even though we hadnt gone to sleep until dawn. I watched Jeff sleep. He looked so peaceful, and had a slight smile on his lips. I got up out of bed and put on a tank top and a pair of shorts before heading downstairs. I made a pot of coffee and went outside. I sat on the front steps and looked around. This, I thought, is the perfect place to raise a family. Whoa!!!! Where in the hell did that come from? My own thoughts scared me. I always swore that I would never have kids. I figured that since my own parents were never around, and left numerous nannies and housekeepers to raise me and my brother, I probably end up screwing up any children that I decided to have. The thought of being married and having kids TERRIFIED me. My worst fear is becoming like my parents in any way, which is why I constantly avoided doing anything like them. My parents were probably millionaires, but I refused to touch their money. I worked part time jobs all throughout high school and college, which made my parents, especially my mother furious. They always disapproved of my wanting to work for my own money, but I didn't care.I wanted to earn money like my friends, on my own.

Everyone who knows me is aware of my fear of marriage and children. Some people says its just a fear of committment, but how could that be? I had been with Joey for 2 years and now I was with Jeff. Recently, I had started thinking that maybe marriage wasn't such a bad thing. I was now just scared that if I did end up getting married, it wouldn't last.

When I was about 11 years old, I began having dreams about my wedding. I could see everything clearly. The church decorated with flowers, my dress, everything. The only thing that I couldn't see was the groom. I always tried picturing certain me, Joey for instance, as the groom at the front of the church. But, it never worked. I always figured the day I could see his face and find out who he was, that was the man I would be destined to marry.

I heard the front door open, and close. Jeff sat down behind me, and wrapped his arms around me. "Mornin'," I said. He nuzzled his head in between my neck and shoulder. "Come back to bed with me", he whispered. I smiled. "I can't sleep knowing your not in bed lying next to me", he said. I turned to look at him. His hair was disheveled, and he still had pillow creases on his face. Jeff had wrapped himself in a sheet, with nothing on underneath, I guessed. He looked beautiful. "Why are you staring at me like that? What are you thinking?", he asked sleepily. "That you're beautiful", I said quietly, brushing a few strands of hair off of his face. Jeff kissed my forehead and stood up, pulling me to my feet. He picked me up, and I wrapped my legs around his waist as we walked into the house and went back to bed.

Jeff and I were at a point in our relationship where everything seemed perfect. We had never had an arguement, let alone a fight. We talked about everything, nothing was hidden. Jeff knew that I was totally committed to him, and while I knew the same about him, I had started having a difficult time believing it.

I couldn't accept that he was in love with me. Why me?? He was Jeff Hardy for Christ's sake, and there were thousands of girls that wanted him. They were prettier, smarter and had no mental insanity, unlike me! I knew Jeff would never tell me he loved me if he didn't mean it, but I think it was my way of trying to show that I was scared. Scared of how much he meant to me. Whenever I let people get close to me, I usually end up being hurt. Jeff and I had MANY conversations about this, and he tried to convince me that he would never hurt me. I wanted to believe him. But, I started to listen to some of the rumors that I had heard.

In September my fears started. It was right before the September 11 attacks. I had been helping Matt, Jeff and Amy go through all of their fanmail and emails for months. I usually went on to the websites message boards to see what was going on. Almost all of the letters or messages for Jeff and Matt were from girls asking the guys if they had girlfriends. But, most of the ones Jeff got constantly asked if he was dating Beth, or some girl named Mandy. I knew that Jeff and Beth were over, but questions about this Mandy girl kept popping up. It was actually starting to scare me. I guess my insecurities about Joey were resurfacing. I was afraid he would cheat on me.

As a result of this, the more I read about "Jeff and Mandy", the more insane I became. Jeff knew that I was upset about something, but I would always avoid that topic when he tried to bring it up. The more worried he became, the more he asked, so as a result, the more I started to back away from him. I began avoiding his calls, letting the machine pick up, because I had convinced myself that the next time we spoke, he was probably calling to break up with me. When I would try and talk to my friends about it, they would just say I was over reacting, but I didn't think so. If they could have read some of the messages that I had seen posted on different clubs, they may think differently.

My avoiding Jeff continued for about 2 weeks. One night, the phone rang, I checked the number and it was Amy's cell phone, so I picked it up. "Hey girl, what's up?", I asked unenthusiasticly. "Baby? Its me, Jeff", he said quietly. I took a deep breath and held if for a moment."Hey", I said softly. "You busy?", he asked. "No, not really", I replied honestly. "I think we need to talk", Jeff said. I sighed, "here it comes" I thought. "Ok Jeff", I said. "But, I don't think we should do it over the phone", he told me. "Well, when are you off-", I was cut off by the door bell. "Jeff, can you hang on a minute? There's someone at the door?", I asked, while getting off the couch and crossing the foyer to the front door. "Sure", he said. I opened the door, and there was Jeff. My eyes must have popped out of my head, and my mouth wide in shock. "Surprised to see me?", Jeff asked with a slight smile. "Why?, What?, How did you...?",I stammered. I took a step back to let him in and closed the door. "When you wouldn't answer my calls I got worried", he said seriously. "What's wrong baby?", Jeff asked reaching out to hold me. I took a step back from him, not wanting to talk about it. A look of hurt crossed his face, a look I had never seen before. "I'm so sorry Jeff", I whispered, as I ran past him up the stairs. "Jaime wait!", he called after me, but I didn't stop. I ran into my room and sat down on my bed. I buried my face into my hands. "How can I keep doing this to him???", I asked myself.

The next morning, Jeff was gone when I woke up, as he had to be in Memphis for SmackDown!, and hadn't been planning on flying up to Toronto. He left me a note on the pillow.

Dear Sweet Angel, You looked so peaceful, I couldn't wake you. I want you to know that you have brought new meaning to my life. Knowing that I won't be with you when you wake up saddens me. I long to wake up with you in my arms, as it has been too long. I love to watch your eyelids flutter before they open, and you smile when you see me. It's like your happy to see me, no matter how early it is. The only thing that makes the distance more bearable is knowing that you love me, as much as I love you. As I write this, I'm watching you sleep and it is the most beautiful sight. You have a smile on your face, and I can only hope that you are thinking of me.

I Love You Now and Forever Jeff

I sighed as I read his note. I truly was the luckiest girl in the world. No one else could possibly put up with the crap I put him through, and still love me!

I looked at the clock and it read 10:13am.I decided to turn on the TV since I didn't have to be at work until 3pm. I never watch TV before heading into work, but something inside me told me to turn it on. What I saw on the screen terrified me. The World Trade Centre in New York City had collapsed after a plane hit it. I shook the cobwebs out of my head and turned the channel, the same picture was on every channel. I was stunned. I thought it was a scene from a movie or something. Within minutes, I learned that the second tower had also been hit by a plane, and that tower had yet to collapse. The news anchors said that the planes were actually filled with passengers, and this looked like a terrorist attack. Some sick person/s had ACTUALLY PLANNED this!! I got up out of bed and ran downstairs to find Leighanne, my cousin who lives with me.

I ran into the kitchen were Rosa, our cook, and Phillip,our butler (I can't believe people still have butlers, but we do!!), were standing in front of a small TV.Rosa put her arms around me. "I can't believe this is actually happening", I whispered. The phone rang, and Phillip went to answer it. He returned with a sombre look on his face. "Miss, the phone is for you". I ran to it. "Hello?", I said. "Sweetie, it's Brian, can you hear me?", he asked through static. Brian was Leighanne's husband. "What's wrong?", I asked him. "I just want you to know Leighanne's ok", he said. "Why wouldn't she be??", I asked in a panic. "Didn't you get her message?", he asked quietly. "No, Brian whats going on?", i asked almost yelling. My stomach was turning, and I was starting to shake. Rosa came out of the kitchen and held my hand. "You've seen the TV, right?", he asked. "Ya, Bri-",he cut me off. "Jaime, Leighanne was in Boston with me last night, she flew out to see me, then she was scheduled to fly back to LA this morning, but at the airport, she decided to cancel her flight and take a later one. Jaime, she was supposed to be on the United 11 flight, the one that hit the first tower." I sank to the ground. I couldn't believe what he was telling me. Thank God she wasn't on that flight. I started crying and Brian tried to calm me down. He said Leighanne was trying to call, but all of the phones in the States were going crazy, as was his, and she was going to keep trying. Just then his cell phone cut out. I managed to calm down enough to tell Rosa, as we sat there for a few more minutes. I could hear the TV in the background saying that it was possible that more planes could be hijacked. Then it hit me: Jeff had taken a plane this morning!! I grabbed the phone and tried his cell-no service. I tried Matt's and Amy's, same thing. I even tried Jeff's dad, but no luck. Deep down I knew that Jeff was safe. He had left early enough that he should have been in Memphis by 9am, when everything started happening. But, God, what I wouldn't do to hear his voice. I spoke to my friends before leaving for work, to try and remain calm, but nothing worked. I arrived at work a crying mess, to find just about everyone else the same. Nothing was accomplished that day, we just watched the TV. Even though we were in Toronto, we were all affected.

At 5:30pm, the phone rang. I answered it, and heard the most beautiful words. "It's me, I'm ok, we're all ok baby." it was Jeff!! I was so relieved I started crying again. Even Jeff cried. He told me that everyone was safe and not to worry about them. Jeff said that as soon as the boaders were open, we would be together.

It was 6 days before we saw each other. I had driven down to North Carolina (there was no chance in hell that I was flying), and met Matt, Jeff and Amy at the airport. I saw Matt first and he grabbed me and pulled me into a bear hug, picking me up off the ground. "By God, I'm glad to see your beautiful face", he said. I kissed his cheek and hugged him back. "I'm glad to see you too Mattie", I said. Amy was right behind him, and we ran and hugged each other. "Where's Jeff?", I asked, looking for him. "He's arguing with the customs agent", Amy said laughing. "Why?", I asked. "Cuz they were hasseling me about having too much luggage, and I told them they could keep it, as long as they let me in to see you", a voice from behind said.

I spun around and there he was. He was wearing a red baseball hat, a yellow long sleeved Tshirt, and cargo pants. He opened his arms, and I ran to him. Jeff picked me up, and held me for dear life. Matt and Amy said they'd wait at the car for us. After a few minutes, I pulled back, and traced my fingers over his jaw. "I love you so much Jeff Hardy", I told him. Jef placed his hands on my face and said "I love you too". His head bent down, and his lips gently brushed against mine and he kissed me. "Let's go home." he said. I smiled at him and we walked to the car where Matt and Amy were waiting.

The guys were off for a few days, so I remained in Cameron. The days were strange. It was just the feeling of being helpless. It was hard to smile, and if we did, we felt that we were doing something wrong. Jeff and I got to the point where we had to turn off the TV and the radio because we couldn't take it anymore. The more we watched, the crazier we became. We decided we needed to clear our heads, so we took Liger for a walk. We went to the park and let Liger run free. There was a playground with some kids playing on the slide. Jeff went running and chasing after Liger, while I sat on a bench and watch the children in wonderment. Jeff came panting over and sat next to me. He put his arm around me, and kissed my temple. I snuggled in closer to him and sighed. "Only a few more days until the baby's here", he observed. My brother and his girlfriend were expecting their first child on September 26. I was almost more excited then they were. They had asked me to be the godmother, and I was absolutely thrilled. I nodded and smiled. "I hope its a girl", I said, for probably the millionth time. Jeff laughed. "You'll love it no matter if its a girl, or a boy", he pointed out. I watched some little boys fighting at the top of the slide. "True, but I still hope its a girl", I replied with a smile.

We sat and watched the kids running and laughing. They were so carefree, nothing seemed to worry them. I wished life was that simple again. "If its a girl, I bet she has curly hair like her Auntie Jaime", Jeff teased. I hated my curly hair. I think there is some unwritten law that if you have straight hair you want curly hair, and vice versa. I almost never wear my hair curly, I usually spend an hour blow drying it straight. "Well, if she does, for her first birthday, I'm buying her a blow dryer. Jeff laughed and pulled me up off the bench. He gazed into my eyes, and stroked my cheek with his finger. "I love you, you know that", he said with a smile. "I love you too", I replied. He kissed me lightly on the lips, before we headed back to find Liger and go back to his house.

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