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How I feel

From the moment I met you
I knew you were special
I felt to close to you
Even though I was scared

The more and more I feel
The farther you seem to drift
Do you like me as you say you do
Or is it just all in my head

I fear the way I feel
Yet I want to feel it with you
Its something i've never felt before
And I don't know what to do

It might be love at first sight
It might not
Please don't run away from me
I don't mean to scare you off

I see myself falling in love with you
You're a lot of what i'm looking for
let me get inside of you
This may just work out
Defeat

Surrounded by music
A slight glance
Followed by a smile
And a skipped beat

Butterflies
Sweaty palms
Blushing
Turns up the heat

A nervous hello
Followed by a huge grin
Weak in the knees
Wow you're so sweet!

No use turning back
Must accept whats here
No use fighting
I accept defeat
Why?

Why is it that when everything seems perfect it ends?
Why do I start to really like someone and then they pull away?
Why do I put in so much only to get hurt again?
Why is it so hard for guys to like me or stay with me?
Why do I let them hurt me as much as they do?
Maybe I should write them off
Maybe I should be a bitter male basher
Maybe i'll deal with it
And move on with my life
Gaze

So close
Yet so far away
Scared and worried
It may never be

Somewhat fake
Because of fear
Afraid to say
What is on my mind

I know how i feel
When i look at you
I express it
With my eyes

So look a little closer
Feel what you feel
Don't hold back
All will be revealed
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