8th of November.

"nothing can compare to when you roll the dice and swear your love�s for me"
So first a little bit about me. I�m 17, have a brother and a sister and work at a supermarket. My boyfriend has broken up with me 3 weeks ago. We dated for like, 2 months but i think i never really loved him. Well, i thought he was sweet and all but i don�t think it was real love. So he keeps stalking me.. like texting me and emailing and stuf like that. It really makes no sence at all.
There�s also this guy from work. I liked him before i dated my boyfriend and i think i still do. If my ex found out he flipped because he knows i really liked him. So had to work with him today and for some strange reason i couldn�t stop smiling. Am I that obvious?! i hope not. I think he noticed so that�s really bad. I don�t really want a boyfriend right now because i just....don�t.
My mom still doesn�t understand why i wasn�t heartbroken when we broke up. She keeps saying:" but you cared for him right?" well yeah but caring isn�t the same as loving i think. Like i care for my friends and i love them yeah but not in a love-love kinda way. But hey, what do i know, i�m only 17! Not that that�s young but everyone keeps treathing me like i am a kid. Guess all i can say right know is:" I�m just a kid and live�s a nightmare"