I turn a new page in my life
Never knowing the road
Standing at the alter
Waiting for my doom
And in the darkend streets I take the load
And again in my darkened room
I seek my shelter
Living with my bloodstained life
And now here in the dark
the deamons come creeping in
I live to find the reason
Just to show my changing past
With all I've done, my list of sin
And a mark on me will forever last
Cold here this wintery season
With the shadows comming from the dark
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Living life on the edge
My world is lost
Backing furthur from the ledge
And I'd never know the cost
Deeper into chaos
My life continues to fade
And the power inside of me
I will abuse
But all I see is through the haze
And our bodies misuse
Keeping fom us all we see
And the feeling is our loss
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In the darkened streets
I wander near and far
BUt my milk has gone sour
And I cannot find the way
Step through the dark up to the bar
I must ask what to say
And ask him for the power
But I wake up with sweaty sheets
And again I turn a page
And the truths I see are gone
Long here i sit on my ass
Finding that on to be
Forever I wait too long
Waiting for time topass
I turn a page relying on my age
Only finding it was me
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But I find now I'm falling from this ledge
Lost now to the edge
I'm thrown to the past
When I fell to Earth
The wind in my ear sends a mighty roar
I had a love I thought would last
Then I fell to Earth
The life I lead felt like the mighty blast
Untill the day when my heart you tore
And I crashed to Earth
Like those stones in the river we cast
Discarded was my heart from the shore
You left me here on Earth
Free'd my mind and I tool flight
Free from you I found the truth I missed here
A new spark began to burn
I am learning more with this new height
getting over all I fear
My flame continues to burn
Looking through new eyes without a tear
Seeing all there is with my new sight
Higher the flames, hotter the burn
Passing the din of the haze into the clear
Finding the me that is right
And my fire will continue to Burn.
Music is in my heart
Longing for the love of life
I see you there
I cannot keep pinning for you
You asked me to move on
To carry on with my life
And now I see there is alot with me
I must deal with myself
And hope you'll be there
I give all I have to you
There is more to me than you have seen
Because I'd give you my life
I love life for life's love
I love for the love of life
I'd give my life for my love.
Surrounding me in it's grasp
Cluching my heart, keeping me from you
The love I need to exist
I died for a day and saw the light
My love is strong, but my need is more
Yet I'd still give it to you
My love I should not hide
You cast me into the dark
And that brought me into the light
Helping me to see all that you do
The good you are to me.
I'm feeling deader than Esere
Her sight escapes my mind
Deep in the loss, I cannot find the truth
I've looked High and Low just to find
Ripped from us like out youth
But now I try to find esere
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But I'm feeling deader than Esere
The time ticks against my soul
The loss of her is hard to show
And I'm feeling deader than Esere
The thoughs go through my mind
And now I fell good
The path starts from the gate
The spot where I stood
A glimps to our fate
And the troubled thought are now combined
And now the change of it all
That we face a new point view
With a glory like none other
And hate in our minds does brew
And we persist to argue together
Fate imprisons us all
The devistation encrouches on my mind
Forcing us to see
All that they do
And we must see it's they who killed Esere
And if we do not see it will be us too
All of us, our strengths must be combined
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But now I fell good
I remember Esere
We all began to see
That for Esere we all stood
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We found a universe for her
She lives in the heart
A perminant place for the one
And we in time come from the heart
And to her, she's second to none
And we live for her
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I'm feeling better than Esere
And my heart must see
All there isto be
And all for Esere
Jeff Peterson 1999