Last Night

 

I lie in bead, awake from bad dreams

-Nothing’s real, it seems

Tears down my cheeks and sweaty from fear

-No one’s awake, I can hear

I start to think about others and all their pain

-My sanity begins to wane

I’m unhappy and everybody knows

-Like a river, depression flows

Everyone says I’m delicate but is it true

-She¹ painted me in blue

When will it stop and when will it end

-My heart needs more then a mend

I struggle outside and suffer inside

-How long can I hide

Not myself, I’m not the old and happy me

-No hope do I see

I feel dark within and reality is blurred

-I want to be cured

He² comes in to help, he heard me moan

-I shouldn’t be left alone

 

-- JaMeZ! (11-5-05)

 

1 – Shauna

2 – Zekk