"Eternal
Flame"
by Jedi Adia
Author's note: This is a Moulin Rouge/Enemy at the Gates crossover.
Disclaimer: Moulin Rouge belongs to Baz Luhrmann and Enemy at the Gates belongs
to Alain Godard and Jean-Jacques Annaud. This piece of fanfiction was written
for enjoyment and not for profit.
The visions outside his window were almost surreal. But then, just about
everything felt like it wasn't happening to Christian these days. From the
moment Satine took her last breath, Christian felt as though the life had been
driven from him. The last eighteen months had been hard, but at least Satine
had died a free woman. With a sigh, Christian swallowed the last of a pint of
vodka, and the lights of
Christian had been awestruck when he first saw Satine at the Moulin Rouge in
the early months of 1941. But the awe he felt that first night was nothing
compared to the love he began to feel for her a couple nights later. The night
she thought he was someone else - the Duke. For him, the eternal flame was lit
that night; the eternal flame was lit for them both when he returned to her.
"You're going to be bad for business, I can tell," she said when he
declared his love for her atop the elephant. That night was the beginning of
their walk along the thin line between idyllic and perilous times. Times of stolen moments behind the Duke's back, who owned her as he
did the Moulin Rouge. No more, Christian decided one day. He made a
point of going to Harry Zidler and informing him that he was taking Satine
away.
"She was supposed to talk to you," Harry said. "The Duke wants
you dead, Christian."
"That's why I need to get away from here. But there's no way I'm going to
leave without Satine."
"Satine is the property of the Duke," Harry said. It hurt to say it,
but it was the truth.
"That's all the more reason for us to get away," Christian said.
"I just wanted to tell you...I thought you should know. You've been with
her for a long time now."
After taking his leave of Harold, Christian found Satine at rehearsal. He also
found that the Duke was watching her closely, and now him. "Satine, I need
to talk to you," he said. The Duke came over to them. "Alone."
"What about?" Satine asked.
"Yes, boy, what is this about?" the Duke pressed.
"It's...it's about one of the scenes. I have a few questions,"
Christian said.
"Well, perhaps I can answer them for you," the Duke said.
"No. It's alright," Satine said. "Excuse us." She went with
Christian and left the rehearsal. They walked away from the rehearsal and went
to her dressing room to be alone. Closing the door, Satine turned to Christian.
"Christian..." she whispered, "what is it?"
"I've no time to explain," Christian said. He took her hand.
"Pack what's necessary. We're leaving in five minutes."
Satine never questioned him. She knew they were leaving the Moulin Rouge. She
would finally fly away. Yet at this moment, she didn't even smile as she
gathered what she could. "How will we get out?"
"We must not be seen leaving together," Christian whispered.
"You should wear something so no one recognizes you. Everything will be
fine. We have help." She didn't ask what he meant by that. "I'll be
waiting at my flat for you." He kissed her. "Be careful." He was
gone a second later, slipping out the door and closing it behind him.
"Where's Satine?" the Duke asked, as he intercepted him.
"She'll be out in a few minutes."
"Perhaps I should go in there!"
"No, don't," Christian said. "She wants a moment alone."
"I've been looking for you!" Harry said to the Duke, as he came
toward them. He drew the Duke away from Christian and went in the direction of
the stage area, while Christian turned and let for the flat, where Satie and
Satine packed a small bag and gave it to Chocolat, who would go to Christian's
flat with her. She knew nothing of Christian's recent encounter with the Duke,
or of the fact that Harry was on their side. But Chocolat was with them and for
that she was grateful. "I'm ready," she said, after enveloping
herself in a plain cloak and drawing the hood over her head. Her life at the
Moulin Rouge was over.
They made their way out the back entrance of the Moulin Rouge and around to the
front, where Christian's flat was in plain view. Chocolat accompanied her
across the street and into the building where Christian waited with
"Satine, did - you weren't seen by anyone?"
Christian asked.
"I don't think so," Satine said. "What happens now?"
"We get out of here." Christian turned to Satie and
"We disappear,"
Both Satine and Christian finally relaxed when the train crossed the border
into
"They'll never find us," she whispered with a smile. Her face
contorted as she broke into a fit of coughing. Christian held her as she bent
over, waiting for it all to end. He continued to hold her as she drew herself
upright again. Why was this happening?
A few hours later, the train arrived at the station in
The hired troika came to a stop before Vassili's home, the same one he'd been
living in when Christian first met him. Christian helped Satine out and
gathered what little they had. Christian paid the driver and went with Satine
to Vassili's front door.
Vassili Zaitsev had seen the troika and met its passengers at the door.
Christian hadn't changed a bit since he met him, but the red-haired woman was a
stranger to him. "Christian!" he said as he opened the door. "
"Vassili, this is Satine," Christian said, putting an arm around
Satine's shoulders. "Satine, this is Vassili Zaitsev. I met him when I
came out here a few years ago."
"It's a pleasure," Satine said.
"The pleasure's all mine," Vassili told her.
He led them inside, as a woman suddenly appeared, eyeing them with interest.
"It appears you have a woman of your own, Vassili," Christian said.
"That I do, Christian," Vassili said, going to the woman and taking
her hand, "and her name is Tania Chernova. Tania, this is Christian and
his lady Satine. You must be tired," he said to them. "Come, I'll
give you a place to rest."
Christian could only nod as Vassili led the way to a small apartment at the
other end of the house.
"I sometimes rent this out to people. But there's no one here now,"
Vassili said as he unlocked the door. "There's another one in the
basement, but it's about half the size of this one."
"We can't thank you enough, Vassili," Christian said.
"Don't worry about it," Vassili said. He and Tania left them alone,
as Christian closed the door and Satine took the bags. She started towards
their room, the only bedroom in the apartment.
"Satine, what are you doing?"
"I thought I'd take the bags to our room," she said. When she saw the
worried look on his face, she said, "I'm not an invalid, Christian. I was
sick. But I'm ok now." But she wasn't. She knew that and knew from his
face that he sensed something was wrong. Satine walked into the bedroom and
placed the bags at the foot of the bed, before sitting down. Even doing little
things was a strain and she wondered how she ever survived the Moulin Rouge,
doing what she did.
Christian came to her and held her. "Satine..."
She turned to him and he drowned in her kiss. "I don't want to talk about
it anymore," she whispered. And she meant it. All she wanted was
Christian.
The next morning found them in the bathroom. The curtains were closed, but the
sun filtered through them. Christian was in the tub and Satine soon joined him.
He watched as she put up a rod to run the length of the sunken tub and threw a
white lace curtain over it to enclose them both. "I want us to have the
illusion of being truly alone," she whispered with a kiss. And they were.
Vassili and Tania were around, but that meant nothing. There was no Duke and
that's what mattered. He was gone from their lives forever.
A couple of hours later, Christian and Satine dragged themselves away from
their apartment. They needed to talk to Vassili and Tania. They wanted to be
married.
It was the next day that Satine and Christian exchanged the vows that would
bind them together forever. They lived an idyllic life together until the time
that they were plunged into the turmoil that the rest of the world was in. It
was late 1941, and the day began like the other ones that came before it.
Christian and Satine lingered in bed and left their apartment a couple hours
after awakening. It was then that Christian noticed something amiss. He had
known his friend for far too long for Vassili to be able to hide something. But
Christian didn't need to ask, for it was the first thing Vassili told him that
morning. "
Christian felt Satine tense beside him. There was no safe haven for them
anymore. He sat down at the table and Satine did the same.
"Stalin's ordered that all troops be mobilized as soon as possible,"
Vassili said.
"So I guess you'll be leaving," Christian said, as Satine wordlessly
took his hand.
Vassili nodded. "Yes we will."
"I'm joining the war effort. My vendetta against the Germans practically
forced me to do so."
"Why? Why can't you just stay here?" Satine asked.
"I can't. There's no way I can sit here and wait while Russian blood is
being spilled at the hands of the Germans."
"What should we do, Vassili?" Christian asked.
"Stay here. There's no way you can make an escape," was the answer.
Vassili and Tania went to pack some necessities and when they returned thirty
minutes later, Christian and Satine hadn't moved. They were numb and scared.
Not just for themselves, Vassili knew, but also for him and Tania. They were probably
about to lose the only friends they'd ever known. They'd never talked about
The German Sixth Army entered
The Germans were pushed to the back of his mind as Satine sank to the floor in
another coughing fit. She had been better, but it had been an easy life for the
past few months...one life together they'd taken for granted. Christian sat
beside her as it passed and he helped her to the bed in the next room.
"They must have taken everythingwest of here," Satine whispered.
"Probably. Good thing we got out when we
did," Christian said. He smiled at her, but he couldn't mask his concern,
her face was so pale.
"Christian...there's something you need to know," Satine said, sorry
she hadn't told him sooner. "There's no easy way to say this...no easy way
but to say it outright." She took his hand and swallowed the lump that had
suddenly formed in her throat. "I'm dying, Christian."
"No...Satine..." Christian shook his head in denial. This wasn't
true. It couldn't be.
"Christian, I love you..." Satine said. "I have very little time
left, and..." She turned away, unable to believe
that she was really going to die here, in this war-torn prison.
"Satine...tell me this is just something the Duke planted in your head to
keep us apart," Christian said. "Tell me this isn't true." The
tears falling in rivers down his cheeks and the sudden cracking of his voice
prevented him from going on.
"Harry told me," Satine said, "the night before we left the
Moulin Rouge."
"Why didn't you tell me, Satine?" Christian asked. "Why?"
"I had trouble believing it," Satine said.
"Like I am now?"
Satine turned to him, her eyes sparkling with tears. "Christian," she
said. "I just want to be with you during the time I have left, however
much that is." She curled up on the bed and was asleep moments later.
Christian got no sleep that night, as he watched her
and listened to her breathe. It was getting more difficult for her to do so,
and it pained Christian to listen. It only reminded him of how little time she
had left.
Satine never left their bed the next day. Her breathing was getting more ragged
and it was all Christian heard...her breathing and the screaming in the
streets. There was death everywhere, and it was more than he could stand. The
people of
But Satine died during the night that night. Christian felt he died with her.
He loved her and couldn't live without her. Grief consumed him, and was still
doing so, fifteen months later. The German Sixth Army had been defeated, and
Tania had returned. Christian could see she had her own grief to deal
with...the loss of Vassili Zaitsev. But Christian wasn't thinking of Vassili
now. Satine was always in his thoughts, and always would be until his dying
day. Their love was like these lights that Christian stared at now, from their
first apartment. But their love, unlike the lights of