| Then His Thought Fled So. This is my fate. My end is come. Who would have thought? I, Thane�s son. Reared in sheltered land not besieged by war these thousand, thousand years. Thrust into turmoil Sword shoved in my hands Told to go, follow, protect. I was not made for such things. But I, stupid and young, I stumbled along behind and, inevitably, I erred. They berated me. Fool, fool. Dismissed. Fool I was, and still am For when they brought out arms of fallen kin and friend Did I not weep? I followed, and fell, and followed again Only to fall here, now And rise again no more. Now I see the wave of enemy Solid, surging toward me And I know that it must be. Who will remember me? Thane�s son. Who followed and stumbled and erred, but did what he could. Will they sing songs? Of the madness that ate the kingdom inside out While war ate at it outside in. The Steward, the son, the fire And an order that could not be disobeyed. But one did. Did what he could to stay the madness And succeeded. Almost. It is the almost that gets me. Better to fall, fall in glory Than live in the shadow Of that almost. Trembling sword is raised in hand. With weight too much for my small shoulders I stride forward. I will die for friend and kin who fell. I will die for dearest friend who stood alone on the wall. I will die for the almost, the one I could not save. It is a good day to die. Back... |
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