Part 3 Disclaimers in Part 1 For the next fourteen days, Han found himself a virtual prisoner in the posh cabin. Luke was apparently in no hurry to make the rendezvous. Han paced. He tapped the holonets. He paced some more. He slept entirely too much, and wondered where he had gone wrong, and why fate had turned against him so cruelly. Mostly he wondered if it might not have been better to have made a dash for the Falcon, and turned and dived at the Star Destroyer, taking them both in a blaze of glory. As bad as the days were, the nights were worse. Under other circumstances, he suspected Luke would have been a most charming bed partner. However, 6 months at Levant's and a year with the Empire had turned the young man's wide streak of anger into sheer cruelty. The first night, Han was surprised to find they would be actually sleeping in the same bed. "Aren't you worried I'll try something?" "Like murdering me in my sleep? I don't think so. You're a crack shot, but you aren't a cold-blooded murderer. And, if anything should happen to me while we are alone, rest assured my father will have you executed in the slowest, most painful way he can imagine. And he has a vivid imagination. Sleep well." Han didn't. He'd slept alone for too many years to be comfortable. He was not surprised Luke was a blanket thief, but amazed that he was a snuggler to the point of actually shoving Han out of bed one night. No matter where they began the night, usually facing away as far as the mattress permitted, within an hour of Luke falling asleep, he would be flush against whatever side of Han was nearest. In those hours, Han slept little, but held him, trying to find the former portmaster under the sith lord, and wished on everything he could think of that he had gone to Levant's as soon as Chewbacca had agreed. This was the time when he saw what he came very quickly to think of as "his Luke," the blond god, as opposed to "Lord Vengar" who held him captive. The contrast between the waking imperial and the sleeping boy occupied his mind far too often during the hours alone. The worry about that separation of identities occupied even more. On the fifteenth morning, klaxons jarred them awake. Luke bolted out of bed and slapped the com to the bridge. Han was just glad he never used the video. He had been made to sleep with his wrists bound to the headboard. While he was sure the picture he presented appealed to some, he didn't like the idea of the whole bridge crew discussing it. "Lord Vengar, we have disabled the rebel ship we've been shadowing and are preparing to board. Several stolen transmissions were beamed aboard her by spies. We have terminated them." "I will join the boarding. Out." Luke hastily dressed in his usual black. It was not an Imperial uniform, despite his rank. A metal tube hung from his belt. "Luke?" Han managed to get out. When the Sith looked at him, he flexed his arms, tugging the bonds. "You'll stay like that until I return." "Please? I can't feel my hands." "Are you arguing?" His hand hovered near the tube. "I don't have time for you." Oh, stars. It was going to be one of _those_ days. Han braced himself and bit back the bile. "Please, my lord?" He hated begging, but it usually worked. "Very well. But, I will not always be so merciful." He pulled the tube from his belt and pressed a switch. Blood-red coherent energy sprang into being. Han stared. "A lightsaber? That's a Jedi weapon." He flinched as it sliced delicately through his bonds. "What do you think the Sith are, you ignorant Corellian? We are Jedi of the Dark Side of the Force. Prepare yourself for tonight. You will be clean well-groomed and attentive. We are having a guest." Luke stalked out the door. Han spent a while trying to get feeling back into his hands. Then, he tried to meditate as he had watched Luke do. His body was still in panic-mode. He had felt sure that the lightsaber was meant for his body as opposed to his bonds. He managed to quit shaking, but all his mind could do was return to the horrific possibilities that might lay in store for the night. He dwelt on the possible payments that might be extracted from his dignity in return for the kindness this morning, and what might be visited on him if the guest angered Luke, and could not be killed out of hand. Finally, he gave up and followed the instructions. *tbc*