| Disclaimer: What is it with me lately and no names. This one is from Chakotay's POV so Paramount, I didn't steal him, I just wanted to take him out for a walk. I'll bring him back when he gets some happiness, ah, true love on tv. Author's notes: What are they trying to do to me! First they are all happy in shatered, now she's suddenly in love with that Jaffen guy in Workforce, whatever. This takes place when he finds out about Jaffen. Go figure, I wrote a non-depressed after 12:00, it's amazing LOL Archiving: sure, just e-mail me first at [email protected] to tell me the site. How could she have done this, let that man into her life. When I see how happy she is with him, pain cuts me with a knife. I know deep down she doesn't remember what we shared, the love I have for her, how much I've always cared. But even thought she returns it I know I'll always love her. She thinks it can't work out, but I can't go on much further. With her not loving me the pain is just to much. To not be able to hold her when I feel her casual touch. I know she says it's protocal that keeps us apart, but how long can she keep denying the feelings of her heart? But every little while, just as I give up on her, something she says makes me feel so sure. She holds my hand a certain way, and I can see it in her smile. I know deep down she feels the same and yet all the while, She tries to keep us seperate of what is she afraid? She pulls back when I try to tell her, is it something I said? I don't know how she can stay away, yet be so happy with him. I only hope she remembers this was all on a whim. It can't possibly workout, can it? She told me she couldn't love me. Will she still love him when she sees how much it hurts me? I know now I have to tell her when she remembers Voyager, I know that I can't risk it, I must tell her that I love her. Feedback is needed for me to write better ([email protected])_ flaF |
| I Know, A poem by Elisa |
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