This is about the guy I once was. He is of no more; maybe that is a tragedy; or maybe it is a blessing. It depends on your point of view and who you are I guess, who knows? You will have to see for yourself. Before I was a good student, had a good "attitude" and was basically did no wrong. Or that is what people saw, maybe the way I am now is the true me.

Everything that I did when I was that guy, i did for fun and laughter. I hardly got pissed at anyone and if I did they didn't know it cuase I held it in. Maybe in doing that I cause this change happen to me.

Here is a poem that I wrote before.


Is This What I Think It Is?
What is this that I feel?
Why is it that
I only feel it when I think of you?
It is the feeling that I have
Never felt before. 
A feeling so mysterious 
Yet so wonderful.
The feeling that makes me want 
To see you.
A feeling that says 
"I can't live with-out you."
But the feeling also says
"You got to live for you."
But I can only guess that 
What I feel is 
"Love." 
A deep love for you.

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