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Words and Thoughts for my Sister Cathy, who has passed on. I am hoping if I would write to her everyday that it will help me get pass how I feel and what I feel over the time she is not here. I feel guilty and hurt and regret that I had not spend time with her over the years after her health went down hill after the fire she had survived and fought death more then she should have but now she is not suffering and is not in pain. But one problem is I said things and hurt my sister because I could not get pass things. I will be adding pictures and words thought this.
Today is Mothers Day
A day set aside for Mothers.
A day to give thanks to Mothers for the life they have giving to us and us give to our children, so on.
For me Mother's Day is a day to cry, for the pass few days now I haven't been able to sleep, I feel so empty inside, so incomplete. I'm missing a part of myself and I know I can never be whole again.
I have lost my soul, the other half of me. My twin, my sister, my mother, my best friend.
Why Cathy!! Why did you have to leave me? You know you can't leave when haven't forgave eachother for words we say that hurt one another.
You promised me you won't leave me without a good-bye and that you love me and won't forget me.vYou gave me no signs. Nothing to tell me that you were in trouble. You can't leave me with the words I said to you. Right now I wish I was with you, I'm so lost, so alone, so empty.
Damn it Cathy come back.
I'm sorry I hurt you, I love you, I miss you.
If I could take back those words I said to you, I would if it could bring you back. Why did you have to leave, you had family up here that loves you, we could have worked things out. We had fights before, worse ones before, you didn't leave me then, Why Now? Why Damn It? Why?
I Love You Cathy.
I Miss You so very much. I will always carry the guilt in the words I said to you.
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