Story: Shadowdarke--- Darke Desires
by J. Darksong
Sometimes, I really LOVED my job. Today was starting
out to be an okay day.
"Hello Ms. Henderson," I said cheerfully. "The doctor will see
you now."
Ms. Nancy Henderson, age thirty-three, with long blonde hair,
pale gray eyes, and a sweet curvaceous body, looked like the most
beautiful woman I had ever seen. Unfortunately, she was also about the
most nervous woman I had ever seen. I'd seen it before, though. It's
bad enough going to a regular doctor, knowing something is wrong with
you, hoping that as unpleasant as it may be the doctor may have a cure
for what ails you. It was even worse with a psychologist, like
Dr. Jonothan Darke. You think to yourself, something's wrong with me,
otherwise I wouldn't need to see a 'shrink'. You are embarrassed by
the others waiting to see him, knowing they are all wondering just how
fucked up your mind is, and once you finally go in, you sit for hours
and hours, telling him things, while he listens and just asks you back
how you FEEL about all that. Bogus. I had been through it all once
myself, and if I hadn't been lucky enough to meet Dr. Darke I would
probably be wearing a straightjacket, sitting up in a padded
cell. Glancing up at Ms. Henderson, I gave her my most reassuring
smile. She sighed deeply, as if settling herself to perform an
unpleasant task, and walked into the room. Poor dear. I hoped the
doctor would help her.
I leafed through a few of the files on my desk, when a call came
through on the intercom. "Lisa, come in here please. I need you help
with something." A small gasp escaped my lips, and I felt my thighs
quiver slightly. I knew full well about what went on behind closed
soundproofed doors in the office. Some of Dr. Darke's sessions were
quite...strenuous. And knowing what went on inside made me long to be
a part of it all the more. But until now, I had never been summoned
back into the doctor's private office. Trying to calm my racing heart,
I stood up from my desk. Mr. Neville, the next client on the list,
stood up, again, no doubt to ask yet again how much longer it would
be. "I'll be a few moments," I said cutting off his question. "I
shall return shortly, please be patient. The doctor is a little behind
schedule today, but he will see you all in turn."
My hands shook slightly as I turned the doorknob, and as I
walked inside the office I saw them both sitting comfortably, waiting
for me. Both fully clothed...hmmm. Looks like this wasn't going to be
as fun as I had hoped. "Lisa, very good." he said, taking a drag from
his pipe. About the only man I knew that still smoked a pipe besides
my grandfather, Dr. Jonothan Darke looked oddly suited to it. A young
looking man, about thirtish, with nice tanned complexion, raven black
hair, dark brown eyes, the most memorable thing about Jonothan Darke
was his name. He looked absolutely ordinary, in every respect, the
epitome of average. He was the type of person that your eyes just slid
right over in a crowd. Perhaps that, as much as anything, gave him
such charm. "Lisa," he was saying, bringing me back to the
present. "Ms. Henderson here is rather shy and a bit nervous about
revealing her problem in front of a male doctor. I know it is highly
unorthodox, but if both you and she agree, I would like you to sit in
on this session."
I glanced at him then. His words spoke of nothing more than a
simple listening tool, but his bright shining eyes promised of
something more. Fuck-a-duck, this is what I had dreamed of! Swallowing
the lump in my throat, I managed to nod. "Um, yes, of course,
doctor. Anything you say! If it will help Ms. Henderson, then I'm all
for it." I turned and smiled to the timid young woman again, and she
managed a tremulous little smile. Damn. I bet she was absolutely
adorable when she smiled openly. Now I really wanted to help her if I
could. Dr. Darke turned to her, awaiting her answer, and after a
moment, she acquiesced.
"Good," he said, leaning back away from the table just a
bit. The heavy drapes, which were closed, drifted open for a second,
as he leaned back, and a ray of sunlight illuminated him for a moment,
as he spoke. I glanced at his face for a moment, and his dark brown
eyes seemed to almost glow, to shine with a deep light amber
brightness. I blinked for a moment, shaking my head slightly, and
looked again. His face remained as it always had, his eyes a dark
brown. The drape fluttered back closed again, and I thought to myself
it had been a trick of the light.
"I want you to listen to me, Nancy," he said, looking
directly to Ms. Henderson. "I want you to relax, and imagine
that you are here alone with Lisa, that only you and my secretary are
here. I want you to forget that I am even in the room with you, to no
longer even register my presence here in the room." He spoke in that
soft deep baritone voice of his, so soothing and eloquent. I found
myself drifting with the words, swaying with each syllable. "I am a
ghost to you, Nancy, a shadow, a spectre. I am not here. I do not even
exist." I saw Nancy's eyes glaze slightly as he spoke. I smiled
dizzily, knowing I probably looked as far gone as she did. A girlish
giggle escaped my lips before I could stop it. Jonothan frowned at me,
and I hung my head slightly. "I want you to talk to Lisa," he
continued, his gaze still on me. "I want you to tell her your fears
and your worries, talk to her about your problem as if she were your
oldest and dearest friend. I want you to be totally open and honest
with her, holding nothing back." I found myself nodding softly, in
agreement. I wanted Nancy to tell me everything so I could help if I
could.
As the doctor fell silent, Nancy blinked, blinked again, then
smiled slowly, seeing my face. "Oh, Lisa, I'm so glad you are
here. This has been inside me for so long it's driving me crazy. I
just HAVE to talk to someone about it...but it's so
embarrassing."
"Shhhh. It's okay, Nancy," I said softly, reaching out to caress
her hand gently. "You know you can talk to me about anything. We're
all alone here, just we two girls. Come on, tell me what's bothering
you."
"Well," she said hesitantly, "you know Brian, my boyfriend? Well
we have been going together for the past six years, and things are
absolutely great. We love each other so much, and last wee he proposed
to me." She smiled sadly, and my heart went out to her. "Well, I
accepted of course, and it was the happiest time of my life. But soon
after is when all my trouble started." She bit on her thumb, worrying
the nail with her teeth, as if it was a struggle to even voice her
problem. "Well, I love Brian, I truly do, but you see, for the longest
time, ever since I was a kid, I had this little...fetish," she said,
whispering the last word so softly I barely heard her less than a foot
away from me. "It started out harmless enough, and I've always been
able to keep it in perspective, you know, keep a leash on it. But
after he proposed to me, it all came back with a vengeance. I...I
don't know how to handle it!"
"Handle what, Nancy?" I asked, curious. "You haven't told me
what it is that you are afraid of. What kind of fetish do you
have?"
"Umm...its embarrassing, It's silly. You're going to laugh at
me, I know it."
I caressed her hand warmly, lovingly. "No no no, Nancy! I won't
laugh, I promise. I really want to help you if I can, if you'll just
tell me what it is. Please."
The words came out woodenly, as if saying them would cause her
doom. "Foot fetish. I am attracted to feet." She sighed, looking
down. "But not just ANY feet, women's feet. I get turned on seeing a
woman's soft vulnerable bare foot...it makes me you know...horny! I
can't help it, it's always been that way even as a kid, and I'm so
ashamed!"
I admit I almost laughed, not out of spite, but because she was
so upset and traumatized by such a little thing. "It's okay, Nancy,
really! It's nothing to be ashamed of. Why, my friend Shelley has a
foot fetish just like you, and is very open about it with her
friends. We think nothing of it, its just a natural part of
her. There's no reason to be ashamed."
"Oh, thank you Lisa," she said gratefully, smiling up at me, the
first full smile she had ever given me. I think my heart nearly melted
inside my chest. "But don't you see? Natural or not, I have to repress
it, hide it. What would Brian think if he knew I got aroused by
looking at a woman's feet? That another woman's body could excite me
just as much as he could? No, this is something that I have to push
way down inside, and keep locked away, so that he never finds out. I
just can't lose Brian. He means everything to me."
"Then I think perhaps you should confront him about it,"
Dr. Darke spoke. I yelped, and Mary and I nearly leaped out of our
chairs when he spoke. Until then, I had honestly forgotten he was
sitting here in the office listening! "Nancy, you've opened up, and
confessed your problem. More than that you've also given me insight as
to WHY your problem resurfaced so violently and so insistently all of
a sudden. Nancy, it is a part of you, just as my secretary said. It is
part of your hidden self, that you wish to keep hidden away. You seek
to please your lover by hiding all your faults and imperfections,
making him think you are perfect." He leaned forward in his chair once
more, and the smoke from his pipe bellowed forth. Strangely, it
smelled not like tobacco, but of burning wood and fruit, like oranges
or apples. "No one is perfect, Ms. Henderson. You hurt yourself by
denying yourself access to that which is inside you. You have sexual
feelings for other women, you get aroused by the sight of their feet,
and rather than accept it you try to hide it. But it will not be
denied. Embrace this side of yourself, delve headfirst into it, and
you will feel better. As for Brian, if he was patient and loving
enough to stick with you for six years then I have a feeling a little
thing like a foot fetish will not deter him."
Nancy sat back, deep in thought, letting the words sink in. I
sighed as well, leaning back in my chair, crossing my legs. I was
happy that I had been able to help her face her problems. Suddenly I
saw her staring at me, an strange expression on her face. I blinked in
surprise, then followed her line of sight down my legs to my ankles. I
had forgotten that I had worn open-toed sandals to work today, and
Ms. Henderson's eyes were now riveted to my clearly visible, stocking
covered feet. Fuck-a-duck! I glanced at the doctor, but he merely
nodded subtly, smiling an evil little smile. I sighed again, and
relaxed, just letting this develop as it would; flexing my toes a bit,
wiggling them slightly, I smiled at Nancy. This was what Shelley
referred to as foot flirting.
"Is something wrong, Nancy?" I asked coyly, making sure to bob
my crossed leg, letting my sandal slip off my heel and dangle
precariously on my toes. "You seem a little tense."
Nancy was frozen, hypnotized by the movement of my slender
ped. I smiled to myself. Shelley had, on occasion, played with my feet
during sex. While it wasn't as much a turn-on for me as it was for
her, when she began licking and sucking on my toes it always charged
me up like nothing else in the world. I wondered if Nancy wanted to
worship my feet right now. I wondered of her skillful tongue on my
toesies could make me cum as hard as Shelley's could. I even wondered
if I could return the favor, licking and sucking her tender toes,
tickling her soles softly with my mouth, while I made her scream and
cream like nothing before. I spread my toes slowly, then curled them,
letting the shoe drop to the floor. "Oh dear, I lost my shoe," I said
in a soft baby-like voice. "Nancy, would you please be a dear and
return it for me?"
The poor woman was shaking with excitement, and fear, as she
knelt down to retrieve my shoe. My own hands were shaking a little,
from anticipation. "Don't be shy, dear," I said softly, feeling her
timid fingers grasp my ankle. "This is what you have wanted, what
you've dreamed about for so long. Don't hold back now." Nancy looked
up at me, beseechingly, and I kicked off my other sandal, placing both
feet gently in her hands, wiggling my toes. The poor dear only needed
the tiniest bit of encouragement, and once she knew it was alright
with me, she began to truly pleasure my feet, rubbing my soles against
her cheek, kissing and sucking on my stockinged toes, massaging my
tired feet all over. I leaned back into my chair, eyes closed in
pleasure. You haven't truly lived until you have had a beautiful sexy
young woman massage and worship your feet after a long hard day at
work. At first her touch was gentle, timid and unsure, and it tickled
so much I could barely hold still, but once she began to warm up to
it, my giggles turned to sighs and moans of pleasure.
I was floating on a cloud of bliss when I felt strong hands
caressing my shoulders from behind. I opened my eyes and glanced up
into the face of Dr. Darke, smiling, a familiar hungry look on his
face. Wordlessly, I obeyed his unspoken command and lifted my arms,
letting him slide my silken blouse over my head. Nancy glanced up to
see what was happening, but my marvelous doctor merely whispered,
"Keep doing what you're doing, Nancy. Just think of this is just
another part of your session. You're getting to live out part of your
fantasy, your darkest desires. And for being such a good sport, I am
letting my secretary live out one of her own." I gasped out loud at
the touch of his warm hands on my breasts, so hot, almost
scalding, his nimble fingers having discarding my bra before I even
registered the sensation. My hands went ballistic, one hand moving to
cup the large bulge in his pants, the other snaking inside my skirt to
my wet dripping crotch. Boy, I was glad I went panty-less today! By
now, Nancy was sucking my toes rhythmically, like she was giving head
to my tender tootsies, while at the same time frigging herself through
her own short mini-skirt. Fuck-a-duck! I was on fire from the waist
down! This was turning into everything I had hoped for once I walked
inside the office, but as erotic as this was, my poor burning clit
needed more.
"Stand up and move to the desk, and lean into it," the doctor
ordered. Swiftly, I assumed the position, panting with need. "Nancy,
take off your skirt and underwear, and lie down across the desk, with
your legs on Lisa's shoulders." I grinned as the once-timid woman
moved as quickly to comply with his instructions as I had. I gazed
down at the beautiful Ms. Henderson, naked from the waist down, her
lovely nipples showing through her silken pink blouse. Her pale gray
eyes met my deep blue ones, and we kissed deeply, lovingly, letting
all our passions and desires rule us. The doctor chuckled softly from
behind me, swatting my backside. I broke off the kiss, wincing
slightly, then gently pressed Nancy flat onto her back.
The next hour seemed to fly by. Dr. Darke fucked me from behind,
leaning forward to lick and nibble softly on Nancy's bare feet, while
I gave the sweet girl's pussy the attention it deserved. Jonothan knew
all too well how to manipulate a woman's body, keeping me on the edge,
ready to blow, then letting me cool off just a bit before bringing me
back to the edge. Finally, he let me climax, and I gushed like a
fountain. Through the haze, I could see that my skilled mouth and his
oral attention on her toes had Nancy in the same state as I. I must
have blacked out after a time, because when I opened my eyes again,
Dr. Darke had dressed, and straightened up the office, and a small
blanket covered both Nancy and myself. "Glad you two are awake now."
he said chuckling. "I'm afraid the hour is almost up. Ms. Henderson, I
hope you have no regrets about what happened here today."
Nancy looked up at him shyly, softly shaking her head. "No, I
don't regret it, exactly. I mean, I enjoyed it, every bit of it. GOD!
That was the most mind blowing sex I have ever had! But, I mean, what
do I tell my fianc� now? I just cheated on him with another woman and
my psychologist." She just shook her head, looking off into
space. Jonothan sat down beside her, clutching her hand gently.
"You have nothing to feel ashamed of, Nancy. What happened here
was THERAPY. You needed to experience what you did in order to release
some of the stress and frustration fighting that fetish had caused
you. I think you'll find it easier to deal with now that you have
experienced it firsthand, now that its not just a fantasy but an
actual experience. The question now is, how you will choose to deal
with that knowledge. You can try to deny it to yourself and pretend
that you are the 'perfect girlfriend' and the 'perfect wife' once you
marry, but the stress will just come back. Or you can accept it, and
explain it to Brian, and the two of you can deal with it together. As
your doctor, I'd advise you to tell Brian the truth and work on this
together. I will even talk to him about it when he comes to drive you
home if you wish. But you need to deal with this."
I just stood there, listening, as the doctor escorted her out of
the office into the main lobby. As always, Dr. Darke seemed to make so
much sense. I hoped Nancy would be able to work it all out. If Brian
loved her half as much as she thought he did, then there should be no
big problem. If Brian turned out to be an asshole...well, Dr. Darke
was a miracle worker when it came to rebuilding broken hearts. I
grinned wickedly. If nothing else, a simply little `talk' with Brian
would straighten everything out. Jonothan Darke was VERY persuasive
when he wanted to be.
A few moments later, he returned to his office, closing the
door, and lighting his pipe once more. "She's decided to talk to him,"
he said after a moment. "I do believe everything is going to be just
fine between Ms. Henderson and her fianc�. I don't usually like to
interfere in personal matters, but I did speak with Brian for just a
moment before they left, and I think she will find him very receptive
to her problems. In fact, I found out that he himself has a hidden
side to his sexuality that he is reluctant to explore, a deep desire
to dominate and control her." He chuckled softly, and I rolled my eyes
skyward. If anyone could relate to such feelings, it was undoubtedly
my Master, Dr. Jonothan Darke.
"Do you think she'll come back for a follow up visit?" I asked,
walking around the desk to sit in the doctor's lap. "She was sweet,
and nice, and VERY sexy. It would be a shame not to get the chance to
play with her again."
Jonothan shook his head. "I rather doubt it. After all, she made
the big breakthrough today thanks to you, and once she and Brian sit
down and talk, all their problems should take care of themselves. Yes,
I think that is the last we will see of Ms. Nancy Henderson." I nodded
sadly. Sometimes my Master kept a few of the more beautiful and sexy
women he came across, enslaving them as he had me. Nancy belonged to
another, and that was apparently that. "However," he said smirking,
"who's to say that she will not perhaps feel the need to once again
explore her newly discovered bisexual nature? And whom better to
explore it with than a good friend, and experienced lover, one that
she already knows well." He raised an eyebrow at me, smoking his pipe,
and I had to smile. The man had a devious streak a mile wide. Content
that I would no doubt see my new lover again, I kissed my Master
gently on the lips, feeling the warmth and pleasure course through my
body at the brief touch. My thighs began to cream, and I pressed
against him, only to be pushed away.
"Sorry, Lisa," he said scolding. "We're both still `on the
clock' for another three hours. Get dressed and see to the rest of my
patients." I nodded sullenly, but obediently, fixing my clothes once
more. "But," he added, "since you did such a good job helping me with
this session, we are going out someplace special tonight, just the two
of us, so I can reward you properly." His hand caressed my cheek for
just a moment as he turned away, and the touch, FUCK-A-DUCK!!
combined with his words made me cum, and cum hard. As I went to my
knees onto the carpet, panting, I gazed up to see Dr. Darke's
signature smirk, looking amused at seeing me reduced to a helpless
puddle at his feet. Damn, but that man could make a nun cream in her
robe. "Run along now, Lisa," he said, helping me to my feet. "I have
work to do."
Yes, sometimes I really LOVED my job. Today had turned out to be
a pretty great day.
>>>END.