This time, I'm taking it away
Ive got a problem
With me
Getting in the way
Not by design
So I take my face and bash it into a mirror
I wont have to see the pain.
This state is elevating as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again.
(chorus)
the hurt inside is fading
this shits gone way too far
all this time ive been waiting
oh, I cannot grieve anymore
for whats inside awaking
I'm not, I'm not a whore.
You've taken everything and oh, I cannot give anymore.
My minds gone but its ok,
Ive got a question, can I throw it all away?
Take back whats mine
So I take my time
Driving humbly down the line
Each cut, closer to the vein
This state is elevating as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again.
(chorus)
im here to stay�bring it down.
im here to stay�bring it down.
im here to stay�bring it down.
I'm here to stay�bring it down!
bring it down!
bring it down!
Bring it dooown!
Gotta break it down� Gotta break it down� Gotta break it down� Gotta break it down� Gotta break it down�
Gotta break it down�
Gotta break it down�
Gotta break it!
This state is elevating as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again.
(chorus x2)
[make believe]
Im thinking of thanking all the fucked people
Thanking all the shit I love
They are all the things ive made
Straight, from my heart,
Begging all the same people
Burning�it's the same people
Somehow making me feel sane.
(chorus) Waiting all this time
Ive got nothing to hold onto
But the faces am I blind?
I cant see before Im gone.
Sometimes I feel it chasing me
All the hate that's breaking me
I realise im taking everything,
And the shit seems to follow.
This time I feel it taking me
To a place I need to be
All along I seem to make believe and the shit seems to follow.
Im thinking of
Making All the fucked people
Making the bitches I love
Make them die and go away
Right from the start
All my dreams Are ripped apart
Thanking all the fucked people
They are all the things I say
(chorus)
your life�I hate�oh God,
can I replay?
Stop and help me.
Stop and help me.
Sometimes I feel it chasing me
All the hate that's breaking me
I realise im taking everything,
And the shit seems to follow.
This time I feel it taking me
To a place I need to be
All along I seem to make believe and the shit seems to follow.
The shit seems to follow
(x4)
[blame]
so I think you are a fool
hanging on my every word
its getting ugly.
So im ugly
Tear me from your heart
Tearing me apart
So I thought you'd disappear
Being alone is what you fear
Are you lonely?
Yes lonely�
Tear me from your heart.
Tearing me apart�
(chorus) rolling and growing, consoling
everything that goes is fucked
joking and hoping, revolting
all the shit that's who you are
holding and scoling, revolving
peel it back, reveal the scar.
Loathing, exploding, controlling,
This is what you really are.
The time is coming, God is saying�you're feeling happy, you've won again.
The time is coming, a bed of flames,
Your life is over, and you're to blame
The time is coming, you've gone insane
You're feeling happy, you've won again,
the time is coming, a bed of flames
your life is over and you're to blame.
(chorus x2)
[hollow life]
feeding the fall, I cant help but desire of falling down this time
deep in this hole of my making I cant escape,
falling all this time
we come to this place, falling through time living a hollow lie.
Always were taking, waiting for signs�hollow life
Life�
Fearing the fall yet still the ground below me calls,
Falling down this time�
Ripping apart all these things I have tried to stop,
Falling all this time.
we come to this place, falling through time living a hollow lie.
Always were taking, waiting for signs�hollow lies.
(chorus) is there any wonder�
why we look through the sky?
Searching space,
Asking why?
All alone, where is God?
Looking down?
We don't know.
We fall in space.
We can't look down
Death may come
Peace I have found
What to say?
Am I alive?
Am I asleep?
Or have I died?
We fall in space.
We can't look down
Death may come
Peace I have found
What to say?
Am I alive?
Am I asleep?
We fall down.
we come to this place, falling through time living a hollow lie.
Always we're taking, waiting for signs�hollow lies.
(chorus x2)
we fall in space
we cant look down
death may come.
Peace I have found.
[bottled up inside]
Grieving, Beating, man I gotta let it out.
Am I waiting, screaming when will this ever come out?
I keep feeling that ill never find my way out
Im off thinking this, and let the truth pour out.
Give me some courage
Beating me down all the time.
Are you laughing at my body?
I hate and slide.
I hate and slide.
(chorus) Ill take this time
to let out what's inside
cause I will panic
sometimes I wish you'd die
full of sorrow�
you raped and stole my pride
and all this hate is bottled up inside.
My hearts breaking, man you really ripped it out.
You take pleasure watching as I claw my way out
The hurts rising, soon its gonna tear my throat out
Its not kosher feeling like im on my way out.
Give me some courage
Beating me down all the time.
Are you laughing at my body?
I hate and slide.
I hate and slide
(chorus)
feeling the haze as they cut down my spine
peeling your flesh like the way you cut mine
do you feel happy you fucked up my mind?
You're going to pay this time.
(chorus x2)
[thoughtless]
thumbing through the pages of my fantasies�
pushing all the mercy down, down, down.
I wanna see you try and take a swing at me.
Come on.
Gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground.
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think you're funny
What the fuck you think it does to me?
You take your turns lashing out at me.
I want you crying when you're dirty at the front of me.
(chorus) all�all my hate cannot be bound.
I will not be drowned
By your thoughtless scheming.
So�
You can try to tear me down.
Beat me to the ground.
I will see you screaming.
Come and fill the pages of my fantasies.
Im above you, smiling at you drown, drown, drown.
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me.
And I'll pull the trigger.
And you're down, down, down.
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think you're funny
What the fuck you think it does to me?
You take your turns lashing out at me.
I want you crying when you're dirty at the front of me.
(chorus)
all my friends are gone.
They died.
They all screamed
And cried.
I'm not gonna take this, not gonna take this anymore.
Gonna tear you down.
I'm not gonna take this, not gonna take this anymore.
Gonna tear you down.
I'm not gonna take this, not gonna take this anymore.
Gonna tear you down.
I'm not gonna take this, not gonna take this anymore.
(chorus x2)
[hating]
my life is such a waste.
Begging for something to work this time
But why cant I relate?
Feeling all I do is get whats mine.
Holding onto faith
Never gave me nothing but dispair.
So why do I create?
Just to be swallowed?
I can't take�
We have a star.
I can't take�
We got a fantasy.
Come what may�
We have a star.
I can't wait�
I'll take whats mine.
(chorus) believing all this time�
before I crawl inside.
Believing all the basics of everything that I could find.
Believing all this time
To burnt to cross the line.
Believing all the basics of everything that I could find.
I cannot take this place
Burning up inside this space of mine.
So why can't I replace feelings I find hard to really find?
I try but I can't taste.
Memories, they always fuck with me.
So why do I create, just to be swallowed?
I can't take�
We have a star.
I can't take�
We got a fantasy.
Come what may�
We have a star.
I can't wait�
I'll take whats mine.
(chorus)
find..
all my feelings have been eating on at me�
feeling time�
is there something wrong with me?
I can't take�
We have a star.
I can't take�
We got a fantasy.
Come what may�
We have a star.
I can't wait�
I'll take whats mine.
(chorus)
[One More Time]
Always its coming and here starts the game.
Why cant this puzzle be solved?
Each time It happens it's always the same.
I look down and things start to fall�
And all I see,
It burns my eyes.
Burning all inside�
(chorus) caught in the corners of my mind
thinking it over one more time
taking me over
taking all that's mine
one more time�
always its teasing, sometimes I lose faith
where is my strength to hold on?
Facing existence, how can I relate?
Do I stand here or move on?
And all I see,
It burns my eyes.
Burning all inside�
(chorus) caught in the corners of my mind
thinking it over one more time
taking me over
taking all that's mine
one more time�
(chorus)
falling through this space in time,
buried in this hurt of mine
falling slowly like a dream
falling through a world unseen�
why can I not break this spell
im in darkness is this hell
falling through this hole I see
this is how it hurts to be�
(chorus x2)
[alone I break]
pick me up, been bleeding too long
right here right now
ill stop it somehow
I will make it go away
Cant be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone.
These feelings will be gone.
These feelings will be gone
(chorus) now I see the tomes, they change
leaving doesn't seem so strange.
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break.
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?
Shut me off.
Im ready,
Heart stops.
I stand alone.
I cant be on my own.
(chorus)
am I going to leave this place?
What is it I'm hanging from?
Is there nothing more to come?
Is it only black in space?
Am I going to take its place?
Am I going to leave this race?
Are there stars up in this place?
What is it that I've become?
Is there something more to come?
More to come�
(chorus x2)
[embrace]
life is boring,
sleep is boring
wounds are healing
im here, counting.
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
Really can't fuck with me anymore, so lets go
(chorus) so I run but seem to crawl
for im giving in today
now I run into a wall
cause I cannot find my way
you're gonna come with me,
I cannot stand this place
We're falling off the wall
Over here in this place
We had a chance to run
And now I can't replace
We're going over the wall
And escaping this place
Life is boring,
Lifeless story,
Give up bleeding
Im still bleeding
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
Really can't fuck with me anymore, so lets go
what feelings do I have right now?
Nothing misses it all
Taking something for nothing
Watch me as I fall�
Im bringing me down�
Im bringing me down�
Im bringing me down�
Im bringing me down�
You're gonna come with me.
I cannot stand this place.
Were going off the walls
Up here in this place
We had a chance to run
Up here in this place.
[Beat it Upright].
Are you ready for a good pounding baby?( get down)
Are you ready to get it on? ( get down, get down )
Don't pretend you're not fucking freaky baby( get down)
I will spank that ass just for fun. ( get down, on the ground.)
(chorus) ass up high,
make a motherfucker cry
its so good that I could die,
help me stay alive.
The time is right
I wanna feel it good tight
Im down to do this all night
Im gonna beat it upright
Ill behave
Oh my god
Make me beg
My god
Yes im ready for a good flogging baby( get down)
Come on beat my ass just for fun( get down, get down)(my god)
Don't let up till my ass is bleeding baby ( get down) (my god)
Don't let up until you are done ( get down, on the ground )
Chorus
We're going on all night
?
don't try to run and hide
yes its true what they say about my kind
chorus
[wake up hate]
(chorus) we gotta fucked up reason to live
who really gives a fuck?
we're gonna wake up hate
we're gonna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it sting
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna wake it up
You gonna get it straight
We're gonna give it up
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it sting
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna wake it up
I am the burning of my everything
And its scar
Ill be reborn in hatred feeling I cant love no more
Ive had to suffer
I cannot wait from now
No loving and no playing all my hate is overtaking
chorus
I am the falling of my happiness
It is no more.
Stop blurring, im still hating till I cannot hate no more
Ive had to suffer
I cannot wait for now
No loving and no playing all my hate is overtaking
I�I am filthy
Wasted piece of shit
I am disgusting.
Take me away.
Chorus x2
[Im Hiding]
Maybe im insane
Walking on a wire
Maybe im the same
Nothing to take me higher
Tell me where to start.
Think im at the end.
Right now feeling pain
Make it go away.
Maybe im to blame
Maybe im a liar
Maybe we're the same
Nothing can stop the fire.
I can't feel my heart
But I feel the shame.
Nothing left to say
Soon ill fade away
These places all I ever think about is lost in time
These faces haunting me
Im looking back and they are mine
(chorus) Im hiding from the things they say
Doing time, been led astray
Thinking back to times of yesterday
I could fly.
Im trying to find a better way
But im trapped, cant get away
All I think of is yesterday I could fly.
Maybe im insane
Walking on a wire
Maybe im the same
Nothing to take me higher
I cant feel my heart
But I feel the shame
Nothing left to say
Soon ill fade away
These places all I ever think about is lost in time
These faces haunting me
Im looking back and they are mine
Chorus
[No Ones There]
You and me we have no faces
Soon our lives will be erased
Do you think they will remember
Or will we just be replaced?
Oh I wish that I could see
How I wish that I could fly
Far above the things that hang above me
To a place where I can cry
So what can it be?
No one hears me cry
Echoes back at me
No ones there
(chorus) To all these nameless feelings I cant deal with in my life
To all these greedy people trying to feed on what is mine
You've got to feel your hunger and stop fucking with my mind
I know its time
To leave these places far behind
You and me we have no faces
They don't see us anymore
Without love as they had promised
And no faith for whats in store
Oh I wish that I could see
How I wish that I could fly
Far above the things that hang above me
To a place where I can cry
So what can it be?
No one hears me cry
Echoes back at me
No ones there
Chorus
Where are all these feeling hiding?
Dancing in and out my mind
Burning up all that I long for
Teasing me till my decline
Where are you?
My soul is bleeding.
I am searching
Am I blind?
all alone and bound forever
Trapped inside me for all time.
Chorus x2