day after day after day
im stuck in this rut.
talking to a wall
talking to your blank face
talking to your sarcastic face
and all you can do is nod.
day after day after day
inside, im getting more and more ill
day after day after day you leave me.
alone, in my darkened thoughts...
you are right there
staring right through me
why the fuck cant you see me?
you dont want to see me?
you dont wanna.
you never wanna.
you never will.
***Screams meant for you aren't heard
I need you, but you shuffle away.
so trapped in you own life, your own little world
to busy with yourself to hear my cries of pain
to see my shame.***
how the fuck could you just sit there?
im crying, staring, right at you...you bitch
but you're consumed with your little world of clothes and hair
your close minded world of shit.
***Screams meant for you aren't heard
I need you, but you shuffle away.
so trapped in you own life, your own little world
to busy with yourself to hear my cries of pain
to see my shame.***
to see my shame
to see my pain
to see my....shame
i thought you were my friend
friends are there for each other, right?
but you turned the one thing i loved against me.
you used me, and now you have it, behind your wall of spite.
you said you'd be there.
(staring at your smirking face)
i gave you my life, my dreams
(you stole everything)
now you dont even care
(ive lost all faith)
***Screams meant for you aren't heard
I need you, but you shuffle away.
so trapped in you own life, your own little world
to busy with yourself to hear my cries of pain
to see my shame.***
so ignore me.
go ahead, make me do your hair.
make me make you look like what you arent.
Im waiting for you to fall.
when you trip, bitch...
i wont be there.
***Screams meant for you aren't heard
I need you, but you shuffle away.
so trapped in you own life, your own little world
to busy with yourself to hear my cries of pain
to see my shame.***
***Screams meant for you aren't heard
I need you, but you shuffle away.
so trapped in you own life, your own little world
to busy with yourself to hear my cries of pain
to see my shame.***
Katy's Poems