[Dead]
All I want in life is to be happy. (repeat through song)
It seems funny to me,
How fucked things can be,
Everytime I get ahead
I feel more dead.
[Falling Away From me]
Hey, I'm feeling tired.
My time is gone today.
You flirt with suicide,
Sometimes, that's okay.
Do what others say,
I'm here standing hollow.
Falling away from me,
Falling away from me.
By day, Its giving in,
That's when I'm enslaved.
I flirt with suicide,
Sometimes to kill the pain.
I can't always say,
"It's gonna get better tomorrow".
Falling away from me.
Falling away from me.
Beating me down,
Beating me, Beating me down,
Down, into the ground.
Screaming so sound,
Beating me, Beating me down,
Down, into the ground.
Falling away.. from..me.
It's spinning round and round
Falling away.. from .. me.
It's lost and cant be found.
Falling away.. from .. me.
Slow it down.
Beating me down,
Beating me, Beating me down,
Down, into the ground.
Screaming so sound,
Beating me, Beating me down,
Down, into the ground.
Twisting me they, Won't go away,
So I pray, Go away.
Life's falling away from me, (x3)
FUCK!
Beating me down,
Falling away.. from .. me.
Beating me, Beating me down,
Falling away.. from .. me.
Down, into the ground.
Falling away.. from .. me.
Screaming so sound,
Falling away.. from .. me.
Beating me, Beating me down,
Falling away.. from .. me.
Down, into the ground.
[Trash]
How did it start?
Well I don't know.
I just feel the craving.
I see the flesh,
And it smells fresh,
And it's just there for the taking.
These little girls,
They make me feel,
So God damned accelerated.
I feel them up,
I can't give it up,
the pain im just erasing
I tell my lies,
And despise every second I'm with you.
So I run away and you still stay,
So what the FUCK is with you?
Your feelings I can't help but rape them.
I'm sorry I don't feel the same.
My heart inside is constantly hating.
I'm sorry I just throw you away.
I don't know why I'm so fuckin' cold,
I don't know why it hurts me.
All I wanna do is get with you and make the pain go away.
Why do I have a conceience?
All it does it fuck with me.
Why do I have this torment?
All I wanna do is fuck it away.
I tell my lies,
And despise every second I'm with you.
So I run away and you still stay,
So what the FUCK is with you?
Your feelings I can't help but rape them.
I'm sorry I don't feel the same.
My heart inside is constantly hating.
I'm sorry I just threw you away.
(x2)
I just threw you away. (x4)
[4 U]
This shit right here is for you,
All your faces I can see,
You all think it's about me.
I'm about to break.
This is my fate.
Am I still damned to a life...
of misery and hate.
You will never know,
What I done for you,
What you all put me through,
I'd do for you.
I could,
Have
Never
lived
If it wasn't...
For you.
[Beg For Me]
Everyone is looking at me,
I can't get out of bed,
There is evil...
In my head.
Everyone just let me be,
It comes when I take stage,It is gone and I am praised
It is gone,
AND I'M FREE!!!
God Damn you said you'll get up for me,
Your the crowd c'mon, Give it back to me,
You all beg for me, beg for me, beg for me.
God Damn you said you'd get up for me,
Your the crowd c'mon Give it back to me,
You all beg for me, beg for me, beg for me.
Tell me, how could this be,
I am going in insane,
And I could not have my pain,
Everyone please let me be,
Beacause when I hit the stage, it is gone and I am praised.
It is gone,
AND I'M FREE!!!
God Damn you say you'll get up for me
Your the crowd C'mon Give it back to me,
You all beg for me, beg for me, beg for me.
God Damn you say you'll get up for me,
Your the crowd C'mon Give it back to me,
You all beg for me, beg for me, beg for me.
I feel the shame,
I'm not insane,
The things I feel now are the same,
Who gives a fuck,
If my life sucks.
I just know one thing, I won't give up.
Everyone please let me be. (x3)
God Damn you say youll get up for me,
Your the crowd c'mon Give it back to me,
You all beg for me, beg for me, beg for me.
God Damn you say you'll give it up for me
Your the crowd c'mon Give it back to me,
You all beg for me, beg for me, beg for me.
God Damn you said youd get up for me,
You're the crown C,mon, Give it back to me,
You all beg for me, beg for me, beg for me.
God Damn you said you'd get up for me,
Your the crowd c'mon Give it back to me,
You all beg for me, beg for me, beg for me.
Be there.
For me. (x4)
[Make Me Bad]
I am watching your eyes,
And follow my salvation.
There's so much shit around me,
Such a lack of compassion.
I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE ALL FUN AND GAMES.
Instead it's all the same.
I want something to do,
Need to feel the sickness, in you.
I feel the reason, as it's leaving me,
No not again.
It's quite deceiving as I'm feeling the flesh,
Make me bad.
All I do is look for you,
I need my fix you need it too.
Just to get some sort of attention...attention.
WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO YOU?
what does it does it mean to you?
FOR ME IT'S SOMETHING I JUST DO.
I just do
I want something,
I need to feel the sickness in you.
I feel the reason as it's leavin' me,
No not again.
It's quite deceiving as I'm feeling the flesh
Make me bad.
(x4)
Make me bad...
Does it make me bad?...
(x4)
[It's Gonna Go Away]
I don't want this to go away,
It's gonna go away
I'm so scared,
It's gonna go away
I can't see what's going on,
We all crumble,
It's gonna go away
We crumble under pressure
It's gonna go away. (x10)
[wake up]
wake the fuck up x8
each day more frightning all of us wanna die.
the pressures tightning.
i dont even want to try.
should i take all the stupid bullshit?
what makes them think they can get away with it?
im not happy.
i wish theyd just
wake the fuck up x4
i cant take no more
what are we fighting for?
you are my brothers
each one more wonderful
please, just let it go.
all our heads are blown
lets take the stage
and remember what we play for
no more fighting!!
i swear, im gonna leave.
talking shit to spite me.
i wish they'd just
wake the fuck up x4
i cant take no more
what are we fighting for?
you are my brothers
each one more wonderful
please, just let it go.
all our heads are blown
lets take the stage
and remember what we play for (x3)
remember what we play for...
[Am I Going Crazy]
Am I going crazy?
Come on, and say in taste
Am I too lost, to face it?
And what will it cost
To escape
Nothing is right
I'm so scared
[Hey Daddy]
let me see,
All my life has been,
Taken.
This demon, haunts me.
haunts me.
ther're waiting...
Help me.
You fuck me up
Im gagged and bound
You pick me up,
When I am down.
I can not live without them.
I do not live without them.
Hey Daddy,
They are taking me,
Away,
Biting
Facing me(What Soul)
My Soul
They're eating
Please...help me.
You fuck me up!
Im gagged and bound
You pick me up,
When I am down.
I can not live without them.
I do not live without them.
They tear this thing inside me,
Once again out.
All it does is scream and shout,
I'm trying not to let them out.
They tell me to hurt myself, (x3)
But Im not gonna listen.
You fuck me up!
Im gagged and bound
You pick me up,
When I am down.
I can not live without them.
I do not live without them.
(x2)
I can't stand to let you win,
I'm just watching you,
and I don't know what to do.
Feeling like a fool inside,
Feeling all the hurt you've tried
Thought you were my friend,
Seems it never ends.
I need somebody, someone.
Can't somebody help me
All I need is to be,
Loved, just for me.
Giving you this and that,
Giving getting nothing back.
It's all related to,
All the things I do.
Feeling like a fool inside,
Seeing all the things you tried.
I am nothing.
I need somebody, someone.
Can't somebody help me
All I need is to be.
Loved, just for me.
I need,
A sign,
Someone inside,
To help,
Me out.
With what,
I'm trying, I'm crying
I'm frying,
In a pile of
SHIT!
I'm dying (x3)
I need somebody,SOMEBODY, somebody, SOMEBODY, someone.
I need somebody,SOMEBODY, somebody,SOMEBODY, someone.
Someone...
[No Way]
Lately things won't go my way,
Lately everything is grey.
It feels like something.
It feels like ...nothing.
So I came to far,
To end up this way,
Feeling like I'm God.
Feeling there's no way.
So im angry for today,
Angers the only thing I made,
It feels like something,
No it's... nothing.
So I came too far,
To end up this way,
Feeling like I'm God.
Feeling there's no way.
I don't want.. to live this way..
Hating, feeling, falling, to the place where,
People haunt me.
I can't help but keep from falling,
to the place where people scorn me.
I can't..
WAIT .. TO .. GIVE ..THEM..
These feelings I'm hiding,
getting big inside me,
For all to take.
They're ripping at me (x3)
So I came to far,
To end up this way,
Feeling like I'm God.
Feeling there's no way.
So I came to far,
I don't want.. to live this way..
To end up this way,
Hating feeling falling to the place where people haunt me.
Feeling like I'm God.
I can't help but keep from falling,
Feeling there's no way.
to the place where people call me.
I don't want to live this ...way.
...live this way.
[Let's Get This Party Started]
Somebody is crying,
"Take me to a different place,
Which I don't, often find."
I See a family walking,
Always thinking,
Of being somewhere else in time.
So I fall face down in a rut,
I can't seem to get out of...
Please wake me,
Please give me some of me back,
The feelings I had.
Sometimes I wish I could be like strong like you,
But it doesn't matter.
Each time I wake im somehow feeling the truth,
I cant handle.
LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED!
I'm sick of being you,
You make me ill inside,
What time did to you.
LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED!
You make me feel insane,
I want to be the one,
To make myself sane
Time is ticking,
It makes me feel content,
With what I have inside.
Constant paranoia surrounds me,
Everyone I see is out to get me.
So I fall face down in a rut,
I can't seem to get out of...
Please wake me,
Please give me some of me back,
The feelings I had.
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you.
But it doesn't matter.
Each time I wake,
I'm somehow feeling the truth,
I CAN'T HANDLE!!!
LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED!
I'm sick of being you,
You make me feel insane,
What time did to you.
LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED!
You make me feel insane,
I want to be the one,
To make myself sane
You make me ill inside...
You make me feel insane...
You make me ill inside...
You make me feel insane...
You make me ill inside...
Sometimes I could be strong like you.
It doesn't matter.
Each time I wake,
I'm somehow feeling the truth.
I CAN'T HANDLE!!!
LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED!
I'm sick of being you,
You make me ill inside,
What time did to you.
LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED!
You make me feel insane,
I want to be the one,
To make myself sane
[i wish you could be me]
I am going insane
this shit is all of a pain
i cannot maintain
while the shit gnaws at my brain
i wish you could be me
and then the shit would see
how tired i am
and you'd get the best of me
at least you could look at me
while you were raping me
you are taking my life and selling it,
teeheehee.
why should i complain?
at least it helps my pain
i am very cool now and its gossip bout my fame
I am going insane
this shit is all of a pain
i cannot maintain
while the shit gnaws at my brain
i wish you could be me
and then the shit would see
how tired i am
and you'd get the best of me
at least you could look at me
while you were raping me
you fucking pussy.
[Counting]
I can't bear to face what's going on in my head.
PLEASE GET AWAY FROM ME!
Take advantage of what I feel, yes you do.
ONE DAY YOU'LL BEG FOR ME.
So I'm saying nothing.
Each day taking that much more.
As Im screaming all my pain,
You will be there counting.
You just see me as something you throw around.
You aren't there for me.
Beat him down to the ground, yes it always seems.
You take more from me.
So I'm saying nothing.
Each day taking that much more.
As Im screaming all my pain,
You will be there counting.
It's funny how we get started,
They get the money for the things on you
They give ya money, and the girls and the fame
I only do it for the fun, thats my game.
It's funny how we get started.
They get the money for the things on you
They give ya money, and the girls and the fame
I only do it for the fun
That's my game
So I'm saying nothing.
Each day taking that much more.
As I scream in all my pain,
You will be there counting.(x2)
[Dirty]
Keep knocking,
No ones there.
Pouring down,
Near people,
I'm out here, by myself.
All alone,
Ready to blow my head off,
I hurt so bad inside.
I wish you could see the world through my eyes.
It stays the same, I just wanna laugh again!
Keep hoping,
Nothing to spare,
So my life,
Isn't quite there.
Feel like a whore,
A dirty whore.
Such a whore,
dirty...
I'm out here, by myself.
All alone,
Ready to blow my head off,
I hurt so bad inside.
I need you to see the world through my eyes.
It stays the same, I just wanna laugh again!
...just wanna laugh again...
I'll die again
I'll die again
I'll wilt again...
Into you.
YOU DIRTY LITTLE FUCK!! (x9)
I hurt so bad inside.
I need you to see the world through my eyes.
It stays the same, I just wanna laugh again!
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