When you promised you wouldn't leave years ago
Did you intend to inflict such a wound upon my heart
Can you really say you care old man
When you were never there
I played into your lies
Not seeing your loves demise
Can you not see the blood spilled for me
Blinded by your own passion for attention
So self absorbed you don't see
The torment that becomes me
Loss of my infected blood becomes my addiction
You are the poison that seeps in my veins
Cutting each one releases what i believe is you that is hidden within me
Screams meant for you (arn't heard)
Fist of anger thrown at you (missing each time)
You can't see that what a struggle life is to me
You tear me down and cut me deeper
Taken each blow you make
A vision of blood dripping from my wrist is more then i can take
I can't fight to get to the surface of it all
I know you will be there to step on each finger and watch me fall
Being told i disappoint all that see the weak and tattered me
Beaten to the ground by those to don't understand
Laying to rot spread out on tracks
I see you in them watching them walk away not looking back
Screams meant to echo your worthless brain (you ignore)
Struggling to make you see ( you become blind)
All the shit you caused i can't deal with in my life
I know what it is to be unwanted
Through and through you walk away the winner
While i get beaten upon because i am thought to be the sinner
Although you beat me down
I will refuse to suffer and frown
Greg's Poems