Cristian's Choice (a continuation of Unexpcted)
Chapter Three
Cristian Vega
Cristian stared at Jennifer in disbelief.
"Jen! I have to go to Jessica! I can't lose her again!"
"What about me, Cristian. I know you don't want to lose me again either. You love us both, I get it. But I know in my heart that you'll choose me in the end. I know how much you love me Cristian. How much you still love. I felt it so much during those kisses and those embraces. You want me back as much as I want you back, Cristian. Just admit that you still love me! Remember!"
"Of course I remember, Jennifer. I remember everything, but I also remember everything I had with Jessica."
"But you can't have us both, Cristian. We both love you. I don't know what happened with Seth, but it's obvious that he's out of the picture and that she only loves you now just like me. Don't you remember all those times she hurt you? She chose Will over you. Despite everything you guys went through. So you can do the same to her. Choose me over her."
"It's not that easy, Jennifer. She didn't just choose Will because she thought he was the one for her, it was because I had lied to her. So it urged her to go back to Will. While Al had lied to you so it urged you to go back to me. Are you sure you don't love Al and your just running to me for comfort?"
"Cristian, that's not the same. You know I could never love Al like the way I love you."
"Your right, it isn't. But I can't just choose who I want right now because I want to. It has to be me who decides. Jessica made a mistake by choosing Will so soon.They didn't last and now she still loves me."
"Then how, Cristian? How are you ever gonna be able to choose between us?" Then I noticed where we had stopped walking. Right in front of the very same statue that Jessica and I had put our wishes. The same statue that reminded Jessica and us to reunited. I flashed back to both of those times and it hit me. No matter how much I love Jennifer, no matter how much she still loves me... it just can't compare to how I feel about Jessica. Jessica and I have so much history and love together, I can't forget about it. I'll always love Jennifer, but I can't even bare the thought of losing Jessica again. I can't. And I won't.
"Jennifer! Listen to me. I do love you. I'll always love you. But their are so much stuff.. so much things you don't know and understand. I can't lose Jessica again. We have so much history so much memorable places. Everytime I see them.. it hurts me so much not to be with Jessica right now. But I can change that. I want to be with her again."
"I guess I clearly don't know everything. I just know what my brother has told me. And he obviously left out most of the good stuff. If you love her more than me than I guess I can't stop you. I guess you must love her a lot."
"Your right, I do. I'll always care about you. We'll always be friends."
"Yeah, friends. Great friends. All I ever wanted for you, Cristian was to be happy. And I guess even if we can't be together, I still want that. But if Jessica is the one who will make you happy then I won't stand in your way."
"Thanks, Jennifer. Your the best." Then I ran off to find Jessica. Because I knew this time... no matter what... I wasn't going to let Jessica get away from me again.
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