myself

Is it because i am self-centered? I love myself too much? NO! none of those.. I dedicate this site to myself because you have to be your own fan. u know?? No matter how weird you are, you have to always love and take care of yourself. We have to face this sometime.. While growing up, you are always your OWN best friend first. No matter how much you say that your significant other is your best friend, or your elementary buddy. YOU ARE ALWAYS YOUR OWN #1 BEST FRIEND!! Other close people to you, can be your #2, #3 best friend and so forth. There are times in life where those people are not with you every step of the way in life. face the facts..... its the real deal.

Don't love yourself SO much that you think that you're too good for everyone else. That's not what I'm trying to say. The fact of the matter is... people such as myself, often brush off the fact that if you become true to yourself, and be your own buddy, you can overcome obstacles, distinguish your characteristics from your friends. It is good to be different, and you feel more special that way. You see, helping yourself out makes you feel that you should work your ass off to prove to yourself and that you can do it. Motivate yourself. you are the only best friend and worst enemy you have. beating yourself up on something you did wrong doesnt solve anything, it makes you feel even more worse because you are saying to yourself that you can't do it, that puts you in a depression mode.

Dudes and dudettes, life is short, dont waste your time pouting, when you can brush it off and smile! =D or take care of the business in a well mannered way THEN smile. It helps keep a good perspective on life.

:-P ok, this part is completely useless, and i dunno why i have something like this on here.. so, hey.. maybe ill add a few jokes onto this page just for kicks! ugh, maybe not..... take care everyone! INCREASE THE PEACE! please?

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HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYBODY!!! 2002! WOW!! I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS YEAR MY WHOLE LIFE... AND I SPENT NEW YEARS WITH GOOD COMPANY. **HEY GUYS, THE RESIDUE OF MY DOLL IS STILL ON MY DRIVEWAY** my dad made me scrape the rest of her off my driveway.... i actually took off some concrete while scraping her off... lol...

2001 was a really memorable year for me... very unforgettable... the laughter, the tears, the anger, the surprises.. and although ive made a few mistakes along the way, i cant do anything about it. It was one heck of a year. and the people i talk to everyday of my life shape the way i am now. ONE person can make a difference, even a simple "hi" or a *smile* can change my mood. I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. I ended the year with a cool boyfriend, awesome friends that make me laugh every minute when im with them, and a family that really cares. What more can you ask for?! WELL, i could use better grades.. =P but thats all up to me. I thought it was, by far, the best year i went through. Of course, I had more than a few rough times, but hey, who said life was EASY? i mean, everyone says life is hard. if its so easy, then you're not really living life. I really learned a lot this year. That is why i loved it. Not all of it, but just the learning experience, and the friends I've become close to. so.. if i ever talked to you in 2001... THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING! that goes for everyone!!!