My Thoughts...
Start : 8-1-04 : 1:34 am
Isn't life crazy some times...I mean doesn't the most unimaginable thing happen at times least expected....I just got back from watching the Manchurian Candidate with Denzel Washington....i liked the movie....it was one of those conspiracy type of films....it really makes you think about the different technology that the government has and is keeping secret...it makes you not want to participate as a American...it makes...us...well at least me feel...under appreciated. it makes me feel like i am just a duck in a pond waiting to be picked up and moved as needed...BIG BROTHER IS ALWAYS WATCHING.....I had a busy ass day today...did not go to bed around 6 in the am for the second night in a row......but it was worth the sacrificed sleep...then i had to be up around 9 30 to take my sister to work....come back home get a call from my business partner and asked if i could make our meeting a little earlier....so i hoped in the shower.....then jumped on the 10 towards Pomona...the meeting went well....then on the way home...i ran into traffic.......damn i hate traffic....then i had to pick up my sister from work....came home took a 2 hour nap....and i told my sister i would go to the movies with her today....so i did that and now I am on here recapping my day....as I type....it is the first day of August....damn it seems like this summer went by fast...oh before i forget let me tell you what i did this past week.....besides working...we...my employees and a few other friends went down to Cabazon to gamble......As CasinO MorrrrongO...it was a good trip for me...left with about 60 bucks in my pocket and returned with about $120....that's whats up....me and my friends were talking the other day...we were just saying how we are the best people....lol..not even trying to be conceited....we are just some well rounded individuals...that have a lot going on for ourselves....doing things people our age are not doing....hell doing things most adults are not doing...tomorrow....or should i say today.....i plan to clean around the house......my room mainly....damn its messy.....not messy like dirty...but messy with clothes....why i just dont hang my clothes up after they come out the dryer....i would never know...then i have another business meeting at 5....i have found myself in this predicament that i dont know what to do......damn....i hate when that happens....well not really a predicament just a unfamiliar situation....oh yea....i remembered that i am going to make BILLIONS...spend 20 to get 70...you probably dont know what that means.....but i love it.......
ps: are you happy?????......i wrote a little something just for you.
End : 8-1-04 : 1:57 am
| Start : 7-25-04 : 6:50 pm It has been a long time since I have been here to give yall a little update about myself...Well everything has been good and well, I just have been extremely busy. My business is picking up so much of my time has been devoted to that. From my last post until now let me just fill you all in.....I went to the Rock the Bells concert headlining RedMan and Wu Tang....the concert was coo....but too hot and too stuffed..After standing on my feet for about 3 hours straight I thought to myself...why did I pay almost 50 bucks to live life like this....I smelled like weed....clothes was all sweaty....skin felt clammy....and my feet hurt.......a few other things.....my home girl had a birthday day......she think she is grown because she is now 21.....it was the one year anniversary of my best friends mother's passing.....life and death is so crazy....it does not seem like it has been a year.......we will continue to miss and love you Debbie.......on that same subject......a friend of the family just passed away a couple of days ago......that CANCER shit is no joke......hurry up and stop being so damn shellfish and just give up the cure.....we know you have it.....I had a couple of interesting conversations about abortion....I think everyone is entitled to one free abortion....because we are human and we can make mistakes......but after that one....you need to learn........either gain some control and don't try to fuck everything that walks or have the kid...its your responsibility......I cant believe July is almost over.....this summer is going by too fast.......im not a fan of that........any ways.....I am about to go.....hopefully it will not take another 3 weeks for me to get back on here and leave a little something for you all to read........oh and I need to hurry up and buy a house........ ps: i have been watching a lot of GOOD TIMES on DVD......season one and 2 End : 7-25-04 : 7:01 pm
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| Start : 7-8-04 : 1:27 am Quote of the day..."I am just sitting at my computer running the world"........I woke this morning to the sweet sound my cell phone ringing.....DAMN i hate when that happens...I am trying to sleep........Thanks to the phone call I was up early back to the grit and grind of things....I got a lot of important work done today...ran a few errands....the line at the bank was super slow today....I did not see the game but the Angels killed the Whitesox 12-0....Frank did not play nor was he the 32nd man to make the All Star Team.....Finally got a chance to listen to the artists Kem's album Kemistry....I am really feeling it...It has the Jazz male version of Sade sound and feel to it.....Oh a friend of mine...names will remain silent to protect the integrity...last night went to the beach with a few friends....3 guys and 2 gals......and LIQUOR.....with that combination something was bound to happen(XXX)...lets just say the night was well documented thanks to my friends digital camera....the bad thing a few of the people in the pics "claim" they do not remember what had happened the previous night....damn...i know they feel HELLA (shout out to my Bay Area Folks) dumb....come on folks....have we learned nothing....evidence against you is just all bad...... "don't give up, look down or let go, you got to keep on pressin and count ya blessings, stop your stressin, get up and get dressed and quit shoutin you're broke with weed in ya hand, defeating ya plan, you catch me with my feet in the sand, gettin dirty, i should have been born tomorrow, the simple say im hard to follow, the biters say im hard to swallow, confussin brothers, like a white girl with ass...got a team of girl scouts out there helping me move units, what ever it takes to show you i want it, break into Heaven to check GOD's to do list and make sure that I'm still on it, no time to flaunt it, no time to talk, program my VCR to tape my life i have no time to watch, you catch me husstlin, up at dawn husstlin, no lunch husstlin, 12 midnight I'm still husstlin, 100 mile dash in quick sand put your muscle in, no rest for the weary, no progress without suffering, no rest for the weary, no progress without suffering, take a buffer and get the FUCK back up, just fill that cup, that chest pain, just suck that up, thats just oppression eating at ya flesh, the pressure keeps you at your best, check the mirror to remind yourself...who's fresh" I finally turned my calender to the month of July......here is what this month says "Underneath your outer form, you are connected with something so vast, so immeasurable and sacred, that it cannot be conceived or spoken of-yet I am speaking of it now, I am speaking of it not to give you something to believe in but to show you how you can know it for yourself." Its official like a referee's whistle.......game over....love more hate less......just signed off End : 7-8-04 : 1:39 am
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| Start : 7-7-04 : 1:53 am Let me pause the music.....ok....Im ready now....Well today I got back on the grind of things with my business...I was taking a little break/vacation...to do some planning and get things where they need to be....so I am extremely excited about that. I took a nap in the middle of the day....I dont know why, but naps are the best.....but the worst is when you try to take a nap and just when you fall asleep the damn phone rings...aint that some.....well ne ways...i just got back from my weekly dose of mental stimulation.....every Tuesday...when i have time....i go to this poetry/spoken spot in LA....it is very tight....if you live in or are ever in the LA area...i suggest you go....hit me up if you want details.....one line that i remembered from tonight..." I am that raindrop on a bright sunny day..." Oh and this old dude did a piece about a Smiling....and I think he is right....we need to smile more than frown.....No matter how bad life is....try to make things better...another line... "I'm tired too, but that dont mean that im quittin..." The Angels beat the White Sox 6-2.......Rock the Bells Concert July 17th........i shaved today...i was starting to look like a pirate....arrrrrrrrrrrrrrr........did a lot of thinking about women....not sure what i came up with....Press Play....Music Starts....Im out End : 7-7-04 : 2:01 am
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| Start : 7-5-04 : 11:39 pm Even though its good...I am just about tired of Bar B Q right now....the left overs have got to stop....there are just so many hot dogs and potato salad a man should eat in a two day span...played scrabble with my pops and a friend....now i am all for having to think...but not when it comes to playing games....maybe its the fact that i just suck at scrabble...then i have to challenge just about every other word....playing some weird ass lookin shit...whats the basis.....then i played Monopoly....and its funny....in my entire life i have only won one game of Monopoly....and i have played many a times....and to continue my streak....yep i lost....got inspired from watching that celebrity poker on BRAVO....so we played Texas Holdem...nope lost 15 bucks.....did a lil work...made a few phone calls....saw on okayplyer.com they were hattin on my man Talib Kweli...becuz someone claimed that a friend of theirs use to date/mess around with Kweli....the friend was white....and Talib is suppose to be Pro Black....Brown Skin Lady...Conscious Hip Hop...my thoughts....nothing wrong with it.....do what you do Kweli....oh i hope Frank Thomas gets picked to play in the all star game....Lakers Dynasty is over.....sorry just speakin the truth.....Never close the mind...im out......... End : 7-5-04 : 11:49 pm |
| Start : 7-5-04 : 1:52 am I have decided to post my thoughts...hopefully on a daily basis If I think of something i will share it....also i will give yall a lil dose of my daily activities...for instance...I realized that I do not know why we celebrate the 4th of July.....Some type of independence, but other than that...I have no clue....can someone please tell me? i bar b qued at a friends house...and i must say i made some chicken that was the best i have ever had....then i went to another bar b que at another friends house....came home at watched this George Carlin Comedy DVD.....for yall that dont know...he is funny as hell...if he ran for President I would vote for him....not just because the other candidates are under qualified, but because he makes sense...check him out....oh something that is very good just happened......i just found out that my headphones coming from my stereo can reach the bathroom....so that means i can take a shit and listen to hip hop at the same time....does life get any better?.....hey im just being honest...and i am convinced that music sounds better coming through headphones....oh i washed my hair today and got it all untangled...i did not know how long my hair was....damn that GILDA is long ..... GILDA=HAIR ...its passed the middle of my back....and i have a long back...and i think i may officially join the bandwagon of my friends and sisters on the "BOO Search 2004" i am tired of the single life....so ladies....hit me up...oh yea....i get jealous when i watch MTV CRIBS.......im out 2 Fangaz.......... End : 7-5-04 : 2:03 am |
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