Disclaimer:  No.  I make no claim to these characters....they are not my preciousssss

Spoilers: If you’ve gotten this far, there is none

Pairing:  Podsters

Pronunciation Guide:   Chalsa (Ch - ALL - sa)

                                            Lemin (LEH - min)

Author’s notes:      Queen Fadilia Kedar: Max/Isabel’s mother

                                      King Alaric Kedar: Max/Isabel’s father

                                      Cian: Max/Isabel’s ancestor, first king of Antar

                                      Andaria: Tess’ mother

                                      Radim: Tess’ father

                                      Kedrans: race from which Royal Four descended

                                      Iturians: race from which Khivar descended, and overthrew and killed Zan and the Kedrans

                                      Cerideans: special core ops of the Iturian army, mostly psyonics and telepaths

                                      Eshtari: capital of Kel Abara, location of the palace

                                      Badr: 1st moon of Antard

                                      Cedris: 2nd moon

                                      Pela: 3rd moon

                                      Kaptar’s Jewel: constellation in the Antarian’s star system

                                      Yun’s Garment: Aurora Borealis - Northern Lights

                                      Saren Dari: desert plain on Antar

                                      dashka : good luck charm

                                      elkarl : Iturian hand weapon

                                      capaechea: long haired woolly creature, with long flanks and a large hump on its back

                                      kii: location where various endangered animals are kept for protection

                                      Mount Freiweils: location of Loyalist secret base

                                      Tir Lamar: sister city to Eshtari

                                      kashkar: slur, equivalent to witch

                                      plascer: plasma weapons, compact, length of your hand

                                      mesnya: Antarian money

                                      spuriun - slur, similar to bastard

                                      naxion - Antarian element on their periodic tablle, similar to oxygen, yet denser

 

Chapter Sixty Nine

 

***

We must learn to reawaken and keep ourselves awake, not by mechanical aid, but by an infinite expectation of the dawn.

                                                                                                      - Henry David Thoreau

***

 

Lives lived together,

in union, as one.

 

See My Plan.

It is drawing ever closer.

As the darkness falls,

you do not see what lays ahead.

Blindness plagues them,

pride begets them,

and in it all they will see the fruit of their labor.

 

See My Hand,

extending out into the chaos of brooding hatred;

it will end as I have declared.

The Unseen will be seen once more.

He will be known by his chosen ones.

 

No longer will the veil be over their eyes.

They shall see what their wickedness has wrought.

Once again the Lord of the Manor shall cleanse,

purifying those who have repented,

who have turned from the darkness into the light.

He shall reign again,

and the people rejoice.

 

But until that day arrives,

the veil of darkness shall remain.

None shall see that Day.

No one shall understand what that day will bring.

For everyone shall be transformed;

everyone will not remain unchanged.

 

Song of Chalsa, daughter of Lemin, Seer of Eshtari

 

~~~

 

The noises just seemed to fade and her worries subside.  The rough stone surfaces had been dressed in a silver-glossed ivy.  Where she stood it bore its thickest dressage; its thin, waif-like leaves shimmered under the gentle caress of the rays of muted light travelling through the cracks of the old tunnels.  It welcomed her like a deep, haunting, momentous revelation.  As she approached the living wall, her hand held tentatively in front of her as she drew nearer, Tess closed her eyes and began to breathe slowly and deeply.  The cool, damp appendages from the vine brushed the back of her hand and crawled slowly up her arm, as if clinging to her, wrapping itself around her arm in almost a vice-like grip.

 

Finally the tips of her fingers grazed against a hard surface, as she snaked her way through the living plant life.  Taking a deep breath, Tess bit the inside of her lip and dove deep into the recesses of her memory for the correct trigger - what would she need to do to bring her people safely through the unknown passageway that had been built into the city's foundation since the time of Alaric.

 

"What is this?"  She heard a low male voice gasp in awe.  From her own memory, she would have guessed it belonged to Lt. Siothrun.

 

Her eyes remained closed, even though through the thin veil of human cells, she could see a faint light pulsing in front of her face.  Tess stood there several minutes, as she waited patiently, the faint light now screaming through her eyelids, before she allowed herself to view the images that now danced before her.  The bright yellow light pulsed through several smooth, expertly crafted symbols that had been engraved deeply into the stone.  The characters were familiar, yet did not belong to the Antarian alphabet.

 

Her body hummed as the palm of her hand passed over each character, causing the light to cease; it waited for her instruction.  There were six characters chiseled into the stone, each were repeated twice within the smooth pattern that it formed.  The characters ran vertically along the hidden entrance, and studying it with a discerning eye, they formed a familiar symbol to the human eye - infinity.

 

~~~

 

"How is she doing?" Max worriedly glanced up from Isabel to the closest thing to a physician - an almost albino-like alien garbed in a long sweeping robe - Lt. Juno.

 

"She is gravely ill," he replied softly, unable to meet Max's gaze.  "Our equipment has not been programmed with the diagnostic capabilities to analyze your hybrid forms." 

 

Max swallowed hard, as he watched helplessly as Isabel lay encapsulated in a thin veil of purple light. 

 

Larek, who had left possession of Brody's body when they had been transported to the Ithmarian ship, was now in his true form - a pale-skinned Ithmarian, robed in his royal garb, was swift in his directions; Isabel was immediately put in stasis and her body treated for whatever physical traumas her body had sustained.  There had been no promises of a full recovery or even the slight possibility she would wake from her comatose state.

 

"You must focus now on the journey ahead of you, Zan," Larek urged gently, placing a hand on his former friend.  "It will be a long road ahead that will be fraught with unexpected peril."

 

"I know."  Max's gaze remained fixed upon Isabel.  After a moment of silence he turned and faced the small group of strangers who stood around him, as if waiting for signs of the king that had been bound to save a whole world.  "Bring me up-to-date on the situation on Antar."

 

~~~

 

The light was neither bright nor dim; it just shone, like it was just there.  Isabel licked her dry lips and tried to move, lifting her right leg to walk towards the whole veil of light, but found herself unable.  It was like her muscles were frozen, disconnected from her cerebral functions.

 

Isabel felt like she was suspended in some sort of light, neither given the ability to come or go as she pleased.  She seemed a prisoner of some unknown force. After struggling for several minutes to free herself from the invisible force that held her, Isabel knew it was useless; she was a prisoner of the invisible.

 

Her head was slightly clouded and her memory was foggy.  Unsure of her situation, she decided fighting this unknown force was pointless.  Isabel wasn't even sure if there was anything to fight anymore.  For all she knew, she was dead.

 

Isabel pondered the events that had led her to this uncertain physical and mental state.  She was definitely not conscious, knowing that from her previous unconscious state that this was quite different, yet all too familiar.  She felt 'The Presence' unlike she had before; it was very real and it seemed to sustain her, rather than when Khivar's men had her drugged up and unconscious.  She wondered if she really could be near the edge of death.

 

Am I going to die?

 

The thought was scary, yet comforting at the same time.  She remembered the warmth that came from the Light.  Isabel wanted to return to it, but she could not help but remember her family - Michael.  She needed answers, but there seemed nothing she could do to find her way out of this state of 'un-being'.

 

As her thoughts swirled around, trying to conjure up a way for her to get back to reality her surroundings began to dim; the film of light flickered and seemed to waver as if someone or something was interrupting the electrical current.  Isabel's lids began to feel weighed down, as in fact her whole body suddenly seemed to register the enormous trauma that she had undergone.  If the invisible force was not constricting her body, she was positive that she would have collapsed.

 

"I loved you, Isabel. A-all...all of you."

 

Isabel's eyes fluttered at the familiar voice.  The unconscious realm she had awakened within was now black.  She forced her head up and blinked several times, unable to focus at the image that was flashing before her. 

 

Jesse's pale face was resting in someone's lap.  It was as if she were having an out-of-body experience...She supposed she was.  Her chest tightened and her throat was dry and ached.  She squeezed her lids shut, trying to block out the memory.

 

"Isabel, you do not belong with him."

 

"No, I belong with you.  But I don't think either one of us wants to think about that too much."

 

Isabel kept her eyes shut, shaking her head, attempting to rid herself of these memories.  Why is this happening to me?  She didn't want this.  She didn't want to remember.  If she was going to die, she just wanted it to end swiftly.

 

"We'll figure something out.  We'll figure something out for you and Tess and your...do you know if it's a girl or a boy?"

 

"A boy."

 

Isabel swallowed hard, managing to open her lids slightly, enough to see Max staring back at her.  Snow was falling in the background.

 

"Wow, you're having a son."

 

"Yeah, a son.  A son!"

 

The image faded.  She tilted her head slightly, waiting for the next memory; but when it didn't appear, she wondered whether this is what people meant by seeing their lives flash before their eyes.

 

"The stars pale in comparison to your beauty Vilandra."

 

Isabel straightened up at the image that suddenly flashed in front of her.  The voice was familiar, but the face unrecognizable.  Khivar.

 

"Do you really imagine I can be so easily wooed?"  She heard a raspier version of her own voice.

 

"Hardly, Princess," Khivar said soothingly, stroking her face.

 

"Good, because that would be a mistake..."

 

"A vital one at that," Khivar finished, raising a bemused brow.  He raised her slender hand to his lips, which held a trace of a smirk, and placed a lingering kiss.

 

~~~

 

"Everyone be on their guard," Michael commanded in a low whisper, not wanting to break Tess' trance-like state.  He scanned the faces of the young soldiers nodding in awful agreement, as their eyes remained transfixed upon the silent workings of their Queen.

 

Michael was on edge as they had followed Tess' tentative steps through the darkened tunnels, which had been hidden by overgrown vines and weeds.  He understood Tess' wholehearted desire to be an asset to their secret mission, but he also knew that memories were a fickle thing, and as much as she might have wanted to recall the royal passageway...But then she did it.  It was an amazing thing to watch.

 

He wondered how he had been lucky enough to regain his memories at one time.  The others either never seemed to be able to or couldn't.  He wondered now that the time drew near, whether any of the others were drawing into themselves, as he now watched Tess doing, and finding key to unlocking their past...

 

~~~

 

"So we'll head to this base first?" Max said tentatively.  All the information, which this new version of Larek had been reporting to him, was daunting and confusing.  Names and places that he didn't quite remember, strategies and allies he knew not.

 

"Zan?"  Larek cocked his head and frowned.  "Is everything all right?"

 

Max squeezed his eyes tight, as a shooting pain stabbed him between his temples.  Pressing heel of his hand midway between his forehead, he tried to relieve the pain.  Even in the darkness of his tightly closed lids, he saw flashing and swirling before him, causing a nauseous sensation to flood over him.  He stumbled back, trying to compensate for the sudden loss of balance, as he teetered back and forth.  "I-I don't know..."

 

Larek caught him by the arms before he tumbled backwards, and slowly lowered him to a near by chair.  "I should have foreseen this physical reaction to the strain you have put yourself through."

 

Max shook his head, trying to communicate, but couldn't find his voice amidst the blinding misshapened visions.

 

What the hell was happening?

 

~ * ~

 

"The sequence runs counter-clockwise," Zan/Max explained, as his hand ran down the length of Ava's arm.  "Once you have begun, it must be completed in a certain time limit or palace security will be alerted."

 

"I think I've got it," Ava/Tess said, focused on the remote entrance/exit hidden in a narrow corridor, within Zan's royal chambers.  Disbursing short, warm bursts of energy from the palm of her hand, she finished entering the sequential code that Zan had forced her to memorize.

 

After the last burst of energy was absorbed by the crescent-shaped symbol, the code had been completed and the various symbols engraved within the marble door began to flash, illuminating the dark corridor so intensely that the symbols gave way to the light and formed the sign for infinity.  Ava/Tess took a step back, as the marble door before her moved of its own accord.  The smooth marble grated on the unpolished floor underneath them, causing a loud grinding sound of sorts.  "And that my darling is your way out," Zan/Max whispered into her ear, as he snaked his arms around her waist, brushing his lips against her ear.  He spun her around until she faced him.  "If there is any trouble, uprising, I want you to come here and take this passageway out.  It will lead you to the Jendhani Forest."

 

Ava/Tess furrowed her brow, unable to comprehend why Zan was showing her this.  "I will not be needing this," she said, wrapping her arms around his waist and snuggling up close to him.  "No one has any reason to hurt me, Zan."

 

Zan/Max smiled softly, amused at the naiveté coming from the graceful woman who had captured his heart only a year ago on the cliffs of Mizpah.  She was everything he had ever wanted in a woman.  Strong and defiant, Ava never bowed to convention, yet she was the picture of a graceful and elegant courtier.  Ava was always full of contradictions, just when he thought he understood her and knew every facet, there always arose something new and intriguing and surprising about the woman.  "You have no comprehension of the enemies I have, my love."

 

"Of course I understand that you have enemies Zan," she chided, pulling away from him slightly.  "You have power and rule over an entire world, do you think I am that naive?"

 

Zan/Max grinned widely.  "You, my darling, are absolutely wonderful."  Lowering his head, he captured her lips with his, as his pulse raced from their close proximity and their dark surroundings. 

 

There would be no other for him.

 

~ * ~

 

Max felt a cool compress against his forehead, bringing him to.  "Your Highness," Larek said grimly, as his shadow hovered above him.  "Are you all right?"

 

He felt slight nausea after the unexpected vision or flashback - at the moment he wasn't quite sure which it was.  "Yes."   Max swallowed back the bile that rose in his throat, furrowing his brow in an attempt to recall whether what he had just seen had indeed happened. 

 

It had felt so real.

 

"Ava."

 

"Pardon?" Larek kneeled beside him, as the other Ithmarian checked his vitals.  "Did you say something?"

 

Max glanced over at his friend, who for some reason did not look as strange as he had when Max had stepped onboard this ship.  "Nothing."  His thoughts drifted back to the emotions, which seemed to come parcel and package with his visions.  It was such an overwhelming sense of belonging and completion when he held her.

 

Had it been a dream?  Max began to believe the trance he had slipped into was more than a vision; it had been a memory.  The more he dwelt on the memory, Max began to wonder whether the closer he came to his home world, the more his memories would return until he could recall the entirety of his life lived on Antar.

 

~~~

 

"Zan."  As the warm breath passed her dry lips, Tess awakened from her trance and found herself faced with a long, dark marble encased passageway.  The memory had been vivid and it seemed to have guided her through the necessary sequential code needed to unlock the door.

 

Tess felt her stomach churn, and she stepped backwards, her hand feeling behind her for something to steady herself.  It had been so real.  A part of her even felt as if Max had been with her.  She shook her head. 

 

No.  It was just a memory.

 

"Tess, are you all right?"  Michael's voice broke into her reverie, as his hand grasped hers, steadying her.

 

"I'm fine."  She glanced over her shoulder at Michael before turning her gaze back to daunting passageway in front of her.  "We must move or we'll have nothing to show for our efforts," she said firmly. 

 

The warmth of his lips on hers lingered, as she unconsciously traced her bottom lip with her fingers.

 

"Let's move," Michael barked.  "Her Highness has pulled through for us, now we have to finish it."

 

Tess felt a lump rise in her throat, as she approached the pitch-black passageway.  Light.  There has to be a light.  Once the pad of her foot touched the cool marble floor, a row of blue lights illuminated the corridor, as far as the eye could see.  Her heart skipped a beat, as the passageway eerily seemed familiar. 

 

Their mission had got off to a good start.  It was a good sign.  Tess took a deep breath and prayed that more memories would surface the closer they came to the Inner Sanctum.  She knew that the more she remembered, the better their chances were of defeating Khivar. 

 

Michael led the team as they made their way towards the inside of the palace.  Tess followed closely behind, with the other soldiers watching their rear.  Her fingers trailed along the smooth walls, as if she were a child running her fingers along a fence.  Her mind drifted to Khivar and his meticulous plans.  What was he planning?

 

She glanced down at her timelink, which happened to be set to the celestial movements of Antar's three moons, and the three light green moons were now fully eclipsed on her watch.  "It has begun."

 

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