Loving Destiny

 

Disclaimer:  These characters do not belong to me, but to the writers and producers of Roswell

Spoilers:  After Chant Down Babylon, changes happening where Max is successfully rescued, and Michael was the one who broke up with Maria.

Pairings:  You’ll have to wait and see!

Pronunciation Guide: Pela (Pe –lah)

                                        Nuha (New – ha)

Author’s notes:    Queen Fadilia Kedar: Max/Isabel’s mother

                                        King Alaric Kedar: Max/Isabel’s father

                                        Cian: Max/Isabel’s ancestor, first king of Antar

                                        Andaria: Tess’ mother

                                        Radim:  Tess’ father

                              Kedrans: race from which Royal Four descended

                                        Iturians: race from which Khivar descended, and overthrew and killed Zan and the Kedrans

                                        Cerideans:  special core ops of the Iturian army, mostly psyonics and telepaths

                                        Eshtari:  capital of Kel Abara, location of the palace

                                        Badr:  1st moon of Antard

                                        Cedris:  2nd moon

                                        Pela:  3rd moon

                                        Kaptar’s Jewel:  constellation in the Antarian’s star system

                                        Yun’s Garment:  Aurora Borealis - Northern Lights

                              Saren Dari:  desert plain on Antar

                                        dashka :  good luck charm

                                        elkarl :  Iturian hand weapon

                                        capaechea:  long haired woolly creature, with long flanks and a large hump on its back

                              kii:  location where various endangered animals are kept for protection

                                        Mount Freiweils: location of Loyalist secret base

                                        Tir Lamar:  sister city to Eshtari

                                        kashkar: slur, equivalent to witch

                                        plascer:  plasma weapons, compact, length of your hand

                                        mesnya:  Antarian money

 

Chapter Sixty Seven

 

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Treat people as if they were what they ought to be and you help them to become what they are capable of being.

                                                                                                      - Goethe

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"Liz." 

 

Kyle was still stunned at the whole state of affairs.  As he shuffled into Liz's semi-private room behind his father, the silence spoke volumes.  The girl, who always seemed to bubble over with life, lay before him in a coma.  The doctor said that he had no idea whether she would wake up or not.

 

Jim glanced behind him, hearing the worry in his son's voice.  He had never been more frightened for one person in his life.  As he raced down the desert road and up to the steps of Roswell Memorial Hospital, his thoughts were for the Parkers.  How would they feel about losing their only daughter?

 

He knew the horror of almost losing a son and watching him almost die in his arms.  It was something he wouldn't wish on any father or mother.

 

Jim let out an uncomfortable sigh, as he stared warily at the 17-year old senior, who in only a few months would have been graduating from high school.  It was an insane risk he took, whisking the girl to the human hospital, when Max could have healed her in mere seconds.  But something in his gut told him that there had been hesitancy in that method of healing; and after seeing the state of Isabel's own health, he knew that the boy needed to conserve whatever power he had left to save his sister.

 

"Dad, you have no idea how glad I was to see you." Kyle slapped his father on the back.

 

It was the truth.  He had been so freaked out; in fact, he still believed he was in shock over the hundreds of bodies that he saw.  They were all real people.

 

"Where the hell do you get off disappearing into the night without a word?"  Jim spun around and confronted his son - a fury of unleashed anger bubbling to the surface.  "Do you have any idea what kind of thoughts ran through my mind, boy?" he yelled, pushing his index finger into Kyle's chest.

 

"I would have put out an A.P.B. except I didn't want to alert the wrong people, just in case you, Max, Isabel, and Michael were caught in... by those unmentionable things that shouldn't be seen or talked about."

 

Kyle's eyes widened at his father's unexpected outburst.  "Whoa Dad!" he coughed, not sure whether he should laugh or be offended.  "I didn't mean for any," he pointed to Liz, "of this to happen!"

 

Jim rubbed his forehead and let out a frustrated sigh.  He knew that Kyle never meant for any of this to happen.  This is what you get for stickin' your nose in other people's business.  "I know," he grunted, patting Kyle's shoulder.  "I just need you to tell me how all of this got so out of hand."  Jim peered down the hallway for any signs of nurses or doctors. 

 

It was clear.

 

"It didn't start out like some sci-fi movie," Kyle began, "well, I guess it kind of did, since all movies tend to start out normally so that..."

 

"Kyle!"  Jim didn't have the patience for side stories, not when the Parkers were sure to have been notified of Liz's state.

 

Kyle jumped, widening his eyes at his father's flustered state.  "Chill Dad," he replied calmly.  "I was just trying to lighten the mood."

 

"Look Kyle," Jim pointed at his son, "I just want to know what put Liz in this bed and how the hell those bodies ended up in the desert."

 

"In fact, why don't you tell me who in Sam hell they are, and what kind of backlash - F.B.I., C.I.A. - we're going to be dealing with in the next few days."

 

Kyle stepped back as his father kept coming at him.  It was like his dad thought he orchestrated the whole ordeal.  With everything he had been through in the last 24 hours, he should have been given some medal of honor or something.

 

"I'll give you the Cliff notes version," he said curtly, not appreciating his father's accusatorial tone. 

 

"Liz and I were out at the theme park the night before, just to help her forget about Max and the fact that Tess came back."  He moved in closer to Liz's bed.  "I took her out so we could see the Northern Lights that were out, which should have been a dead give away," he moaned in foresight.  "And that's where we saw Michael, Tess and the spaceship."

 

"Spaceship?"  Jim couldn't believe what he was hearing.  As much as he knew Max, Isabel, Michael, and Tess were aliens, for his son to say that he saw a spaceship was an incredible phenomenon.  It just went to prove that there were aliens out there.

 

"Yeah," Kyle nodded, "and Michael and Tess took off with the other aliens."

 

"Took off..."  Jim felt like he was hearing something only a child would come up with, wild tales of spaceships and aliens.  He felt his mouth hanging agape.

 

"Then Liz and I went to Michael's apartment and Max and Isabel came back from their trip."  Kyle continued on, ignoring his father's apparent shock. He began to pace back and forth, trying to recall the details of the past couple of nights.  "He came back and we found out from Maria that Tess didn't kill Alex; it had all been a lie, a set up by Tess to protect us."

 

"Apparently she had made a deal with Khivar, but found out that he was lying to her and she double-crossed him.  He killed Alex, not Tess."

 

Jim felt like his brain was on overload.  "Tess didn't killed Alex?" he muttered under his breath.  Jim looked up at his son and frowned.  "When did we find that out?"

 

"And when did Max and Isabel take off?"

 

There had been a lot happening around Roswell in the past month that he apparently hadn't been aware of.

 

""Pregnant..."

 

"So once we figured that everything Tess told us was a lie, Max went after Liz, who ran out," Kyle continued on, "and we headed over to the Evans', where Isabel was and with the missing Jesse."

 

"Jesse was missing?" Jim cried.  He was getting tired of being left in the dark.  For all he knew, Kyle could have been killed and he wouldn't have known for days...if ever.  He would have been left wondering.  "I'm the Sheriff of this town and no one bothered to think to include me?  Why the hell wasn't I told any of this?"

 

Kyle looked at his father speechless as he shrugged.  "Dad, everything just happened so fast!"

 

"Well apparently not fast enough to not involve the Evans."

 

"Dad," Kyle cried out in frustration.  "We didn't go to them with this stuff.  Believe me, if they could have been left out of it, they would have.  But we - Isabel, the Evans and I - got taken hostage by the aliens."  He closed his eyes and sighed, leaning forward and resting his hands on his knees.  "Everything happened so fast..." he repeated softly.

 

Just then, Jim finally saw the toll the past couple of nights had taken on Kyle, and a flood of regret and remorse filled him.  He slid his arm around Kyle's shoulder and embraced him.  "I'm sorry that I wasn't there, son," he whispered.  "I shoulda been there."

 

Standing in his father arms, Kyle felt all his strength escape him.  Fatigue and exhaustion seeped into every muscle and he had trouble even standing up.  "Dad, I was so scared that I was going to die," he choked out.  "I don't want you to think that I don't love you."

 

Kyle's declaration of love seemed to come out of nowhere.  Jim frowned, though a smile tugged at the corners of his lips.  "I know that," he rubbed Kyle's back, "I know that, son."

 

"I just didn't want to die without telling you one more time," he whispered, as he began to choke on his tears.  Kyle felt his eyes brim over with tears.  "I was so close to dying."

 

Jim pulled him in closer to him and squeezed him harder, trying to will those painful memories  away.  "I will always love you, Kyle.  Always."

 

"Now," he sniffed, pulling back from Kyle, "how did you escape?"

 

"Well, the leader," Kyle rubbed his wrists unconsciously, as he recalled walking across the desert in those bonds, "I guess he thought he would use us as leverage; well at least the Evans and me."

 

"Where was Isabel?"

 

"T-they separated us," Kyle stammered, unable to fathom the torture Isabel endured at the hands of those sadistic bastards.  "I don't know what they did to her; in fact I have no idea how she got out to where we were in the first place.  She just showed up."

 

"Anyway, Max, Liz and Jesse must have known what was happening because he was out on the cliffs prepared for the attack."  Kyle remembered the blinding fog that enveloped him and his captors; he had never felt more afraid or relieved.  Only then did he feel he could hope again, that there was a possibility that the whole ordeal wouldn't end in his death.

 

"Kyle?"  Jim nudged him as he seemed to fall into a trance-like state.

 

"Uh, yeah," he breathed.  "So there we were in the desert and this fog suddenly appears.."  Kyle stepped back, and stood beside Liz's bed.  "I don't know how long it was, but somewhere in the confusion, Liz and Jesse showed up."  A smile tugged at corner of his lips. 

 

"I don't know when I more glad to see her face then at that moment."  Kyle turned and looked over at his father.  "She was like a genie or something, stealing us away from the big, bad aliens."

 

"So how did she get like this?" Jim frowned.  There were so many missing pieces to the whole picture. 

 

"I don't know," Kyle whispered, beginning to get choked up again.  "I told her she should come with us."  He looked down at Liz, who showed no signs of awareness of the conversation in the room.  "But you're so stubborn." Kyle rested his hand on her arm.  "Too stubborn for your own good."

 

Jim comfortingly patted his son on the back.  Liz had been the closest thing to love that Kyle had ever experienced.  And he could see how her lifeless state was tearing him apart, especially when he felt partially responsible.

 

"I took the Evans back to Roswell like Max told me to..."  His voice trailed off.  Glancing over his shoulder, Kyle swallowed hard as he looked at his father in the face.  "He told me to take Liz back too, but I didn't listen...I didn't make her come with me."

 

"It's not your fault, son," Jim replied reassuringly.  "You couldn't have known."

 

"But I did!" Kyle exclaimed through his tears.  "I did know!  I felt it in here," he pointed to his gut, "but I just watched her leave."  He turned his focus back to Liz.

 

"So  how did you get back to the desert?"  Jim hated to press him, but if he was going to try to help Max and Isabel, he needed to know everything up until he arrived.

 

"Larek...Brody, drove."

 

"Why did you go with him?"

 

"I had to," Kyle explained warily.  "I was the only one who could show him where Max was."

 

"And what did you see when you got..."

 

"Sir," a woman's voice suddenly interrupted him.  Jim and Kyle both turned around to find an elderly woman in scrubs standing in the door way. "Can I ask you to please keep it down?"

 

Jim swallowed hard.  How much had she heard?  He cleared his throat and smiled sheepishly.  "Uh, sorry M'am."

 

The woman seemed satisfied by his apology.  She walked into the room and picked up Liz's chart.  Briefly glancing at several different machines in the room, the nurse jotted down some notes onto the sheet attached to the silver clipboard.

 

"Dad, can we do this later?" Kyle leaned over and brushed a stand of the dark brown hair from Liz's cool brow.

 

She looked so peaceful, like Sleeping Beauty, except he was no prince.  Kyle slowly sunk down into the chair he had noticed earlier, behind him.  Resting his chin against the metal railing that barred each side of the hospital bed, he stared down at one of his closest friends. 

 

I can't lose her...not like this.

 

~~~

 

"Why haven't we heard from Counselor Larek?"  A regal pale-skinned figure robed in navy blue frowned.

 

"He has yet to contact us, Sir," another pale-faced figure replied tentatively.  The Ithmarian was robed in baby blue was younger than his irritated superior.  "And he left strict instructions not to contact him."

 

"Juno, we've got a short window of opportunity left."  Captain Kel bristled at the Counselor's irresponsible behavior.  He had given Larek specific instructions about the narrow timeline they were dealing with, if they were to return before the final lunar equinox.  To make things worse, their ship would not have enough fuel to wait around much longer for Zan and Vilandra to make up their minds.  If they did not arrive in the next few minutes, they would be grounded until the next lunar cycle.

 

"Sir," Lieutenant Juno said slowly, uncertainhow his captain would react to his readings.  "We have readings of an unexpected polarization developing on G72-03's atmosphere."

 

Captain Kel pulled up the anomaly on screen.  The light blue haze was no more than a pin prick on his monitor; it pulsed and their sensors read a large magnetic energy emitting from the image before them.  He tried to pull in closer, trying to zoom in on ground level, but their magnification was unable to capture those images.

 

Captain Kel watched the growing mass.  He didn't know what it was, but he didn't like what he saw.

 

This mission was not going as well as they had all hoped and prayed it would.

 

~~~

 

"I have a ship waiting for my signal."  Larek glanced down at his chronometer.  Captain Kel would definitely lecture him on punctuality when they boarded the ship.

 

"Max and Isabel aren't going anywhere." The human guardian known as 'Mrs. Evans' declared evenly, stepping in front of her son.

 

Larek groaned inwardly.  They had no time for this foolishness.  He looked at Zan for help on this human level.

 

Zan stepped forward.  "Mom..."

 

Larek reached down into his jacket and pulled out small, smooth object.  It was crafted, in appearance, as a rock-like substance; a description of it in human vocabulary would have been something akin to a pebble.  He ran his thumb over the surface.  Immediately the pebble began to vibrate under his fingertips.  When Larek was about to contact his ship, he was distracted by a sudden shift in atmospheric tension.

 

"What's going on?" Zan said darkly.

 

Larek glanced over his shoulder at the small group of humans huddled around Zan, as if instinctively believing he would be able to protect them.  "I do not know," he said slowly, as his eyes darted around the desert plain.  "But I do not think we should should remain out in the open where we are so vulnerable."

 

Just as he was about to escort Zan and his human guardians to a sheltered area of the former battlefield, the shimmer of the full moon flickered, as if a flame, and withdrew into the night.  The orange-tinged warmth of this galaxy's sun, however, did not trail upon its wake.  Time seemed to have skidded to an abrupt halt.  The ominous, grey clouds that had previously filled the sky, rolled in swiftly, veiling the lunar apparition that had once shed light upon their enemies.

 

Larek strained to distinguish forms, shadows or shapes.  It was as if someone had blindfolded him.  Larek stiffened, aware of the possibility of attack from Khivar's remaining men.  Qunar had a main camp, which he had marched out from.  He was sure of this.  "Zan, stay close to me," he called into the darkness, uncertain of Zan and Vilandra's exact whereabouts.

 

He could hear the shuffling of feet and muffled voices behind him.

 

"Larek, over there!"

 

Larek was confused.  He had no comprehension of where Zan was calling his attention to; but it was only for a brief moment.  The cause of this sudden blackout revealed itself quickly.

 

The air sizzled; thin, static streams of light flared out of a small sliver of white piercing the darkness less than a hundred feet in front of him.  A high pitched hum cut through the eerie silence that had fallen over the desert.  The anomaly was no more than a couple of inches in circumference, but growing steadily.

 

"Max, what is happening?" Mrs. Evans cried.

 

Larek glanced over his shoulder; the unknown source emitted enough light for him to be able to locate the three huddled figures behind him, with another in Mr. Evans' arms.  "We need to find shelter," he exclaimed, suddenly feeling a strong, invisible pull drawing him towards the light. 

 

"Counselor," a static voice bellowed from his hand.

 

Larek frowned and looked down at the communicator in his hand.  He pressed the flat side of the smooth oblong surface.  "What is it?"  This was not protocol.

 

"I told you not to contact me...to wait for my signal."

 

"Coun..." static crackled from the communicator, "lor.  Window closing."  Larek strained to focus on what his men were saying. "Polari...tion stronger."

 

Larek ran over to Zan.  He knew they did not have much time.  "Find them shelter," he commanded calmly.  "Then we must leave."  Zan began to protest.  "We have no time!"

 

He began pushing them back, frantically searching for some form of shelter which they could hide behind.  Out of the corner of his eye, Larek saw several of the human  hosts enveloped by the light.  Whatever the cause of the energy field, they had to get out of its way before it pulled them in along with the dead bodies lying in that desert.

 

~~~

 

Max was confused and distracted.  Larek was not giving him enough time to figure out what exactly was happening.  As Max scrambled backwards, to a small group of rocks, he saw the source of the light. 

 

It was about the size of a baseball; although only a few minutes earlier it had been about the size of a golf ball.  There seemed to be some magnetic field involved with the light source.  Bolts of light shot out from the bright anomaly.  Its' reach was increasing by the minute.

 

Qunar.  The exact location where he had watched Qunar die was where this light source appeared.  Had he missed something?

 

"Go!"  Max was suddenly met by Larek's stern gaze.  "We have to get out of here!" Larek cried, spinning him around and pushing him hard.

 

"Where?"  Max had been standing here for the past hour or so, fighting Qunar; there was no place to hide that wasn't a couple hundred feet away.  "There's no where to run," he said firmly, turning around to see the brilliant light dimmed, clouded by a curtain of dust, swirling in front of its hungry mouth.  "There must be a reason its here - a cause."

 

"Did you not hear me, Zan?" Larek shouted at him, as the hum had become louder.  "We do not have the time to analyze this phenomenon.  We must get you and Vilandra home."

 

Max spun around and glanced at his 'possessed' friend, before his gaze darted past to his parents, who were several feet away from him, waiting anxiously for his reply  to Larek's blunt declaration.  "We can't return," his gaze met Larek's, "until I know this thing won't consume everything in its path." 

 

Max swallowed hard, waiting for the alien's response.

 

Larek's intense eyes bore into his, as if looking into his soul, not turning away for a moment.  "Fine."  He spun around and motioned to Max's parents.  "Go with them, until I can get some reading on this anomaly," he said resignedly.

 

Max hesitated for a moment before jogging towards his parents.  He knew Larek was unhappy about his choice; choosing to return to Antar was a huge step in itself, but he could never save one home from complete destruction, while leaving another to utter ruin.  He just couldn't.

 

"Max, what is happening?" his mother asked, completely distraught.

 

"He's going to try and get a reading on the anomaly," he explained, distancing them from the pull of the vacuum.  "We don't know what it is, but hopefully we'll figure it out soon...then we'll know what to do." 

 

Max studied his father's shadowed face.  He had been so quiet.  It was unlike him.

 

Max slid his arm around his father's shoulder, tilting his head, gesturing towards the rock behind him.  His father furrowed his brow, as if it ward off the wariness that was etched upon his face.  But the elder Evans' gave in and rested his strained muscles.

 

Max's eyes scanned Isabel's pale face, discerning whether she was any worse for wear; he knew he had to get her some medical attention soon if she was going to survive.

 

"But Max, why is this all happening?" his mother questioned.

 

Max glanced over his shoulder, seeing Larek/Brody inch his way closer to the entity, in an attempt to get some reading on the growing monstrosity, and then turned his attention back to his mother's frightened expression.  This had been the day Isabel had been waiting for since they were sixteen.  Max remembered Isabel's tear-stained cheeks, as he denied her the choice of explaining to the Evans who and what they are.

 

"You told her?"  Isabel looked at him excitedly.

 

"No."  Max shook his head.  Her shoulders dropped and it seemed like someone had punched her in the stomach.

 

"I'm sorry," she whispered.  "I just...I just wanted her to know .  I wanted her to know so bad."

 

Max cringed at the memory.  He looked down upon Isabel's limp body cradled in their father's arms.  "M-mom," he said, his voice almost shaking.

 

He would tell them.  He would finally tell them the whole story, as Isabel had wanted to years ago.

 

~~~

 

"If we can locate the underground tunnel leading to the royal passageways," Michael explained, while rustling through several rolls of green parchment-like paper.  "Then we can enter the Inner Sanctum without Khivar's knowledge."

 

They had laid siege around the outer perimeter of the city, hidden in the dense camoflauge of foliage.  Khivar's men suspected nothing yet, but it was only a matter of time before he realized what they were up to.  General Steren was leading their forces in capture of any scout crafts and incoming cargo ships.

 

Tess furrowed her brow, as she watched Michael search for the ancient layout to the palacial city.  The secret passageways within the royal city had been destroyed by its architect at the king's command.  The secrets of the passageways had been passed down orally, taught by the prior ruler to the next generation of the royall family.  And only the royal family knew the traps and secret corridors within the maze-like structure.  "Why are you looking for blueprints when you know there are none to speak of."

 

"No, that's not what I'm looking for."  He quickly skimmed the large page in his hand and smiled.  "This is it," he showed the green page, marked with detailed diagrams, "The plans to the underground sewage system."

 

"This is what is going to get us to the entrance to the secret passageways."  Michael glanced up at the small group of officers who had been gathered to join Tess and him in the mission. 

 

"So you remember the how to get to the Inner Sanctum?"

 

"When did you become aware of the secret passageways?" Michael frowned at the small detail that no one knew except the remaining few of the Kedrans, who had served the last reigning son of Cian.  There was no way Tess could have known except that her memory was finally being restored bit by bit.  He grabbed her shoulders and looked her squarely in the eye.  "Do you remember?"

 

Tess instinctively pulled away; but as she was confronted by the accusation, she paused and tried to recall how that information came to the forefront of her mind.  "I don't know."  She shook her head, running her fingers through her disheveled hair.  "It just came to me when you began talking about the underground tunnel systems."  Standing there, the reality of her continuing restoration of her memories filled her with excitment.

 

Would she be able to remember it all?

 

"Your Highness."  Yasu cleared his throat and waited quietly to be addressed.  Tess nodded, giving him permission to speak.  "With your permission, I can assemble and prepare a tactical assault team while you and Commander Guerin," he glanced over at Michael, "...prepare the manner of our entry."  He lowered his eyes in humble submission.

 

Tess glanced over at Michael to see if he was in agreement with Yasu's suggestion, knowing that the trusted soldier was giving them space to speak privately about the unspoken subject of her memory loss.

 

"Agreed."  Michael tilted his head towards the small clearing, not more than ten feet from them, signalling for the soldiers to take their leave.

 

He silently watched the younger soldiers trail Yasu as he led them away.  Mentally he scolded himself for bringing up the subject in front of them; he knew better.  Though the Loyalists were faithful to their queen, they could not be comfortable with the thought that Tess was unable to recall her life on Antar.

 

"Do you remember the passageways?"  Tess stared intently at Michael, focused on the task at hand.

 

Michael locked eyes with Tess.  "No, " he shook his head, "in fact, if you recall, I wasn't shown the passages."

 

Tess frowned.  "How can that be?"

 

Michael bent over the layout of the tunnel system and sighed.  "I died before they showed me."  He looked up wryly at Tess, who seemed to upset at herself for not remembering, and smiled.  "But hey, this is one way to go."  He turned and looked out at the towering city of Eshtari, built on a hill, but what some might call a mountain.  "At least it won't be a boring way to memorize the passageways."

 

Tess looked at Michael uneasily.  His humor always arose at the oddest times.  He winked at her.

 

"Let's get this planned," Tess sighed, rolling her eyes at him.  "I want this plan to be flawless."

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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