Loving Destiny

 

Disclaimer:  These characters do not belong to me, but to the writers and producers of Roswell

Spoilers:  After Chant Down Babylon, changes happening where Max is successfully rescued, and Michael was the one who broke up with Maria.

Pairings:  You’ll have to wait and see!

Pronunciation Guide:      Beni – yah  (be – Nye – yah)

                                                Noone  (Noon)

                                                Barak  (B – air – rik)

                                                Faigel (Fay – GEL)                 

Author’s notes:           Queen Fadilia Kedar: Max/Isabel’s mother

                                        King Alaric Kedar: Max/Isabel’s father

                                        Andaria: Tess’ mother

                                        Radim:  Tess’ father

                              Kedrans: race from which Royal Four descended

                                        Iturians: race from which Khivar descended, and overthrew and killed Zan and the Kedrans

                                        Cerideans:  special core ops of the Iturian army, mostly psyonics and telepaths

                                        Kaptar’s Jewel:  constellation in the Antarian’s star system

                                        Yun’s Garment:  Aurora Borealis - Northern Lights

                              Saren Dari:  desert plain on Antar

                                        dashka :  good luck charm

                                        elkarl :  Iturian hand weapon

                                        capaechea:  long haired woolly creature, with long flanks and a large hump on its back

                              kii:  location where various endangered animals are kept for protection

                                        Mount Freiweils: location of Loyalist secret base

                                        Tir Lamar:  sister city to Eshtari

                                        kashkar: slur, equivalent to witch

                                        plascer:  plasma weapons, compact, length of your hand

 

Chapter Sixty Three

 

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At the end of your life you will groan, when your flesh and body are spent.

                                         - Proverbs 5:11

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Michael allowed his body to run on automatic pilot.  His enemies approached with swiftness, and with a certain amount of disbelief, he found himself responding likewise, with amazing surety and accuracy.  But as much as Michael would have liked to believe that this hidden agility and strength would somehow get him out of this mess, as the numbers of guards increased, he knew that would never happen.  If he managed to overwhelm them with an energy blast, Khivar would have another fifty men ready for battle.  It was all too much.

 

Hani and Quirinius had managed to transmit one last message to him before all communication was lost.

 

‘Sir, we are boarded.’

 

‘Go,’ he had told them irritably.

 

‘But sir…’

 

‘I’m not going to make it.  I’ll find another way out.’

 

Those were his last words before the magnetic field cut off all contact.

 

With a quick rhythmic change, he held off one guard as he raised his other hand and wiped the sweat that was collecting upon his brow.  Michael glanced over his shoulder at the open ventilation shaft above.  At least he had managed to bide his men enough time to escape.  He exhaled loudly, as his heart continued its quick pounding rhythm while he dispatched two more soldiers.  Growling loudly, Michael knew he needed to change his strategy.  He could not hold them off and wait until the onslaught stopped.  Somehow he needed to get out of there – he needed to escape.

 

“That’s enough.  Leave us.”

 

Michael’s ear perked up at the familiar voice, as the sea of soldiers that filled the corridor halted their attack and seemed to look at each other in confusion.  With a sudden shift in direction, Michael watched as the soldiers began to file out of the corridor.  As they dispersed, he saw a lone figure at the end of the hallway.  He was short in stature - just as he remembered the repugnant commander.  “Nicholas,” he breathed, straightening his posture to meet his foe.

 

The commander smirked, as his dilated black eyes met his, in an attempt to stare him down.  “Commander Rath, how nice it is to meet you in the field again?”  His tone was sickeningly sweet.  “I never expected to see you at my back doorstep!”

 

Michael swallowed hard, trying to catch his breath and regain his composure.  The amount of time he had spent fending off the guards had exhausted a great amount of his physical strength.  And now as he faced Nicholas, he knew he needed all of the strength he had both physically and mentally to oppose his strongest adversary yet.  It’s Commander Guerin,” he breathed, trying to hide his fatigue.  “And it’s too bad I can’t say the same thing about you.”

 

Nicholas clucked his tongue and shook his head slowly, as he approached Michael.  “You know it’s not nice to insult your host, especially when you broke into my nice, warm home.”  His ebony eyes flashed white under the hydrogen lamps in the corridor, as his steps echoed in the narrow hallway.  I just don’t feel safe anymore after what you have done.

 

Michael rolled his eyes and snorted.  “Give me a break,” he scoffed, at Nicholas’ performance as a damsel in distress.  “You’re even more pathetic than I remember.”  He rolled his shoulders back, preparing for a surprise attack from the scrawny imp.

 

Nicholas tilted his head to his right, causing a loud cracking noise; and then repeated the action, but to his left, causing the same result.  “You know I will gain much pleasure from watching you squirm under my power,” he sneered.  Nicholas stopped three quarters of the way down the corridor and closed his eyes.  “Prepare to experience more pain than you could ever imagine.”

 

Michael stiffened as he found himself paralyzed by Nicholas’ powers.  He knew he was unprepared for the attack.  He should have seen it coming.  Michael kicked himself for not running when he had the chance, instead of exchanging witty banter before Nicholas made his move.  He should have blasted him when he had the chance.

 

~ * ~

 

Nicholas was pleased with himself.  He had stalled the overconfident commander until he had drawn close enough to mentally bar the muscle-bound Loyalist from accessing his motor functions.  If he knew he wasn’t being watched, he would have clapped gleefully at the triumph.  It was easier than he had expected.

 

“Khivar will be impressed by your imprisonment, wouldn’t you say?”  He circled Michael, inspecting his hybrid captive.  “I have to say Commander Guerin,” he smirked.  “You aren’t much to look at.”  He stopped and looked into the eyes of the blue-eyed Antarian.

 

Michael hated the way he was being taunted.  If he could have freed his hands, it would have been easy to reach out and wring the Iturian’s neck.  But there was no release from Khivar’s second in command’s control.  He looked down in utter disdain.  When he realized that his facial features had not been paralyzed.  Michael smirked as he worked up a large wad of saliva into his mouth.  He gestured with his head for Nicholas to draw closer.

 

Nicholas furrowed his brow; his eyes narrowed suspiciously.  “What?”  He leaned in closer.  “What is it?”

 

Michael spat in the self-aggrandizing commander who was nothing more than a little boy in grown-up shoes.

 

Nicholas jerked his head back as he felt the wet, bubbling, bacteria-filled goop slide down his cheek.  Quickly he wiped his face with the back of his sleeve and forcefully plowed his fist into the sitting target’s abdominal region.  This sudden movement caused his soon-to-be tortured prisoner to fall flat on his back.

 

Michael squeezed his eyes shut, as the shock of hitting the marble floor sent a jarring moment of darkness flash before his eyes.  His head throbbed and his ears rung.  Before he could curse the baby-faced skulk, he felt the hall shake.  Michael furrowed his brow, blinking several times, wondering if he was imagining things.

 

Nicholas moved in closer to Rath so that he could knock him out cold, then he would be able to call in his guards to drag his body into the laboratory.  When he focused on the dazed hybrid, a sudden blinding energy blast brokered the two-inch thick steel walls, causing them to melt into a liquid pool at the foot of the wall.  “What the hell…?”  His concentration broke long, as his attention was drawn to the blinding light that filled the newly built in entrance to Sector L21.

 

Michael still couldn’t focus well, but he did feel his limbs unexpectedly loosen at his sides.  He glanced up at Nicholas, who had stepped over him and was approaching the hole in the wall.  He shook his head, trying to rid himself of the stars that circled around his head.  Slowly he managed to push himself up to his feet and subtly follow behind Nicholas.  He had no idea who it was, but it had definitely got him out of the jam he had been in.

 

“Commander Guerin, get in!”  A loud distorted voice boomed throughout the hallway.

 

Nicholas spun around to see Rath just before he knocked him out with an energy blast.

 

Michael furrowed his brow at the blinding light that dimmed as he stepped through the hole.  “Who is it?” he barked, as he had a sneaking suspicion of who was behind this sudden rescue. 

 

There was no answer.

 

When Michael climbed aboard the hovercraft that floated parallel to the second floor of the secret base, he headed straight towards the cockpit, locating the stupid leader of the commando escapade.  Hani in the pilot’s seat while Que seemed to be manning the weapons control station.  “What the hell was that?” he yelled, furious at his soldiers for disobeying orders once again.  “This was not our plan.”

 

Hani and Quirinius looked at each other guiltily.  “Sir, we…”

 

“I told you to move on without me if I didn’t return.”  Michael knew from experience that it had been a narrow escape with the help of his young officers, but that did not dampen his rage at the complete and utter disregard for his commands.  No man or alien could survive if rogue soldiers existed in the Core.  Sure this plan had worked, but only this time.  He would never allow reckless behavior that dwelt in Hani or Quirinius into his battalion let alone into the Loyalist Army.  As his eyes darted from the young eager officer to the quiet brainy one, Michael knew they would be devastated at his decision to discharge them once they returned to Mount Freiweil, but it was for the best.  “You were reckless and could have gotten yourselves killed!”

 

“I was willing to ignore the first mission slip-ups, but this is something that I am not able to excuse or condone.”

 

Michael spun around and was about head into the ship’s midsection to analyze the data they had retrieved - he was too emotional to navigate the ship – when he saw Tess standing in the narrow corridor.  He had forgotten Tess and Yasu were also along on a separate mission.  “Tess…”  His anger continued to seethe as he exhaled loudly, trying to calm himself down.  “What happened?  Did you find Zander?”

 

Her face was solemn and pale; her eyes dull, as if someone had doused the fire that lain behind them since the day he had met her.

 

“Don’t yell at them,” she said, barely above a whisper.

 

Michael tilted his head to the side, worried at her unusual behavior.  “What happened, Tess?”  He gently guided her from the prying ears of the young officers and led her past Yasu, who sat quietly in the midsection of the ship, and into the small cargo bay.

 

“Michael…”  It seemed that her voice was like that of a child’s.

 

He guided her to a nearby crate and sat her down.  “Come on Tess, tell me what happened.”  Her speechlessness made his body tense and thinking back to his unexpected boarding of the hovercraft, he hadn’t heard a child’s voice or cry since he arrived.  Michael swallowed hard.  It couldn’t have been good news.

 

Obviously both their missions hadn’t gone exactly as planned.

 

~~~

 

Tess wasn’t quite sure what exactly had happened.  Everything had been such a blur.  They had tried to locate Zander and once she thought perhaps she had, but when she had almost narrowed down the location of her son, the connection vanished.  She had scrambled around, trying to reconnect, but there was nothing. 

 

She had lost him again.

 

Yasu had told her quite calmly that their open door to rescue Zander was closing.  Hani had contacted Yasu and informed them that he was already prepared for take off and that Quirinius had just made contact and spoke of the trouble in Sector L21.  Tess had tried frantically to locate Zander, but the magnetic fields were making it impossible to reach him.

 

~ * ~

 

“We must leave.”

 

Tess stared blankly at Yasu – his suggestion did not register.  She continued to creep along the walls of the busy hallways.  If she could keep up a mindwarp long enough to search the rooms along this corridor, she stood a chance at finding her son.  Tess ignored Yasu, whose hand had gently grasped her upper arm, began to pull her in the opposite direction.

 

“We must go.”

 

Tess spun around.  “We are not leaving without my son!” Her chest rose and fell dramatically.  She hadn’t realized that her heart had begun to race and that she was breathing loudly.  Forcefully Tess ripped her arm out of his hand and continued down the corridor.  “He’s here.  And I have to find him.”

 

Suddenly a thunder of footsteps echoed not far, around the corner of the corridor.  Tess felt Yasu yank her backward, causing her to lose focus on her mindwarp.  Yasu pinned her body against the entranceway of a nearby entrance, trying to avoid detection as a troop of soldiers marched by.  She could hardly breathe, as her face was pressed against his chest.  When Tess  tried to create some breathing room, she felt Yasu push in harder, as the soldiers stopped right in front of them.

 

It boggled her mind that no soldier even turned a stray glance over in their direction.  They were in plain view of their enemies and none of them blinked.  And that is when she heard the voices.

 

“How is the child?” a low raspy voice rumbled.  “I want him physically fit when we prepare him for the test.”

 

“The child is being cared for,” a woman’s voice replied stonily.  “His energies have been emerging.  Soon he will be ripe for Project Pilan.  We have monitored his the pattern of his growing powers and it is following the turn of cyclical moons, General.”

 

“Perfect,” the General purred.  “Once we confirm that Project Pilan has its’ power source, we can turn it on our enemies.”

 

“What about the intruders, Sir?”

 

“They are being dispatched at this very moment.” 

 

Tess’ heart sped up at the mention of her son.  She didn’t quite understand what they were talking about; she didn’t know how Zander could be involved in Project Pilan.  Bracing herself against the crushing weight of Yasu’s insistent protection, Tess managed to gain a minute amount of room to breathe.  As she inhaled deeply, she leaned forward and around the corner, still hidden under the shadow of Yasu’s body in attempt to catch a glimpse of the muffled voices. 

 

The man was balding with a thin bar of wispy, salt and pepper locks that ran across the back of his smooth shiny head.  His face was worn and wrinkled.  Thick dark brows hovered above his grayish blue eyes, which were darting about, as he gazed upon a full-figured woman who stood in full dress, with her back to them.

 

“Is the information correct?” the female officer asked tentatively.  “Has Commander Rath of the Royal Guard been captured?”

 

Tess’ eyes widened.  “Michael?” she said under her breath.  Suddenly she felt Yasu’s hand clamp firmly across her mouth.

 

“Did you hear something?” Tess heard the General ask suspiciously.

 

“Sir?”

 

The overweight General peered over the woman’s soldier, and Tess could feel his gaze boring into Yasu’s back.  Still, as he approached the sunken entrance against which they hid, there was an expression of confusion, yet no recognition.  Under the palms of her hands, she could feel Yasu’s heart pounding.  When the General reached out his hand to feel around in the shallow entrance to the room she heard Yasu inhale sharply in conjunction with her own gasp as she feared discovery.

 

“General, we have had some anomalies within the child’s system,” a new breathless, male voice said.  “Our biological monitoring unit has been experiencing a flux since we entered him into the data analysis module.”

 

The General spun around sharply and acknowledged the new officer.  “How does the data read?”

 

Tess leaned forward again, impelled by the anxiety that filled her heart at the urgency of the soldier’s uncomprehending news.  Though she had no idea what they were talking about, if there was something wrong with her son or if they had harmed in any way, they would pay.  Yasu held her back, but allowed her enough room to watch the General motion the troops, who had been quietly standing at attention while he held a conversation with this female soldier, to head down the corridor in the opposite direction, while he, the female soldier and this new officer strode quickly in the other.

 

Once they were a few feet down the corridor, Tess pushed Yasu off of her and peered around the corner, with the full intention of following them.  “Yasu…y-yasu,” an unfamiliar voice quietly cracked in their ears.  “A-are you there?”

 

Tess ignored the voice and stealthily began to stalk her son’s captors.  She heard the soft shuffle of steps behind her and she knew Yasu was following also.  “Hani?”  She heard Yasu mutter behind her.

 

In her earpiece she heard the static break up the confirmation of their contact’s identity.  “…es, it is I,” he replied.  “W…must leave.”  His words were either unfinished or unrecognizable. “Sold…surrounding…lea….5 min…utes.”

 

At the young officer’s plea, Tess quickened her pace, knowing full well that Yasu would urge her to flee.  The three figures ahead of her turned a sharp corner and she lost sight of them for a moment.  Taking a deep breath, she sprinted around the corner in time to see a large dull, grey steel door close behind the female soldier as entered the sealed room.  Posted outside its entrance were two guards.  She moved to engage them, but felt Yasu yank her back and around the corner.  Tess pushed him off and glared angrily at his audacity.  “What do you think you’re doing?” she barked quietly. 

 

Yasu did not blink at her sudden outrage. He calmly shook his head, like something a parent would do, and positioned her to stand at a certain angle at the corner of the hallway intersection.  With a slight tilt of her head, a sudden glint shimmered in the middle of the corridor in front of the two guards.  Along with a the two guards and the intricate security system, Tess finally saw what caused Yasu to draw her back – a thin plasma field which filled the height and width of the hallway.

 

“What are we going to do?” she asked urgently.  “Zander’s behind that door.”  Yasu’s focus seemed distant and elsewhere.  “Yasu.”

 

The average-height officer turned his gaze on to her, with an expression of sudden clarity.  “Wait here.”  With that he strode around the corner and out of sight.  Tess leaned against the wall, not daring to alert the guards of her presence, if indeed Yasu was intending to draw the guard’s attention away from her.  She heard raised voices and the low hum of the plasma field suddenly wind down and a few bright read beams of light fly past her head and into the wall in front of her.  Flinching at the sound of loud groans, Tess waited tensely as she heard footsteps approaching.

 

“Come,” he said curtly.

 

Tess peered around the corner to see the two guards bound and gagged in the hallway.  “Hurry,” she exclaimed, rushing towards the metal door, which had to be at least four inches thick.  Determinedly she turned and focused on one of the bound guards, searching for the security code that would allow her access to her son; once she acquired the eight digit alphanumeric code, Tess quickly punched in the code while Yasu stayed on the look out.  Her heart raced with anticipation, knowing that just through those doors was Zander’s sweet beautiful face.

 

The metal doors groaned as the magnetic field slid them into the grooves in the wall.  Tess prepared herself for immediate attack, as she stepped through those doors.  Instead she was assaulted by an image of a canopy of long cables extending downward from a halo of light into a small oval containment unit, attaching to several portals in its jagged outer veneer.  A monitoring station hovered several feet from the main level where she could see the General and the other two officers along with two other men dressed in white robes conversing.  No one had noticed their entrance as they seemed engrossed in the problem at hand.  The room’s light fixtures flickered rapidly, as if a strobe was its main source of light and every architect and officer was scurrying around the base of the oval containment unit, if she could hazard a guess, to locate the malfunction.

 

‘Zander?’ Tess called out mentally.

 

The flurry of activity continued as she motioned Yasu to follow her while creeping stealthily through the crowd of people, blinding the malicious men torturing her son to their presence.  “He’s in there,” she pointed to the oval unit, “I know it.”

 

‘Ma!’

 

Tess’ heart wrenched as the tearfully frightened mind reached out into the laboratory.  ‘Mommy’s coming,’ she reassured, while searching for the optimum route up to the containment unit that had been craned tentatively in the air, with the black cords its only failsafe, and even then, she wasn’t sure they would protect her son from injury.

 

‘Nonnie!’

 

The strange name seemed familiar to her.  ‘Who sweetie?’  Tess tried to keep her son’s mind elsewhere as she found an angled beam which rose to the ceiling.  If she could just manage to shimmy up the smooth structural pillar, she had a chance to reach her son.

 

‘Nonnie…Andie…’

 

Suddenly the nickname struck a cord.  ‘Grandma Andaria?’  The thought of her mother sent a chill down her spine.  Tess closed her eyes and shook her head.  She couldn’t lose focus now. ‘Just stay quiet, Zander,’ Tess said calmly. ‘Mommy’s coming to get you.’

 

As she reached up to gain some leverage to pull herself up onto the beam, Yasu’s familiar hand halted her.  “Let me go,” he whispered.  “You could fall.”

 

Tess furrowed her brow and stifled a loud boisterous laugh.  She had allowed Yasu to face off with the guards, but apparently the young soldier had gotten the impression she could not take care of herself.  The corners of her lips curled slightly.  “I will be fine.  Besides, Zander doesn’t know you.’  A hesitant look crossed his once stoic face.  It was the first sign of emotion she had seen the stiff, well-trained soldier express.  ‘I’ll be fine,” she repeated, in a reassuring voice.

 

At this, Yasu seemed to step back and resign himself to the role of watchout again.

 

Slowly, Tess shimmied up the beam, using the muscles in her thighs to steady her, as she pulled herself up with her arms.  She kept telling herself not to look down and focusing on her goal, Zander.  As she came closer to her destination, the louder the voices of Khivar’s men got – to the point where she could understand what they were saying.

 

“Well fix it!”  The General gestured emphatically towards the oval unit.  “We do not have time for these unexpected surprises!” he growled.

 

“Sir, it is not our equipment,” said a lean, undernourished, dark-skinned academic, who was shaking his head fervently.  “ The child seems to be unconsciously emitting these electrical charges and our apparatus is not equipped for such large currents.  It is flooding our biophysical processing mainframe.”

 

Tess swallowed hard, absorbing the newly arisen information about her son.  Though she had recognized in the last few days which she spent with him, that there was something developing, changing within his delicate body – hearing his voice in her head – she never expected his powers to emerge so quickly.  Her powers and that of the other Royal Four’s gestated until they had turned the ripe age of six.  But Zander was only 15 months old, there was no possible way that he had developed them so quickly.

 

“I’m sure you’ve got some magic potion up your sleeve, Architect Beni-yah.  Make it so that he can’t think.  I don’t want this project destroyed because of one little child.”

 

“Y-yes, Sir,” Architect Beni-yah stammered.

 

Tess glanced up at the containment unit which was only a few inches away.  Biting the bottom of her lip, she teetered on the cold metal beam and reached for the edge of the module, using all of her strength to draw it close enough to take hold of it with two hands.  After taking a deep breath, Tess gripped the edge of the module, where a glass cover sealed the module and leaped off the beam.  Her heart raced as she dangled above the laboratory, gritting her teeth as she attempted to work her way to the front of the module, with only the strength of her arms to keep her from plunging to the ground.  As her feet swung wildly in the air, they found a flat piece of metal jutting out of the module, which allowed her to gain some leverage on her son’s prison.  With a determined effort, Tess managed to heave herself up to the top of the oval unit, that was, she now realized, hovering at a slight angle backwards to her benefit.

 

“Hurry,” she heard Yasu whisper.  “Your façade is wavering.”  Tess, who was sprawled on top of the glass, clinging for dear life, glanced backward to see the world perceived was blurring.

 

‘Damn it.’

 

‘Bad words,’ she heard her son chide.

 

Tess looked down into the oval prison and saw her son, who had grown at least an inch since she had last seen him, was naked, except a for a purple cloth that served as a diaper.  “Zander, what have they done to you?” she whispered, seeing her breath fog up the glass.

 

Zander was unconscious.  Several thin glowing fibrous wires had been inserted into his arms, chest and legs.  It made the blood rush to her face as her vision blurred and her peripheral vision was extended to an almost 360 panorama of the laboratory.  Tess pressed the palm of her left hand against the glass, wanting to reach down and rescue her son from the torment he must have been experiencing.  “Mommy’s going to get you out,” she whispered, pressing her lips against the glass in an invisible kiss.

 

Slowly she squirmed up the slippery slope, to the pinnacle of the unit and straddled it, keeping her balance by hanging onto one of the cables that hung down.  Tess patted down her clothes, in search of the fine-tipped pen she had received from one of their architects.  When her right hand slapped her back pocket, she felt a slender mound. 

 

Got it.

 

Tess gripped it as she would a regular writing utensil and pressed gently on the narrow button that was under her thumb.  A thin green light emanated from the silver pen.  The pungent smell of smoke filled her senses.

 

“What is that?” Tess heard the General inquire suspiciously.

 

“What?” Architect frowned.

 

“Smoke.  I smell smoke.”  There was a pause.  “And it’s coming from the module!”

 

Tess glanced over at the group of five Iturians who were scrambling to find the source of the smell.  She looked down at the small body of her son – so pale, so vulnerable – under the glass.   The opening she had been creating was almost complete.  Zander would soon be free.

 

Alarms were sounding loudly as she threw the circular piece of glass on the ground and reached down into the module to touch her son.  Everyone seemed quite calm, as her mindwarp blocked out the sounds of the room for the moment.  The soft, smooth skin under her hand filled her heart with a sense of calm. 

 

She had her son.

 

“Your Highness, quickly,” her companion urged, pointing at his time device.  “We don’t have much time.  Retrieve him now.”

 

Tess began to remove the wires that the architects had attached to him, but before she finished removing the last couple from his nose, she was mentally assaulted.

 

‘No!’

 

Tess squeezed her eyes shut as the voice almost shattered her eardrums.  “Argh!”

 

“What is it?” She heard the anxiety in Yasu’s voice, but she could not respond.

 

‘Bad. Stop,’ the voice said urgently, softening it's tone.  ‘No go.’

 

Tess frowned.  ‘Who are you?’

 

‘Mommy, no go…not yet.’

 

Tess sat up and peered down at her ashen-faced son.  He had not moved or made any noise.  ‘Zander, is that you?’  She tilted her head in confusion.  ‘Mommy has to get you out of here before they hurt you.’

 

‘Not yet.’

 

Tess didn’t understand what he was saying.  Of course he didn’t know what he was talking about.  She needed to get him out of there.  There was no ‘ifs ands or buts’.  Tess reached in to the module and began to lift her limp son’s body out of the containment unit when she felt him stir.  “Zander,” she gasped.  “Oh, my poor baby.”

 

Tess glanced down at Yasu, who was looking more than anxious now.  She looked ahead and saw that the blurring was worse now and that many had begun to hear the alarm.  Her focus was distracted at best. 

 

Zander was shackled with  thin fibreoptic cords that pierced his skin, like those of Earth’s IV lines, but she was sure their purpose was not to save his life.  Her nerves were edging on overload as she fumbled with the last few cords strapped to her son’s body.  She knew that it would read on their monitoring system, since she had no more strength left in her to add to her fading mindwarp. 

 

‘He’s flatlining…” an architect stated rather calmly.

 

Tess grabbed the smooth grey cloth that he had been laid in and wrapped it around her son’s limp body.  Searching around her for a decided exit, as shimmying down a metal beam was not an option, she saw the cords that held the contraption above the ground.  Wrapping the black malleable coil around her arm and thigh, a trick she had learned from watching Cirque de Soileil with Kyle and Valenti, Tess somewhat jerkily slid down into Yasu’s waiting arms with Zander grasped tightly against her.

 

“This way,” Yasu hissed, grabbing her hand and pulling her toward the back of the laboratory.

 

“What are you doing?” Tess cried, shifting Zander’s now so slender body into a more comfortable position.  “Why are we going this way?”

 

“We have no time to argue this,” the young officer pointed aggravatingly towards the guards that were now flooding through the entrance door.  “We must get out of here.”

 

Tess nodded, knowing that she hadn’t the energy nor the will power to argue with the Kedran.  She caught a glimpse of the navi system in his palm and realized he had been determining their exit strategy, and this was not some ‘Hail Mary’ attempt to look the hero.  Silently Tess gave way and followed hurriedly to the narrow sliding door; but as they made their escape, she accidentally tripped on a thick cord that lined the floor, stumbling forward.  Yasu forcefully pulled on her arm in an attempt to keep her from falling face-down; she ended up on her knees, gripping Zander protectively.

 

But in that moment of unforeseeable surprise, Tess was so focused on making sure Zander would not fall that she let go of the mindwarp – easily slipping into unconscious thought.

 

“THERE!”

 

Tess glanced over her shoulder as Yasu practically lifted her up onto her feet, all the while running towards the exit, that she almost stumbled again.  Her heart raced as she could almost physically feel deep-seated desire of the pursuit of their enemies.  Footsteps haunted her, as the echoes filled her ears.  Several beams of red energy had come shooting past their heads, as they shrunk from the high-pitched whinny that warned them.  Once they escaped through the sliding door, Yasu scrambled the release with the laser pen Tess had been given.

 

Silently and with apprehension the two crept down the hallways and corridors, awaiting any possible arrival of guards searching for their persons.  Ducking into cold storage closets and interspersed usage of both Yasu and Tess’ gifts slowly brought them closer to their destination.  Tess was grateful that their tentative escaped kept her mind from focusing on what they had done to her son.  His inability to speak and his lack of movement chilled her to the bone.  This was not the son she had left.

 

“Search every corner, hall and staffroom!” a man’s voice barked, not far from them.

 

Several soldiers jogged down the far corridor, perpendicular to the one she and Yasu were traveling down.  When the Iturians had passed she thought they were in the clear and she stepped out into the open only to have Yasu pull her cautiously back, just as the owner of the loud commanding voice walked by.  His head turned slightly and Tess was certain that he had seen her; but no alarm was sounded and no voices were raised as the commanding officer slowed and then continued on his way.

 

“You’re going to have to stop doing that,” Tess groaned, rubbing the crook of her neck.

 

“I am sorry, Your Highness.”  Yasu lowered his head respectfully.  “I did not mean…”  There was no time to finish his unnecessary apology for saving her hide, as the sound of voices and footsteps trailed behind them.

 

“In here,” Tess motioned him to follow her, as she noticed the green glowing panel beside the entrance of a storage closet that the soldiers before them, had already searched.  She pressed the release and quickly darted into the closet.  Yasu gently guided her aside in the dark room, which held shelf upon shelf of crates and containers of all shapes.  Licking her lips, Tess looked down on Zander, whom she had tucked into the smooth folds of the blanket-like fabric.  The voices lingered in front of their door, as the guards radioed other troops in an attempt to co-ordinate their search.

 

“The sec…tor E,” static crackled, as if the voice came from some sort of radio, “20 has been searched.”

 

“Then are we not wasting our precious time here?”” a voice groaned.  “I cannot believe we cannot find 2 measly spies!”

 

“Silence,” an annoyed voice growled.  “This is far from over.  We must secure all exits.  If we have spies, they must have a means of escape..."

 

Tess lifted the folds of the fabric which concealed her son's face.  As her fingertips grazed his troubled brow, she felt the coolness seep into her blood.  Slowly her chest began to constrict and her heart felt like it was being squeezed as with a vice.  Tess bit her bottom lip and pressed Zander's cheek to hers and held her breath as she listened hard for a sign of life.

 

The short inhale of oxygen was shallow and couldn't have been enough to sustain him.  Oh God no!  Tess pulled more of the fabric from her child's cool frame and pressed her ear to his chest.  Zander's heartbeat was irregular and labored.    She closed her eyes as fear overwhelmed her. 

 

'Not now...not when they had come so close to being free.'

 

"Come," Yasu beckoned as his body was almost halfway out the door.

 

Taking a deep breath, Tess held back the tears that threatened to fall and gritted her teeth determinedly at the next few moments of their mission.  She closed her eyes and gave herself a pep talk. 'You can do this.  We've gotten through much worse than this...we're not going to fall apart now!'  Tess once again wrapped Zander into the folds of the fabric and cautiously crept out of their temporary hiding place.

 

~ * ~

 

The halls had been crawling with guards, but by the time they had reached the cargo bay, the hallways seemed to empty and the guards were fewer and fewer.  Tess had never been so relieved to reach the large sand-infested dockage bay in her life.  As they stood hesitantly outside the door, Tess and her companion's eyes met in an anxious fleeting moment.  There could be a waiting army beyond the slick sliding metal door; whether all of their hiding and camouflage tactics had been for naught would be known in a few minutes.

 

Tess swallowed, knowing that precious minutes of her son's life were being wasted because of their fears.  With the smallest pressure against the flowing panel, the door opened into the darkened shelter for supplies and weapons.  There were only two ships that were docked in the large hangar - a large white pristine freighter built for desert travel and carefully hidden behind it was a small hovercraft which they had managed to sneak into the cargo bay during the shift change and hidden with a camouflage device developed by Architect Noone.

 

Yasu ran along the nearest wall, deftly evading large crates and hard plastic-like containers.  Tess' gaze darted around the bay.  Everything seemed eerily quite.  It made the hairs on the back of her neck prickle.  She didn't like the feel of this at all.  As she followed Yasu towards their camouflaged ship, Tess couldn't help but think that this had been all too easy.

 

'They are not that careless.'

 

"Thank you for giving us the credit," a low, rumbling voice chuckled.

 

Tess spun around startled by the unseen voice.  As she searched for the voice, the dimmed lights of the cargo bay began to hum and soon the whole room was illuminated, revealing a contingent of Iturian guards standing single file horizontally across the length of the room.  She stood half in awe and fear and half in complete self-loathing for her overconfidence.

 

One tall dark-haired soldier stood out amongst the uniformed troop.  His chiseled features, like that described of an Adonis, were striking and she couldn't help but admire them in a strangely comforting way.  Tess frowned.  He seemed familiar to her, but she couldn't place the face.

 

"Now will you hand over the child?"  The arrogant officer stepped forward with arms outstretched; in conjunction, the tightly knit group of officers behind him raised identical weapons of size, shape and color.  They were known as 'plascers'.  Similar to the elkarl, the weapons did not expand into long staffs, but their force blast doubled that of their counterparts.

 

Tess closed her eyes with every intention of killing everyone in the encampment.  She would not have her child put back in that deathtrap.

 

"If you want your child to live you will think twice about your actions," the Iturian's voice echoed confidently.

 

Tess' eyes flashed suspiciously.  "What have you done to my son?" she growled, lifting the fold of the purple fabric from Zander's face.  "You will pay.  You tell Khivar that!"  Her whole body was trembling with a throbbing tension.

 

"Your Highness," the officer said calmly, stepping towards her.  "Your son will 'not' be harmed."

 

Tess stepped back in time with his approach, almost like a slow wary dance.  Her eyes narrowed, completely disgusted by his attempt to reason with her, like she had absolutely no idea of what Khivar stood for and his intentions were.  He could have cared less if her son lived or died - preferably dead - as long as his throne was secured.  And from the snippets of conversation and Loyalist Intel, Tess knew that the monster had full intentions of using her son to do it.

 

"If you come another step closer, I swear I will disintegrate your whole army."  Tess locked gazes with the officer in an attempt to communicate her full intentions.  "I have no regrets spilling your blood.  In fact, I will enjoy it."

 

"I know you will not sentence your son to death," the officer said, as if completely ignoring her threats.  "And I am not trying to deceive you, Your Highness."

 

Tess felt her stomach churn as he referred her to respectfully for the second time.  There was something about him; though his face remained stoic and calm, his eyes seemed to plead with her for her to listen to what he was saying.  'No.'  Closing her eyes and shaking her head, she stepped back one more step. 'It's a trick.'

 

"It is not," he mouthed quietly.

 

"I will take care of them, Your Highness!"  Yasu's commanding and defiant voice filled her ears as he charged in front of her, pushing her to safety.  "Leave!"  The back of ebony-colored locks of her tanned companion was to her as she was startled by the move to attack.  His body was tense and alert, ready for battle.  Tess could see it in his body stance.

 

The officer seemed unfazed and lifted his hand, flicking his wrist towards Yasu casually.  "Hand to hand combat should suffice," he declared., not giving Yasu a second glance and turning his attention back to her.

 

Tess watched as groups of three approached Yasu warily, circling their prey.  Her heart raced praying that he was as strong and stubborn with them as he had been with her during the mission.

 

"Now, we have the opportunity to speak," the commanding officer said quietly.

 

"Barak watch your back with her!  You know General Garrick has warned us about her powers." 

 

Tess tilted her head to the side, as the officer paused at the warning.  'Barak.'  She frowned uncertainly.  The name seemed familiar.  'Why?'

 

"You must trust the One has plans for him," Officer Barak said soothingly.

 

"What are you doing?" she cried, so confused at his sudden about-face.  "Why are you saying this to me?"  Protectively Tess pulled Zander even closer to her chest, while backing away.

 

"He will die Your Highness.  I know that for a fact.  Even 'you' know that."

 

Tess bit her lip as she looked down at her son; tears were on the verge of spilling down her cheeks.  Her breath quickened as doubts began forming in her mind about what she was doing.  'Could he be telling me the truth?'  The thought left her breathless and her chest aching.

 

How could she leave her son here?

 

"I would die for him, Queen Ava..."

 

Tess glared at this Antarian in Iturian garb, vowing his life for her son's.  "You are a LIAR!" she screamed.  Tess turned around to escape to the still-cloaked ship, but found herself trapped, with two guards coming up behind the rear to hinder her escape.

 

"He will die if you do not listen to me!" Barak said anxiously.

 

Tess turned around, a mixture of rage and helplessness.  She just couldn't take the chance that by rescuing her son she would be sentencing him to death.  As she pressed Zander close to her chest, Tess felt him move.  Peering into the folds, her son was choking, gasping for breath, as if a vacuum had formed in the spacious hangar. 

 

"Do you want us to take him?" one guard asked smugly.

 

Tess watched the commander's face flinch at the triumph in his man's voice.  She closed her eyes and shook her head.  None of it made any sense.  "Please."  His voice softened and almost pled for her to believe his lies.

 

When Tess opened her eyes she found him standing in front of her.  His big round eyes staring down upon her.  He just stood there, making no move to wrest her child from her arms.  She never noticed his silver eyes, which seemed to shimmer under the flickering overhanging lights that illuminated the room.  Without a word, he nodded once, as if reassuring her that it was okay for her to let Zander go...

 

And with a flash, Tess placed the face that was now gazing so calmly at her, as if studying her face for the first time - like that of a painting.  He was the soldier who had seen her in the corridor - the one who had let them escape.

 

"You know that retribution will be made," Tess said quietly, as if testing his silent claim to fealty to the true King.  "I will not let my son come to harm..."

 

Barak nodded.  "Your powers are somewhat legendary," he said auspiciously.  "And I would warn my men that to take you for granted would be a terrible mistake."  He hesitantly reached out for Zander.  With an amount of care, he cradled her son in his arms, as if holding a fragile piece of art.

 

"Men," he barked, his eyes glazed over while addressing his pre-occupied men.  "Take care of them."  The distinguished officer, whom Tess had turned her child over to, turned on his heel and towards the direction of hallway. 

 

Tess felt like she had made a mistake trusting the Antarian when his back was turned to her, but unexpectedly his stride slowed and he turned around curiously, to face her once again as his men closed in on her.  “The General has been alerted that all is well and that the search has been called off,” he said calmly, his steady gaze meeting hers.  “Men, be careful during transfer.  We wouldn’t want any ‘incidents’ to occur when I leave.”  His eyes never left hers.  It was like a subtle allusion or inference that seemed to awaken her to the circumstance she was in.

 

Tess knew what she had to do. 

 

Turning around, she faced the two guards that were approaching confidently, yet with an intelligent posture of unease.  She turned her head slightly and out of the corner of her eye she saw Barak speaking softly to Zander, grazing his lips across his forehead softly.  Her attention was drawn back to her would-be captors as they yelled idiotically, as if they were in some war movie, announcing their approach.  Clearing her mind swiftly of any distractions, Tess summoned an image of a brooding rain cloud, dense and threatening.  Her eyes snapped open like that of a sternly pulled blind, her pupils dilated ever so slightly.  The determined soldiers were now quite tense and they had stopped their approach.  In the background even the rousing cries of attack and struggle between Yasu and the Iturian guards quiet. 

 

The room was filled with a fine grey mist which thickened each passing minute.  Tess scanned the room noting the position of each of the speechless guards and reached out mentally with a power she had only felt once before - in the halls of Roswell High.  Systematically she struck the guards with bright white bolts of lightening.  The static in the air crackled in the air as she tested herself, striking with one bolt, then two, until she was overloading their nervous systems with energy that could only be described as tentacles strangling their prey.

 

Tess hadn't even heard the cries of the tormented aliens; she didn't even remember boarding the ship.  It had happened all so fast - freeing her son only to lose him, killing at least twenty men without blinking, rescuing Michael...

 

~ * ~

 

"I...I couldn't do anything," she whispered, as she fell forward into Michael's arms.  But in a moment Tess sat up and looked Michael in the eyes.  "I couldn't leave you too."

 

She searched for understanding, maybe even assurance that she had done the right thing.  Tess closed her eyes.  Now as she retold the events of her escape, images of the piles of black ashes on the floor of the hangar appeared before her eyes as Yasu pulled her to the ship, to safety.

 

"I...I was so calm, Michael, like nothing phased me.  I didn't even give them a second thought."  The words tumbled past her lips, but she wasn't quite sure she was aware of what she was saying.  Everything had been so real - the war, the possible loss of her son.  It seemed like a game before - chess, where she would strategically move the pieces and if she made the right move she would triumph - but death hadn't been seemed a part of the game until that day.

 

"Shhhh."  Michael's arms wrapped tightly around her.  "It's going to be all right."

 

Tess rested her head against Michael's chest, listening to the slow rhythmic beat of his heart, allowing it to soothe her restless spirit.  Zander I'm so sorry.  She closed her eyes and allowed the tears to flow from the depths of her heart.

 

Now she had let them both go.

 

~~~

"Over there...turn here!" Kyle yelled excitedly as he spotted on the horizon of the clear black night, a dim glow.

 

Brody...Larek, had commandeered his truck and was driving wildly, as if he'd never driven a vehicle before.  I suppose aliens don't drive cars...

 

"When we get there, you'd better pray to whatever Deity you believe in that it's not too late."

 

Kyle glanced worriedly at Larek's less than cheery disposition.  "I bet you're the life of the party on your home planet, huh?" 

 

Larek looked unappreciatively at the lame joke.  "There has been so much planning done and to think that all of it will be for naught if General Qunar's surprise attack is a success," he mumbled angrily.

 

Kyle wasn't sure if he was blaming him for not staying or himself for not getting here sooner.  He frowned, as he looked over the scrawny, less-than-heroic figure of a possessed human-alien.  How was he supposed to overpower the still numerous aliens that were hanging out in the middle of the desert plain?  Kyle tilted his head and scrutinized each body part of the human/alien. Could he beat a 'whole' army?

 

"Stop staring at me like that," Larek said, with his eyes staring straight ahead.

 

Kyle quickly turned his eyes to the front of the road.  He better not have thought he was checking him out.  He was 'so' not doing that.  Kyle glanced briefly at Larek and then turned his eyes forward again.  Should he say something?

 

Suddenly he felt the truck come to a jarring halt.  They were still several feet from the place where the battle was occurring.  Kyle frowned.  "Why are we stopping here?"

 

Larek jumped out of the truck and pulled out a weird round metal object that flowed a fluorescent yellow.  "I must make contact with Faigel."  Kyle followed his gaze, which was staring intently up into the infinite solar system.  His eyes widened in disbelief.  "You've got a ship up there?" he cried.

 

Larek glanced at him curiously, as he pressed a sequence of symbols on the apparent communicator.  "Yes.  Is that a total foreign concept when you have already seen one?"  He shook his head warily and walked away from Kyle.

 

Kyle knew he shouldn't be stunned or even surprised by anything by now, but it still boggled his mind that there were 'actual' spaceships that could fly in outer space.  Of course, not the shuttles that humans sent into space, but real UFOs.

 

"Let us go."

 

Kyle turned to see Larek standing atop a sand dune a few feet in front of him.  "Everything has been arranged, and if it's not to late, maybe Zan and Vilandra are still alive."

 

Kyle swallowed hard at his unemotional assessment of the situation, though he shared the same sentiments.  He closed his eyes and sighed.  Please let them be alive...

 

~~~

 

Isabel breathed in sharply as she awoke from her blackout and choked on the dry dust that filled the air.  She tried to move, but found a weight hindering her movement, especially under her present injured condition.  Her head hurt, as if she had just had entirely too many Jack Daniels.  She groaned.

 

Isabel watch out!

 

The memory of the frantic cry filled her ears with an unexpected viciousness.  Why had the voice sounded so familiar?  Isabel pondered that question as she lay there, eyes closed, trying to regain enough strength to remove whatever had her pinned to the ground.  The noise around her was muted and she managed to make out who were speaking:  The General and her guard.  Isabel silently lolled over in her mind where Max was or even whether he was alive.  Everything had happened so fast, one motion and blast after another.  In her heart, she feared the worst - Max was dead.

 

The thought of her brother slain at the hand of ‘The General’ arose a sudden surge of anger and hatred.  Isabel gritted her teeth and found solid ground from which she could push her upper body to try to gain leverage on whatever was sitting on her.  She cringed at the shooting pain that swept through her arms and caused her stomach to churn with nausea.  Sucking in a sharp intake of breath, Isabel bit down on her bottom lip in pain, her eyes shut tight.  “Oh God.” 

 

It took everything in her to not collapse under the pain.  Slowly, Isabel managed to maneuver her body, until she was lying flat on her back.  She tried not to draw attention to herself, wanting a chance to seek revenge on those who had robbed her of her only family.  Out of the corner of her eye, she noticed the dark-haired lackey that had kept her from helping Max.  He will be the first to die.

 

Making sure their attention was focused elsewhere, while she prepared herself for one last attack, Isabel felt whatever was on top of her, move.  She furrowed her brow.  As she placed her hand upon the mass on top of her, Isabel realized that it was a person; in fact, a man.  Suddenly a lump began to develop in her constricted throat.  Her heart began to race; she didn’t know why she was reacting this way, but dread flooded over.

 

Isabel watch out!

 

The cry seemed to wrench at her heart.  Jesse.  Isabel opened her eyes wide, frantic at the realization that the voice she had heard had been Jesse.  Suddenly the body on top of her groaned as it moved.

 

Isabel managed to prop herself up on her forearm so that she could push the body, who was lying facedown against her chest.  Rolling him over, Isabel saw the sandy features of the man whom she pledged her life to only a year and a half ago.  The lump in her throat now seemed to be the size of a golf ball.  Her chest rose and fell quickly, as she tried to catch her breath at the image of her husband’s unconscious face.  Quickly she forgot about her own fatal injury and brushed the burnt copper grains from his cold moist face.  Oh!  Jes-se!  Her vision blurred as each caress revealed another portion of her husband’s face.  His skin had always been so smooth.

 

When the flood of tears had begun raining down on his soiled face, she didn’t know.  Isabel could only search his body - beginning at the top of his head and working her way down to his torso – for the cause of his unresponsive state, when she felt a wet, moist area under the palm of her hand.  “Oh no!”  She gasped hysterically, shaking her head at the thought that passed through her mind.  “Oh, no!” she repeated, clutching Jesse’s head to her chest.  “Please God, no!”

 

“Jesse, wake up.”  Isabel lowered her husband’s head onto her knee and stroked his face.  “Come on, honey.  Wake up!”

 

The present disappeared as she watched Jesse’s paling face.  Everyone and everything that she had been so aware of gave way to the startling reality of another man in her life dying.  Max was dead.  Jesse…

 

The words would not form in her mind.  Isabel closed her eyes.  This was not happening.  It just wasn’t.  She unconsciously wiped her upper lips with her hand, feeling the moisture transfer to her hand.  Most would believe that a thousand thoughts would rush through your head when two people you loved had died, but all Isabel found was emptiness.  She felt nothing.  Isabel frowned.  Why couldn’t she feel anything?  The thought distressed her.  She had no emotions at all.  It was as if they had been stolen along with her brother and her husband.

 

How much more was she supposed to take?

~~~

 

The fierce desert squall was unexpected to say the least.  Where was the catalyst for the sudden, confusing experience that was unfolding before each of their eyes?  Max felt himself hovering above the commotion of war that held the very key to the survival of a planet and more personally, to the life of his son, Zander.  Floating there, he had never felt such a sense of insignificance in the spectrum of the infinity that surrounded his very body.  There was so much more to the universe than his tunneled perspective of ‘self’.

 

A swirl of white, grey and blacks, textured by the grains of sand formed a simulation of a cocoon, where the final metamorphosis of his ‘self’ would emerge. It was a surreal process that he had not foreseen.  While his conscious began to awaken in the whirlwind of silence, Max saw Liz’s body floating in the same abyss to which he was confined.  Her body was limp, her head lolling back and her arms hanging loosely at her side.

 

It hurt to see this woman that he had fallen in love with caught up in something that should never have involved her.  How much had she given up?  How much had she suffered because of him?  Now in this one final act, Max witnessed her complete devotion to him.  As the cocooned wall began to converge upon him and Liz and the distance between them lessen, the pale ray of the moon streamed into the otherwise darkened shelter filling the imperceptible room with its’ silver rays.

 

Max watched as the light dallied around Liz’s limp body, as if gently caressing her pale skin.  Then a sudden cool breeze swept through causing his body to send a shiver down his spine.  After a few moments, the swirl of sparkling light danced through the air toward him.  Max watched it slowly approach him, unprepared for whatever was to come.

 

His body felt a soothing, warm gentle caress envelop him.  Strange sensations filled his body as the light penetrated his warm tingling skin and absorbed into his slow metabolic system that was frantically trying to sort out the evolving changes and transformations that were occurring.  It ebbed and flowed with a naturalness that seemed to burn under his skin, singeing his follicles from beneath his pores.  His essence which had always felt incomplete was searching…searching for that last piece of the puzzle.  His spirit searched for something that would make him complete.

 

The gentle force that had held him up, as though he could truly fly, seemed to wane and he felt the pressure against his limbs begin to disperse.  He saw Liz’s worn body gradually descend and realized that he was also descending from the plane of existence that was foreign to him.  But while he prepared himself to face the real world once again, he felt a sharp pain stab into his spine, as if someone had inserted a long spike of cold steel through his nerves that burned with a hot ferocity.

 

Max could hear his scream echo within the drifting wind tunnel, bouncing as if the wall of wind and sand truly existed as a solid barrier, muffling his cries.  He arched his body back, as if trying to escape the repeated stabs of pain.  The warm breath that filled his lungs, escaped with a shallow gasp.  His mind buzzed, as his ears rang with a high-pitched tone.  He squeezed his eyes tightly shut, trying to block out the throbbing white pulse of pain that shot through him.

 

It was too much.

 

~ * ~

 

The pain had stopped.  Max awoke to see Liz sprawled on the ground underneath him.  He paused to assess whether his body had managed to survive the excruciating pain without any side effects.  Though Max felt no pain, he was uncertain whether that was because he was physically fine or whether it was because something worse had happened.

 

He didn’t know.

 

'Daddy...help me...'

 

Max closed his eyes, unsure whether he was imagining things.  Zander?

 

'Daddy...help me...'

 

Max rolled onto his stomach and pushed himself up onto his feet.  Suddenly incensed by the soft pleading voice in his mind.  It was the first time he had heard himself referred to as 'Daddy'. 

 

This was far from over.

 

~~~

 

Jesse thought he was imagining things as he opened his eyes.  Things were somewhat blurry and out of focus, but she was there, her angelic face hovering over him.  Don't cry my baby.  He wanted to say the words; he wished he could comfort her, but his body wouldn't let him.

 

It was an odd sensation that floated over him.  It wasn't exactly as they had described it in medical journals and tabloids.  He was filled with a mixture of pain and numbness.  There was no white light...

 

Jesse could hear Isabel's voice pleading him to stay with her, but it was muffled and hard to understand.  He tried to hang on, but it was like his fingers couldn't find anything to grasp onto.  So sorry my baby.

 

"Jesse!"

 

Jesse rested his eyes, as his breath became more labored and shallow.  The pain was fading now and the numbness taking its place.  With the a conscious effort and the last amount of strength he had, Jesse managed to find his voice.  "Is...Isa-bel..."

 

Her teary eyes seemed to flicker in acknowledgement of his voice.  A moment of hope flashed in her beautiful brown eyes.  He always loved staring into those eyes...

 

"Jesse," she cried happily, lifting him into her arms.

 

When Isabel lowered him back onto her lap, Jesse managed to sum up the most important thing he wanted her to remember.  "I loved you, Isabel. A-all...all of you." 

 

Jesse felt he could let go now.  As he stared up into her lovely face, he could rest now.  He had been able right some of the wrong he had done to her, Max and Michael.  He had proven that he loved her. 

 

Goodbye.

 

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