Loving Destiny

 

Disclaimer:  These characters do not belong to me, but to the writers and producers of Roswell

Spoilers:  After Chant Down Babylon, changes happening where Max is successfully rescued, and Michael was the one who broke up with Maria.

Pairings:  You’ll have to wait and see!

Pronunciation Guide:     

Author’s notes:           Queen Fadilia Kedar: Max/Isabel’s mother

                                        King Alaric Kedar: Max/Isabel’s father

                                        Andaria: Tess’ mother

                                        Radim:  Tess’ father

                              Kedrans: race from which Royal Four descended

                                        Iturians: race from which Khivar descended, and overthrew and killed Zan and the Kedrans

                                        Cerideans:  special core ops of the Iturian army, mostly psyonics and telepaths

                                        Kaptar’s Jewel:  constellation in the Antarian’s star system

                                        Yun’s Garment:  Aurora Borealis - Northern Lights

                              Saren Dari:  desert plain on Antar

                                        dashka :  good luck charm

                                        elkarl :  Iturian hand weapon

                                        capaechea:  long haired woolly creature, with long flanks and a large hump on its back

                              kii:  location where various endangered animals are kept for protection

                                        Mount Freiweils: location of Loyalist secret base

                                        Tir Lamar:  sister city to Eshtari

                                        kashkar: slur, equivalent to witch

 

Chapter Sixty Two

 

***

Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes.

                                         - Carl Jung

***

 

The sharp, jagged structure that loomed over them was immense and mind-boggling.  It’s black, shadowed hand hovered menacingly over its’ metallic frame.  What psychotic engineer created this weapon of doom?  Michael felt his heart pounding against his chest – in part from the race to find the project, but also from the instantaneous shock of stumbling into the laboratory and seeing this monstrosity. 

 

There was no way they were piggybacking this thing out of Saren Dari.

 

“Quirinius,” he snapped.  “Do you have the hydrogen grenades?”  The youth’s gaze remained fixed on the structure that remained operational…for the moment.  “Que!”

 

Quirinius jerked his head around and stared wide-eyed at Michael.  “Sir…I’ve never seen anything like it,” he gasped, as if in awe.  “I couldn’t even fathom creating…”

 

Michael furrowed his brow.  The kid was admiring it.  He rolled his eyes.  “Give me those grenades,” he barked, glancing nervously at his watch.  They had another minute and a half before Hani took off without them.  “And make yourself useful; keep an eye at the door.”

 

He hastily grabbed the two H-grenades from Que’s hand and raced over to the weapon.  Michael had no idea what this thing could do, or how it worked, but he was going to make damn sure that they would never find out.  Quickly he punched in a short sequence of codes into the panel linked to the grenade and securely attached the first of the two silvery-grey boxes onto the structure.  5 minutes – that’s all they would have to escape the destruction that was about to rain down on Khivar’s hiding place.  Michael glanced behind him to check on their escape route, searching for the lean, muscular build of the dark-skinned Antarian, but saw no sign of him.  His whole body tensed.  Had they found him?  Michael frowned.  He had heard no commotion, and he was certain that Que would have found a way to warn him of danger.

 

“Que!” he whispered irritably.  “Where are you?”

 

“Right here, sir!” the low, but young voice of the soldier replied.

 

Michael peered around the corner of the weapon to find Quirinius staring intently at the machine.  “What the hell are you doing?”  He glanced behind him, making sure that there were no guards clamoring down the glowing red corridor.

 

“I’m just downloading the schematics of the weapon, Sir.”  Quirinius pointed down to the thin yellow cables that were streaming from a small, dull matted, grey panel.  “I thought that the Gen…”

 

“Don’t tell me what you think!” Michael growled.  His antics could have gotten them killed.  “I ordered you to watch the entrance and you disobeyed my orders!”

 

Quirinius raised his eyes to meet Michael’s.  “C-Commander,” he stammered, realizing the infraction he had incurred. “I d-didn’t intend on…”  His voice trailed off.

 

Michael gazed steadily at the anxious private, who seemed scared witless at the wrath he had unintentionally incurred.  He understood the anxiety the officer felt on his first mission, and the adrenaline that was pumping through his veins; Rath, he, had been a precocious teen when his father had enlisted him into the Army.  Radim had hoped it would curb whatever mischievous tendencies he had; but being in the Royal Army only invigorated his already vivid imagination and his roguish ways.  Michael waved the soldier off and temporarily dismissed the minor infraction.  “Finish what you started,” he glanced briefly at his watch, “you’ve got 15 seconds before we gotta move!”

 

Quirinius smiled gratefully at him.

 

Michael sighed.  He didn’t have time for this.  Turning on his heel, he set the other grenade and secured it on the structure.  With a flick of his thumb, Michael started the time sequence.  “Private!  Let’s move!”

 

Quirinius nodded, removing the cables from the narrow panel and slipped it into his side pocket.  “Ready, Sir!”

 

Michael motioned, with a slight jerk of his head, to move out.  After securing the perimeter, he followed closely behind Private Quirinius into the corridor, where several of Khivar’s men had begun to secure the exits.  “Intruders!” a loud, raspy voice screamed, alerting the previously oblivious soldiers to their presence.

 

Michael pulled Que behind him and gazed sternly at the youth, whose experience showed on his face.  “Get out of here!  Meet Hani and get out of here!”  He shoved Que again, and motioned him distractedly, to head towards the ventilation shaft that hung above the corridor 10 feet away, that he had just noticed.

 

“But Commander…”

 

Michael quickly dispatched two soldiers who had come at him with two stun guns, maneuvering around them and shocking them with their own weapons.  “Don’t make me say it again, Private,” he breathed heavily, as he turned around to face his next attackers.

Quirinius seemed to hesitate, yet slowly began to bramble towards the shaft, which had a narrow ladder connected to the north wall.  Michael kept a close eye on his man, making sure he exited before focusing his sole attention on the legion of 20 men that had scrambled into the narrow corridor.

 

He took a deep breath, praying that Tess wasn’t in as much trouble as he was right now.

 

~~~

 

“Where did all of these guys come from?” Tess exclaimed tersely.  “Have you made contact with Commander Guerin yet?” 

 

They had been making their way through the quiet corridors, careful to avoid encounters with the several groups of soldiers patrolling the area.  Then, suddenly, out of nowhere, a loud voice boomed over the intercom system of intruders.  Once that call had been made, the corridors had been lined with troops, heading in the same direction as Michael and his men had gone.

 

Oh God, please don’t let them find them.

 

Tess had tried to contact them mentally, but a dampening field seemed to have been placed on the surrounding area.

 

“Your Highness, we must locate Prince Zander quickly; the longer we stay, the tighter their security will become,” Yasu warned, as he peered around the sharp corridor.

 

“Well I don’t see you doing anything to help,” she snapped, glaring at her counter-part, who had been of no help since their mission began.

 

“I do not suppose to direct Her Highness,” Yasu replied solemnly.  His usually hazel eyes, now were enveloped in an ebony pool, which seemed characteristic of the Antarian race – their markedly dilated pupils – during battle, as she saw while reviewing battle footage.

 

“Well then, help me out here and find out what the hell happened to Michael…Commander Guerin.”  The stress of the mission was getting to her.  She could feel herself trembling – as if she felt a chill.  Taking a deep breath, Tess focused again, trying to locate Zander; she didn’t know what success she would have when the dampening field seemed to hinder her powers.

 

“Incoming,” Yasu whispered, pulling her into the inlet between a metal cabinet and the corridor wall.

 

Tess breathed out slowly, unable to reach her son.  Her mind began to race as a flood of horrible scenarios began filling her mind.  She knew that helpless voice she had made contact with earlier had been her son.  Zander.  Suddenly her breathing became more shallow and frequent.  The pain had been reeling.

 

“We have to find him,” she gasped, as the images of her son being tortured seemed to batter her already worn mind.  Yasu we have to find him.”  Tess grabbed his lapels in frustration and fear.

 

Yasu’s expression remained stoic, though his eyes seemed to waver between its’ war-like appearance, and its’ almost ‘human’ counterpart.  “Your Highness, I do have a suggestion, but it is a very high risk bid in an attempt to rescue your son.”

 

Tess gazed steadily at this young soldier, who had no field experience; his carriage now seemed to lead her to believe otherwise.  She debated whether she could trust this soldier.  Was he trying to bring home some unspoken valor to his family?  Was he trying to make a name for himself?  Was he trying to impress his fellow soldiers?  Tess asked herself all of these questions as Yasu had momentarily turned away to inspect the corridor.  He turned around and stared discerningly at her.  “Are you willing to take this risk?”

 

Tess leaned forward, as if inspecting him closer, and then returned to her upright position.  She met his wary gaze.  “Yes.  Anything for Zander.”

 

~~~

 

General Garrick, as you can see, we’re in the middle of a crisis!” Nicholas spat, glaring at the fat pompous leader/architect, who, previously, had been insisting that their experiments on Zander had been necessary, now was trying to revive the disagreement.

 

“My men will take care of it.  There’s no way the intruders, whoever they are, will escape.  Our facility is completely secure.”  The balding, jello-molded figure waved a dismissive hand towards Nicholas, as if swatting away a pesky fly; it was hard to believe he had been honored with several commendations.

 

Nicholas raised a skeptical eyebrow.  “Then how would you explain their ability to penetrate our defenses and evade our security system?”  He tilted his head slightly, as the general seemed at a loss of what to say.  Nicholas folded his arms across his chest.  That’s what I thought,” he smirked.

 

“Well, my men,” he pointed to the multi-visual 3D plasma projection, which revealed guards slowly overwhelming the intruder by sheer numbers, “seem to be doing a fine job.”

 

Nicholas frowned.  He had expected an attack from the Loyalist contingent, after discovering that a set of blueprints of the base had been leaked; but as he studied their faceless intruder fending off over 30 soldiers in armed combat, something caught Nicholas’ eye.  “Zoom on the intruder,” he barked at the operating security’s officer.

 

The fighting style was familiar.  As the hologram zoomed in on the intruder, a flash of curly blonde locks flashed across the screen.  The Loyalist uniform was deceiving, but as Nicholas studied the matchless fighting form, he realized that this was no ordinary spy; in their midst was the great Second in Command – Rath, son of Radim.  A mischievous smirk formed on Nicholas’ lips.

 

“What?” General Garrick asked, as his eyes narrowed in suspicion.

 

Nicholas shook his head, replacing the smirk with a blank expression.  He looked up at the oblivious General.  “Nothing,” he dismissed.  “I just remembered that I have something to attend to.”  With that, Nicholas exited the Com Centre and began his journey towards Sector L21.

 

Meeting with Rath would be quite amusing.

 

~~~

 

Kyle and the Evans had just stepped in the door when they were confronted by a surprise visitor.  “Hello,” the spiky haired owner of The Centre greeted solemnly.  Kyle frowned.  “Brody?”

 

He did not confirm his identity, but continued with his apparently single-minded train of thought.  “Where is Max?” he asked anxiously.

 

Mr. and Mrs. Evans turned questioningly towards Kyle and glared at him to come up with a brilliant explanation, as they had done so easily in the past, when the group of teens had managed to keep the Evans’ from discovering Max and Isabel’s secret.  Kyle tilted his head suspiciously to the side, moving closer to Brody, who never ever showed up at his employee’s homes.  “Are you really Brody, right now?  Or are you that guy?”

 

Kyle kicked himself mentally as he realized how ‘teen’ he sounded just then.

 

“Mr. Davis, is it?” Mr. Evans interrupted, obviously unhappy with the way Kyle was acting.

 

Brody glanced momentarily at Mr. Evans and then turned back to Kyle.  “Where is he?”

 

Kyle frowned.  “Why do you need to know?”  He glanced at the Evans’, whose expression seemed more confused than ever, since their shocking revelation about Max, of which they still did not know the full account.

 

“I’ve come to help,” ‘Brody’ frowned, seemingly unhappy about his reluctance to spill about Max’s location.

 

“I don’t know what you can do to help…”

 

“Does he know about Max too?” Mrs. Evans exclaimed, looking dejected at the idea that she was the only one that didn’t know about his secret.

 

“No, Mrs. Evans,” Kyle protested, hating to see them so upset.  He wanted to explain, but there seemed to be more urgent matters, which seemed to include Brody.

 

“Tell me what you can do to help them.”

 

‘Brody’ seemed hesitant to reply in front of the Evans.  “I cannot go into details, but it is urgent that I speak to Max.”  Brody’s eyes locked onto his, with a haunting intensity.

 

“Uh, he’s in the desert,” Kyle replied.

 

“Give me the co-ordinates.”

 

Kyle stared blankly at the alien-possessed Brody.  Uhhhh,” he stammered.  “I can’t tell you the exact co-ordinates.”  Kyle turned to the Evans’, hoping that they might be able to help him out. 

 

They shared his blank expression.

 

“Fine,” ‘Brody’ sighed irritably.  “Then you will show me?”  He looked intently at Kyle, as if his answer better be a resounding ‘yes’.

 

Kyle swallowed hard.  He glanced back at the Evans’, who tensed at the mention of returning to the horror show in the dark desert.  “You’ll stay here?” he asked nervously.  It almost filled him with a sense of relief.

 

The Evans’ nodded uncertainly.

 

If the Evans’ had demanded to tag along, he knew he’d hear it from Max, if anyone got out of this alive…

 

Kyle shook his head.  They were going to all live.  They just were.  Turning to ‘Brody’, Kyle was determined to help in whatever way possible; he hadn’t felt right leaving them in the desert like that, especially Liz and Jesse.  “Let’s go.”

 

~~~

 

 

The duel had begun with an intense round of plasma blasts from each opponent.  It was a circular dance, with each alien matching tit for tat.  Max tried to strategically find a weak point in his attack, but the General was well trained; while he himself remembered much of his training, there was still some points of weakness in his defense and his tactical attack.  It also didn’t help that most of his powers had not yet regenerated from the immense power surge he expelled in getting his enemy’s attention.

 

As they were locked in matching power blasts, each exerting as much of his strength in trying to topple the other or at least, making them lose their footing, Max couldn’t help notice how fast Isabel was fading.  She was still standing on her feet, but barely, with the added help of her guard.  He needed to get this over with and fast.

 

With a renewed sense of urgency, Max pressed in on Qunar with as much power as he had ever exerted before, in an attempt to finish this duel.  The green glow of the energy blast brightened, almost blinding him; it seemed to work, causing Qunar to fall back a couple of steps.  Max closed his eyes in relieve.  It was almost over.

 

Just as he was about to send out one more burst of energy, the General’s posture seemed to change - where he seemed to be struggling under his attack, Qunar’s stance lengthened, as if he was pulling himself by his bootstraps, and summoning some reserve.  His plasma blast intensified; Max could feel the heat breaching through his own blast and searing his flesh.  He shrunk back at the unexpected strength of Qunar’s power.

 

Max felt his knees quivering under the tremendous weight of the forward blast.  “Ugh,” he grunted.

 

He closed his eyes.  This wasn’t happening.  God you were supposed to be with me.  Max had no idea what this was.  He went into this duel with confidence and now he was about to crumple under the pressure.

 

~~~

 

Qunar couldn’t see Zan’s face, but he knew it would have been priceless.  When he overestimated his opponent during his armed attack, Qunar realized his mistake.  And he never made the same mistakes twice.  Though he was weakened from his previous battle with Vilandra, he was quite certain that Zan was even more tired after the display several hours before.  And Antarian powers never regenerated in mere hours, not after the expenditure Zan had released.  So he played it cool.  He did not hold back, in case Zan was weaker than he had let on; but still he held his power in reserve.

 

As the battle began, they seemed equally matched; both able to sustain the plasma burst for an extended period of time, keeping their enemy at bay.  But when he least expected it, Zan made his move with an energy surge forward, causing him to stumble back and give ground.  Qunar had been impressed; it even had caused him to wince slightly.  But Zan had exposed his last attack prematurely, in which he was ready. 

 

The reserve had proven too much for the ‘king’.  It made him want to laugh.  How pathetic these human creatures were.

 

As he pressed down, locking Zan in such a position that he had no other choice but to fall onto his knees, as the full weight of his plasma blast bore down on him.  It would be sweet - so sweet.

 

~~~

 

All Liz could do was stare in horror.  As the crackling, crimson ball of energy bore down on Max, enveloping his whole body, she was about to faint.  “God, please!” she whispered under her breath.

 

“Liz, we gotta do something,” Jesse cried out once more.  She had told him that Max was going to be the one to save her, but from his vantage point, there was no way that was going to happen.  He couldn’t wait any longer.  While Liz was distracted he made his move.  Stealthily under the cover of night, he crept along the boulders that lined the rugged landscape until he was only a few feet from where Isabel was.  If he could just distract the guard, there was a possibility of giving her an opportunity to escape.  Jesse looked around for anything he might use as a weapon.

 

Liz suddenly felt like her stomach was doing a cycle of the wash.  A wave of nausea overwhelmed her and she found herself unable to move.  Suddenly a sharp dull pain was stabbing behind her eye, as if someone was trying to gouge out her eye.  Her knees collapsed from underneath her and Liz felt like she was drowning.  She tried to call for help; searching for Jesse, who seemed to have vanished, but found empty space.

 

With what strength she had left, Liz managed to crawl out from behind the boulder, trying to reach Max.  Something inside her kept telling her to reach Max…

 

~ * ~

 

Darkness shrouded her surroundings.  Liz furrowed her brow, as she lightly caressed her temple, where the sharp pain had suddenly dissipated.  The nausea, the pain, everything was gone.  Tentatively she pushed herself up from her knees to her feet.  Where was she?

 

Liz surveyed her surroundings only to again confirm that she was in darkness.  She licked her lips nervously, as she tried walking around, unsure whether there was even a floor.  “Uh, hello?”

 

‘It’s time.’

 

The voice was like nothing she had ever heard before - low, raspy, yet gentle and kind.  It seemed to speak with authority.

 

“Who are you?”  Liz spun around, trying to find the source of the voice.

 

‘You’ve been waiting, trying to understand,” the voice continued.  ‘It is time.’

 

“Time for what?” she asked in frustration.  “What are you talking about?”

 

‘You will see.’

 

~~~

 

“Max, nooo!”  Isabel’s voice screamed weakly, as if she were out of breath.  She struggled against her guard’s strong grip.  “No.”

 

Her body collapsed against the guard’s body.  She had no strength.  The life blood ebbed, as she watched the monstrosity defeat her brother.

 

~~~

 

It was almost time.  Another few inches and Jesse would be close enough to pounce on the unsuspecting guard…if he only Liz was there to distract him.

 

~~~

 

Liz was startled awake by a sudden crack of loud thunder.  She was sitting on the ground with her back toward Max and Isabel.  Spinning her upper torso around, she saw the horrible alien leaning over an unconscious or dead Max; she couldn’t quite tell at this distance.  Liz bit her bottom lip and scrambled onto her feet.  Her head was throbbing from the trance or spell that she had been pulled into.  The voice hadn’t held any malice or animosity.  Liz shook her head.  That didn’t matter. 

 

“Max!” she cried, as she fell to her knees at his side.  Her hands cupped his pale face, as his eyes rolled back.  She glared at the alien, who seemed surprised at her sudden appearance.

 

 

Liz closed her eyes and lowered her forehead until it touched his.  Oh please don’t die.  Please don’t die.  His shallow breath caressed his cheek as she willed him to live.

 

The commotion of the outside world faded as she was drawn into another trance, though she was not separated by a wretching pain.  Liz found herself floating, as if not physically on the plane.  Images of the shooting at The Crashdown passed before her eyes, folding into the revelation of Max’s true lineage and destiny.  Her eyes blurred as the images faded away and were replaced by a blinding light.

 

~ * ~

 

‘You have carried with you a power not belonging to you.  No longer will you be the host of that which is not yours.’

 

Liz frowned.  “What are you talking about?”  Suddenly her hands began to crackle with a surge of electricity.  Her eyes dropped to the alien powers that had begun to develop a year and a half ago, flickering in the palm of her hand.  “What this?” she whispered, suspecting what was going to be requested would mean giving up more than she had already given.

 

‘You know why you have been given this gift,’ the voice said solemnly. ‘It is not of this world.’

 

In the centre of the bright light, and image of Max lying limply in her arms materialized.

 

‘It does not belong to you.’

 

“But why did I get it in the first place,” she protested, not comprehending why she hadn’t died that afternoon at The Crashdown.  Or why she had begun developing these powers?  Or why she had this amazing connection to Max that was more intense than just the transfer of DNA?

 

‘And that is the weight of being chosen as a burden-bearer, my child.’

 

Liz shook her head in confusion.  Wh-what?  I’m a what?”

 

The image of Max began to waver.  ‘Time is running short.  You know what you must do.’

 

“But what if I can’t?” Liz cried out frantically, trying to wrap her mind around that she was ‘chosen’ to carry this burden of loving Max, never to be with him.

 

‘You already have, my dear child,’ said confidently as it faded into the distance.

 

~~~

 

Max could feel himself slipping away; his consciousness unable to deal with the harsh blow Qunar had surprised him with.  He had taken the brunt of the blow, although he knew he should have been dead, with the exception of his own plasma burst dispersing the main blow.  His heartbeat had slowed and it everything was beginning to blur around him.

 

“Hold on Max,” Liz whispered, as she peered into his eyes.  Her round puppy dog eyes seemed darkened by an unspoken weight. 

 

Max let out a ragged breath as he furrowed his brow.  She was planning something; he could read it in her eyes.

 

“Just hold on.  You’re going to be fine.”  She plastered on a half-hearted smile.

 

“What are you planning?” he coughed, fitfully.

 

Liz cupped his face in her hands and lowered her lips to his.  “I’m lifting both our burdens.”

 

~~~

 

Qunar frowned as he was surprised by the human mourner.  It was pathetic…really.  He was prepared to kill them both, but he found himself weakened by his quick expulsion.  The pause would give the wretched human waste to mourn her hybrid lover before he disintegrated both their flesh into a puddle of liquid sludge.  How delightful it would be.

 

“Sir, do you want me to finish him?” Captain Leisner offered.

 

Qunar shook his head and slowly clenched and unclenched his fist.  “That will not be necessary.”  He cleared his throat, slowly approaching his victims.  “This is a pleasure I want to experience myself,” he sneered.  Lifting his hand and watching the small but growing crimson energy field grow in the palm of his hand, Qunar aimed his blast towards their cerebral cortexes.

 

Noooo!” Isabel shouted, horrified at the offer.  Summoning whatever strength she had left, Isabel struck out at her guard and grabbed Qunar’s wrist and re-directed his blast into the night sky.

 

As Jesse searched for some type of weapon to use against the kidnappers, he heard her urgent cry.  Jesse spun around to see Isabel stun the guard and go after the leader.  The guard seemed stunned for a moment.  He saw his opportunity.  Rushing towards the leader to assist Isabel, who was easily pushed to the side, Jesse saw movement out of the corner of his eye.  Just as Isabel lamely ambled onto her feet, her sole attention focused on the alien leader, the guard rose to his feet and aimed a oddly shaped weapon in her direction.  Isabel!  Watch ouuuut!”

 

Before there was a chance to turn around, she felt a hard heavy body crashing into her; and as she was already tired and unable to carry her own weight, Isabel collapsed under the unexpected collision.  Uhhhhh!” she breathed out raggedly, as she the darkness embraced her.

 

~ * ~

 

Liz pressed her lips against hers.  The warning of many voices filled her head.  She would set to rights the crash that happened almost 2 decades ago. 

 

since we were genetically created to be each other’s partners, there is some connection between us.  This connection allows us to share a bond that connects us on another level…’[1]

 

Tess didn't kill Alex...’[2]

 

‘….You perished in the conflict that enslaves our planet but your essence was duplicated, cloned, and mixed with human genetic materials so that you might be recreated into human beings. My son, you were the beloved leader of our people. I have sent with you your young bride….’[3]

 

‘It wasn't our time Max and our destiny….[4]  The sound of her own voice sent a chill through her as she felt a sudden vacuum slowly extracting the warm breath from her body.

 

And now we have to say goodbye,” she whispered to a barely conscious Max.  And everything will be as it should.”

 

~~~

 

A gust of wind whipped throughout the desert plain.  Qunar stumbled backwards at the unexpected change in weather.  The mixture of sand and the ferocity of the wind created something like a sandblaster, where the fierce spinning velocity of the natural storm cut at his cellular host’s epidural layer.  Protectively shielding his eyes and mouth with both his arms, Qunar turned away from his sitting prey, as the growing funnel cloud enveloped both the human specimen and the hybrid king.  He narrowed his eyes, looking on with a grim expression.

 

What now?



[1] Chapter 14

[2] Chapter 48

[3] Roswell, episode ‘Destiny'

[4] Chapter 51

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