Loving Destiny

 

Disclaimer:  These characters do not belong to me, but to the writers and producers of Roswell

Spoilers:  After Chant Down Babylon, changes happening where Max is successfully rescued, and Michael was the one who broke up with Maria.

Pairings:  You’ll have to wait and see!

Pronunciation Guide:   gàarish:  (ga – RISH)  rolling ‘R’ – (noun) scum, rabble trash

Author’s notes:      Queen Fadilia Kedar: Max/Isabel’s mother

                                        King Alaric Kedar: Max/Isabel’s father

                                        Andaria: Tess’ mother

                                        Radim:  Tess’ father

                              Kedrans: race from which Royal Four descended

                                        Iturians: race from which Khivar descended, and overthrew and killed Zan and the Kedrans

                                        Cerideans:  special core ops of the Iturian army, mostly psyonics and telepaths

                                        Kaptar’s Jewel:  constellation in the Antarian’s star system

 

 

Chapter Forty Four

 

***

“I am the way, the truth and the life.  No one comes to the Father except through me.”

                                                                                                      - John 14:6

***

 

 

“I haven’t seen you for a while,” Maria chirped as she handed Brody his regular sub with pepper jack cheese.

 

The skinny owner of the UFO center shrugged.  “I could say the same,” he replied with a smirk.

 

Maria leaned against the counter and sighed.  “Yeah, well a lot of things have been going on, and not all of it good.”

 

She had hoped Michael would pull out from under the clutches of the ‘witch’ and drop by, at least for a decent farewell.  After a night of hoping and praying that this wasn’t really happening, she had finally accepted Michael’s choice to return to Antar, deluded as it was.  Maria knew Tess would only bring death.

 

“Hello?”

 

Maria blinked several times and found Brody waving a hand in front of her eyes.  “Uh,” she stammered, embarrassed that she had zoned out like that.  “Sorry about that.”

 

Brody shook his head, his expression - understanding.  “No problem.  I’m sure I’ve done that to people,” he dismissed flippantly.  A sudden gleam flashed in his eye.  “In fact, I’m sure I’ve done it before.”  He laughed.

 

Maria joined him.  “Well, it was still rude of me,” she protested.

 

Brody opened his mouth as if to say something, but nothing came out.  Maria frowned.  “Brody?”

The familiar customer tilted his head as if listening to some inaudible voice, before furrowing his brow and staring up at Maria.  “Excuse me,” he said stiffly. 

 

Maria watched Brody rise stiffly from the swivel stool and walk toward the door.  She hadn’t seen him act this odd since his unexplainable absences a year ago.  Those occurrences were explained by the appearance of an unknown being named Larek, who had been using Brody as a host body for a few years, and had shown up in New York.  Suddenly, like someone had turned on the lights, Maria rushed to the glass doors before Brody could exit.  Larek?”

 

Brody stiffened and glared at her, as if she were some stranger.  “To whom are you speaking?  I am Brody.”

 

Maria knew she had struck gold from the tone he took with her.  “I know you’re taking Brody as a host,” she hissed.  “Now tell me why you’re here.”

 

Brody, now Larek, tilted his head.  “This is none of your concern.  Maria, is it?”  He paused awkwardly, turning his gaze to the bustling street before him.  “I must take my leave,” he turned and looked Maria in the eye.  “Kindly excuse yourself.”

 

Maria was taken aback.  He showed no sign of emotion.  The being was like a robot – a Borg from Star Trek.  Without so much as a thought, Maria stepped aside, allowing Brody access to the world.

 

It was like waking from a trance.  Maria watched numbly as ‘Brody’ got into his car and drive away.  This is none of your concern’. His haughty tone brought her blood to a boil.  “The hell it isn’t,” she muttered under her breath.

 

Maria ran to her locker and grabbed her car keys.  After telling a whopper of a cover story to the other waitress on shift, she ran out to her car.  Brody’s car wasn’t in sight.  “No problem,” she said out loud as she started her Jetta.  “I know exactly where you’re going.”

 

~~~

 

“Who are you?” Tess asked the dark Asian man standing in the hallway.  She held the door slightly ajar as she sized up the conspicuous visitor.

 

“Meet us at Blunder’s Bluff in one hour,” he said solemnly.

 

“What…?”  Tess was at a loss.

 

Before she was able to question the man, he was halfway down the stairs.  Tess was left to contemplate who the mystery man was, and whether to follow his cryptic directions.

 

“Who was it?” Michael asked, appearing from the hallway.

 

Tess turned to face Michael, who had been finishing the rest of his packing.  “An Asian man.  He told us to meet ‘them’ at Blunder’s Bluff, and then he walked away without another word.”

 

“Do you think it was contact with someone from Antar?”

 

“I have no clue,” Tess admitted.  “I couldn’t read anything from him.”

 

Michael creased his brow.  “You tried?”

 

Tess nodded.  “There was something about him, Michael,” she sighed.  “I just couldn’t pinpoint it.  “The more she struggled to pinpoint the nagging feeling, the more it faded.

 

“So you’ve heard from Nalder?” a new voice asked.

 

Tess noticed Michael’s demeanor darken, as her own body jumped from the startling voice.  When she turned around, Tess found herself staring at a slim man, his face shallow, and his skin pale.  Her mind whispered within, reminding her that the man looked familiar…she had met him a lifetime ago.

 

“Brody, what are you doing here?”  Michael hedged.  He hadn’t attempted to meet with him since the incident at the Center.  Michael wasn’t even sure how the older man knew his address.

 

Tess watched the human bow quietly, and reverently at his waist.  “Queen Ava, it has been many seasons.”  His voice held a trace of elegance and familiarity in his words.

 

“What are you doing?”  Michael asked cautiously.

 

“Larek?”  Tess remembered where she had seen the face before.  The human had been a host for an old acquaintance.  “Is that you?”

 

The man’s head remained bowed, as he nodded.   “Yes, Your Highness.”

 

“Do you have news?”  Tess’ hand flew to her throat.  “Is it my mother?”  Once she recognized the messenger, her thoughts quickly turned to Andaria.  The images continued to race through her mind.  Tess could not bare the thought of losing her, not now that she had just found her.

 

“From our sources, Khivar has placed them in Ithilis,” Larek replied matter-of-factly.  “He has not killed them…yet.”

 

Yet.  The thought sent a chill down her spine.  Tess focused on Larek’s face, trying to perceive if he was withholding any information.  There was nothing.

 

“You mentioned a ‘Nalder’ when you came.  Who is he?”

 

“Munan,” Larek informed.  “He is a watcher for the Munans.  You saw his Earthen form.”

 

“So Munans can shape shift too?”  Michael interrupted, recognizing the race, but not quite recalling everything about their physiology.  “Or was that a host body?”

 

“Neither.  They’ve developed the technology to manipulate their physical features to human sight, so they are visibly more human.  It is all quite harmless.  The instrument works more like a hologram, than anything else,” Larek explained.

 

“And this meeting…what is it about?” he asked.

 

Larek slowly glanced at each one of them.  You’re leaving for Antar today.”

 

~ * ~

 

Three pairs of eyes turned on her as she noticeably stumbled into the apartment.  “What?”  Maria managed to catch the most important part of the conversation, at least in her opinion.

 

“What are you doing here, Maria?” Michael cried in dismay.

 

“Yes, indeed.”  Larek looked onward in disdain.  “I informed you, this is none of your concern.”

 

Maria narrowed her eyes and gritted her teeth.  “Listen buster!  Michael leaving definitely concerns me,” she spat.  “Especially when he’s leaving with a murderer.”

 

“I’m warning you, Maria!”  Michael clenched his teeth at the dig.  “Don’t.”

 

“Don’t what?” Maria glared defiantly.  “Tell the truth?”  She took a step forward, staring up at him.  “Wake up, Michael!”

 

Michael glanced quickly at Tess before warning Maria again.  “You don’t know everything, Maria!”

 

“She’s got you wrapped around her little alien finger, doesn’t she?” Maria declared in disgust.

 

“I don’t have time for this childishness,” Larek hissed.  He turned and glared at Maria.  “I would consider my words more carefully, when you refer to Queen Ava.”  He took a step forward and looked contemptibly at her.

 

Larek turned abruptly, his focus now on Michael and Tess.  “You know where to meet?”

 

“Yes,” Tess replied distractedly.

 

Michael pulled Maria aside, while Tess escorted Larek out of the apartment.  “I’ve told you this before, butt out!”  He didn’t want to have to hurt her, and he knew Tess detested the idea of telling anyone else about Alex’s death.

 

“Are you insane?”  Maria freaked.  How good of a mind job had Tess done?

 

“She’s a killer, Michael!” she cried, pressing her index finger into his chest, hoping it would stab some reason into his dense brain.

 

“And I’m saying that you don’t know everything,” Michael said, exasperated.  “You don’t know the whole story.”

 

“You were there, Michael.  She admitted it!”  Maria was dumbfounded.  It was like she was speaking with an entirely different person.  He had always been skeptical and untrusting of everyone, and now he trusted Tess completely.

 

“Well, I didn’t know everything that I do now,” he said vaguely.

 

“And that reality is?” Maria retorted.  She couldn’t wait to hear the lame excuse.

 

Michael was about to change the subject, knowing he had no right to reveal Tess’ secret.  But he didn’t have to.

 

Tess came up behind Maria and swallowed.  There was no point in hiding it now.  She and Michael were going home.  That I didn’t kill Alex.”

 

~~~

 

 “Is she ready to talk?”  Khivar demanded a swift answer from Nicholas.

 

The cowering right-hand man lowered his eyes in anxiety.  “No, Your Highness,” he cringed.  “Either she is using some device, or she does not know anything about the Loyalist camp.”

 

Khivar’s gaze fell upon the wisp of a man.  He was revolted to have to subject himself to the minion, but he was observant and smart.  Two things Khivar used. 

 

The lowly Antarian had no backbone, hiding behind Khivar’s power, but nevertheless, he was useful.  “You are a fool,” Khivar glowered.  “Do you think the old matron has nothing to hide?”

 

He turned around and peered into the sealed room, which held the somewhat crippled nurse.  Khivar’s mind continued to churn as he tried to piece together the connection between Maia and Ava.  The woman was clever though.  She left few clues for his agents to link her with any major member of the House of Kedra.

 

Suddenly his gaze turned to the weary butler who had attacked him earlier.  The corners of his lips began to twitch in pleasure.  “Place Maia in the same chamber as the old gàarish,” Khivar barked.  “We’ll just see who outmaneuvers the King.”

 

“Your Highness?”  Nicholas looked questioningly at the order.  “Is that wise?  Could that not leave a visible opportunity for them to arrange something?”

 

Khivar turned on his heel and toward the archway, leading out into the tunnels of Ithilis.  “Exactly.”

 

~~~

 

Andaria clawed at the red metallic halo cinched around her neck.  It constrained her breathing to shallow breaths.  As she glanced over her shoulder, Andaria studied her faithful servant.  Medgio had been thrown into her chambers quite unexpectedly.  It was a move she would not have predicted, but it was clever.

 

Khivar had been poking, prodding, and slowly tearing away at her defenses.  She suspected he was growing increasingly frustrated by her seemingly innocent defenses.  Once Medgio arrived, Andaria knew Khivar’s patience was wearing thin.  And now, once this strategy turned up empty-handed for Khivar, she knew it would be the last straw.  But Andaria was ready.  She knew a physical attack was the next logical step.  It was inevitable.

 

It was silent, for the most part, in the solid chamber.  Andaria knew every word she spoke and thought was being monitored.  The steel halo stifled her mental thought projections, and she was unable to devise plans with Medgio, or even to just find release in simple conversation. 

 

It was exhausting to maintain Maia’s façade, and every time she had to fend off Nicholas’ probes and tests, drained her resources immensely.  And conscious of this fact, Andaria kept her movements to a minimum.  Keeping a still form of her counterpart managed to preserve precious reserves of power.

 

“Get up!”  Andaria found herself held at staff point.  The hum of the sleek, smooth Iturian weapon of choice pulsed within her ears.

 

“And what is it now?” Andaria asked, her voice crackled with age.  She feigned exasperation at the absurdity of the accusations.

 

The muscular officer remained emotionless.  He motioned for her to step into the dark corridor.  Before the magnetic field resumed its task of keeping prisoners captive, Andaria noticed Medgio had awakened, and his expression of anger worried her.  Just as he allowed himself to be wounded by Khivar at Tel Edrei, Andaria was apprehensive that Medgio’s loyalty to her would be his down fall…or hers.

 

~~~

 

"Ahhhh!"  Liz felt her stomach churn as her heart seized in her throat.  The wind rushed past her face, and her screams were lost amide the symphony of sounds.

 

"I told you this would be fun!" Kyle yelled happily in LIz's ear.  He rested his arms against the metal bar, which hugged his waist.

 

Liz managed to take a deep breath as the metallic cart rattled straight ahead on the high, seemingly unstable rails toward their final stop.  "I can't believe...I let you talk me into going on the roller coaster," she gasped.  "I haven't been here since the seventh grade."  The ride stopped with a sudden jolt.

 

Kyle had surprised her with the unlikely destination.  While he drove, Liz began rambling off all the possibilities she could think of, but the only response he had was a mischievous grin.  Once they arrived and walked through the gates of the mid-sized fair, a few miles out of Roswell, Kyle dragged her to the Ferris wheel and several stomach-churning rides.  They had not a care in the world.

 

"It's been a while since we've been able to do any of these things, " Kyle replied, as the operator lifted the bar over their heads.  "And I think this is the most I've seen you smile, in one day."

 

She felt her face flush.  Her cheeks hurt from smiling and laughing so much at Kyle's crazy antics in the middle of the midway, and his unabashed carefree attitude.  Liz smiled gratefully at Kyle, who helped her onto the wooden platform.  "Yeah.  I guess so," she said breathily.

 

"It feels good doesn't it?" Kyle ran his fingers through his hair.  It looked like someone had stuck his finger in a electrical socket.  He smiled.  It felt like a weight had been lifted from his shoulders when he stepped through the hot pink, and baby blue painted gates.

 

Liz glanced hesitantly at Kyle and nodded silently.

 

Kyle tilted his head as he fixed his gaze upon the petite brunette.  "Did I say something wrong?" he frowned.  "I do have a tendency to stick my foot in it."

 

"No!" Liz exclaimed horrifically.  She had not intended to make Kyle feel bad.  She stopped him midstride and looked him straight in the eyes.  "You know how great you are for doing this for me?"

 

Liz wished her life was as uncomplicated as the children running about her.  Why couldn’t Max be uncomplicated?’ she silently sighed.

 

She meant it.  Liz hadn't expected Kyle to ever speak to her again once she broke up with him a couple of years ago.  But now, here they were, laughing, having a great time.  Friends.

 

"It was for my benefit too.  I'm not a saint," he scoffed.  Kyle wished it was like it had been; before he knew all about hidden aliens and intergalactic beings.  But part of him knew that he wouldn't be the person he was, if he hadn't experienced so much.

 

"Oh," Liz smirked, turning her attention to the present.  "Right.  I forgot that you're such a selfish person!"  She rolled his eyes and hit his chest playfully.

 

"I am.  And don't you forget it!" he pouted.

 

"Right."

 

"Just for that, I'm making you buy me the cotton candy I see two stands down," Kyle declared as he dragged her toward the bright, crowded concession stand.

 

Liz laughed freely, as they let go of ‘reality’ for the night, and entered a world that didn’t hurt.

 

~~~

 

Max sat in the dreary, olive green hotel room, contemplating the past several hours of revelation and decision.  He had the weight of an entire world resting on the choices he made in the next few days.  It was almost too much to bear.  If he only had one more ‘road marker’, just to assure him he was making the right choice.  That saving a world wouldn’t be the biggest mistake he ever would make.

                      

After sitting in silence for the past half an hour, Max reached over to the nightstand for his watch.  As his fingers grazed the elastic metal band, it fell into the drawer, which was slightly ajar.  When he reached in, his fingers grazed a textured hard cover.

 

Peering into the drawer, Max found a navy Bible sitting there.  He stared at it for a moment, debating whether there was a point in picking it up.  However, it was as if his hand was drawn to the book.  After flipping through the pages of the ‘divinely’ written text, Max finally settled into a passage of the 2nd book of Corinthians.

 

"Therefore come out from them
       and be separate, says the Lord.
   Touch no unclean thing,
       and I will receive you."
    "I will be a Father to you,
       and you will be my sons and daughters, says the Lord Almighty."  6:17,18

 

The words jumped off the page at him.  It startled Max, since he hadn’t expected to find anything in the acclaimed ‘Word of God’.  The passage spoke to him in a way it never had before.  He had never bothered to immerse himself in the Bible; he had thought it waste of time.  But after today’s events, it was as if his eyes were being opened. 

 

Max closed the haunting book, tossing it as if the pages would burn him.  The disquieting book landed down at the far end of the bed.  He didn’t know what to make of this.

 

Once more this ‘Unknown’ spoke, charging him with the weight of a world; and it was not this one.

 

~~~

 

“We’re here for Jesse Ramirez.”

 

Diane had answered the melodic chime of the doorbell, announcing the unexpected visitors, with a smile.  Her brow furrowed as she studied the two men standing before her.  One was dressed in a sleek, navy suit, and the other, as well groomed as the first, wore a light grey three-piece.  Both were tall and imposing, but one was fair and the other dark.  “Jesse?” she said curiously.  “What do you need Jesse for?”

 

The older man in grey nodded, and smiled.  “I’m sorry.  I’m John Firth.  Several of our associates mentioned Mr. Ramirez as someone who worked with our co-workers recently.  And some unexpected tragedies have occurred,” he explained demurely.  “We just need to speak with him.”

 

Diane thought about the gentleman’s explanation and nodded, motioning the strangers to wait in the foyer.  “I’ll see if he’s here.”

 

~~~

 

Jesse tried to focus on his briefs, but found himself staring at one of Isabel and his more recent photographs, taken in New York.  His arms were wrapped around her waist, as they stood atop the Chrysler Building.  They had been so happy back then, before they returned to this God-forsaken town.

 

“Jesse!”  Diane’s voice called out.

 

As he swiveled around in his chair, Diane’s smiling face peered into his makeshift office.  “What is it, Mom?”

 

“There are two gentlemen asking for you?”

 

Jesse frowned.  He couldn’t imagine who would possibly be dropping by.

 

~ * ~

 

“…And you’ll explain to your in-laws that you have to return to New York on emergency business.  If you don’t, they’ll find out exactly what kind of monsters they’ve been housing,” the blonde agent whispered.  “And that would lead to an unfortunate accident for Mrs. Evans, here.”

 

Jesse nodded stiffly.

 

When Diane had led him into the foyer, he had no idea what danger awaited him…or her.  After she had excused herself, the polite, mild-mannered strangers disposition changed into one of malice and intimidation.

 

“We’ve seen your handiwork Ramirez, and let me inform you that Patch and Watts were not the only ones looking out for our planet.  The FBI may be incompetent dolts, but the NSA is quite a different story,” the man known as John Firth informed Jesse.  “You and your alien family’s days are numbered.”

 

“Jesse?” Diane poked her head around the corner, startling Jesse and the agents.  “Would you or your friends here, like a drink?”

 

Jesse shook his head fervently.  “Uh, no Mom.  We’re fine,” he hedged.  Turning around to face Diane, Jesse smiled half-heartedly.  “It turns out that the firm has an emergency.”  Jesse glanced hesitantly at the two NSA agents, who watched him carefully.  They nodded slowly, their faces expressionless.

 

“Oh?”

 

“Yeah, and I have to fly out tonight.”  The excuse seemed plausible, which frightened Jesse.  By the time anyone figured out that he had not returned to New York, he could be six feet under.

 

“First Isabel and Max, and now you?”  Diane sighed incredulously.  “Does he really have to leave?”  Her hazel eyes asked imploringly.

 

“Yes.  I’m sorry to disturb your time together,” Agent Firth apologized sweetly.  “Maybe your daughter and son will return to you soon, so you won’t be alone?”

 

Jesse tensed at the mention of Isabel.  His subtle inquiry hadn’t been lost on Jesse.  “Diane doesn’t know where they are, or when they will return, do you, Mom?”

 

She seemed put-off by his rude tone.  Her hand fluttered to her neck.  “I have no idea,” she smiled kindly at the two men, “when they will be back.  But I don’t think it will be long before they return.”

 

Jesse watched anxiously as the men murmured to each other.  Agent Firth, who appeared to be the one in command, shook Diane’s hand.  “Well, we have to be leaving,” he announced abruptly.

 

The blonde agent jabbed Jesse in the side.  He stifled a groan, clearing his voice instead, and smiled.  “Well I’ll call you when I get there,” Jesse informed Diane.  “Tell Isabel that I’m glad that we ‘worked’ things out before I had to leave.”  The agents glared at him.  “You can also tell her that my friends from my internship have whisked me off for work.”

 

Diane frowned at his peculiar behavior. 

 

Jesse hoped she would relay his message to Isabel.  If she did, then she and Max would possibly have a chance to understand that he had been kidnapped.  He sighed tiredly.

 

He had gotten her into this mess, and this was his chance to make amends.  If he could just mislead these oafs, Isabel might have a chance to get away.  He just hoped in the end, he was alive for her to appreciate it.

 

“Aren’t you going to take anything?”  Her tone was one of confusion.

 

The agents looked at him tersely.  They were not going to let him out of their sight.  Jesse was on the spot.  He had no idea Diane was so astute. 

 

“Uh,” he stammered, while the agents looked on; their hands slid underneath their suit jackets as a warning.  “The clothes I’ll need are back home.”  He hoped the explanation was satisfactory for his mother-in-law.

 

Her lips rounded, forming an ‘O’ shape in recognition.

 

“Remember to tell Isabel what I said,” Jesse reminded her urgently. 

 

Meanwhile the secret agents ushered him out into their polished black sedan.  Jesse watched as Diane waved happily from the front steps of the house.  His chest began to tighten, as if constricted in some way.

 

He had cheated death once, but Jesse had this ominous feeling in the pit of his stomach. 

 

He wouldn’t get out of this one so easily.

~~~

 

‘“For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD , "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you," declares the LORD , "and will bring you back from captivity.  I will gather you from all the nations and places where I have banished you," declares the LORD , "and will bring you back to the place from which I carried you into exile."
You may say, "The LORD has raised up prophets for us in Babylon,"  but this is what the LORD says about the king who sits on David's throne and all the people who remain in this city, your countrymen who did not go with you into exile-’  Jeremiah 29:11-16

 

As Isabel approached the narrow hotel that ran down half the stretch of the beach, she couldn’t stop the words from flashing before her.  Had she been put into exile?  She had been forced to hide from her people and raised among a race that would dissect her like an insect, if they knew she was not fully human.  Hell, they had tried several times already.

 

Clutching the black book, Isabel entered the dark room.  She hadn’t expected to find Max sitting alone in the paid-for room.  And she certainly wasn’t expecting to find Max, sitting on the bed, surrounded by a small pile of papers.  “Max?”

 

~ * ~

 

“Isabel!”  Max turned around to see the remnant of the day’s light stream into the otherwise dark, empty room.  His fingers twitched as he listened to the thin pages crumple underneath them.  With each contracted muscle, Max felt some release.

 

“What are you doing?”

 

Max turned back and looked around him.  He didn’t remember retrieving the navy book, and definitely didn’t remember tearing the almost tissue-like pages from its home.  It was like he had blacked out and couldn’t recall the past five minutes.  “I…”

 

Isabel closed the door behind her, and searched for the room’s light switches.  Once she illuminated the room that now, seemed possessed by the impending darkness of the night, she rushed to her brother’s side.  Worry filled her. 

 

“Max what happened?”  Her fingers curled around her brother’s shoulder, as if her touch would bring Max back to reality.  “Are you all right?” she asked.

 

Max stared numbly at his sister.  She had been through as much pain and suffering as he had been.  Did she know?  Did Isabel suspect that their world was about to be shaken and possibly torn apart?

 

“I’m fine,” he managed to say somewhat reassuringly.  “But things have been changing, Isabel…”  His thoughts began to trail.

 

Isabel peered anxiously into Max’s eyes.  She nodded.  “I know,” she said awkwardly.

 

“Do you?”  His tone was angry and skeptical.

 

Isabel sat down amidst the crumpled balls of text.  “Things have happened while I was away too.  I was told things…”  She wasn’t sure how much to reveal, with Max in the condition he was.

 

Max searched behind those worried dark eyes.  They always held a coldness in them.  It took a lot for Isabel to let anyone in.  To an onlooker, they saw a brash and confident woman, but Isabel was never one to voice her concerns or anxieties easily, especially when it came to their alien heritage.  Both she and Michael nurtured that same weakness.  Behind all the impatient glares and angry declarations, Isabel and Michael had never known where they belonged.  They fell apart at the seams – one fell into despair at a drop of a hat, the other came out of the ring fighting – two sides of the same coin.

 

Max, he was the glue that held them together.  It wasn’t ego; it was just a simple fact.  He never asked for the job, but it was a price he was willing to pay for those he loved.  The silent revelation brought him a measure of comfort.  He would pay the price for them.

 

“We have to talk,” he said, steeling himself once more to the uncontrollable forces that pressed in on him from every side.  He had to regain control of himself. 

 

Isabel saw the strength return to her older brother, his face hardened and his eyes, focused. 

 

“But not here?”  Her question mirrored his thoughts.  Max nodded.  He stood up and grabbed his backpack, dropping a $20 on the bed for the mess he had made.

 

“I have to talk with Tess,” he said resolutely.  “I have some answers to get.”

 

Isabel rose from the bed and followed suit, grabbing her backpack and walking out the hotel room.  As she slung the bag over her shoulder, Isabel could hear the rise of low tide, crash against the previously sun-soaked beach.

 

She prayed for both Max and her sake, that the answers they received would be the ones they wanted.

 

~~~

 

 

Isabel slept sporadically during their trip home.  As she stared out at the night sky, she seemed to fall into a trance.

 

“Why do you listen to the gossip of the court?”  Rath growled.

 

“And you do not think there is validity in their statements, Rath?” Vilandra challenged.

 

His eyes glowed as he confronted her.  His strong hands gripped her shoulders in a vise-like grip.  “I asked your father for your hand not in duty,” Rath said firmly.  “You know that.”

 

“Do I?”  Vilandra pulled away.  “How can I believe you?  Every time I see you, you run in the opposite direction!  You talk with Zan, but you talk of me.”

 

“I do not!” Rath protested.

 

Vilandra reached up, in weakness, and caressed his strong chiseled face.  How many years had she dreamed of Rath noticing her?  As a child, she tagged along with her brother in hopes of spending time with his strong, brooding friend, and confidante.  Even now, Rath’s presence made her catch her breath.

 

“You do,” she said softly.  Her hand fell limply to her side.  How could she be betrothed to a man that didn’t love her?  Vilandra turned to leave.

 

“You are more than that,” Rath said reproachfully.  His fingers gently grasped her wrist.

 

Vilandra closed her eyes and with bated breath, waited for the words of declaration that would make her fears subside.  Rath spun her around until she faced him.  He pulled her close to him.  She could feel his warm breath against her cheek.

 

“What am I to you?” Vilandra murmured vulnerably.  Her heart raced as she waited for his reply.

 

She felt one hand cup her face, as she looked up at him through the veil of her dark lashes.  “I…”  He shook his head, seemingly at a loss for words.

 

“What?”  Vilandra whispered, gazing longingly into his dark eyes.  “Tell me so I can believe you…”

 

Rath closed his eyes and turned his head away.  “I don’t know how to tell you…”

 

Her heart sank.  “Oh.”  Just as she was about to flee, before her tears could be released, Rath pulled her back against him.  With his index finger, he tipped her chin up so that her eyes met his; in a blink of an eye, Vilandra felt his lips press softly against hers.  His arms wrapped tightly around her waist.

 

Vilandra’s heart pounded against her chest.  It kept in time with Rath’s heartbeat.  She had never experienced such a rush with the other boys.  But Rath wasn’t just ‘anyone’.

 

His lips caressed hers as he deepened the kiss.  She could feel her skin tingle, and every part of her body awakened under his touch.

 

When Rath pulled away, Vilandra searched for the meaning of the kiss behind his brooding eyes.  For a moment, Vilandra thought she had seen something in them – a flash of emotion.  But as quickly as it had appeared, it vanished, leaving her alone – again.

 

“I…I have to go.  Your brother is waiting for me,” Rath said hesitantly, glancing at the door.  “Is everything sorted now?”  His attention was now elsewhere.  It was as if the kiss took place, just to satiate her doubts about him.

 

Before she could say anything, Rath apologized quickly and disappeared behind the sliding steel doors.  And once again, the words she needed from him were left unsaid.

 

~ * ~

 

“So you received the same message I did?” Max asked as he kept an eye on the road.

 

“Hmmm?”  Isabel didn’t know where that flash came from, but she knew it was a memory from her past.

 

“You saw the same flying man?” Max asked again, a little agitated.

 

Isabel turned and frowned, while trying to focus on Max.  “Uh, yeah,”  She nodded.  “It felt like it was giving answers to questions we had when our powers first emerged.

 

“So do you think you need to do what it told us to do?”

 

Isabel had been torn in the beginning, but the more this day went on, the more certain she was it was the right thing.  “I think,” she paused, “it would be less complicated if Jesse wasn’t involved.”  Though morality wasn’t at the forefront of her mind, Isabel had made vows.  She always believed a vow or promise should never be broken.  God, himself, would have to agree with her on that.

 

“I know what you mean,” Max replied.  “I know my duty, but Liz…”

 

Isabel made no comment.  She had never experienced that all consuming obsession with loving someone, even Jesse.  And now was not that time to add to the pressure Max was already feeling.

 

“Why do you need to talk with Tess?”  Isabel decided to change the subject to one that had been nagging at her.

 

“It’s occurred to me that I don’t think Tess told us the whole truth about everything,” Max replied.  “I tried to fit the pieces of what happened the past year, when she came, together with the night of Alex’s death.  And looking at the big picture, it doesn’t make sense at all.”

 

“So now you’re inclined to believe Michael’s line…about there being more to that night?” Isabel said stiffly.

 

“Yeah,” he admitted uneasily.  The more he thought about it, the more convinced he was that Michael was trying to tell them both something.  Tess was a good liar, but even her lies were beginning to not make sense.  “I think there’s more.”

 

 

 

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