Loving Destiny

 

Disclaimer:  These characters do not belong to me, but to the writers and producers of Roswell

Spoilers:  After Chant Down Babylon, changes happening where Max is successfully rescued, and Michael was the one who broke up with Maria.

Pairings:  You’ll have to wait and see!

Author’s notes:              Queen Fadila Kedar: Max/Isabel’s mother

                                          King Alaric Kedar: Max/Isabel’s father

                                          Andaria: Tess’ mother

                                          Radim:  Tess’ father

                               Kedrans: race from which Royal Four descended

                                         Iturians: race from which Khivar descended, and overthrew and killed Zan and the Kedrans

 

 

               

 

Chapter Thirty Two

 

***

Some of us think holding on makes us strong;

But sometimes it is letting go.

                                                                                                      - Herman Hesse

***

 

 

“Where do you think they could be?” Liz asked Maria irritably.  She began pacing back and forth again.  They had been waiting at Michael’s apartment for any sign of the alien hybrids for about an hour. 

 

Maria glared at her.  “I told you that is driving me up the wall!” she said through clenched teeth.

 

Liz sighed and threw her hands up in the air as she let herself fall back into the less-than-comfortable couch.  “I just don’t understand where they could be,” Liz repeated.  “Do you think Tess did something to them?”

 

Maria folded her arms as she leaned against the kitchen counter.  “What’s to do to them?” she asked drolly.  “Max and Michael are big boys.  If they want to go off somewhere and skip school, it’s their prerogative.”

 

Liz frowned.  “Why are you being like this?”

 

“Being like what?” Maria asked tiredly.  She wasn’t up for another few rounds of ‘shutting out the humans’ today.

 

“Look, I know I have been so wrapped up in Max lately that I haven’t had time to be there for you,” Liz admitted apologetically.  “I should have made the time.  You’ve always done that for me.”

 

Maria rolled her eyes.  “Time for what?  Another episode of ‘As The Planets Align’?” she retorted.  “It’s stupid.  What’s the point?  Guerin broke up with me how many months ago?”  Maria should have known it wouldn’t work, and after a few weeks of mulling it over, she was tired of trying to figure out what else she could have done to keep them together.

 

“We were done the first time he broke up with me.  I was just too blind and desperate to realize it.  So please don’t feel sorry for me when you have a crisis of your own massive proportions!  I’m just being a bag today.”

 

Liz frowned.  “What are you talking about?”

 

Maria raised her eyebrows up in surprise.  “You mean you don’t think that there’s anything wrong with what’s been going on here the last few, oh, months?”

 

Liz swallowed hard.  “I…I don’t know what you mean by that,” she declared.  “Things have just been off kilter for the past month or so because of Max’s illness.  Nothing else.  Now that he’s feeling better, we can graduate high school together, and travel like we said we would.  The four of us.”

 

Maria looked at Liz and shook her head sadly; the girl was living in a fantasy world.  “Liz, hello?  Did you not see the blonde appear and save Max’s life?  She’s obviously after something…and we all know it isn’t our slice of alien fame!”

 

“It doesn’t matter,” Liz denied.  “Max doesn’t feel that way about her.  Not since I exposed her for the murder of Alex.  He wouldn’t hurt us like that.  He wouldn’t betray Alex like that.”

 

Maria felt like smacking the child upside the head.  “Does it matter?  She can just mind warp him into not caring!”

 

“Max wouldn’t let her!”

 

Liz was in complete denial.  Tess had powers, Liz could only dream of.  They had given her an inch almost a year ago, and they were still paying the price.  No powers in the world could bring Alex back.  And now Maria was sure the witch still had her sights on Max.  “Well, Max doesn’t always control his you know what around that girl!”

 

Liz began to run her fingers through her long dark hair, stopping halfway through, so her hair hung loosely over her hands, but out of her face.  “Maria, what are you saying?” she asked anxiously.  “I’m going to lose Max to Tess?  That’s a little far fetched isn’t it?”

 

Maria bit her lip and studied Liz’s worried expression.  She was going on gut here, but she knew that Max was drawn to that woman.  It didn’t matter how she showed up or what she did; he was drawn to her.  Maria didn’t know if she could blame him, he was part alien and he had lived another life with the woman.  Max had inextricably made Liz’s life more complicated.  Though they shared a love that most people wish they could possibly experience, he was intricately linked to this other life and woman.

 

She had denied it for a long time with Michael.  Though they shared a chemistry, and a bond, Michael was drawn to Isabel and had Max not fatefully healed Liz that day at the Crashdown, she doubted that their lives would have ever crossed paths.  Michael and Isabel always seemed to come back to each other, which irritated the hell out of her, but when she could look at things objectively, which was in spurts, she had admitted to herself that some part of him would always be linked to her.  Whether it was love or possession, or both, she didn’t know.

 

Suddenly Liz cleared her throat and Maria realized that she was waiting for an answer to her question.  “Uh,” Maria smiled uneasily.  “I just think that we need to be careful Liz.  Things seem to change fast around here and we don’t usually see it coming.”

 

“How cryptic is that?” Liz exclaimed in disdain. “What?  Do you really think that Max is going to go back with that lying, murdering, white trash slut?”

 

Maria felt her jaw drop.  Part of her didn’t know whether to laugh, or be shocked.  Liz had never expressed to her what she thought about Tess, but those last words out of her mouth revealed a lot.  You go girl!” Maria cheered.  She pushed herself off of the counter and walked over to the couch, which she slumped down in. 

 

Liz leaned back and rested her head against Maria’s shoulder and let out a muffled laugh.  “Where did that come from?” she chuckled, in shock that those words had come from her mouth.

 

Maria shrugged.  “It’s not like she doesn’t deserve it,” she sighed.  “She made our lives a living hell.”

 

Liz looked up at her.  “Do you think she’ll go back?”

 

Maria hesitated, not really wanting to answer the question.  Deep down inside, she had a feeling that Liz wasn’t necessarily going to have the fairytale ending she so desperately wanted with Max.  He had come to her like a white knight on a horse in her hour of need.  He was something out of the ordinary, something exciting and mysterious.  And as she thought about all these things, the one thing that came to mind was…Michael.

 

Look how their promising relationship turned out?  Maria looked at an anxious Liz and smiled, hugging her tightly.  “I hope so babe.  I really hope so.”

 

~~~

 

Kyle was surprised to find his dad at home so early in the day.  He wouldn’t have been home so early himself except basketball practice had been cancelled due to an unforeseen incident with a discus and Coach Landon’s head.  It wasn’t something Kyle was all that upset about either; the cancelled practice, not Coach’s head.

 

“Kyle?  Is that you?” his dad called from the kitchen.

 

He frowned.  “Yeah?”

 

“Well could you come in here and help with supper?” Valenti asked.

 

Kyle sloughed off his backpack and threw his coat on the nearby couch.  “What’s the big deal?  What, you can’t make a peanut and jelly sandwich yourself?” he joked.

 

When he stalked into the kitchen, Kyle found his dad covered in spaghetti sauce and dancing around excitedly as he was pouring a large pot of pasta into a colander.  He was at a loss of what to make of his dad.  The man had never cooked in his life, and if he had, it was to make TV dinners in the microwave.

 

“Okay what’s going on here?” Kyle asked suspiciously.  “Did you talk to a girl on the phone again and make a complete fool of yourself…or me, for that matter?”

 

The older Valenti glared at him and then turned back to trying not to scald himself with the steam coming from the pot.  “I just thought that I would try something new,” he explained, dropping the pot with a loud clang into the sink.  “Damn it!”

 

Kyle patted his dad on the back and shook his head.  “Take a few deep breaths Dad.  If you take the path to Enlightenment, you won’t have to worry about such silly things,” he explained calmly.  “Buddha has a calming and relaxing affect on people.  I mean, today I learned that Tess is back in town and I’m cool as a cucumber.”  His hand slid out in front of him, gesturing the smoothness of his nerves.

 

His dad turned around and stared at him for a moment.  “You know?”

 

Kyle frowned.  “You knew?”

 

Valenti shook his head.  “I just found out this morning.  I was going to break it to you easy over supper,” he gestured to the mess in the kitchen, “but I guess I didn’t need to.”

 

Kyle raised his brows and shook his head, ‘no’.  “So what, did you think I’d go mental or something?” he asked, gyrating his hands beside his head.

 

Valenti frowned.  “No,” he protested awkwardly.  “I knew you’d be fine.”  He smiled and patted Kyle on the back.

 

Kyle smiled in return, not believing his father, but allowing him to patronize him.  “Oh good,” he quipped.  “Cause I am fine you know.”

 

Valenti nodded.  “I’m sure you are,” he kept nodding.  “But if you weren’t, it would be fine too.”

 

Kyle rolled his eyes, grinning and bearing his father’s overly anxious nurturing side.  “Dad, uh, I have homework to do…let me know when supper…”

 

His dad didn’t seem to hear him, and then suddenly his eyes widened and his lips formed an ‘oh’.  Uh, yeah!” Valenti said abruptly.  “Sure.  Go ahead.  Just as long as you’re okay?”  Then he began to ramble.  “Because if you’re not, then I’m here to talk about it.  I know how messed up it must have been to realize that someone was screwing with your mind…”

 

Kyle stopped him and interrupted his long parental speech.  For the last time Dad,” he sighed.  “I’m o-kay!” He watched as his dad sighed and accepted his declaration of mental stableness.

 

“Fine,” Valenti nodded.  “I’ll…” His dad looked around at the crimson spattered walls.  “I’ll order pizza.”

 

Kyle nodded.  Good idea,” he smirked.  “I’ll be in my room.  Call me when it gets here.”

 

~ * ~

 

As he lay back in his bed, Kyle didn’t know what to make of his day.  He was extremely proud of himself for not freaking out at today’s earlier news.  Tess.  He hadn’t thought about her in a long time.

 

Yes, at times, his thoughts would drift to the petite blonde, with those big round blue eyes that made him feel like a schoolboy.  But lately, she hadn’t crossed his mind as often as she had at first.  Since her departure, Kyle found himself distanced from the alien spectacles now.

 

There had been the odd upheavals with the capture of Max and Isabel’s life-threatening wounds after the rescue, but overall it had been fairly quite.  No clones or doubles showing up.  No one from the FBI had been hunting them for a while, and no aliens in husks trying to kill them.  On the whole, Kyle had been living a normal life.

 

Kyle rolled his eyes.  Who was he kidding?  The life he had been living hadn’t been normal since the day he was shot and Max healed him.  Ever since that day, Kyle had been anxious about any alien powers showing up or his body mutating into something he didn’t recognize.  And when he had finally gotten over that fear, and the idea that Max, Michael, Isabel, and Tess were going to kill him, the truth about Tess mind warping him into carrying Alex’s dead body was revealed.

 

He still couldn’t get that image out of his mind.  Though he still didn’t fully remember exactly what happened, the knowledge of helping Tess cover her actions made him ill.  Kyle still couldn’t believe she could do that to him.

 

Kyle sat up in his bed and let out a loud guttural cry.  He had had enough about dwelling over the past and what that two-faced woman, whom he had thought of like a sister had done to them all.  Looking around his messy room, which was a far cry from the days when Tess vacated the room, Kyle pushed himself off the bed and headed towards his dark, almost smelly closet.  He needed to put those socks in the hamper!

 

As he rummaged around, casually throwing clothes and underwear over his shoulders, Kyle found what he was looking for.  In the back of his closet underneath a pile of sweats and t-shirts, he pulled out an old Adidas shoebox.  Kyle opened his door a crack, peeked out into the hallway and checked if his Dad was anywhere near scraping some of the spaghetti sauce off the walls.  He wasn’t.

 

So quietly Kyle closed and locked his bedroom door.  He needed privacy when doing this.  If his father caught him, the man would go ballistic.  As he lifted the thin shiny black cardboard top, revealing a small picture frame, a couple of movie stubs, and a few wrinkled pieces of paper, Kyle couldn’t help but feel a small lump grow in his throat.

 

In the pastel pink, silver and blue frame was a picture of Kyle, Tess and his dad.  Tess was in the middle, her face scrunched up like a little kid.  Kyle was on her left, and his dad was on her right.  They had just finished opening Christmas gifts and Maria’s mom pulled out this disposable camera.  When she had it developed, she gave a copy to Tess who had it framed.  It sat above her bed, and Kyle had found it when he was clearing his room of Tess’ things after she disappeared into space.

 

“And after all she’s done to you, you still wanna give her the benefit of the doubt?” he growled at himself.  Kyle let out a heavy sigh and began hitting his forehead lightly with the metallic frame.  “What are you stupid?”

 

He leaned back on his headboard and set the picture down on the pillow beside him.  Then dragging himself back to the shoebox, Kyle rummaged through the ticket stubs he had saved from the late night movies they’d sometimes sneak into.  Invasion of the Body Snatchers - Kyle held the thin paper between his fingers and rolled his eyes. 

 

Tess had been messing with him for days and one night, she convinced him to go to the late show with her and pretended not to know what was playing.  Kyle let the ticket stub drop back into the box.  To say the least, he was looking at all the students in a different light for a week.

 

KYLE!”  He heard his Dad yell through the door.  “Pizza’s here.”

 

Looking at the unorganized box of papers and pictures, Kyle sighed loudly and placed the lid on top of the contents, shutting out the memories.  “Coming Dad!” he shouted, sliding off his bed and shoving the box back into the closet where it lived happily for the past several months.  He turned around and grasped the doorknob when the sun glinted off of his pillow.  Kyle leaned over and grabbed the small metallic picture frame.  His eyes lingered for a moment on Tess’ smiling face before shutting out her pearly white smile.  He listened to the soft thud of the light frame hit the bottom of his wastebasket.

 

He was fine.

 

~~~

 

Andaria rocked Zander while basking in the warmth of the morning sun.  The day always seemed to bring a refreshing confidence to her.  Her grandson was happily grasping at her necklace, fingering the delicate jewel that sparkled in the sunlight.  She knew that they would get through this and that nothing would derail their plans.  Zan would sit on the throne once more and along side him would be her daughter, Ava.

 

New names would pass the lips of the Antarians, but once more would the line of Kedar rule over Antar.  She still had to get used to calling her daughter Tess.  It seemed foreign to her.  Andaria had managed to keep her feelings of awkwardness from Tess, but there was a sense of loss she had whenever her eyes fell upon her daughter.  Though she didn’t look exactly the same, Tess’ essence remained and the architects had managed to bring some resemblance of her daughter into the hybrid genetic code.

 

Suddenly Andaria was confused by Zander’s restless behavior.  He had been so calm and serene since he awoke this morning, now he was fidgeting and irritable.  Maia!” Nicholas’ eerie throaty rumble sent a chill up her back.

 

As she turned and glared distastefully at the short pug creature, Andaria still didn’t understand how a lowly Iturian had been granted the gift of telepathy he had.  As powers emerged at birth, Antarians had always taken this gift in stride.  It was the sort of thing that Antarians expected.  It came to them as easily as a human would expect the ability to talk.  Nothing special.

 

The house of Kedar had the strongest line of powers, descending from one of the oldest known Kedrans; Cian, whose powers were unmatched by an army of Antarians.  This was the line which Alaric and Zan had been born into, and now, Zander.  The Antarians were ordinarily granted one major ‘gift’ and once and a while other minor powers would emerge.  But nonetheless, as a general rule, Antarians had one power and that would determine their station or career.  As they matured, the schools would train them to use their powers to benefit the whole of Antar.  It was their way.

 

What made the Royal house so unique was the fact that they not only had one power, but usually two or three that would emerge as prominent as the first.  This is what kept the house of Kedar as rulers over Antar.  They were the most powerful of the Kedrans, let alone the Antarians.  Some said that they were a line chosen, destined to oversee Antar.  And it was a claim, which the Iturians had long refuted, claiming they were the rightful heirs of the throne of Antar. 

 

“How is Zander today?” Nicholas asked; a grim smirk curled up from the corner of his dark lips.  “He doesn’t look too happy today.”  The smug Iturian motioned to Zander’s struggling limbs, which were almost writhing out of her grasp.

 

“I’m sure it’s none of your concern Nicholas.”  His name was said with much distaste, that it was far from hidden.  A slip she could not ill afford.

 

“Is that the way you speak to the Second in Command to his Highness?” Nicholas sneered.  “You think you’ve pulled the wool over our eyes old woman, but soon we’ll know exactly who you are and your plans.”

 

Andaria lifted Zander up from his waist and rested him over her shoulder, shushing the whimpering child.  “Now why would say something like that of an aging woman like me?” she asked innocently while patting the easing cries of her grandchild.  Andaria praised the Power Above, that granted her the ability to disguise her thoughts. 

 

Nicholas had been attempting to read her thoughts and find out what secrets she held, but the One who granted their gifts, allowed her the ability to disguise her thoughts in an illusionary web of lies.  Andaria could defend her mind from Nicholas’ brutal rakings, by allowing him the illusion of being able to reach into the darkest recesses of her mind and read her thoughts.  In the past few days, she had fed him lies, which held some truth, just enough to allow Khivar to believe he was breaking her down.

 

Nicholas let out an evil laugh, and his eyes flashed ebony as he turned on his heel and slinked back towards the door.  Maia, Maia, Maia,” he clucked.  “You’ll soon see how inevitable it is.  Khivar will soon reign unchallenged, and the skulking little peons who hold fast to their dear Zan’s return will see that their King no longer desires to rule this planet.”  His lanky fingers clutched the door handle as he looked over his shoulder and leered.  “It’s just a matter of time my dear woman, before the House of Kedra is a distant memory.”

 

As she stared petulantly after him, her eyes boring a hole into the door that now stood between her and that insignificant cretin, Andaria shivered.  Only a matter of time,” she said through clenched teeth.  “Before you and yours are rotting in the bowels of Volos!” 

 

Andaria turned her gaze back to Zander, who was now resting peacefully on her shoulder.  She nuzzled Zander’s soft, silky, dark brown hair.  He smelled of warm saffron and junipers.  “Oh my child, I pray your mother returns home soon,” Andaria whispered sweetly into his ear.  “The time is nearing, and we will no longer need to hide in dark places or under pale masks.  You shall see the House of Kedar in its full power and glory!  And Zander, you will finally meet your father, the true heir of the throne of Antar!” 

 

As she closed her eyes, she could hear the trumpets of past glory.  Zan stood with Ava at his side waving happily from the palace balcony, to greet their subjects.  The flames of white fire glowed in the slender, and unassuming torches, which had been strategically placed around the palace’s green country pasture.  And connecting those bright flames were a string of small white lights that were strung around the courtyard-like expanse.  The whole of Kedra was there to celebrate with the newly wed King and Queen, as well as a few lowly Iturians.  Fadilia and Alaric stood proudly behind their son, as did she and Radim.  Long live King Zan and Queen Ava!’ were the words roaring from the courtyard.  The Antarians spilled down from the marble courts of the palace into the moonlit garden and country pasture.  Celebrations lasted for days.

 

Andaria sighed and pulled herself from the memories.  She did not need to live in the past.  Her daughter was alive and so was her son-in-law, though she thought of him more as a son.  As she quietly walked Zander back to his room and slowly lowered him into his crib, Andaria prayed silently that Zan would remember who he had left behind and those who needed him.  Her eyes fell upon Zander’s matted auburn curls, which would darken over time, and ran her worn fingers through his hair.  “Your Father, the King will return to his people, you mark my words my dear child.  He would never turn his back on us.  Your mother will make sure of that.”

 

~~~

 

The shocking and bewildering tale that Jesse weaved had her spellbound.  Isabel hadn’t expected Jesse to begin rambling on and on about how he wanted to protect her and that getting as much information on the four of them that the FBI had was the only way.  “I…m-made a deal,” he stammered.  “He was a close friend, or so I thought, when I was at the Bureau.  He was going to help me keep you safe, as long as I told him everything I knew about you, Max and Michael.”

 

Isabel felt her throat closing; it was becoming hard to breathe.  As she looked toward the ceiling, the darkness seemed to surround her and close in.  Her head was spinning.  What was he saying?  She felt her stomach lurch and her body began to ache, though not physically.  “Wh-what are you saying Jesse?” she whispered, still in shock.

 

“I knew you were a loser,” Michael growled.  “But I never thought you’d sink so low!”

 

Michael’s voice echoed through her mind and part of the weight of the accusation fell on her shoulders.  They had been right.  Jesse wasn’t to be trusted.  He couldn’t handle the idea that she was an alien and betrayed her by selling out her ‘family’ to a group of ruthless killers.  It was her fault for bringing him into their lives.

 

“Isabel, please,” Jesse coaxed, drawing near to her and cupping her face in his hands.  “I didn’t know this was going to happen.  I swear.”  Isabel stared blankly at this man she had bent over backwards to try to please and work out the problems between them.  After all, the rift between them had been her fault.  But now, she felt cold; a numbness had set in, and she stood there limply at this man she had married.  Jesse pressed his warm lips upon her forehead and pulled her body into his embrace.  “Isabel, talk to me please,” he sobbed.

 

Who was this man she married?  As Isabel pulled out of his grasp, she looked around her and saw bodies scattered along the ground.  He had done this to them?  Jesse had brought this looming disaster upon them?

 

~~~

 

Max couldn’t control his anger.  He lunged at Jesse who stood with his back to him.  As he felt his clenched fist drive into Jesse’s unsuspecting side, only then, did Max feel release.  “You traitor.  I knew we shouldn’t have trusted you,” Max said, his voice raspy from emotion.  He found his grip along Jesse’s collar and pulled him close, until his nose was almost pressing against Jesse’s.

 

“Max, I know that what I did was unforgivable, but I didn’t mean for any of this to happen!” Jesse shrieked.  He could see the fear in Jesse’s eyes as Max tightened his grip on him.

 

“And what was it that was supposed to happen?” Michael demanded.

 

Max briefly glanced at Michael whose body was so tense, he could feel the energy building from within him.  If Jesse made the wrong move, Michael looked like he would kill him.  He turned his gaze back toward Jesse and narrowed his eyes.  Maybe he deserved it.  Jesse had drawn the FBI down on them again.  “Well answer him!” Max commanded when Jesse seemed unable to speak.

 

~~~

 

Jesse had expected some reaction to this effect, but he never imagined how small it would make him feel.  He could have melted into a puddle ooze right then.  “Tell us!” Michael shouted into his ear again.

 

Though Michael’s intense anger and strength put the fear of God in him, he was more afraid of Isabel.  She was standing only a couple of feet away; the look of disbelief and shock had not left her beautiful face.  The petite blonde was speaking quietly trying to comfort her.  “Look, I’ll tell you.  Just don’t hurt me!” Jesse pleaded.

 

Max’s face darkened and he shook his head.  “You should have thought of that before betraying us and Isabel for your own safety,” he retorted.

 

Jesse swallowed hard and his heart was racing.  He knew them, or so he hoped.  And they wouldn’t harm him, despite his earlier conceptions about Max and Michael.  But he had realized that too late.  Jesse had already hurt them more than they could have ever hurt him.  “Look I love Isabel,” Jesse declared, looking over at his distraught wife.  “I love you.”  His declaration of love fell on deaf ears as he prayed for Isabel to look in his direction.

 

“Some kind of love, selling her out to the highest bidder?” Michael leered. “Is that how you got your job in New York?”

 

“No!” Jesse exclaimed, his gaze focused on Isabel.  “I did not do that!  I was just…”  How could he explain to them how he just wanted to protect Isabel?

 

“Then what?” Max asked darkly.

 

“I…I met with Cal, he’s the only one I met with,” Jesse stammered.  “I swear!”

 

“And why did you meet with him?  For what good reason?” Max questioned, letting him slowly out of his grip.

 

Jesse took a deep breath; his four rescuers formed a tight ring around him.  “Like I said, he was a friend in the Bureau.”

 

“But you said you didn’t weren’t an agent in the FBI,” Michael said pointedly.

 

“I wasn’t, but I met him when I was doing my internship,” Jesse said laboriously.  “I didn’t lie to you about that.”

 

“Yeah, and we can completely trust what you say right?” Michael snorted.

 

Jesse looked worriedly at Michael who folded his arms across his chest.  “Look, none of this happened until after I found out Isabel lied to me and hid from me the fact that she was an alien,” he sighed.  “I wanted to find out more about you guys and if you were capable of hurting me.”  As he tried to explain to the four aliens – his confusion, his hurt, and his fear – all of it just seemed inadequate and pathetic.  “I talked to Cal and he said he wanted to help me.  I got him to find out everything the FBI had on you and paid him to keep it a secret.  When he told me there was a group of FBI agents who had heard about you guys and that they would probably have us surveyed, I freaked.  I hadn’t planned on being a fugitive, someone the FBI would hunt to the ends of the earth.”

 

“So all of your talk about for…forgiving me was just a lie?” Isabel asked, finally managing to speak.

 

Jesse lowered his eyes in shame.  “Isabel it wasn’t that.  I was just so angry.  I can’t stand lies.  You know that about me,” he explained, pleading with his eyes for her to understand.  “So you must know that I was desperate when I did this.  I hated lying to you.”

 

“Yeah, I’m sure you were really torn up about it,” Michael sneered.

 

Michael!” Isabel cried out frustratingly.  Please.”  Isabel looked at Jesse to continue.

 

Jesse nodded.  “You told me that you would have told me, and even then, sometimes I don’t know if I could fathom truly understanding it, but then Michael and Max stepped in like there was nothing wrong with what you did!” he explained incredulously.  “I was tired of it.  So when I was out on my own for those few days I started talking with Cal.  I didn’t tell him anything important, I mean, it’s not like I knew anything at all.  He was the one who was telling me everything.  Now looking back on it I should have realized that it was a stupid idea.  I had no idea what I was getting into, but I just wanted to know who was hunting you guys and what it was that they knew.”

 

All of them had become very quiet.  Isabel still seemed livid at the fact that he had even done this, but he could see in her eyes that she didn’t hate him, which was definitely the case with Michael.  The dark gleam in his eyes told Jesse how much he disgusted the hybrid.  As he scanned the faces of the other two, Jesse knew the feeling was similar, though he couldn’t really tell with the blonde.  He didn’t know her well enough to read her face.

 

“I’m sorry,” Jesse whispered, the tears that ran down his face had dried and he was left with a dull unsettled feeling in the pit of his stomach.

 

~~~

 

“Can we just go?” Isabel asked.  She had heard enough.  Nothing was computing right then.  She was still in a daze, though she had regained her composure.  As she stared at her husband, all Isabel could think was, getting away.

 

“But the FBI?” Jesse reminded her.

 

“Tess can fix that, right?” said Max as he looked at her confidently.

 

“Yeah,” Tess nodded.  She closed her eyes and in a few minutes, she opened them again and motioned to the group to leave.  “It’s done.  They will think that some green aliens flew off in a spaceship, like a sci-fi movie.”

 

“But what about our faces and the pictures they have stashed somewhere?” Isabel asked.

 

Tess shook her head.  Possession.” she smirked.  “We were just innocent humans, and in the commotion we ran away after the ‘aliens’ gave us amnesia.”

 

Nice,” Michael mumbled.

 

“So we’d better get back.  It’s getting dark and Mom and Dad will be wondering where we are,” Max reminded the four.

 

“We’re going to have to pretend everything’s fine, if we’re not going to tip Mom and Dad off about what happened tonight, and what we learned,” Isabel said distractedly to Max.

 

“I’ll see what I can do,” Max replied, glaring at Jesse.  “I knew tonight wasn’t going to be a picnic, but now this?”  He ran his hands through his thick hair.  “Let’s get going. I don’t want to be any later than we already are.”

 

As the five walked out of the dark abandoned warehouse, there was an uneasy silence hovering over them.

 

~ * ~

 

“Are you all right?” Michael whispered, reaching out and rested on her shoulders, slowing her, she walked numbly towards the jeep.

 

“I’ll be fine,” Isabel replied emotionless.  She stared straight ahead, unable to look at Michael at that moment.  Isabel couldn’t bear to look at anyone.  She just wanted to run away and curl up in a ball.  There were too many emotions, feelings that needed to sorted out and compartmentalized; then she would be able to deal with it.  But the thought of facing her parents, the idea that they would look at her with that knowing expression on their face, telling her that she should have listened to them.  All of them would.

 

“Isabel, talk to me,” Michael coaxed.  “I want to help.”

 

Isabel head snapped around, revealing the silent tears, which stained her porcelain face.  “Help?” she cried.  “How can you help Michael?  I’m in a marriage of lies and I feel like at any moment, I’ll explode.  How can you help or fix that?”  She glared at him wildly, hating him for being right; daring him to tell her that he has the answers; wanting him to tell her it was all a dream; knowing things could never be the same and that her world was torn apart.

 

Michael didn’t know how to respond, so he did the only thing that came to mind – held her.  His muscles tightened, as the arms that were wrapped around her soft, trembling body, longed for her to absorb his strength, his love.  She struggled against him and he held her firmly as Isabel finally collapsed into his arms, sobbing.

 

~~~

 

Jesse watched his wife being comforted by a man other than himself.  Jealously reared its ugly head and began to approach the embracing couple.  He knew Michael would use this as an excuse to draw closer to his wife.

 

~~~

 

Tess motioned with her head to Max as they both watched the vein in Jesse’s neck bulge and his eyes grow clouded.  “Uh Max?”

 

Max frowned and stepped in front of Jesse who was about ready to charge over and interrupt Isabel and Michael.  “What do you think you’re doing?”

 

Jesse pushed Max back.  “I’m going to talk to my wife!” he replied sharply.  “Is that all right with you?”

 

“Uh, no you’re not,” Tess answered derisively, taking her place beside Max.  “She’s been through enough and you’re not going to upset her more than you already have.”

 

Jesse looked at Tess disdainfully.  “And who do you think you are?  I don’t know you and what right do you have to stick your nose in my family’s business?”

 

Tess glowered at his audacity, since he had just betrayed them all to the FBI.  “I think you made it my business when you lied to all them and also ratted me out to the Feds,” she retorted.

 

Max stepped in between the two as the anger and resentment began to mount.  “Stop it,” he sighed.  Max glanced over his shoulder where Isabel and Michael had pulled out of the embrace and were headed towards the jeep.  “We don’t have time for this.”  Max glared at Jesse.  “Grin and bear it.  Right now, I don’t think Isabel will appreciate any of your thoughts, sincere or otherwise.  And you,” he looked Tess grimly, “I don’t think you need to make things worse.”

 

Tess swallowed a cutting retort, knowing full well that he was thinking about her betrayal to Alex.  “Fine,” she said reluctantly, folding her arms across her chest and watching Jesse out of the corner of her eye.  “But I wasn’t saying it to start a fight.”  She felt like she was getting scolded like a little schoolgirl.

 

Max’s eyes softened.  He knew she was just trying to protect Isabel, in whatever shape or form that took.  In her way, Max knew that she cared about Isabel like a sister.  “I know,” he whispered, nodding at Tess, whose eyes were hooded by her long lashes.

 

“Let’s go!” Michael yelled from the jeep.

 

Max waved and gestured for Jesse to start heading towards the jeep.  The dark haired man, whom Max had considered a brother, in the loosest sense of the word, grudgingly began to walk to the car.  He wished the night was over and that he could wake up and find out all of it was just a nightmare.

 

Suddenly he felt a hand slip into his and pull him from his thoughts.  “Let’s go Max,” Tess beckoned, her eyes soft and clear.  She had forgiven him for being sharp with her.  Max nodded.  He looked down at her pale hand in his and then up into her gentle blue eyes.  How could someone so seemingly kind and sweet have killed Alex in cold blood?

 

Tess swallowed and let her hand slip slowly out of his hand.  It had been presumptuous of her to do that.  She had done automatically, without thinking about it.  Tess remembered Zan always being so pensive and her trick of sliding her hand into his to bring him out of his reverie.  It always worked, as it did now.

 

“Let’s go,” Max said distractedly.

 

Tess nodded and smiled.  “Yeah, don’t want this party to stop do we?” she said dryly.

 

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