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I stared at my computer screen, I was staring at Mark Feehily�s homepage that I
made. I made it 2 years ago and many people said it�s lovely, I made it because
I like Mark Feehily the members of Westlife. I always wished that someday I
could interview him or meet him just only for his autograph. I had tried to get
into all WL�s contests but never won one of them, maybe that�s because I lived a
little bit far from Ireland, I live in New York, USA. I turned my head to the
clock it was 11.00 PM, so I decided to turn off my computer and went to bed.
***
I woke up in the next morning, it�s 8.00 AM and it was Saturday, after I went
to bath and ate my breakfast, I looked around my apartment, it�s so quiet and at
that moment I didn�t know what to do, because I didn�t have any plans for that
day, but suddenly my eyes caught the computer, I thought to myself �why don�t I
have chat a little bit� so I turned on my computer and got on-line. I went to a
Ireland chat room and as usually it always full of people so I scrooled down the
nick names in order to find someone that I knew, but I looked at a weird nick it
was OSTHENRYTH so I clicked on it and typed �Hello wanna chat?�, not in a long
time he answered it �Sure, I do want to chat, 21/m/Ireland and Mark is my name.�
I was kind of shoked when I read his name, but I tried to throw away my fantasy
that he could be Mark Feehily.
�19/f/USA and my name is Rachel.� I wrote back. He replied the message quite
fast ans it also suprising to, he said that he wanted my phone number if I
diddn�t mind, cause at the moment he prefer to talk than typing. SO I gave him
my number because I knew I wouldn�t lose anything. After I gave him my number,
he went off the room so I did it too. After 15 minutes my phone is ringing. I
picked it up
�Hello� I started
�Hello , this is Mark emmm, are you Rachel?� he asked me
�Yes, this is me� I didn�t know why but I was nervous a little bit.
�so how are you doing?� he asked me again
�Oh, fine thanks, and you?� I answered, and then we talked, talked and talked
and it seemed we were so fix to each other, he liked music and me too, and he
said that he was in a group but he didn�t want to mention the nam. I told him
that I admire Westlife and he knew them too.After an hour, yeah an hour he said
that he had to go, so we ended the phone.
After that day, Mark called me so often like 3 times a week and we talked
about everything and I didn�t know but I thought I was in love with him, because
he was so nice and he liked to make jokes and when I talked to him I felt
happy. But I didn�t tell him because I thought he would think that I was kind of
weird and believe in cyber love, so I kept it for myself, besides all of the the
important I didn�t want to break our friendship.
After a month we looked like bestfriend and I told him about my site and he
liked it very much.
� I always want to meet him, Mark� I told him one day
�I believe that someday you can meet him, trust me.�he said it with confidence
and it gave me courage.
�Emm Rachel, I am going to USA, and I widh that maybe we can meet, would you
meet me?� he asked me
�Sure,I would love to.� I was very happy
�Oooh Rachel, anyway I have to go now..so talk to you later ok, bye�
�Bye� I put off the phone.
***
It had been 3 weeks and Mark had not called me since then. And I really missed
him, it seemed that I lost something. I was afraid he wouldn�t call me again. I
never felt like that before,like really in love, he has given me hope and also
attention�I felt stupid, why didn�t I tell him that I like him, I blamed myself.
One day,I just got home from my university and it was kind of a hard day, I�d
got lots of works on campus. So I tried to get sleep but as I was trying it the
phone rang but I felt really tired so I let the machine answered it.
� Hi, Rachel this is Mark , I am in New York.� He paused I wanted to pick it up
but my self told me to let it although I really wanted to talk to him.
�I�ll be here for about 3 days and I really want to meet you but you�re not at
home right well anyway I need to say something to you, I know this is not
impolete to talk through te machine but I am afraid I won�t have time anymore.
So please listen to this.� He took a deep breath and so did I.
�After what we�ve been doing, I mean since we met at the chat room, we make a
great realationship, don�t you think? Well emmm ..this is hard for me to say,
but at first It was only common relation but since 3 weeks a go when I started
not calling you which is because I was so busy. I don�t know but I really miss
you. I miss your voice, I realize that I haven�t been this close with someone.
But you could make me do, that I feel close to you. I know this is sound crazy
but I know that I love you. I�ve tried to stop it but I can�t and I don�t wanna
hurt myself by lying that I don�t love you , I know we haven�t met yet but I
don�t� care, I don�t care how do you look like. All I know that my feeling is
true to you and I wanna say that I am sorry for ruin our friendship and may be
make you mad.�
All at once I picked up the phone I knew I had to let him know too.
�Mark, this is Rachel� I said
�Ra..Rachel� he sounded confuse
�Where are you Mark?� I aksed him with a hurry in my voice
�I�m on the public phone in front of your apartment.� He still sounded confuse
�I am going down so stay there ok � I hang up the phone and ran thorugh the
aisle and the stairs.
When I arrived in front of the building I looked at the public phone, but I
didn�t find anyone standing there.But suddenly someone showed up right in front
of me, I shocked so I took 2 steps back,cause I couldn�t see him
�Rachel?� the voice I�ve been heard ,talked to me and at that moment I knew he
was Mark,slowly I turned my head up to see his face. I was really surprise when
I saw his face,he�s Mark Feehily. I remembered that he never mention his
surname.
�I am sorry� he started to say and my tears started to pour
�what for?� I tried to make my voice not to tumbling.
�For in love with you and now I have seen yoor face, It makes me love you more.�
He paused and wiped the tears from my eyes
�why are you crying?� he asked me gently
�You�re not doing something wrong Mark and now I am crying because I ..I love
you too and I also really missed you because you never called me until today� I
said it
�Really?� he asked and I only nodded. Then he put his hands on my cheeks,he
caressed my cheeks and I closed my eyes and then I felt his finger ran through
my lips, and before I realize I�d tasted his lips and it�s really soft and
gentle, we kissed .
�You know what, now I know that I am a lucky man to have the girl of my
dream.� He whispered in my ear.